Sylus is a proud man. He's got both the strength and the influence to back up his confidence. He knows better than anyone how powerful he is, that's why he never hesitates about anything in his life. When he wants something then he simply has to find a way to obtain it, it's always been as simple as that.
Except, it wasn't like that with you.
You were something that couldn't be placed into a category since the day he met you many, many moons ago.
You were the person who changed everything he was so sure he didn't need to understand and taught an old dragon how to fly by making his heart soar higher than he could ever reach.
But the rule about flying is that the higher you go, the harder the fall is bound to be. And oh did he fall hard.
Still, he could grit his teeth and bear the pain if it meant he would, some day, find you again. In the meantime, he would search for new things to share with you and make himself stronger, better for you.
Sylus is a strong man, but his heart shatters as easily as thin glass. He glues together the pieces each time, well enough that he can go another day without anyone seeing through the cracks, but never quite whole.
There's a room he never allows anyone to catch as much as a glimpse of what lays inside where he keeps the most important piece of his heart.
For the years spent apart, Sylus collected gifts and placed them inside that room he so carefully prepared for you. The piles and piles of wrapped boxes increasing as time continued to pass and he tried to fill the void in his chest by making a home for you.
Sylus never once doubted you'd return to him. However, sometimes, in nights where your birthday weighted heavily in his mind, he'd curl up on the large bed in the room while hugging yet another gift he chose for you. Would you like this one enough to come back to him this time, he wonder.
The tears that escape his crimson eyes are something he'd never acknowledge, being the proud man that he is, but they carried the silent pleas and hopes of a mere lonely dragon, 'Please, my love, come back to me'.
[ Should I do a part 2 for when he meets MC again? đ€ ]
part one part three
pairing: caleb x non!mc reader
synopsis: you run into a familiar face at work.
word count: 4.9k words
warnings: extreme loathing, kinda funny, kinda sad, a good mix of everything! a hint of foreplay! not proofread!
author's note: thank you for all the love on part one! here's part two! should there be a part three? also, enjoy a pic of caleb i grabbed from the game today!
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Caleb couldnât say how long heâs been standing outside your door for. Had it been an hour? Three? Maybe itâs only been thirty minutesâŠtime truly flies by when heâs with his love.
It doesnât matter, though. Caleb would stand guard outside your door if it meant that you were safe.
Safe and alone inside your apartmentâŠno other specimen in there to protect you.
Caleb wouldnât let them come in if they came. Heâd use his evol to shove them towards the side stairwell. Heâd shove them down and watch as their bodies crumbled together, bones breaking, finding their screams of pain and agony satisfying.
It would all be worth it because youâre safe. All because of his much needed protection.
Youâre his.
His to protect. His to look after. His to care for. His to love.
He glances to the side and notices that Skyhavenâs clouds have slightly parted. A smile spreads across his face, the man sneaking towards the hallway window, looking out at the morning sky. The weather is still undoubtedly gloomy, but the slight sight of sun is sign enough for him that you two are meant to be.
Caleb prances down the hallway, stopping by your door one last time. He slowly inhales, his eyes feeling heavy, and flattens his palm against it.
Heâll be seeing you soon.
The Colonel exits your apartment building, his phone attached to the side of his face. His voice is cheery and if you were to hear it, youâd think that his face would be all smiles and joy. It isnât, though, and is instead a stoic expression.
âHey, buddy. Remember that favor you owe me? Well, itâs time to cash in. I need you to get me information on someone. Yeah, yeah, Iâll send her name over to you now. Great! Thanks!â He hangs up and settles into a spot across the street.
People pass in front of him, his back pressed against the outside wall of a convenience store. Caleb barely pays attention to other woman who pause to get another look at him. He doesnât have time to entertain their fantasies. Heâd prefer to cater to your wants and needs. You deserve it after all your years of being apart.
Caleb tilts his head up and finds your window. His sick smile returns to his face, waiting for you to appear.
Except, he doesnât know that you donât peer out the window in the morning. Instead, you stay in bed for as long as you can, face and body covered by your sheets and obnoxious amount of blankets.Â
Your arm sticks out, slicing through the chilly morning air.
Shit. You think to yourself. Did the heater not kick in?
Your toes feel inexplicably cold despite being buried under a behemoth of blankets. Slowly sitting up in bed, your tired eyes look around your dark room before they float to the butterfly that hangs from your window. You love how the orange and blue hues grace the floor, softly turning the cold environment into something warm and welcoming.
It reminds you of home and most importantly, it reminds you of him.
You canât help but laugh, slapping your forehead as you slip out of bed. Last night was a trip and a half!
Your date with George was so bad that you actually hallucinated Caleb being alive. Ha! Itâs laughable, really, and you canât even fathom who was there to witness your crazed haze. You definitely sounded like a crazy person, probably looking like the other blacked out people on the street who struggled to get home.
âPoor guy,â you say aloud, filling in your apartmentâs silence, âI hope we never run into each other again.â
Oh, the irony.
You slowly get ready for your day. You take a quick shower, already running late, and stumble into your closet with your toothbrush hanging from your lips. You snatch a clean uniform jacket from the hangers, sliding it over your white blouse. You tuck your shirt into your black pencil skirt and make for sure there are no wrinkles in the fabric.
You hesitate, staring at yourself in the mirror.Â
Who are you trying to impress, anyways? Itâs not like youâre going to find your Prince Charming at work.
Finally ready for your day, feeling rejuvenated and having shaken off your hysterics from the previous night, you step out of your apartment. You chew on a last minute attempt at making toast. The bread is dry instead of being lathered with butter, a complete oversight on your part.
You donât even have time to stop for a coffee for a boost of energy. How the hell are you going to get through the day?
The rain stopped but the clouds still hang low in the sky. Youâre used to the gloomy days, you actually welcome them with open arms. Too much sun reminds you of home and all of the misfortune you went through and, well, Linkon has a Wanderer problem that you want to avoid. Skyhaven still has them but itâs significantly less. You have the Fleet to thank for that.
