I Need Me Some Angsty Story Abt Enemies To Lovers With An Oc Or Y/n That Is Coming To Terms With His

I need me some angsty story abt enemies to lovers with an oc or y/n that is coming to terms with his sexuality x nick. it should be messy and juicyyy. have fun with it!! I love ur writing x

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I Need Me Some Angsty Story Abt Enemies To Lovers With An Oc Or Y/n That Is Coming To Terms With His
I Need Me Some Angsty Story Abt Enemies To Lovers With An Oc Or Y/n That Is Coming To Terms With His

Summary: you and Nick have a weird relationship, you are very good friends in front of everyone, but behind closed doors you are lovers… kind of, you still don’t know if you like guys.

Tw: angsty); cursing, mentions of alcohol.

‘’I can’t do this anymore.’’ Nick muttered against my lips, my hands rest on his legs, his hands around my neck. It’s not the first time this happens, and it won’t be the last. I know it. He does too.

‘’Nick…’’

‘’No. I can’t, it’s hurting me. I know you are figuring things out but… it’s really messing me up.’’ I give him a small, sympathetic smile. I don’t want to hurt him, I’m just scared, he’s too, but for a different reason. This is hard, I can’t promise him that I’ll change, that we will be together and this will end, because I don’t know If that’s true.

‘’It’s okay, I get it. I’m leaving then, good night.’’ I stand up, and I can’t even turn around, his hands are on my arm.

‘’I didn’t told you to leave…’’ and it was this, always this, again and again. ‘’Don’t leave me.’’ I sit down next to him; he hugs me and I kiss his head while rubbing his back. I feel him tremble and I feel bad, I feel like shit.

It has been a while since I kissed Nick for the first time, I just did it and he didn’t stopped me, I told him I didn’t knew what was happening and he said he didn’t cared… but he cares now, now that we have bee like this for a while he cares, and I’m scared of still not knowing what’s happening. Nick eventually falls asleep on my chest, and I leave, I text one of my friends and told him that we should go out to a party.

I got drunk, I had to, I wanted to not think about Nick, I needed to stop thinking about his lips, and hands all over me. I couldn’t stop, not even filled with alcohol. Not even when a girl was flirting with me, not even when I cried on my bed. The next day I woke up with a headache, and a thousand messages from Nick. Oh shit.

>>Who is she? Is she your girlfriend? Why is she sitting on your lap?

what the fuck… I look at the messages and see a screenshot of my friends history, I’m sitting in a couch, my head throwed back looking at the celling a bottle of beer on hand and the girl who was flirting with me on top… shit. I change my clothes quickly and brush my teeth, rushing out of the house I call him, missed call, try again, he doesn’t answer. I practically knock the door of his room down when I arrive to his house. Lucky me the it was only him this morning.

He’s on the floor, crying, his phone on the other side of the room, it’s like he throwed it at the wall.

‘’Nick…’’

‘’NO, I don’t want to hear it! It going to be the same, again and again. And I want it, I want it god dammit. I need you…’’ he screams, he’s crying. My breath is uneven, I walk slowly to him and kneel in front of him putting my arms around him, he melts into me, screaming, punching me. ‘’Don’t leave… if you need to kiss someone, kiss me. If you need to fuck someone, I’m here. If you need to use someone, use me. I can take it, I’m strong. I can’t do this….’’

‘’Nick… I’m sorry.’’ He keeps punching my chest, I keep rubbing his back and shushing him.

‘’Don’t leave. I’ll kill you.’’

‘’I won’t. I’m here.’’

Eventually he stops punching and screaming, but the tears take more time to leave. When stops I clean his tears, I kiss his hands, his forehead and wet cheeks.

‘’I won’t do it again… It wasn’t what you think, I was drunk, I don’t even remember that happening…’’

‘’Why?... am I not enough?’’

‘’It’s not that, you know it.’’

‘’No, I don’t. I’m scared, and I don’t know how you feel, I love you and you… you just want to experiment, you want to know what it feels to kiss a boy and play pretend with me.’’

‘’No, it’s not that. Nick, you know it’s not like that… I like you; I do. I’m just scared, please, don’t say I’m using you because I’m not.’’

‘’You don’t like me.’’ His voice breaks and my heart aches.

‘’I do…’’

‘’I don’t believe you.’’

‘’You don’t have to, I’ll show you.’’ I grab his jaw with one hand and gently make him look at me in the eyes, I kiss him, slowly, gently, with all the love he needs. ‘’I swear, no more heartbreaks, no more tears, no more fights. I hate knowing that I’m the reason your pretty faces fills with tears.’’

