Start Over. (Part 2)
Note: a biiiit short.
Cold air hits my wet cheeks, a few tears running escape my eyes as I walk to his house. I can see it, its close. My throat tightens when I’m close enough to see him.
He looks up from his phone and stands up from the porch stairs.
"Nick..." I whisper when I step on the sidewalk Infront of his house.
"Shh..." His warmth hits my body, his arms wrapping around me, comforting and loving. I bury my head on the crook of his neck and I fight back the urge to crumble completely on his arms. "Let's go inside." He whispers.
We walk inside, his arms never leaving my body. His eyes filled with worry and love. We sit down on his bed, my legs shaking and my breath unsteady.
"I’m here. What happened?" his voice is soft, like I will break if he speaks any louder. He didn’t need to raise his voice for me to break, I cried move, his arms pulling me into his chest.
"Broke up with Lila." I say when I manage to calm myself down.
"I know. It's okay, take your time." I shake my head against his body, he shushes me as I try to remain calm.
"Nick... I like a guy." I pull back, looking at him dead in the eyes. He looks surprised but tries to remain calm. "Fuck this. Nick, I like you... and shit, I feel like I’m going to die, I have liked you since I have memory, since we met at school and you shared your crayons with me, and I think I feel in love with you when you pushed me down the water slide when we were 12. And I know I sound insane, I know I am "straight", but I’m not, I don’t know it I’m gay or whatever, the only thing I know is that I like you, it has always been you... " I look down at my shaky hands, tears rolling down my eyes even when I don’t feel like crying anymore. I wanted this to be over, if he was going to insult me and kick me out do it quick. If he was going to slap me then at least I could feel his warmth one last time.
I close my eyes, the tears that were polling on my eyes fell quickly. I feel his warm hand on my cheek, he didn’t hit me, instead he holds me. I nuzzle into his touch like it’s the last time I will do it, I don’t dare to open my eyes, I can’t look at him after all of this. I feel his lips near my eye, his lips touching my teary cheek.
"You are so dumb." he whispers near my skin. "I can’t believe you never told me." Another kiss, this time on my lips. Soft and tender, it’s the first time I feel good while kissing someone, maybe because he isn’t a girl. or maybe because the only person I ever wanted to kiss was him.
"I love you, I’m sorry." I mumble between caresses and kisses.
"Shah. I love you more." His arms pushed me closer to him. Our heartbeats becoming one, my fears banish thanks to him.
"I want to be yours. Let me." I look at him in the eyes, our forehead touching, his deep blue eyes piercing throw my soul.
“I let you. You are mine. Mine to take care of, mine to love, mine to kiss, cuddle, comfort. Mine to be with. Mine, mine…” his voice soothes my racing heart. I close my eyes and he kiss me again. Yours, I’m yours. I have always been his. Now he has given me the right to tell everyone that.
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Lil extra:
"So, he was the reason you found out you liked girls?" Nick smiles widely while looking at Lila who sits in front of us with her girlfriend besides her.
"Yeah, can you believe it?" Lila winks at me and takes a sip of her drink. I blush and look at Nick.
"I hate this double date things."
"But you said you wanted us to be friends." Lila pouts.
"I know Ly, and I mean it. The both of you team to tease me and I don’t like that."
"Aww, don’t be so grumpy." Nick wraps one arms around me and I look away from him.
"So, tell me again how the two of you meet?" Lila’s girlfriend asks while pointing at me and Nick.
"Ohhh, it’s a fun story. So..."
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Here is my third message sorry about spamming I wanted to put this in the last message but forgot
You can watch the show oh Hulu or Disney plus but I think that outside of the US the 5 episodes of season 7 we got so far are not in Disney+ yet
DONT WORRY ABOUT THE SPAMMING, i think its really cute and nice of you to tell me about the show.
also, i dont have either of those plataform lol, but ill see how i can watch it.
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reader has been ignoring/pushing nick away because he is coming to terms with that he is gay and has feelings for his bestfriend nick. nick confronts him, reader breaks down and confesses his feelings!
(English is not my first language so if this doesn’t make sense sorry)😭😭
It's all right, your english is amazing!
i wrote some similar promts, i will link them below, i hope you enjoy them.
New Feelings.
Our Secret. (a bit angst)
Your lips, my lips...
Dear humanity,
Please Help Me – My Son May Die at Any Moment.