And you definitely donât have to thank a certain hunter who always seems to be at the scene of the worst attacks. As long as she stays away, you can live in peace knowing that if a Wanderer were to show up, she wouldnât be the one to save you.
Your job as a translator stresses you out. Your boss, Darryl, is a weird, perverted dick that abuses his power. Whenever you donât accept his daily flirts or go to HR about his behavior, youâre rewarded with horrible assignments that take years off of your life because youâre surrounded by men who are exactly like Darryl. You swear that youâve seen a gray hair or two sprout from your head.
Being a translator under Darryl is a soul sucking job. Youâve applied to different departments in the Deepspace Aviation Administration, but Darryl has decided that youâre only good enough for translating documents and transcripts.
Your dream is to be a live translator, one that sat in a hidden room during negotiations and meetings between presidents and generals. Hell, youâd be fine with translating between the generalsâ secretaries! Itâs a thrill that youâll unfortunately never be able to experience.
A big fuck you to Darryl.
You step through the shiny and clean doors of the Deepspace Aviation Administration. The building is eerily tall, shooting further into the atmosphere. Youâve managed to stay within the clouds, though, barely able to move past the fifteenth floor. Your security clearance is less than desirable, but it hasnât stopped you from inching your way to the top.
You hope to see the secret levels soon enough but sincerely doubt it.
You smile at Abel and Remy, who work the entrance of the building, manning the security clearance that you pass through every weekday. You place your bag down on the conveyor belt, scanning your I.D. card in the little pad before stepping through the metal detector.
âGood morning you two,â you greet them with a familiar smile.
âMorning!â Remy chimes with a smile. He hands you your bag and nudges Abelâs side. He barely looks up, waving, before sinking his head back into the computer. âHe slept like shit. Donât mind him.â
âItâs all good,â you shrug, slinging your bag over your shoulder. Just as you are about to step away, Abelâs head shoots up.
âStay here. You were flagged.â Abel waves his hand in the air. Two nicely dressed soldiers approach you, guns slung on their sides. Your eyes widen, looking around for any kind of sign that this is a prank that Remy and Abel were pulling on you.
When the soldiers approach you and take your arm, a weight forms on your shoulders.Â
Itâs not a prank. Itâs very fucking real.
Terror rips through your body. Your eyes widen as the masked soldiers stare down at you, their eyes dark and unwelcoming.
âMaâam. Follow us,â one of the soldiers barks at you. You nod, ready to comply, but are unable to move your feet. You try to move your leg but it doesnât budge. You awkwardly laugh to yourself, looking down at the unresponsive limb.
Move, dammit! You internally scream, cheeks heating up.Â
Remy gives your back a gentle tap, nudging you forward. You stumble over your feet, pushing through the gap between the soldiers.
They track you from behind and occasionally bark a direction for you to take. They guide you towards the elevator that is reserved for higher ranking officials and officers. Your gulp, heart pounding in your chest. Your ears begin to ring, heating up as nausea overtakes your body. You close your eyes and grip the railing in the elevator, clinging to the cold metal for some kind of relief.
Where did it all go wrong?
Did you translate something wrong? Is it your fault that a world war is about to erupt? You knew you should have told Darryl to not give you assignments on the language youâre weakest at! He should have given it to Miranda!
Your foot rapidly taps against the elevator floor. Each ding from a new floor heightens your anxiety, body shivering at the thought of what could happen to you.
Ding.
Goodbye cruel world!
Ding.
It was nice knowing you all!
Ding.
Donât forget about me! Use my death as an example on what not to do!
You have heard many stories of what happened to translators that interpreted a word incorrectly. They simply disappeared off the face of the earth and were never heard from again. Or they ended up teaching languages at a community college far away from Skyhaven and the Fleet.
Youâd rather disappear off the face of the earth than succumb to that fate.
The elevator doors slide open. You look up from the floor, surprised to see a normal looking work environment. One of the soldiers place their hand on your back, pushing your forward. You move with his hand, not particularly enjoying his touch. You shoot him a glare, crossing your arms over your chest.
âIâll take her from here.â
You freeze. Goosebumps spread across your skin and chills run down your spine. You focus on the wall in front of you, a figure sliding in front of your vision. Your eyes are met with a black uniform, the typical red, white, and blue accents that the Fleet uniforms have.
Your eyes float up, taking in the figure before you. Purple eyes stare down at you, your haze focusing on the golden spot that lays on the bottom of his iris. The nausea you once felt disappears but is quickly replaced with an even worse feeling of complete and utter dread.
âCaleb?â His name rolls off your tongue like butter, melting the ice that surrounds your heart.
So last night was not a dream. Caleb was the one to save you from George, not some random stranger who was there at the time. It was your ex-childhood best friend.
A semblance of a smile flashes across his face before his gaze sharpens. He looks you up and down, hands behind his back. Your gaze drops, taking him in his entirety.
FuckâŠhe looks great in his uniform.
âLong time no see,â he quips, stoic expression remaining on his face. âFollow me.â Without missing a beat, he turns on his heel and begins to walk away. You look around, blinking as if itâll snap you out of the dream youâre clearly inside of.
When you donât follow, Caleb walks back. His fingers curl around your wrist, his touch shocking your body to life. You fumble over your words, random sounds fleeing from your lips, as Caleb guides you away from invasive eyes.
His hair is still short but is just shaggy enough to remain charming and add to his looks. Your squint your eyes, noticing a few light scars on the right side of his body. They creep up his neck from under his wrinkle-free uniform. Caleb opens a door and you step inside, swallowing whatever confusion you had left in your mouth, and turn to him.
âCaleb?â Your voice is breathy. Calebâs eyes fix themselves on you, the man leaning against the closed door with his arms crossed over his chest. âYouâreâŠwhat?â
âTake your time,â he chuckles. Your breath gets caught in your throat. His chuckle makes you want to jump for joy. âWe are on a time crunch though, pipsqueakââ
âDonât call me that,â you interrupt him, hissing as your instincts take over.
Any positive feeling you felt towards him in the past five minutes has vanished. You glare and cross your arms over your chest.
