could u write a one shot abt reader and nick being a secret bc it’s chris and Matt’s best friend and they find out somehow? u should add smut and make the overall one shot angsty !!!
Quiet.
Summary: you are having a sleepover with your friends, when Matt and Chris fall asleep you decide to go bother Nick a bit…
Tw: nsfw sort of, curing
Note: no angst bcs I didn’t knew how to put it in, so sorry); but Matt and Chris do find out.
I take a look at Matt and Chris sleeping on the mattress we threw on the floor. The movie we were watching playing on the tv, I slowly walk pass them walking to Nicks room, when I’m outside I send him a quick message.
>open the door.
He doesn’t reply, but I hear a bit of rustling and moving inside the room, he opens the door with his phone on his hand, he’s wearing one of my shirts I left here a few days ago and sleeping short.
‘’Hi.’’ He whispers and I smile at him, pushing him inside the room and closing the door behind me. I connect my lips with him and he pushes me into the wall, kissing me roughly, I slide my hands into his hips and drag them closer to mine, he slides his hands into my shirt and over to my back, pulling me as close as he can.
I bite his lip and he lets out a whimper. ‘’Shh, we have to be quiet.’’ I murmur against his lips, he nods and kisses me once more. I push him onto his bed and climb on top of him, taking my shirt of and throwing it on the floor.
‘’You don’t know how much I have been waiting.’’ Nick says with a big smile on his face.
‘’Oh, I know, I have been waiting the same time.’’ I start kissing his jaw, going down to his neck where I leave teeth marks and red hickeys all over. I go down on him, lowering his shorts and boxers just enough so I can have access to him. He whines when my breath hits his length.
‘’Fuck, just do it already.’’
‘’You are so demanding, ask nicely.’’
‘’I hate you, please, do it.’’ I smile and give him a soft kiss on his inner thigh making him squirm. I give another kiss to the top of his dick and then put it on my mouth, he closes his eyes and lets out a soft moan.
I slowly move my head up and down, my hands on each thigh preventing them from moving. As I start to move faster and deeper his moans begin to be louder and more desperate. He has one hand on my hair, pushing me further and faster, his other hand covering his eyes. He looks amazing, his back arched, his mouth wide open, sweet moans of my name and pleads slipping from it.
‘’Wait-…’’ I don’t stop, his legs tremble and the hand that was on his eyes travels to his mouth, trying to prevent the loud moan that escaped from his mouth to echo all over the house. I feel the warmth on my mouth, I swallow the best I can and go up to his face, he’s breathing fast, I kiss his cheek and he hugs me. ‘’Your turn.’’ He whispers on my ear and I smile.
A loud knock is heard from the door. I open my eyes and stumble into the floor, hitting the ground hardly.
‘’I swear Nick. If he’s in there I will lose my mind.’’ I hear Chris voice come from outside the door.
We are fucked.
HockeyPlayer!Nick x FigureIceSkater!reader
• The two of you met by accident. He had a match in the ring next to yours, when he entered, he didn’t notice the whole place was empty until he heard a sharp blade hit against the ice, and when he looked up from his phone, in the ice were you jumping and spinning around. He was dumbfounded, never has he seen a guy look this graceful on ice, it was always pushes and shoves when he was on the ice.
• When you finish your program you pose on the middle of the ring, when you hear a ‘Wow…’. Nick who was still standing there admiring you got a bit shy of his natural reaction. Then, to make the situation more awkward he added. “So… this is not the jockey ring, right?” you laughed, and pointed the direction to him, and when he was about to leave, he complimented your performance and shyly asked if you trained there usually.
• From there, your relationship bloomed, you told him about your competition next weekend expecting nothing of it, but he actually went, and cheered and clapped harder than anyone. No shame at all.
• Your flirting consisted in mocking each other for their sports. What do you mean you can score a point but not do a double axel? Or, what do you mean you can spin on ice but can’t hit the puck?
