Do Any Of You Guys Ever Think Abt How ´i’m Afraid I’m Never Gonna Feel Normal Again’ From Eddie

People have written a lot of touchy-feely pieces on this subject but I thought I’d get right to the heart of the matter

Actually OBSESSED and i usually don’t even like edits!! I actively avoid them most of the time!!! BUT THIS IS SO GOOD!!!!

buddie | call me when you break up

(watch in 4k)

EVAN BUCKLEY & BOBBY NASH

1.04 | 3.10 | 4.04 | 6.11 | 8.15

When they’re siblings and they’re also doomed

i love my comfort show

The fact that theres ALREADY FANART

My heart broke a little

No watermarks on patreon

I am so fucking STOKED

coming here to say things about 911 buddie but i cant. one because im speechless two because its all been said already

you don't need me to say 'ive read this in a fic' you know you read it too you don't need me to say this is insane you know you don't need me to say what does 'eddies straight' imply what does 'i don't need to sleep with everyone i have feelings with' mean you KNOW WE ALL KNOW THERES ONLY ONE ANSWER

This is what I’m SAYING. It’s history happening right before our eyes, and for once, that is a good thing.

like obviously i am emotionally invested in buddie going canon from like, a character/story perspective but from a 'got a degree in sociology, has been on tumblr since 2012, was once a superwholocker' perspective, i am FAR more invested this shit is delightful and fASCINATING. despite all the shit in the world, despite the backlash towards LGBTQ people happening right now, there is a major network television show that already made one half of a m/m fan ship canonically bi, had him fuck a (different) man, and is now poised to make the pairing canon after more than SEVEN SEASONS OF SLOWBURN. like: they are a pairing that started as a classic wink-nudge jokey queerbait, possibly nearly went canon years ago before that was shutdown, but now it is HAPPENING. and no, i'm not here for arguments that it isn't. i know better than is good for me, what queerbaiting looks like, and it DOES NOT LOOK LIKE THIS. i have been in like 15 different shipwars for queerbaited pairings. I am that fan who once went up to the showrunner of OUAT in a restaurant to tell him, personally, to his face, that queer fans like me deserved better. and now, eight years after that incident, the queer fans of an ABC tv show might just be getting that 'better'. like. what the fuck. how did we get here?

this is a phenomenon that has literally never happened once on live action american television, and we are all watching it unfold, whether actively or via the persistent ubiquity of fandom osmosis and i am studying this show and TPTB and the actors and the fans like BUGS

KILLING myself jesus (bobby) christ

The 118 - Leave the horror here (8x15)

does everyone remember that one scene where there's an argument about good cop/bad cop parenting and buck and eddie are just sort of standing off to the side. and when someone is like "can't you just both be the good cop" to the parents who were arguing, buck and eddie are (in unison) like Noooo and everyone literally stops saving some guy's life to turn and stare at them. and they don't appear to realize they've said anything strange. okay. so i am rotating that in my mind and i am thinking about how easy it is to assume that buck would be the Good Cop parent in chris's life because it would be easier for him to be the fun dad especially at first when he doesn't have as much of an established role yet. and this is largely true (ie that time eddie has to give buck the You'd Better Back Me Up look when chris is grounded from playing video games or whatever; and btw the implications of that in the sense of like....... eddie expecting buck to back him up. and the idea of buck being empowered to Not back him up if he wanted to. and chris instinctively knowing this enough to do the "one parent said no so i'm going to ask the other parent" thing that kids do. anyway.) Anyway. i think it is largely true that buck is the fun dad but i also think he is sometimes the serious dad. like he is the one who half the time has the Big Talks with chris when something is going on in their family. and also he is definitely the one who made chris eat his vegetables when he was a kid. because eddie is much quicker to say okay :) let's order pizza. when he doesn't feel like cooking. and buck gives him a Look and eddie is like UGH fine. we'll order a salad with the pizza and chris you'll eat some of it. or else. and then proceed to not actually make him eat it. idk. they're a family. yay.