The moment you first took my hand in yours ๐
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Such beauty in rain โค๐ง
Its like open heart surgery without anesthesia
I need you...
Dark
I'm so cold...
Touch the rain.
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Its not your fault.
Depression is, when youโre in it, absolutely ridiculous, because it seems to be the most important thing in the world when itโs happening. At the same time, it robs the world of any importance, as if nothing could ever happen again. It is a nightmare of infinity wrapped in cellophane.
Whenever I describe it happening, it sounds absurd. And it is.
I wish I could say it gets easier each time, but I never know how long itโs going to be.
I never know when the colors will come back.
I never know if this will be the one that wins.
The one thing I know is that depression is not your fault. Depression is not a โsin.โ It isnโt a matter of your worth or effort or grit or value. You may have tried everything and nothing worked: but thatโs the monstrous evil of depression. It isnโt you. It has nothing to say about you. You are loved, regardless. You are not your depression. You are always more. There is always more. โ J.S.
Have faith
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