• Lots of dates around skating. Him teaching you how to play hockey and you teaching him to do simple movements to do in pairs.
• You always go to his matches and wear his spare jersey (he loves that, he goes crazy when he sees his name on your back) to cheer him up. You become good friends with the rest of the team (specially his brothers).
• He always goes to your tournaments (no matter if they are on different states) and always arrives with a bouquet of flowers or a box of your favorite sweets (sometimes both).
• He loves to tie the laces of your skies.
• He loves to put his helmet on you because it fits a bit big and he thinks its cute.
• He will make you watch the matches of his favorite team and you eventually learn a few names and recognize a few faces.
• You make him watch the performances of your favorite figure skaters (mine if Yuzuru Hanyu btw, just wanted to say that lol) and he eventually learns the name of a few movements. He still doesn’t get how they (and you) spin so many times in the air.
• He loves to help you choose your outfits for the tournaments; he is very good at it.
• If he loses a match, he is very upset and needs lots of cuddles and kisses. Every time his coach is rude to him, he will bury his face in your neck and mumble about how they don’t appreciate him.
• He loves when you cheer for him and take photos of him. He won’t say it, but he melts when you show him off.
• When he gets injures, he is very stubborn but listens to you when you tell him he needs to rest. On the other hand, you still want to skate even when injured. So, he literally has to restrain you in bed so you can recover, he will lay on top of you (being careful to not squeeze the injured part of your body) so you can’t get up.
• Is very sassy and annoyed when the judges are biased or didn’t score to his liking (he think you should win every single competition you enter). Surprisingly is good friends with your coach (Nick bough them cookies and now they are besties).
• Once he bought two new pair of skates (one for him and one for you) and exchanged the laces from one of them, now you have a skate with white laces and he has one with black ones. He says that is to carry each other every time you step on the ice (which is when the both of you train and give your best). “It’s my lucky charm… and my mantra, when I see it, it reminds me that I can’t punch the other players in the face because you don’t like violence.”
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What about a nick x younger brother where the younger brother thinks he might be gay so he goes to big brother nick for advice ( p.s. i know this isn’t like any of your other stories but i cant stop thinking about it ) ( the younger brother is gay )
Proud of you, buddy.
Summary: you think you have catched feeling for one of your classmates, unsure about these new feelings towards this boy, you decide to ask your older brother Nick for some advice.
Note: Nick, Matt and Chris call reader ‘Buddy’. Also a bit short, hope you like this.
The bell rang, I stood up grabbing my backpack and walking to the parking lot of the school. I was excited because my brothers were home for mom’s birthday which is on the weekend. As I check my phone to see if Matt was already outside to pick me up like he said he would I feel an arm resting on my shoulders.
‘’HEY! Why are you in a hurry?’’ Jackson is my friend since I entered this school, he’s outgoing and loves to do sports and play videogames. Recently, I have started to feel weird around him.
‘’I didn’t tell you? My brothers are here for mom’s birthday.’’ We walk side by side, his arm around me, my face red and my gaze focused in front of me, I didn’t want him to look at me like this.
‘’That’s so cool. That means I’ll finally meat them, right?’’
‘’Yeah, I almost forgot mom told me you could come to the dinner.’’
‘’Of course I can go, she loves me.’’
‘’Yep.’’ I try to not let out a sigh, I try to not run away. Why do I feel like this? ‘’Hey, I think that’s Matt there, so I need to go, bye, see you tomorrow.’’ I don’t give him time to reply and rush to the car.
‘’Hey, buddy. Everything okay? You are all red?’’ Matt looks at me while I put my seatbelt on.
‘’Yeah, all good. I’m glad you guys are here.’’
‘’Me too, buddy.’’
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‘’Omg, you are actually taller. That’s amazing.’’ Chris hugs me as I entered the kitchen. ‘’I think you might be as tall as us one day.’’
‘’Soon, you’ll see.’’ I smirk, and punch him playfully.
