Savage

opiate

a muted addiction with tragedy tailing it.

there's just something about being in the purgatory between love and hate. it's defacing me and what i stood for, yet i find myself wanting to grovel. in all means desperate, could you forgive me for upsetting you? there's no guilt nor shame, yet; my fingers still tremble when i see your name. i hate you like a vice. you are nothing more than a parasite, yet i can't get enough of how you shape me into an addict.

promise to never keep me sober, and i promise we won't ever part. i know you have nowhere else to run to. walk with me instead. nobody gives a damn about you and your tender heart as much as i do.

C'mon, show me what you're capable of. It's no fun if you can't

Stain me with the memory of you, with the ache of longing.

Fill me up with so many unforgettable experiences so that I don't know what to think anymore.

Fear, anger, despair, excitement, I wanna see and feel it all. Cover me with emotions, drown out this void.

I want to see something break, to see it snap. You don't mind if I play with fire, d'you? I want to watch the flames sparkle, watch everything crumble around me. Being in the center of it all, the flames edging closer and closer. I'll dance as the flames cradle my flesh, my screams can be the prettiest song you've ever heard.

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