How dare Caleb call you that? That was always her nickname, alongside other ridiculous pet names that always made you gag whenever you looked back in your memories.
You made for certain that youâll never be his pipsqueak.
You groan, rolling your eyes, and turn away from him. To him, it feels like you just drove a knife into his heart. He stares at the back of your head, his gaze falling for a brief moment, noticing the curve of your ass, before circling in front of you.
âI wonât call you thatâŠnoted,â he breathlessly chuckles. Once you tilt your chin up to show your glare, his chuckle gets caught in his throat. He covers it with a cough, suddenly feeling nervous around you.
Caleb has never felt this way with you before. In the past, everything was so easy! It was smooth sailing with you, low maintenance. He knew that you didnât need the constant validation from him whereas she always needed it.
Maybe thatâs been his foolish mistake all along. He should have paid more attention to you instead of her.
Is this what loathing feels like? Complete and utter contempt towards someone? Caleb hasnât experienced this kind of negative feeling before, at least, not with her.
He had always felt so alive whenever she looked his way. Her beauty and innocence was so captivating. He adored playing the hero she needed.
Where was your hero? Who was there to call you pipsqueak or any other cheesy nickname? God, heâs been a fucking idiot.
âIs thereâŠa nickname youâd like me to call you? For old timeâs sake?â Calebâs question earns him an angered scoff from you.
âYou can call me by my name, thanks,â You look at him, eyes flickering down to his exposed neck.
His Adamâs apple bobs up and down. His gloved hand reaches for the collar of his shirt, wanting to loosen his restrictive tie, but falls. When your eyes meet again, his shoulders tense before relaxing.
Is heâŠis he nervous?
âTell me, Colonel,â you begin. Calebâs head perks up and he looks at you, hanging onto every word that comes from your lips. âWhy am I here?â
âI heard youâre the best translator we have,â Calebâs compliment makes you raise your eyebrow, âI only want the best. I need you to translate something for me.â
âSure, I can do that. Not like I have much of a choice, right?â Your half-joke earns a loud laugh from Caleb. You raise an eyebrow at him.
Really? You think to yourself. Thatâs what made you laugh?
âI forgot how funny you are,â Caleb comments. He pokes your nose and your face scrunches up, watching as he turns on his heel, opening up the door. You stare at his back and the memories of him from your childhood come pouring in.
You sit alone on a bench. You watch as Caleb stands in line with her at an ice cream stand. You watch them with close and steady eyes, your gaze transfixed on how she plays with his fingers. They laugh and lean into each other, undoubtedly whispering secrets that only they can know to one another.
It pained you, yes, to always be pushed to the sideline. You got used to it with time. You didnât notice it the first year of knowing them. You were all careless and innocent children. Of course there was no malcontent with their actions!
However, the constant repetition of being left out only to be covered with half-asses apologies and sorries became very old really quick.
And it definitely felt like a stab in the back when you hear their mingled laughter through your open window. Youâd catch your self sitting by the window, sighing to yourself as they played knight and princess in Josephineâs backyard.
Whenever you played with them, she always made you the monstrous dragon that held her captive. Caleb had to the the one to kill you. You had to watch from the ground, covered in dirt and dust, as he brought her into his arms, swinging her around.
Her thrilled shrieks and giggles were like poison to your soul.
You were only eight.
With thicker skin and a heart beginning to protect itself with a shield of ice, you braved the final days of your friendship with them. When it grew to be too much, you left.
It was the best decision you could have made, right?
It felt so easy to leave, even as they excluded you from the ice cream line. Whatâs funny is that they forgot to get you your sweet treat, meaning that you had to eventually stand in the line by yourself while they relaxed on the bench.
You were always left with sticky fingers while he cleaned hers, calling her by that stupid fucking nickname while he wiped away the melted ice cream from her fingertips. They were clean and pristine while yours were left with sticky residue and bits of napkin that lingered behind.
You were almost always determined to ditch them after moments like these. You laid in bed, holding your favorite plushie to your chest, when a small pebble hit your window. You walked over, pushing the glass open, as you poked your head outside.
Caleb stood on the ground below. He smiled up at you and held up a small plastic bag. You watched as he climbed up the side of your house with ease, using the vines to reach your window.
The anger slowly left your body the closer he got to you. Heâd poke his head instead and you plucked the plastic bag from his mouth, revealing a small metal butterfly you had saw in town earlier that day.
âI got it just for you,â he said, resting his elbows on the windowsill. You watched him with wide eyes, your ice heart melting from his actions and words. âA token of my appreciation.â
Maybe sticking around for a little longer isnât a bad idea, you thought to yourself.
You always loved butterflies after that day.
âYou coming?â Caleb asks, head tilted to the side.
Looking around, you realize where you are and shake away the bittersweet memories from your childhood. You let out a ragged breath. Your lungs burn and your vision blurs.
His purple orbs memorized every detail of your face. When he noticed the small amount of tears in your eyes, he reached forward, wanting to catch them before they had the chance to fall. âAre you okay?â
âIâm fine.â You slap his hand away and push past him, entering the main room.
As you walk, you realize that whatâs left between you two has expired.
The apple of his eye is not you. You were a Granny Smith while she was a Honeycrisp.
You were perpetually sour and she was always refreshing. Everyone always lavished in her presence while you faded into the background. You were left out in the sun while she was carried inside and taken care of.
Itâs no wonder why youâre rotten to the core.Â
Daggers of pain stabbed into his sides, slipping between his ribs, leaving him breathless. His perfect demeanor finally reveled a crack, head lunched over. He follows you into the hallway, planting himself at your side.
Clearly, there is something wrong with you. Not in a way like there is with him, you know, having failed his psych evaluation, but something that is deeply rooted in your core. He wants to rip your chest open and to pull your heart out. He wants the slowly pull away the thorns that pierce your heart and kiss the wounds. He desperately wants to mend your internal wounds and hold you until you fall asleep in his arms.
âWhereâs the file?â You ask him, the tears now gone from your eyes. A slow and ragged breath leaves his mouth, unable to look away from your remarkable face. You snap your fingers in his face, irritation blossoming inside your chest.