I'm Amal, a mother of three children, living under the weight of the genocide taking place in Gaza. 🍉
My son is suffering from a severe and life-threatening injury after being shot by Israeli drones. He urgently needs medical treatment outside Gaza. .
Time is running out, and we are facing a critical situation. I am asking for your generosity to help us save him either through a donation or by sharing this urgent plea with others
I beg you, i kiss your feet, to help my son. My son may die at any moment
I lost most of my family. I'm afraid to lose my son too 🥺
Mohammed deserves to live a happy and healthy life, just like every other child on this earth.
So I humbly ask you to donate even a little or at least reblog this appeal.
💕💕
LOOK AT MY POOKIE, HES SO CUTE, I LOVE HIM);
I want nickxgoth reader right neow neow now😡😡🤞🏻💕😁😘
The festival.
Summary: Nick wants to go with you to the festival you have been telling him about, so you give him a makeover to go with him.
Note: once again, I am NOT goth but I try my best, I hope you enjoy this.
Tw: cursing
"They play music and we dance, you get to meet tons of new people. Some people sell things, and some sell food too. It's cool, I met Lourie and Aether there." I talk to Nick while doing my hair on his bathroom.
"Oh cool. I like Lourie and Aether." He smiles while looking at my throw the mirror.
"I know, they like you too."
"Even when I didn't come back from the graves with the coolest outfits and music taste like you?" I smile and turn around.
"Yes, Nick. Even when you didn't come back from death, even if you are not a vampire, even if you like pop music and dress with all the color. They like you, and I like you more." I grab his face and kiss his cheek. "You understand? I like you. I love you. You are my boyfriend and nothing is going to change that."
"Okay." He nods but I can see in his eyes that he isn’t feeling better.
"Everything okay?"
"Yeah, it’s just that I wanted to spend time with you, but I know how important this is to you so I won’t ask you to stay but at the same time... I kind of want to go with you." he mumbles the last part, but I still hear him.
"Really?" I smile widely and he nods softly.
"Well, I was thinking it would be cool to do something you really like and..."
"Yes! It's an amazing idea." I kiss him on the lips. "You'll love it. I know you will."
"I trust you... Also, maybe we could like dress me up so I blend in? it’s just an idea." I gasp and kiss him again.
"Yes, you are brilliant. I didn’t think of that, come here." I grab his hand and drag him to his bed and make him sit down. "Look, I brought tons of clothes because I know myself and I knew I was going to change 5 times before liking my outfit, so I have tons of options you can choose from." I talk while taking out some items from my bag pack.
"Okay. I don't want to wear anything with band logos or anything, I'll die if someone asks me if I am a fan or something like that." I laugh while Nick looks through the things I took out. "I like this, and this... maybe this."
"Oh, I love that shirt. You'll look amazing, darling. Go change." Nick blushes a bit and goes to his bathroom to change.
"Where are your boots?!"
"Under my bed! How do I put these chains one?" I laugh quietly.
"Leave then there, I'll help you." He doesn't answer, I take out his boots from under his bed and sit waiting for him to come out.
"Okay! I-I think you also have to do my hair." he opens the door and walks out; I gulp and feel my cheeks heat up. "I look like a dork." he laughs and walks to me, standing between my legs and resting his hands on my shoulders, I can only shake my head. "You good?"
"No... I mean yeah, you just, fuck. You look amazing." He laughs again and I put my hands on his hips. "You look so good."
"Do I?" I gulp and nod. Nick sits on my lap. "I’m glad, I really like the pants, I think I should dress like this more often, what do you think?" I can’t stop staring at him.
"Yes, I would love that. Yes, please do." I hide my face on the crook of his neck and start leaving kisses all over it.
"Stop, you have to do my hair." I kiss bite his neck. "What are you doing? we have to go soon."
"You look too good; I’m making sure people know you are taken." I look at him in the eyes and smile.
"You are so dumb, let’s go." He stands up and drags me to the bathroom.
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Snaps from Chris and Matt but Nick kinda has a crush on you.
Hi , I am Maram from Gaza🍉🇵🇸.
I am 17 years old.
I support a family of 5 people because my father is sick and cannot work.
I work all day for $2 to provide a living for my family and medicine for my father.
Our house in Khan Yunis was completely destroyed.