‘’Careful ladies, my bro is not here to play.’’ I stop smiling, he doesn’t notice ‘cus he’s already sitting at the table with Matt.
‘’All right, Chrissy. Leave your brother alone.’’ Mom says while putting another plate with food on the table. ‘’Honey, can you call Nick?’’ she looks at me and I nod.
I go to Nick’s old room and knock on the door. ‘’Come in.’’ I open the door and he is taking out some stuff from his backpack. ‘’Oh, Hi. How have you been?’’ I rush to him and hug him; he laughs and messes up my hair.
‘’Do you think… maybe, we can talk after lunch?’’
‘’Of course buddy, did something happened?’’ he looks down at me concerned.
‘’No, I mean, not really. I just wanted to talk to you about something.’’
‘’Okay, after we eat, we can talk about whatever you want.’’ After another quick hug we go downstairs to eat.
We talk about everything. How is it where they live, how’s school, old friends, about mom’s birthday, dad’s new hobby, Justin wanting a new car. Just a lot of chatting, and a small pit of anxiety grew on my stomach. I know Nick won’t say anything bad, he will be so supportive, understand me, but I’m not even sure if I’m gay, maybe I’m bisexual, I don’t know if I have ever liked a girl that way? What if I do some day?
‘’Buddy, lets go.’’ Nicks hand is on my shoulder. Matt and Chris were cleaning up the table. Mom and dad were picking up a movie to watch together. Nick and I went to the backyard.
‘’So, what is it that you wanted to tell me?’’ he sits on the cement floor, I sit besides him. The breeze messing our hairs.
‘’I like someone.’’ Nick looks at me and tilts his head. I think he know; I could tell anyone at this house, I can talk about girls with dad, Matt, Chris, Justin. Why would I be telling him about my crush if they weren’t a ‘he’.
‘’Okay, and?’’
‘’That someone is a boy… and I don’t know if I’m gay or I don’t know. Also, I don’t know what to do, because I want to be with him but what if he doesn’t want the same? And I’m freaking out, so I wanted to talk with you because maybe you could help me.’’ I cover my face with my hands.
‘’Wow, that’s a lot to take in… First of all, thank you for telling me. Second, you don’t need to know what you are, you don’t have to put a label to yourself yet, or ever, if you don’t feel like any sexualities define you, that’s okay.’’ My eyes start to water up a bit. ‘’So, about this boy. What is it that you like about him?’’ I let out a chuckle.
‘’What is it that I don’t like about him? he’s the best, so funny, kind, smart. I’m afraid because he’s my best friend, and I don’t know if he likes boys. I’m terrified to mess things up.’’
‘’Ow buddy.’’ He pats my back. ‘’It’s all right, you are still young, it’s okay to mess up and be in love. You can try to ask him out, I know it’s terrifying. But sometimes being afraid it’s better than regretting not doing it.’’
I nod and a few tears start to stream down my face. I feel Nicks hands wrap around me. This reminds me when he came out to me, he cried, and I cried because he was crying, we hugged and I told him I loved him. I bury my face in the crock of his neck I let myself go, all my fears, my anxiety, it went out in form of tears. After a while I stop, I back up a bit and clean my face with my hands.
‘’Want to get something to drink?’’ I nod.
‘’Don’t tell them yet. Please.’’ Nick gifts me a warm smile and nods. He knows what I’m experiencing, and I’m so glad to have him by my side to live this and learn about myself.
Do you like scary movies?
Summary: You and Nick have sex while you are stoned.
TW: smocking the green stuff, cursing, NSFW.
Note: Sub!Nick and reader is a cis male (so sorry to the trans readers, I’ll make more things for you all eventually).
A Friday night out ended up like it always does, 3 random Instagram users written on my hand, my eyes red, a can of mountain dew on my hand and me walking to Nicks house. My head fuzzy and my pants tight with the thought of his soft legs bringing me closer to him.