âOh, right,â Caleb recovers. He lays his hand on your lower back. Warmth seeps through the thin fabric of your blouse. Despite the anger you felt a minute ago, you can feel your body relax under his touch. You can tell that he notices it too when his cocky smile returns to his face. You tear your gaze away from his, heat tingling your ears from embarrassment.
He leans down to whisper something in your ear but you turn your head away, not wanting to hear anything else from him. Thankfully, he catches on and straightens his posture.
The office is foreign to you. Many hallways lead in different directions. People in uniforms turn left and right, catching you off guard as Caleb pulls you out just in time before you collide with them. They barely look up from the papers in their hands or leave their conversation to say sorry or apologize.
Caleb swiftly guides you through the floor. The two of you weave and bob through the organized chaos. People stop and salute Caleb as he passes by. He nods in their direction, his charming smiling disappearing as he puts his Colonel mask back on.
He opens a door and reveals an almost empty interrogation room. Thereâs no two way mirror nor are there the usual cameras in the corner. At least, thatâs what youâve seen on your favorite television show. You step inside, flinching when the door slams closed, the faint click of a lock making goosebumps form all over your skin.
âNo need to be nervous, Caleb says, sitting down into one of the chairs at the metal table. He spreads his legs open, making himself comfortable. He looks up at you, gesturing to the chair in front of him. You hesitate, having to force your eyes to look away from his legs, and sit in the chair beside him.
The table only has a few items. Caleb takes off his hat, placing it near the edge. He plucks off his gloves, taking his time since youâre watching him, and set them on top of his hat. In the center sits a neat stack of papers with a few pens and pencils on top. Beside that is an audio recorder with an attached set of earbuds.
âYou know how to be discreet, right?â Caleb asks. You sneak a glance at him, throwing a bit of side eye, before picking up the audio recorder.
Ha. Do you know to be discreetâŠhow do you think I got through high school? I was discreet with my hatred of your beloved pipsqueak
âIâll manage,â you cooly respond.
You already know the drill.
You put on the headphones, you write down whatever it is the people on the other side are talking about, and you hand your work over to Darryl.
ExceptâŠDarryl isnât here. Caleb is.
And you arenât at your usual workstation using your computer to type. Youâre actually writing these words down. What kind of mission is this?
âThen you know that youâll be working directly under me for the assignment,â Caleb leans closer to you. You pay no attention to it.
âWill I?â You play coy and look at him, batting your eyelashes at him.
Caleb has to picture Josephine naked to stop the tent from forming in his pants.
âYesâŠâ his word comes out as a whisper.
âMay I know any background on it? You know, for translation sake.â You can feel him slowly draw you in.
Those purple eyes that you quickly get lost in. The way his fragrant cologne smells. The way his canine tooth flashes whenever he smiles.
And that fucking uniform. Fuck me. You think.
âItâs classified,â he breathes back, your faces mere inches from each other. Caleb is so thankful that there are no cameras inside. If this keeps going the way he wants, heâll have you bent over with your panties in your mouth to keep you quiet.
âShame,â you quickly quip back. You tear yourself away from Caleb, leaving him hanging in the tension you two created. You grab the earbuds and slide them inside your ears. The first piece of paper is placed in front of you and you opt for the pen, knowing you never make mistakes.
Caleb watches you with close eyes. Your hand moves at a furious pace, swiftly scribbling down the words from the audio file.
He sits up in his chair, resting his elbow on the table beside him, placing his chin on his raised palm. The Colonelâs eyes close and he slowly inhales. That sweet yet spicy scent of apples and cinnamon fill his nostrils. He slowly exhales, hoping that your perfume lingers on his uniform long after you leave.
His eyes open when he hears you switch to a new paper. You slide him the filled one, you fingers grazing against each other, before you continue to write like you have a gun to your head.
Caleb chuckles to himself. He leans to the right. With the slight movement, heâs able to get a better look at your face.
Your brows are pushed together, no more space between the two. The skin below your bottom lip is sucked in, slowly moving back and forth. Are youâŠeating yourself? Your eyes flit to him for a brief second. Your face relaxes before it immediately returns to its focused state.
You are so beautiful. Even when you focus on the assignment at hand, Caleb can see the dedication you have for the things you love.
He hopes that soon, heâll be number one on the list of things you care about. Caleb can brag about it to his already minuscule group of friends, showing off the future photos and selfies youâll take together. Heâll be able to say that youâre his and nobody elseâs.
If someone like George were to come in the way of that, well, heâll deal with them and lock you away so you donât have to witness it.
âWhat are you looking at?â You question, not even looking up from the paper. You slide it to him, drawing your hand away before he can touch your delicate skin, to feel just how soft it is even if it was for a fraction of a second.
âAre you doing anything tonight?â His question surprises the both of you. It slipped from his thoughts before he could stop it from escaping. Calebâs face remains stoic. On the inside, though, heâs screaming at himself for coming off as too strong.
Your pen scratches to the side, destroying the perfect lines youâve made from transcribed words. The tip of the pen pierces the paper. Black ink pools around the sharp metal tip. Your fingertips turn white from how tight you grip the pen.
Caleb reaches over you, his muscular arm passing in front of your gaze, trapping you in your chair. He grabs the audio recorder, the device looking minuscule compared to how large his hands are. Veins are prominent in his hand, leading up his wrist before disappearing under the fabric of his uniform jacket.
Your gaze starts from the tips of his fingers, gently dragging past his exposed skin and up his dark material of his uniform, sliding up his shoulder, hovering on the bare skin of his neck. The audio recording in your ear pauses. Caleb retracts his arm, hooking his finger under your chin. He eases your eyes the rest of the way up to his.
Your breath hitches. Lips barely parted, your cheeks flush from his touch and how close he is to you. His lips are mere inches from yours.
All it takes is oneâŠgentleâŠpushâŠ
âI asked if you were doing anything tonight,â the raspiness in his voice makes your lower stomach purr. Your eyes fall to his lips. You gnaw the inside of your cheek, slowly leaning closer to him.
