I’m Not Saying I Want To Be A Vampire But Given The Chance To Be Gay, Dramatic AND Immortal I Certainly

i just wanna matter to someone but i wanna matter effortlessly like i dont wanna have to force it, i dont wanna have to beg. i just want someone to want me around, to need me around

Susan Sontag, As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks, 1964-1980

thinking about life & its twists and turns today……a lot for an armadillo to deal with but i’ll be okay………….

were you a "mud potion, picking up worms with your bare hands and trying to climb every tree you see" weird kid, a "sadistically playing god with your barbie dolls/action figures/plushes" weird kid, or a "devouring entire novels in a single afternoon and then writing wish fulfilment self insert fanfiction for them before you even knew what fanfiction was" weird kid?

Giovanni Strazza, “The Veiled Virgin”.

Training the mind/ personal development

Ok sooo … recently I’ve been trying to teach my mind to be ok and although I know that there will be times when I’m not that, as well, is ok. The point is, I’m trying. Sometimes .. once in a blue, I’ll mention little things that I’m doing to be ok but I just want to mention that therapy is also an option if you need someone to talk to. (i believe if you’re in school (uni, college), counseling might be included in tuition) You don’t have to deal with it on your own. Below I share sources of things i’ve watched, listened to, follow, etc of where i get motivation, positivity, and tips of personal development. I know there are others out there who may feel the same way as I do and don’t know where to find motivation or where to begin. I got tired of feeling like a prisoner to my mind and decided to slowly try to find ways to tell my brain “everything will be ok.” I am no pro at this but again I’m trying. Feel free to add on! Just remember it’s ok and to take care of yourselves my loves! 💕

videos .. specifically ted talks: 

how to become mentally strong 

self love 

using what you already have 

enjoy time alone

podcast(s): 

optimal living daily

youtubers that talks about “getting your life”:

lavendaire

muchelleb

pintrest also helps for personal development!

here’s a board of the things i’ve pinned (so far) for personal development

adding positivity to your instagram feed:

selfcareisforeveryone

positivelypresent

um................... can i help you

You think Caesar and Pompey hate fucked?

do y’all, like....not have anything better to do?