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can you do dad!nick x male reader? i don't care what is it, anything will do!
Stay at home dad! Nick.
Summary: stay at home shenanigans of Nick.
Once your baby entered your lives, they made a 360 degree turn. Nick had to plan ahead for meetings and videos, which wasn’t that easy but was way easier than having a job where you aren’t your boss. So, the both of you decided that Nick would stay at home taking care of your baby while you work the 9 to 5 from Monday to Friday.
Nick is a good dad, a dad that did all the research on internet about how to take care of a baby before they arrived. A dad that made long facetimes with his mom with a notebook and pen besides him to annotate every single tip and trick she gave him. A dad that will call his brothers for help because he can’t find the control remote of the tv, give the baby a bath and cook dinner at the same time. A dad that watches the baby sleep on the couch worried that he might turn on his sleep. A dad that tries not to cry when looking at his baby for too long.
He is a good dad, and he is a great husband too. When you arrive home dinner is always on its way (most of the time is delivery, but at least it’s your favorite). He will greet you with a kiss on the lips, helping you take out your coat and putting it on the rag.
‘’How are you, honey?’’
‘’Exhausted!’’
‘’Really? Tell me about your day.’’
‘’You won’t believe it. Our little angel decided to wake up right after you left and…’’
Nick is the type of dad that holds back his tears when he sees you and your baby sleeping on the couch, one hand on the babies back while they lay on your chest, your shirt stained with her saliva. He instead takes a picture with his phone and sits besides you playing with your hair.
Nick is the type of dad who will go to talks for ‘new parents’ and be nervous to see the room full of mothers and their babies. Nick is the type of dad who talks to these moms proudly about his husband and his pretty girl.
Nick is the type of dad to buy lots of clothes for the baby. A lot of dresses, shirts, onesies, hats, socks. Every item of clothing the baby has it, she might have more clothes than bot of you. He loves the type of clothe with silly prints of them (like animals or dinosaurs, also loves the ones with Disney or Bluey characters).
He will try to deny it, but he loves the ‘best dad’ kind of gifts. It can be a shirt or a mug, this man will roll his eyes when he sees the gift and say its corny but he will use the item 24/7.
Nick loves to read stories to his baby, also loves to sing to her. Is very shy when he sees that you are leaning on the doorframe looking at them with a smile on your face.
Nick is the type of dad to be very protective of his baby, when she starts walking and being more curious, he will have at least 5 heart attacks per day. And don’t even get me started on going out to the park, Nick would be behind the baby at every moment making sure she doesn’t fall or trip.
Nick is the type of dad who has a folder filled with photos of his baby and husband on his phone, but also has an album of instant pictures on the living room.
‘’Yes?’’
‘’My handsome husband.’’
‘’What did you do?’’
‘’I can’t call you now that you assume I need something? How rude, more film, I need more film for the camera haha. I love you, I will cook your favorite tonight, thank you, bye.’’
Sigh
Nick is the type of that adopts a dog so the baby and the doggy can grow up together.
Nick loves the weekends because you don’t have to work, so the three of you snuggle on the couch while watching a movie. Or the three of you cook together, of clean the house together, or sleep together. Anything, the weekends are always time for the three of you, one baby on the hip and one loving husband on the other arm.
Also, Nick will beg you to have another kid when the baby is no longer baby and is a toddler. ‘’She needs a sibling; she will feel alone. Believe me, I don’t know what I will do without the stupid crazy bitches of my brothers.’’ And who can say no to his pout and pleading eyes? So, the adoption process of the next member of the family starts.
Request where reader doesn’t even know he likes guys but he has been hanging out with Nick a lot lately he think he just likes Nick as a friend Nick eventually put the pieces together that reader like him he just isn’t aware of it so Nick decides to just kiss which shocks reader at first but then everything clicks
( I don’t know if you watch the show 911 is kind of the story line that has happened recently)
Your lips, my lips…
Summary: with one kiss Nick completely changes your life and ties all the lose knots on your mind.
Note: I haven’t watch 911, does it have gay people? If yes, I might give it a go lol.
Nick and I have been good friends for a while, we know each other for a year, maybe a bit more, we met thanks to a friend in common and since then we grew closer and closer. I like to think of him as my best friend, we do everything together and he has always been there for me when I needed him.