âAre you asking me as Caleb? Or as my Colonel?â You whisper.
âWhich one will you say yes to dinner with?â
âHmmâŠâ you quietly hum. You reach out, fingers curling around his uniformâs tie. You give it a firm tug. A low groan emits from Calebâs throat. You smirk. âNeither.â
Caleb matches your smirk. His hand snakes up your arm. His long, slender fingers wrap around the entirety of your hand. He overpowers your grip and the tie falls free from your hold. He brings your knuckles to his lips. He plants a firm kiss to them, his eyes locked onto yours.
âIâll pick you up at seven.â
You push away from the table. Cheeks red, unable to breathe, you step away from him and to the interrogation room door. You tug on the cold door handle, the metal immediately warming due to you body heat. The lock clicks and you shove the heavy hunk of metal forward, escaping into the public eye of the office.
Xavier- he misses 80% of his stops cuz he was ârestingâ his eyes.
Zayne- NEVER.
Rafayel- yes. And he will keep missing his turns until you end up 3 hours away from your intended destination. Heâs arguing and blaming the GPS the entire time.
Sylus- no (illegal u-turns donât count)
Caleb- sometimes since he will always prioritize your comfort if you wanted a snack, heâll take a detour
the art of loving, feat. l&ds rafayel.
pairings. rafayel, fem!reader genre. fluff, smut, established relationship, 18+ tags. artist x muse, hints of abandonment issues, clingy bf!rafayel, allusions to nude paintings, fellatio, cum eating, protected sex, praise kink notes. my third l&ds boy :â) thereâs a full blown sylus oneshot coming but for now, i have to write abt our cute fish! iâll continue the jjk wips on the weekend bcos my l&ds hyperfixation is currently taking over đ€§
àŁȘ âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who makes you the muse of his paintings. he loves how he can adore your face while turning his blank canvas into something as colorful as you. it all started when he used to sketch you when youâre not looking. and itâs a habit that he, time and time again, still does. whether youâre reading, sleeping, or simply lost in thought, he finds these moments precious and captures them in his sketchbook. he actually has a dedicated corner of you on his mo art studio, where itâs filled with paintings and sketches of his beautiful girlfriend.
àŁȘ âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who loves to paint with you. heâll set up a canvas next to his and guide your hands, laughing together as you create something⊠unique. look, heâs not making fun of your painting. in fact, heâd say youâre actually very talented. âitâs not bad at all,â heâd claim, âitâs an exquisite art⊠if i close my eyes.â how mean! but honestly, if you were to sell your artwork, he would still be the first person to buy it.
àŁȘ âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who gets playful with paint. while youâre on the subject of âpainting togetherâ, you know how cheeky rafayel is, and when he dabs a bit of paint on your nose or cheeks, the light-hearted paint fight ends in messy, colorful kisses. one time, he even left a purple handprint on your bum, and giggles each time he sees it from behind.
àŁȘ âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who gets clingy when youâre busy. heâll sulk if he feels youâre not paying enough attention to him, often wrapping his arms around you from behind and nuzzling into your neck to remind you heâs there. he can very grumpy, too. like a spoiled brat who he didnât get what he wants. itâs just that he dislikes the feeling of being ignored and abandoned, so the last thing you knew not to do is make him wait too long on your dates or make him feel like your mind is occupied by anything else other than him. because heâd go as far as pretending to be in a helpless situation just so youâd drop everything and run off to him. how silly!
àŁȘ âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who surprises you with personalized art gifts. from small sketches slipped into your bag to full portraits given on special occasions. itâs his way of expressing his love, because heâs very grateful of how supportive you are when he has art exhibits. your presence calms his nerves, and he always looks for you in the crowd to find strength in your encouraging smiles.
àŁȘ âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who likes to cuddle while discussing his latest ideas. he enjoys your input and loves bouncing ideas off you. his hands like to roam around your body as he keeps you in bed all day, whispering sweet nothings into you ear and making the atmosphere warm and intimate. âi canât help it!âwas his usual excuse whenever youâd call him out for being too touchy. âsometimes, my inspirations come in the form of physical intimacy, you know!â
àŁȘ âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who canât resist kissing you passionately when heâs inspired. he sketches you in intimate moments, letting you lie beautifully naked in bed and with only a blanket to cover the lower half of your body, like a vulnerable mermaid looking to be held by her prince. heâll pull you close, hands covered in paint, leaving colorful fingerprints and delicate patterns on your skin as his lips capture yours in a heated kiss. he would peel the blanket off you slowly, taking his sweet time as if memorizing every dip and curve to later recreate in his art. his touch is both tender and electrifying. and his expressions, both raw and passionate as he eyes every inch of your body.
âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who whispers his deepest desires in your ear. his voice becomes husky with emotions, telling you exactly what he wants, and leaving you blushing and eager to feed him the attention he seeks. heâs very needy, indeed. but most especially in bed. heâd often grab your hand, allowing you to brush it against his toned chest and down to his⊠aching member. itâs begging to be released, you both know it. and so when he guides your head closer to his crotch, you already know what âjobâ you had to do for him.
âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who whines a lot while youâre pleasing him, but in a cute way. heâs just very vocal about it. heâs incapable of keeping his little moans whenever he feels your tongue rolling around his tip, your lips leaving open-mouthed kisses along the sides of his length. itâs like suction when you fully take him into your mouth, the image of your head bobbing to suck his cock is extremely vivid in his head. âmhm~ donât stop.â rafayel loses his mind over it. âmy darling, lover girl. youâre so pretty, my baby.â and when youâd allow him to cum inside your mouth, heâs a weak man watching you swallow every single drop.
âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who respects your boundaries and doesnât push you to try things in bed that youâre not comfortable with. when you told him he canât do you raw, he willingly obliged. so, lo and behold the huge box of condoms on his nightstand. he believes in practicing safe sex because you both arenât ready for that kind of responsibility yet. but that doesnât lessen the frequency of your activities in bed. in fact, his beloved box of rubbers would easily run out after 2-3 weeks.
âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who likes to be praised when doing the deed with you. itâs just innate in him. you have to let him know if heâs doing good, have to let him hear how great he feels inside of you, how pretty he looks when you gaze down on him, and how amazing his hands are in finding your most sensitive places. âraf, youâre the best at this,â youâd moan into his mouth, the sound of skin-slapping echoing across his studio as you feel him racing through his climax, âs-so good, ngh~â heâs one to smile at your little whimpers. âyeah, you like where iâm hitting it, baby?â âhaaâi do!â âthought so.â
âșâđ§· artist!rafayel who wants to be displayed all over your social media accounts. itâs as straightforward as he isâhe wants his face to take over your account. he wants to know that youâre proud of him and that youâre showing off your handsome boyfriend whenever you can. he also wants you to interact with his posts, leave comments, and hit the heart button. every. single. time. he gets easily sulky if sees you ignoring his cute posts about you. thatâs just how he is, and it doesnât frustrate you one bit, because he just loves being the center of your world in exchange for treating you the center of his. that was the art of loving rafayel.
imaging putting child locks on the adult channels for puppy hybrid bf is making me laugh - heâs moping around the house and he wonât tell you why but you KnowâŠ
NSFW content!
You may have clipped his wings, but the willpower remains! The first few days, you can see Puppy!Hybrid pouting and squirming in his seat, visibly pent-up. So what, he may have gotten a little carried away. Can you blame him? Watching those lewd videos and imagining himself with you quickly became an addiction.
His greed for you cannot be contained, however. You discover crumpled sheets of paper: poorly drawn illustrations depicting his depraved ideas, hieroglyphs telling the tale of his lust. If he cannot see the inspiration, he will come up with it himself, invent it from scratch.
Worry not, he won't give up so easily. Thus, he flips you over and gently folds your legs against the mattress, ignoring your groans of protest.
"Just let me try this out," he pleads, already hot and dripping.
What is this, some sort of pornographic mad scientist act? Either way, you can't complain much once he begins to lap hungrily between your legs. He's a beggar for your moans.
[Puppy!Hybrid]
Caleb x you!!
warnings:nsfw mdni donât interact please. fingering slight curse words not proof read at all. donât like? donât read. somewhat plot
Your hair was a mess, cheeks were red drool was spilling from your lips all cause of the man right infront of you. âTsk tsk tsk shoulda listened to me love now sheâs gotta pay the price for it hasnât she?â
Two slender digits slid up against your gummy walls your knees buckling at the sensation, âCaleb-please slow down.â You sluggishly mustered out, Calebâs free hand squished your cheeks together his eyes meeting yours there was a dark gleam in his eyes that made you even more weaker.
âNah ah ah too late for that love, you shouldâve told me where you were going but you didnât.â His fingers shoved right into your soaked pussy making you yelp and jolt.
âAwh sheâs already so soaked and i havenât even done much yet.â His fingers pumped in and out of your pussy at a brutal pace you could pass out your fingers wrapped around his wrist trying to at least get some space from him but he just went even harder.
The sounds from your pussy echoed off the bedroom walls making you feel even more embarrassed, calebâs digits then pinched at your clit making you scream more than you intended.
âGuess i should deserve some apology now shouldnât i love?â Calebâs eyes meet yours again his voice was commanding more than usual, you couldnât even coherent a sentence properly you didnât muster up an apology fast enough and ended up with a sharp smack on your clit.
âI wonât ask again, câmon or is your brain that mushed already hm?â He was most definitely mocking you now, but he loved the sight of the way you looked he couldnât get enough the way your eyes were slightly glossy and your bottom lip was shaking.
His large digits pruded against your walls before moving in rapid circles hitting against your g-spot, repeatedly you felt your orgasm coming to crash at you in waves.
âCaleb- please iâm gonna cum.â your voice was shaky and tears were forming up in your eyes.
Caleb stopped his movements for a moment his voice was sharp, âAnd why should i let you huh? you think you deserve to cum after the stunt you pulled tonight?â
You looked away unsure on what to say but the need to cum was spinning in your head and you couldnât hold it in you needed to.
âCaleb please- iâm sorry iâm so sorry i promise i wonât do it again just please please i need to cum i need to pl-please.â You were on the verge on collapsing with pure need at this point.
âGood girl itâs a lot easier when you apologise isnât it? go ahead cum.â Calebâs digits pushed back into your pussy your walls clenched around him sucking his digits in your orgasm crashed over you, you moaned your juices getting all over this fingers.
His fingers kept pumping milking your orgasm after your breathing evened he took out his digits with a slick pop.
âCome with me love iâll help you get cleaned up.â Calebâs other hand reached out to you and he took you to the bathroom to clean you up, and you fell asleep blissfully in his arms.
a/n: welll this kinda just got into my head while watching the new banner guys ugh calebâs mullet is just mwah. heâs fucking gorgeous anyways might make one about rafayel who knows. credits to @seulzitos for the divider!!
promise (to be holy)
rafayel; 1,745 words; fluff, fluff w/out plot, established relationship, kinda?spoilers for raf's lvl 55 affection story, no "y/n", genderless!reader, very suggestive but not actually nsfw
summary: oh, didn't you know? promises are sacred things beneath the ocean...
a/n: @syneilesis thank u for being my lad screaming buddy; this one's for you and for raf the little slut
The ocean has always been a certain kind of poetry, hasnât it? You smile to yourself as you blink yourself awake and the world is the size of your sunlit bedroom. Rafayelâs breaths are even, his lashes so dark and long they remind you of a certain kind of midnight â the kind that catches starlight in her hair and has magic in her fingertips.
The kind of midnight that inspires wonder.
âIf you really are that enamored with me⊠I can paint you a portrait. Itâll last longer.â
You blush, even as Rafayelâs eyes flicker open to catch yours, his lips pulled into a teasing, sleep-heavy smile.
âI â I wasnât staring. I just woke up too and you were blocking my sun.â
You try to turn away, but Rafayel is faster, his arm looping around your middle to pin you to him, his breath warm as it kisses the skin of your bare shoulder. He cocks his head, still blinking the sleep from his eyes.
