911 loves to tell me buddie won't be canon but they love to show me it will be gotta love a girl that keeps you guessing
IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN OWEN STRAND
I cannot believe that Evan „Buck“ Buckley just uttered the words „I‘m not in love with Eddie“ on NATIONAL FUCKING TELEVISION
happy "buck has to take a breath before he tells eddie not to come back" to those who celebrate <3
Wait wait wait wait wait wait wait… Captain Vega, paramedic?? What hapoened to Michelle?😮 (lowkey not mad tho) (she seems cool and interesting) (and i didn’t like Michelle too much) (sorry Michelle)
840 frames of eddie diaz
thinking again about how everyone, even the rest of the characters and buck himself, fundamentally misunderstanding who Buck 1.0 was and his motivations. because yes, he was a flirt who slept around a LOT but never in any of his interactions with these women does he display fuckboy or playboy behavior. everyone has this idea that he was this man whore running around breaking women's hearts left and right because he didn't respect them and only wanted sex. and they believed this so hard that Buck believed it.
except that first scene we get with Buck stealing the firetruck to sleep w the first girl, he's the one who gets rejected when he tries to make it anything deeper. and it right out the gate tells the audience that this is someone so stupidly desperate for affection that he's looking for it in all the wrong places and actively sabotaging his career to make it happen because he doesn't know how else to find it. because no one else has ever wanted that with him.
and idk so much of the fandom has (imo) accurately clocked the sex as a form of self harm as well - a new way of using his body to get attention because his parents aren't around to care when he throws himself into oncoming traffic anymore
and I just get really in my feelings about it because no one in his life GETS it. eddie comes closest but he's missing so much key context and I just want so badly for the show to circle back to this in some way but I know they'll never do it right
TMA Ep 177 do be hitting different😃
Leave me alone Doctor David lemme live😭😭
KILLING myself jesus (bobby) christ
The 118 - Leave the horror here (8x15)
I am weird.I am here. I am in so many fandoms i honestly can’t even count it anymore. Also let’s go a-spec peeps!! Idfk what im doing
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