I hear my phone ring, and as I take it out of my front pocket, I can see that Nick is calling me, probably because I haven’t replied to the 15 messages, he has been sending me since I told him I was heading his way. I answer.
-Yellow?
-Why haven you been texting back? You’ve got me worried, you stupid fuck. - He sounds annoyed more than angry.
-Sorry love. - I mumble back, my pants getting insanely tighter around my crotch just from hearing his voice.
-Don’t call me love…
-Oh, but you love it when I whisper it into your ear as I slide in so-
-ENOUGH!
I laugh as I stand on the porch of his house, grabbing my set of keys where I keep the key to the front door, one he gave my many months ago.
-Do you like scary movies? – I whisper to the phone as I open the door, entering the house and locking it behind me.
-Yeah… - Nick whispers back, the house is dark, empty, besides the two of us.
-What’s your favorite scary movie? – I walk to his room, my boots making the tiles squeak with every step, I can see a dim light shine through Nicks closed door.
-I don’t know…-He whispers, I hear him walking around his room. I laugh once more and I hang up on him as I open the door, he lets out a little gasp that makes my chuckle even harder. – God, knock next time.
-Why would I? – I walk to him and hug him, squeezing his body to mine, takin in his scent. – you are my final boy after all, and now I have you. – I kiss his cheek, down to his jaw and then to his neck.
-You are so dumb. Fuck- wait, you just got here.
Nick tries to squirm away from me but I push him to the bed. He lands on his back, pushing himself up with his elbows.
-Come on, love. I need you; we can talk after… if you are not too tired. – I wink at him and his cheeks blush a bit. I unzip my pans as I watch him take of his shirt (which is actually mine, one that I left many weeks ago and now he uses to sleep from time to time), I climb on the bed, crawling to him.
-You always fall asleep first. -Nick mumbles out, his hands sliding to my stomach from underneath my shirt, lifting it.
-That’s because I always leave you satisfied. – I smirk, helping him take off my shirt and tossing it on the floor, probably to never see it again, because he will steal it.
-Whatever, just shut up. – Nick looks away, I lean down, kissing his jaw softly as I move my hands all over his waist and hips.
-Mhm, is my baby shy? – Moving my hands down slowly, his sleeping shorts glide down smoothly. I slide down my jeans and I press my hips against his, my hard length rubbing over his. Pushing my body to his, I kiss him, messy lips crashing against each other, his hands wondering on my neck, hair and chest.
With a little of help from him I completely take off his shorts and boxer, his leaking tip hit his tummy, white drops smearing all over his abdomen. I smile as I watch him, my cheeks a bit red, my right hand takes his length and starts stocking it softly, my other hand goes to my waistband and pull down my boxers. I lean down and kiss his cheek softly, pressing both of our members together. Nick gasps, his back arches, his cheeks red and his eyes filled with need.
I rub my hips back and forward until I need more. “Turn around” I whisper into his ear, and on a swift roll Nick is laying on his chest, his legs keeping his hips up, his back arched prettily. I reach out to his night stand drawer and take out the bottle of lube half empty, pouring a bit on my dick and some on his entrance, rubbing it all over and inside of him.
-You ready baby? – I ask, his eyes meeting mine over his shoulder, he nods. – Words love, talk to me. – Nick whines.
-Yes! I’m ready – his voice is shaky, his hips move a bit, backing onto mine.
-Okay pretty boy. Be as loud as you want.
I stroke my length a few times before softly pushing it in, biting down on my lip, Nick buries his face into the pillow and I could hear his small whines and gasps.
-Come one, sweetheart. Let me hear you.
I grab a fist full of his hair and pull it gently, his head softly raises and I start pounding him slowly, long and controlled thrusts. As Nicks moans and pleads get louder my hips buckle into him at a messier pace, my chest heavy, my head spinning as I squeeze his hip.
-Fuck… - I pull out, grabbing him by the hip and shoulder make him turn around, laying on his back, I grab both of our cocks, gently pressing and rubbing them. Nicks back arches, his body pressing against mine.