If I’m being honest, I can’t imagine a life without him, he’s just so fun to be around and cares deeply about everyone, he makes me feel safe and loved. It’s funny, because we are so close a lot of people have thought we are a couple, not that I don’t think Nick would be a bad boyfriend, is just that I don’t really like boys, I just like Nick, in a very close friends type of way. In a ‘cuddles while watching a horror movie’ type of way or a ‘your hand lingered on my arms for longer than usual, an it made my heart beat faster’ or a ‘every time I see you smile it makes me happy’ or a ‘I get jealous when I see people flirting with you because I’m afraid they will steal your attention’… but it’s all platonic feelings, after all, we are very close.
‘’So… movie at your place again?’’ Nick sits beside me on the ground of the parking lot after handing me a can of soda. I crack it open and nod.
‘’Yeah, as always.’’ He opens his can and also takes a drink. ‘’It’s your turn to pick the movie.’’
‘’Oh true, thanks for reminding me.’’ He smiles warmly at me and I feel my heart get warmer on my chest, I don’t know if that’s even possible, but I feel it. ‘’So, we got the snacks.’’ He says shacking the bag on his hand a bit. ‘’Wanna go home yet or…?’’ he raises and eyebrow looking at me and I let out a tiny chuckle.
‘’Can we sit here for a while? The weather is nice, the breeze is amazing tonight.’’
‘’Yeah, that’s fine, you are the one driving us anyways.’’ He playfully punches my arm and I laugh.
‘’True, what would you do without me?’’ it was a rhetorical question truly, he could do so much without me, I am the one who doesn’t know what to do without him.
‘’A lot, actually. You are very needy.’’ I gasp and pretend to be offended by his words.
‘’Me? Needy? Says the one that calls me at ungodly hours of the night because he can’t sleep and wants company, or the one that begs me to have sleepover at my place or the one-…’’ Nick shoves one of his hands to my mouth.
‘’Okay, enough. I don’t wanna hear you.’’ He rolls his eyes and I smile, his hand helping to hide my blushing cheeks. ‘’You are such an idiot; I actually hate you.’’ I nod and he slowly removes his hand from my mouth.
‘’Yeah, whatever you say.’’ I roll my eyes at him and he pushes me playfully once more.
‘’I do, I hate you.’’
‘’No.’’ I shake my head. ‘’No, you don’t.’’ this time he frowns and crosses his arms over his chest.
‘’I do!’’ I smile and take another sip of my drink, this is a little game the both of us have, people don’t get it but I find it very entertaining how he tries to make me believe that he hates me, he doesn’t, and I know it, and he knows it too.
‘’You sure do.’’
‘’What do you mean?’’ he puts his arms down, looking at me confused, I normally play along for a while.
‘’I mean that you like me so much you think you hate me.’’ I shrug my shoulders.
‘’Wait, maybe you are right.’’ He grins. ‘’I like you so much it makes me want to hate you.’’
‘’See, I’m always right.’’ I take another sip of my drink and when I lower the can I feel one of his hands on my cheek, and then his lips smashing into mine, I swallow quickly and lean in to kiss him back. after a few seconds the backs up, I blink hardly, my cheeks turning red and my heart beating like crazy. ‘’I-… what?’’
And it that moment it all made sense. With one single kiss Nick made my restless night have a meaning. All this time, all my fast beast, my red cheeks, the lingering looks, the longing for his touch and attention. It made sense, I liked him, I liked him so much it made me stupid.
‘’I like you, you idiot. I like you a lot, it makes me want to punch you in the face.’’ Nicks voice is quiet, his hand still on my face, the warmness of it making me feel dizzy. ‘’Look, I know we have been good friends for a long time, I was just so scared to tell you but I thought you liked me back, so please, just forget this if-…’’
‘’NO! No, no, no, no.’’ I take a Deep breath trying to gather my thoughts and form a single coherent sentence. ‘’I like you too. Shit, I like you. Holy shit, this makes so much sense…’’
‘’You do?’’ Nicks eyes light up and I nod my head eagerly.
‘’Yes. Can we kiss again?’’ he doesn’t say a word, he just leans in and kisses me softly, this time is longer and my hands make their way to his waist, his other hand playing with my hair. I can’t believe I didn’t realize this sooner; I can’t believe I have liked him all along and I had no idea.
‘’Let’s go watch that movie.’’
‘’Can we make out while it plays on the background?’’