‘’What do you mean?’’ he looks confused, his teary eyes break my heart.

‘’I’m yours, Nick. No matter what I do I can’t stop thinking of you, from the moment I wake up to the moment I sleep you are in my mind, you even appear on my dreams, you don’t leave me alone ever… I’m yours, I want you, just you, no one else. I know it I have been a piece of shit, but let me be yours, one last chance.’’

He nods his head, puts his hands around my neck and kisses me. ‘’I’m yours.’’ I mumble between kisses. I’m truly and fully his, no matter how much I try not to be, he is the only one I want, the only one I need, the only one I love.

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i felt so bad writing this); i hate writing sad Nick);

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1 year ago

Maybe one where the come home to Boston to surprise younger brother but when they barge in to his room they find him kissing Jackson ?

( this is sent in the proud of you, buddy universe )

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Maybe One Where The Come Home To Boston To Surprise Younger Brother But When They Barge In To His Room
Maybe One Where The Come Home To Boston To Surprise Younger Brother But When They Barge In To His Room

Summary: your brothers who decided to make a surprise visit cath you and your boyfriend Jackson kissing.

Tw: cursing.

‘’Don’t forget to do your homework.’’ Mom talks from the living room as Jackson and I walk into my room.

‘’Okay mom.’’ I say and close the door behind us, putting my backpack on the floor and jumping into my bed. Jakcson does the same, laying besides me, I roll over so my head in over his chest. ‘’How was your day?’’ I ask as he pulls his arms around me.

‘’Really nice, my coach said I have been improving a lot, and I got a B+ on my history lesson, so I’m pretty satisfied with today. Plus, I’ll get to hang out all afternoon with my boyfriend.’’ He kisses my head and I giggle, sitting up and looking at him with a bit of blush on my cheeks. ‘’Everything okay?’’ he sits up too.

‘’Yeah, I was just thinking recently.’’ I look at him in the eyes and he nods. ‘’About you, about us actually.’’

‘’Okay…’’

‘’It’s nothing bad, it’s actually something good I think.’’ He lets out a sigh and nods.

‘’What is it? Tell me.’’

‘’Well, you know how we have kissed before.’’ He nods. ‘’I was thinking, maybe we can do more of that, more kissing. I mean, if it’s okay with you, I know we haven’t been dating for too long but I really wanted to, but if not I understand and-…’’ I feel Jacksons lips crash into mine, my heart rate goes up and I smile against his lips. My hands wrap around his neck as he moves closer to me.

‘’I do want to do more of that.’’ he smiles and kisses me again, not like we have done before, it was more romantic and playfull this time.

‘’BUDDYYYYYYY!!’’ my door slams open and I hear a gasp. I quickly push Jackson away from me and he slips off the bed, landing on the floor. I look shooked at my 3 older brothers standing in the door.

‘’Oh my god…’’ Nick says.

‘’I’ll tell mom, I can’t believe this is happening on my house.’’ Matt says, and before he can leave Chris grabs his arm.

‘’Oh for fucks sake...’’ I mumble hiding my face in my hands.

‘’Hi Jackson, arent you going to say hi?’’ Chris says, holding back his laughter. I open a bit my fingers so I can see whats going on. Jackson gulps and stands up from the floor, his face red and goes to them shaking Chris hand, then Matts, then Nicks.

‘’Good to see you Chris.’’ Jacksons voice is shaky and his face is red.

‘’Come on buddy, say hi to your brothers.’’ Nick smiles at me and I let out a groan agaisnt my hands.

‘’I would literaly rather die. Can’t you knock the door? Have no one teached you manners?’’ I get up, my face red walking up to them.

‘’Wow there, why so aggressive?’’ Matt smirks.

‘’Shut up.’’ I push them out of my room and slam the door in their faces, then look at Jackson. ‘’Sit on the bed.’’ He doesn’t say anything, he just does it. ‘’Knock the door!’’ I hear giggling and whispering outside the door then a knock. ‘’Come in.’’ Nick opens the door and I am standing in front of it with my arms crossed above my chest. ‘’See? It wasn’t so diffcult.’’

‘’It was, actually.’’ Chris comes inside messing up my hair and laying on my bed. Matt does the same. Then Nick comes inside and hugs me gently.

‘’Just so you know, they asked mom if he was here before doing this. If I where you I would kill them.’’ Nick whispers on the hug.