I shut my eyes, biting down on his neck, strong to leave a mark but not enough to hurt. I feel the way his legs shake and my breath starts to steady as I feel the warmth dripping down my hand to his stomach.
-God, I love when you go partying. – Nick whine sunder his breath.
-I know sweety, I know.
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I know you receive messages daily, mostly from people asking for help but I am Rana from Gaza, a mother of four young children. My house was completely demolished, and now I and my children are homeless and now I live in a worn-out tent this winter. My husband's business has been completely destroyed, with all his training centers demolished Now there is no food, clothing, or medicine for my children. Also, I am eight months pregnant and will give birth to my child soon in the tent. I want to buy him pampers, milk, and clothing, this thing is too extensive and i dont have money
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The Occupation has systematically destroyed every social infrastructure that makes civil society possible, whether it be healthcare, food systems, or education. In an attempt at genocide, they've targeted schools, hospitals, businesses, and every person who supports their community through their profession.
Rana and Ahmed (@ranafam2) are educators from Khan Yunis (Northern Gaza Strip), with Rana as a statistics professor at the Islamic University of Gaza and Ahmed as the principal of his school: both institutions have now been destroyed.
Palestinians have survived occupation for well over a century now, and they will remain steadfast, but they need your support.
In my conversation with Rana, she told me:
"Providing food and drink for my children right now is impossible. A bag of flour costs 1000 shekels ($272) and milk, for my little girl, is 100 shekels ($28). This is the least of what we need.
As for the tent, today my children froze from the cold because the tent is very, very, very worn out. And we drowned when it rained for a while. We couldn't sleep.
Please, if you know someone who can donate to me, I need it very, very much so that I can at least survive."
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BEST FRIENDS to LOVERS
SLOW burn. SLOWEST of burns.
You have been friends for a LOOOONG time. Like, you were one of the first persons he came out to, you were very supportive and always there for him. When you told him you also like guys (maybe you already knew or you realized it and told him) your bond became stronger.
Even when a lot of people told you guys will look good together you always shake it off.
"No, he is my best friend, Mom. I already told you. BEST friend, not BOY friend. "
He has talked and cried about guys with you and you have talked and cried about people to him. He was sure he didn't liked you in that way, but, why was he trying to convince himself of that lately?
Nick would fall first. His mind filled with thoughts of you and his poor heats aching at the thought of loosimg you. It took him sleeples nights to admit to himself that he had feelings for you.
You feel harder. It was the way Nick laughed at your dumb inside jokes, the way he called you when you told him you had a rough day, the way his hands warmed your shoulder when he hugged you from the side, the way his thigh felt against yours when the car was full. It was everything, it made your heart burn.
Neither of you were gping to confess, EVER. The both of you rather be shot on the leg twice than "ruin" the friendship.
He was going insane, he had told his brothers and mom. He couldn't bare it anymore. It happened on a spring night, the breeze messing up Nicks hair who stood at your door with his pajamas and his wet eyes.
"I like you... Like, a lot. And i cant hide it anymore, I cant. I am so scared to lose you but Im more scared of never telling you what I really feel."
There was no answear from you, just a warm hand on his cheek cleaning his tears and your lips pressing against his.
He spend the night at your place, both of you didn’t sleep that night. It was spend talking, crying in eachothers arms, hugs and kisses.
After a few weeks of akward 'what do we do now?' the both of you got used to doing traditional partner things. Like dates, holding eachothers hands, kissing eachother, cuddling, etc. That doesn't mean you stopped being best friends, in fact, it made the jokes and teasing go to another level.
"I'LL KILL YOU!" You chase Nick all over your house as he runs from you. Your hair blue from the dye he poured into your shampoo.
He is very romantic and open with you. He is used to talking to you about his problems, dreams, wants, icks, hurts and joys, so there isn’t lots of problems with communication.
100% will marry you. He knew it even before falling in love with you. He knew it by the way you held him when he cried and how you made him laugh like no one else.
