Falling into old habits π₯π₯π₯
Evening.
And thats the tea
Self care who? I only know self harm.
Rly tired of not knowing what to do
me (cleaning up): holds knife
intrusive thoughts: what if-
me: ok edgelord we get it what if i slit my wrists right now can we please just focus
Avoiding my brain by taking overtime shifts at work
Like heh,, ive cracked the system
U ever purge so much that when u consume anything ur stomach bubble or is that just me
Iβve gained.
I suck at staying on track, one minute Iβm eating less than 500 cals a day and dropping loads of weight.
Other days I canβt stop eating. What the fuck is wrong with me.
I need to pull it together man.