âOh? Is that so?â he asks, shifting so that your eyes are level. The morning light paints his outline in liquid gold, and from here, the shade of his eyes makes you think of all the secrets the sea might keep from the sky.
âMhm,â you nod, licking your lips, and watching with some satisfaction, as his eyes flick down to trace the movement. His skin is warm and his fingers soft as they press into the bend of your waist to pull you closer.
âLiar,â he says â whispers, before he dips down to graze his lips against yours.
You sigh against him, grinning as you curl your fingers into his hair and tug. The way he gasps makes a certain, unnamable hunger surge within you, pushing you forward till youâre pressing him back into the bed, your thighs on either side of his hips.
âY-you â ngh ââ Rafayel hisses as he tips his head back, his teeth digging into his bottom lip, his fingers inadvertently into your skin. You cock your head â and perhaps itâs the tantalizing line of his neck as he leans back, straining beneath you, or perhaps itâs just the morning light, falling like a loverâs caress across the smooth of his skin, the soft wave of his hair as it splays across the pillow â dark against light.
âNow⊠whoâre you calling a liar?â you ask, flattening your palm slowly against his chest, reveling in the way his stomach tenses beneath you, how his breaths seem to quicken as you lean down and down and down.
âY-you ââ he almost musters up a glare as he hisses, âbullying the weakâŠâ he murmurs as he tries to turn away. You twist his face back towards you with a finger beneath his chin and watch as his eyes go wide.
âOh? You think this is bullying? But⊠I havenât even gotten started yetâŠâ you donât miss the way his pupils dilate, the way his entire body goes rigid and then soft.
âI â you â Iâm not accustomed to the ways of you humans! T-to a Lemurian like me⊠this is â this is ââ The words die on his lips as you lean down to skim your lips along the bend of his neck, dropping phantom kisses on the long line of his collarbone, your fingers still holding his head in place.
âHm?â you hum, grinning as he arches up into your touch, his fingers digging crescent-moon grooves into your hips and thighs, âthis is⊠what, exactly?â
Rafayel makes a broken, keening noise at the back of his throat as you pull away, a fox-fire smile twisting your lips. You blink down at him, feigning innocence.
âDidnât you say you were going to tell me all about Lemurian traditions? Why not start now?â
His eyes narrow as he forces himself to look away from you. You can almost feel the heat radiating off him in waves, burning from the tips of his ears all the way to the roots of his hair.
âI â you ââ his lashes flutter and you canât help your own laughter as it bubbles from you.
âCâmon, letâs get up â didnât you want to go to the paint shop today â oh!â
You make to pull away, swinging your legs off him, but the world tilts as a pair of hands pull you back, and a moment later, youâre being pressed into an ocean of tangled sheets and pillows, Rafayelâs face hovering above yours, his expression caught between annoyance and ill-concealed desire.
âYou shouldnât start something you canât finish,â he cocks his head, lips drawn into a delightful pout as you try to tug your hand away. He huffs as he pins you down harder, the redness in his cheeks deepening even as he leans in.
âWho said I was starting anything?â you ask, batting your lashes up at him even as he scoffs.
âWords arenât the only way to make promises, yâknow,â he says, and you feel his grip on you loosen. But thereâs a tantalizing lilt to his voice that holds you in place, a dark, faraway look in his eyes as he leans back slightly, his gaze grazing down the shape of you, splayed out beneath him.
âYeah? Then⊠whatâs another way of making a promise?â you ask, propping yourself up on your elbows as he shifts back to allow you more space. You shift and the pair of you find yourself sitting face to face, the sheets rumpled around you like a white-sand beach, the remnants of the night before scattered in the folds like footsteps in the sand.
He looks at you before his eyes cast downwards. Your fingertips itch toward him and you reach out, brushing aside a stray strand of hair. Quick as a flicker, he catches your hand, pressing his cheek to your palm, eyes falling shut as he sighs.
âThereâs⊠lots of ways to make a promiseâŠâ he says, murmuring it against your skin as he turns his face to press a kiss to the delicate skin of your wrist. You shiver as heat chases up your arm, tingling through your body as you swallow.
You sit there, frozen, as he leans in, slow and slow and slow â till you can feel the heat of his breath on your lips.
âYou see⊠words are a little harder when youâre underwater, so sometimes we make promises by touching palms ââ he turns his hand around yours till your fingers lace, âsometimes⊠we brush cheeksâŠâ he grins as he leans in further, his cheek brushing by yours.
âAnd sometimesâŠâ he pulls back ever so slightly, till you feel your own breath catch in your chest. His voice is deep and warm and soft and sweet â tugging you in as the moon on the tide, and you canât help but wonder at the mysterious forces that mightâve pulled you towards one another in the beginning.
Chance, or perhaps something much less nebulous â like gravity.
Your lips meet like magnets clicking into place, and itâs far from the first time youâve kissed but somehow here, in the morning light, with the windows of the bedroom thrown open to welcome the sea, the salt hanging solid and heavy in the air, it feels like the first time. You can taste the smile on Rafayelâs lips, can feel the eager way he presses in, tongue sweeping across your lips as you gasp open for him. You feel the weight of his body as he pulls you in, pushes you down, and the gentle give and take of it all somehow rings out against the slow shushing of the rising tides.
When he finally pulls away, both of you are breathless. You wonder, briefly, dazedly, if he mightâve been able to go on kissing like that forever. Do Lemurians even need to breathe? What might it be like to kiss like that and never feel the burning ache of oxygen in your lungs? Itâs a dizzying thought, and you let yourself linger on it for a second more before Rafayelâs laughter breaks your train of thought.
âWhat? Was it so good that youâve gone into shock?â
You blink, shaking your head as you feel heat wash up into your cheeks.
âNo! I â I was just wondering⊠what does a kiss promise, exactly?â
And at this, Rafayelâs cheeks darken again, but he sighs and lowers himself onto the bed next to you, a finger trailing idly along the bend of your ear.