Everyday he is glad he confessed. He will always say that dating your bestfriend is the best thing that anyone could do.
+His family already loves you. Since you always used to hang out whit them before dating.
"I told you, Nicky. I always told you he would be a greay boyfriend, and now look at you. You are dating."
"Mom, stop. You are embarrasing me..."
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Reader not even knowing he is into guys till he meet and starts liking nick after harboring feelings for a while he randomly asks nick out while they are hanging out
New Feelings.
Summary: your friend Chris introduces you to his brother Nick, not knowing that you’ll develop feelings for him.
Tw: cursing
I don’t remember when I started feeling like this. I think from the first time I saw him something changed inside of me. It was fall, Chris wanted to go hang out at a park and said his brother will come too, when I saw Nick for the first time something clicked in my brain, maybe it was his tattoos or his messy blonde hair, either way, I was infatuated with him. I got closer to him and started to hang out alone.
Most times I find myself looking at him, staring at his blue eyes, his smile. At first it was scary, I have never felt this way towards another guy, but after a while thinking and listening to him laugh, I realized this feeling is not momentarily.
I know Nick likes guys, I know he would date someone like me, I just don’t know if he would date me. It makes me go crazy to think about him rejecting me, but I’m more scared of never telling him how much I want to be with him. I truly believe he is the most amazing human being alive, he’s funny and handsome, hard working and kind.
‘’Are you fucking listening?’’ Nick softly punches my arm. We are sitting at the same bench we were sitting the day we met, it has been a few months since that day, a lot has changed.
‘’Sorry, I was thinking.’’
‘’Yeah, like you can think. What where you thinking about?’’
‘’Do you wanna go on a date with me?’’ I say without hesitating, he looks confused.
‘’What? Is this some kind of joke?’’
‘’Of course not, why would I joke about something like this?’’
‘’A date? Aren’t you like… straight?’’ he seems nervous.
‘’I’m not.’’
‘’I didn’t know.’’
‘’Me neither… Nick, look. I like you, a lot, I can’t stop thinking about you and us being together, I’m scared of this not working out, I totally get it if you don’t feel the same way but to be honest, I was more afraid of never having the courage to tell you. So, yeah, just tell me hat you feel, no hard feelings.’’
‘’I can’t believe this. I thought you liked girls.’’
‘’I do.’’ I mutter.
‘’I know. I mean like, only girls. Whatever, what I want to say is I like you too, I thought it was obvious, I had to force myself to act a certain way so you didn’t notice it. But I guess I should have just shown my true feelings. I’d love to go on that date with you.’’ He smiles warmly at me.
‘’Really? That’s awesome.’’ I smile widely, my cheeks burn a little. ‘’I already have a plan, oh god, that’s embarrassing, I said it before I though.’’
‘’You are so cute. Tell me about this plan.’’ He laughs at me and grabs my hand softly; I smirk and quickly glance at our hands.
‘’So, I was thinking. Picnic, arcade and ice cream. At the picnic we can do cute things like draw each other or something like that.’’
‘’Oh my god, I have seen people do that all over my tiktok. We have to do it.’’
‘’Great. So, maybe this weekend? Like Saturday maybe.’’
‘’That’s good for me… Have you told Chris about this’’ he says the last part looking at our hands.
‘’No. I wanted to tell him after I made us official, so, not yet. And about the also liking boys too, I don’t think it’s necessary to come out to them, maybe I can casually drop it in one of our conversations.’’ I say calmly.
‘’Sounds great. So, when do you plan to make us official?’’ I chuckle at this.
‘’After a few dates, I want to make sure that you fall in love with me as much as I fell for you, but I think that’s impossible.’’
‘’God, you are smooth. I like that idea, having dates, with you. It sounded almost impossible to me.’’
‘’We’ll we are here now. Sorry for making you think otherwise.’’ My thumb starts to rub his hand.
‘’It’s not your fault, I’m glad you said something about it.’’