‘’Oh I will. After Jackson leaves, so they let their guard down.’’ Nick giggles.

‘’Good idea, I thought you well.’’

‘’So… you guys aren’t leaving?’’ Jackson sits awkardly between Chris and Matt who are taking most of the bed space.

‘’Nah, I don’t think so.’’ Matt says.


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1 year ago

i love nick);

For Nick's Girls, Credits To @/sturniolomulitiwdw

For Nick's girls, credits to @/sturniolomulitiwdw

1 year ago

💌send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.💌

THAAAANKS<3 ily

1 year ago

💌send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.💌

thank youuuu<3

7 months ago

hope ur doing alright my lovely <3

sweetest inbox. i am okay, thanks<3


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1 year ago

💌send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.💌

this is so sweet. i love this. thanks<3


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6 months ago

would it be silly of me to start posting again?


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4 months ago

Please listen carefully Please listen carefully🙏 I need you to read this..🥹

On the seventh of October I am teacher Mahmoud Atta. I work as a teacher teaching secondary school students.

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On October 7th, I was getting ready to go to school. On October 7th, while I was getting ready to go to school, my life was completely turned upside down. Israel declared war on Gaza. After that, they announced their entry into the roads and cities and forced us to leave the city from Khan Yunis to Rafah

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We passed through a road called the Road of Death. Tanks were everywhere. Bullets were raining down. We passed through a road called the Road of Death. Tanks were everywhere. Bullets were raining down. If you survived, your brother would not.

We've all seen the end of the world movies on the big screen. We have all seen end of the world movies on cinema screens, but what we saw was real and not imaginary. I wish it was imaginary.

We finally arrived in Rafah Finally we arrived in Rafah, the safe city as it is called, but where to go? The sea is behind us, the weather is freezing, and the borders are closed with Egypt on the other side and Israel on the third and fourth sides. I found myself making a tent out of nylon for myself and my family.

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No water, no electricity, no food, no place to go to the bathroom, no life. I wish I had died sooner.

We returned after a long time to our city.After a long time, we returned to our city. The first sight was that a giant monster had entered the city and left it in ruins, so much so that I did not recognize my house or my neighborhood. Oh my God, is this Khan Yunis?

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fI searched to find my home, to find my apartment, which contained my memories and my most beautiful days, destroyed. I searched to find my home, to find my apartment, which contained my memories and my most beautiful days, destroyed.

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Today I stand before you to search for Today I stand in your hands to search for any help to restore myself again thanks to you.. I am waiting for your help

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5 months ago

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Please take a moment to read my story.

I am Heba Al-Dahdouh. I currently live in the completely destroyed city of Gaza. Since the war on Gaza began on 7/1/2024, my family- my father Nasif, my mother Asmaa, and my siblings Khaled, Ahmad, Muhammad, and Malak-have been living in constant fear, crying, and suffering due to shrapnel, shells, and bullets.

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We have no food, no electricity, no cooking gas, no schools, no homes, no cleaning supplies, and no clothes. My school has been bombed, and my brother Khaled's university is now rubble, depriving us all of education. The war has forced us to live in displacement centers, which are just tents unsuitable for living, especially in winter.

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Every day we live death, terror, and panic a thousand times because of the ongoing bombardment of my city. The war has killed more than 50 of my relatives and neighbors. At the start of the war, we sought refuge at my aunt's house, . Imagine: we have survived imminent death more than 20 times and have been displaced among shelters more than 13 times. My siblings and I have suffered from many illnesses due to malnutrition, and we need medication continuously.

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If we stay in Gaza, we might lose our lives. Recently, we have been seriously considering leaving Gaza for a safe place. However, travel costs are extremely high. We need over $50,000 to leave Gaza. Due to exorbitant prices, rampant unemployment, lack of security, the ongoing siege, and relentless bombardment, we have lost all our money. How can we live in such insecurity, with constant shelling and shrapnel flying above us? Dear compassionate friends around the world,

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4 months ago

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I am Hanan from devastated Gaza, married and a mother of three children. Lana, 10 years old, Abdel Karim, 7 years old, and Adam 2. Before October 7, my husband had clothing stores before the war, but the war destroyed the stores. I want you to help me so that I, my husband, and my children once again were displaced dozens of times, and my house was completely destroyed. There is no life, no food, no drink. A tired life. Very🥹🥹. They are my three children. All my life, I do everything possible to protect them from constant bombing. It is very difficult to provide them with food and drink.

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