I never get tired of reposting this. Every quote you see above are actual texts from the Bible itself. These are just a few examples of the gruesome stuff your pastor never tells you about.
Lately I'm reading literature from 1930's Japan, I'm reading 1960's scifi, im reading 1800s philosophy and Ill tell ya a funny thing about it, nothing has changed, and probably nothing will change
I still think Russian rap is THE rap linguistically, and yes that includes english, however, German rap, though often terrible, also flows very well to my ear, and I think Maske might be the best rap album Europe has to offer over all.
When I was young, 7-13 maybe i fought at the drop of a hat. then after a few random ass whoopings I found a slight fear, not that it stopped me. At 30, I now have zero fear. Thats not true really, it is so to say that at this point, i dont value life enough to fear losing it, and Im not a dangerous, or even a violent person, but in a way I am. It scares me, this isnt me trying to be tough to an empty audience on my dead tumblr, this is a real musing. My opponent scares me, any opponent, not because im afraid of them, but because im afraid of what ill do, of what I may become.
As a child I would shake in conflicts, i would cry, and it was never fear, it was always the same emotion less articulated. I’m a bit of a drunk as I’ve made clear, and i get into barfights often, something im neither ashamed nor proud of, but i will say I win usually not out of an unjustified sense of self worth, or that im that strong or smart ( which really im quite a bit of both ) but because i wont let anyone take anything from me, coming from and still having nothing.
People often give me shit for hating addicts or whatever, life is all about beating yourself, when you fear another, when you only think of blocking and not of attack you will never land a blow, if you fear another its because you dont fear yourself enough, others are of minimal consequence.
Fear another and you lose yourself, fear yourself and you discover yourself, fear opposition in either forum and you lose, fear not, and you win, but you still lose, it comes down to if you want to die by another hand or by your own.
Fear no evil, but fear the evil in yourself
Cops aren’t heroes, they’re ex military assholes that couldn’t get a real job thereafter because their only skill was being a bully. They eat/play that hero shit right up too don’t they? It takes a special sorta person to want to be a professional buzzkill. But I suppose it depends on how you define a hero, 90% of the time they’re giving out speeding tickets and breaking every constitutional thing they possibly can, 8% of the time they’re shooting a black person, 1% of the time said black persons like age 15 or under, and 1% of the time they’re saving lives. ( yes I made those stats up you stupid fuck ) My fuckin heroes...
( Claps furiously )
Musings and more of a despondant 30 year old man, former drug addict, current writer/alcoholic. I'm unmarried, I have no children, and all my dreams are dead, I've wasted my life, and you can too! Never say never. Sometimes prolific, mostly offensive observations about people, life, and the nature of the universe. I'm a communist, your god's a lie, hate mail welcome.
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