‘’Me too.’’
Even when my confession wasn’t conventional, or the most romantic one, I know my feelings for him are real, and I’ll give my best for our next couple of dates to be the best he has ever had in his life. I’m gonna make sure that he sees how good of a boyfriend I will be. I can’t wait for us to finally be together, and for me to not hide my feelings for him anymore.
To be loved by...
summary: photographer Nick and writer reader are in love.
note: very self indulge. and very sweet.
Nick and I have known each other since high school, I’m the first person he came out to, I am the one he talks about his interest, I am the one he comes to when crying, I am the one that holds him when he can’t sleep.
we started dating not so long ago, it was interesting because neither of us knew the others feelings. It might have been obvious to most people, but to us it was different, to me it was scary to lose my best friend if he didn’t liked me back.
I noticed I liked Nick when I started writing poems about him, not even realizing it was him, I used to always describe his blue eyes and the deep intensity of them. Now I write them knowing who I write for and sometimes I even give them to him.
'Streaming down my face,
blue like the sea,
my tears go away when our eyes meet...'
Click.
"Did you just took a photo of me" I look up from my notebook and I see Nick smiling behind his camera.
"Maybe... who is asking?" he laughs, putting his camera down on the picnic blanket. "I couldn’t help it; you look so handsome when you write."
"You are gonna finish another roll, how many have you wasted on me?"
"Not a single one, they are not wasted when they are used to capture you..." he moves closer to me, putting one hand on my face and softly kissing my lips.
"You are too corny sometimes." my cheeks feel warm, I’ll never get used to his affection.
"Says the one writing about me." he smiles pridefully and tapa gently at my notebook which I quickly close.
"Not true, you don't know that." I look away from him, my face burning red.
"But darling, I know. You always have a tiny smile on your face when you do." The hand that was still on my face moves my head gently, making our eyes meet again. "It's adorable, truly. Will you show me when you are finished?"
"Maybe." He kisses my cheek and pouts.
"Please, I'll let you see my pictures."
"Do you have ones that aren’t me?"
"I think I have two cats and a pond." he smiles again proudly. "I know you get shy, but I really love your work. Even if I don’t read it, I know it's amazing, it makes me feel flattered that you write about me." he leans in and kisses my lips softly, his hands leaving my face and moving to my waist.
"I was planning on showing you on our anniversary, as a gift, I have a few laying around that I think are good." I confess when he presses his forehead against mine, his eyes looking into mine.
"I have to wait 2 weeks, that’s a lot." he pouts again and I smile.
"It's not that much..." I put a hand on his cheek. "Oh, I forgot to show you, I made a little space on my wall for the pictures you gave me last time." I turn around and take my phone out of my backpack to show him how I arranged the pictures.
"You put the pictures of us in your wall..." he looks down at my phone and I nod, sliding to the next phono which was closer. "Oh, that’s so, thanks." I feel his arms wrap around me and his face on the crook of my neck.
"Nick, baby. Are you crying?" he shakes his head against me, and I wrap my arms around him, rubbing his back gently. "Aww, it’s okay." I kiss his head softly and keep rubbing his back, my other hand going to his head to play with his hair.
I can’t believe such a loving and caring man like him is mine, mine to love and to take care of. He will forever be my muse, and I will be his as long as he allows me to.
can i request a sub nick? i don’t really have a plot but my anons got me thinking about it 😭
Sub! Nick
NSFW
Headcannons.
he is very demanding, even when subing he orders you around, always asking for more and more.
is very bratty and enjoys making you mad. loves to rile you up so you can take it out on him later.
loves talking back, because he loves when you shove your fingers into his mouth, or when you shove his face into the pillow.
likes to ride you and act like he is in charge just so you grab his hips and slam them into yours);
likes being degraded and praised at the same time.
love to support you under the desk.
likes to be punished (he kinda freaky).
"and what are you gonna do about it?"
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i made this request as headcannon, i hope you don't mind);