âWellâŠâ he says, âit depends on the kind of kiss.â
You yelp, swatting at him with a pillow as your stomach flips inside you at the implications. His laughter is bright and pure and sweet, but as you both settle down again, he shrugs, pulling you closer to nuzzle his nose against yours.
âBut mostly⊠a kiss just promises that thereâll be another kiss.â
You smile, leaning up to graze your lips against his, âLike that?â
He lets out a soft groan before pulling you in, his lips parting yours, slow and sensuous.
âYeah⊠just like that.â
âAnd so⊠if you kiss once thenâŠâ you press a finger to his lips to stop him from leaning down again, âyouâve gotta keep on kissing? Forever?â
Rafayel grins, tugging away your hand, âThatâs not going to be a problem, is it?â
You purse your lips, humming as you feign contemplation. Rafayel scoffs and makes to move away again, but you pull him back, laughing.
âYou canât leave yet! Weâve got a promise to keep, remember?â and with that, you kiss him, and he softens. As he always does.
âI thinkâŠâ he says, a little breathless as the pair of you sink back into the sheets, âweâve got a bit more than one promise⊠but I think we can start with this oneâŠâ and he leans in to capture your lips in his, fingers drifting to the skin of your waist. And as the dawning day watches from beyond the window, the ocean shushes itself against a stretch of forgotten beach, water through sand like tangling loversâ fingers, reaching and holding, pushing and pulling.
And for lovers like that, there will always be promises to keep, and keep, and keep.
pls come talk to me about love and deepspace oh m ygod
the crow as⊠the crow.
Caleb becoming self aware that he is in a game and now he's aware of you too ... that could be a good thing depending on how you look at it. A/N: Credit to @phoenixiaxia for Caleb becoming self aware when reader cries over Mias death and credit to @sylusdarling for yandere caleb getting jealous and straight crashing out over you talking to another man pt. 2 here
Self-Aware!Caleb who hears your scream and immediately cringes at the sound. He freezes listening for anymore sounds thats when he sees you sniffling on the other side of a phantom wall. âI knew I should've just cut this game off!â Heâs immediately suspicious who are you and where are you? Why are you crying over Miaâs death? Did you know her?
Self-Aware!Caleb who studies you in silence trying to gauge whether youâre a threat or not. His gaze flickers to you in the main story and it creeps you out for a second. âIs he looking at me?â you dismiss it because thereâs no way itâs a game. Heâs literally pixels.
Self-Aware!Caleb who interrupts your photoshoot with your MC and locks down the entire app so he can question you. âWho are you?â You drop your phone and scramble to pick it back up. âMe?â âYes are you trying to hurt her?â âI literally made herâ âYou made her?â âI am her and she is me sir can I have my game back now?â heâs suspicious but intrigued
Self-Aware!Caleb who wants to spend hours just talking to you about MC âDo you think im wrong? Im just trying to protect her I want to keep her safe you know?â âYou may be coming on a little strong she seems on edge with youâ he finds himself coming to you for advice when it comes to MC and soon his questions of advice turn into questions about you.
Self-Aware!Caleb who canât take his eyes off you when youâre doing a photoshoot. No matter what angle you set the camera or how many times you readjust him or even change the pose â his eyes stay locked on you âCaleb stop looking at meâ âAre you scolding me for wanting to admiring you pip-squeak?â he replies playfully you freeze feeling your heart caught in your throat at his blatant flirting
Self-Aware!Caleb who loves how accepting you are of him. You answer his calls, you call him back immediately if you miss his call, you respond to texts fast, you find his protective nature endearing, you take his advice when he wants you to be safe. This is the kind of response heâs been craving and now that heâs got a taste ..... he can't let go of it.
Self-Aware!Caleb who feels a sudden need to take care of you. He finds a way to exist outside of just the LADS app. There he goes opening your apps and scrolling endlessly. âHey! You canât just go through my stuff like that!â âYouâve been spending a lot of time on this Tumblr app I just wanted to see what was so interestingâ âThen just ask me donât invade my privacy like thisâ âYouâre right youâre right im sorry pip-squeak won't happen againâ âDonât call me pip-squeak thatâs MCs nickname you know the love of your lifeâ âWhy do you think im calling you pip-squeak now?â he disappears back to the LADS app before you can question him.
Self-Aware!Caleb who wishes he could cook for you when you come home from a long day âIf youâre ever in Sky Haven I'll make sure to cook you a feast worthy of royaltyâ you giggle at his words âYea If im ever in Sky Haven like that would happen but I appreciate the thoughtâ âWho knows it might be sooner than you thinkâ he said ominously âWhat?â âOh nothing I saved another recipe in your notes try it soonâ âOkay I will....â âYou will try it won't you?â His mood seemed to turn sour as he asked. You stared back at him confused âYes Caleb I'll try itâ his mood did a 180 back to his happy puppy mood.
Self-Aware!Caleb who stays on the phone until you fall asleep and calls you right before your alarm goes off in the morning âJust wanted to make sure you got up on time don't want you to be lateâ you can hear the smile in his voice âThank you colonel apple I hope you have a good dayâ âIt will be since I got to hear your voice first thing in the morningâ
Self-Aware!Caleb who can't control his rapidly growing obsession with you. He starts tracking your steps, your calorie intake, your screen time, etc. he is documenting every little thing you do and say. âYouâve been home for four hours and you haven't come to see me yet? I'm hurtâ âHow do you know how long I've been home?â âYour phone has gps remember?â âRightâŠ.â
Self-Aware!Caleb who finds a way to leave the LADS app and hang out in any app on your phone so he can be with you 24/7 âCaleb I'm sure MC misses you when are you going back?â âDonât worry about her when are you going home? I want to have a meal with you before bedâ he may be fine, but his constant hovering is starting to cause some alarm bells to go off in your head.
Self-Aware!Caleb who hears someone flirting with you and repeatedly crashes not only the LADS app but your entire phone while heâs at it âCaleb stop!â after a few hours he finally allows you to turn your phone on âWho was that earlier?â âSomeone I met while I was out with my friendsâ âAm I not more than enough?â âCaleb weâll never actually be together why are you acting like this?â
Self-Aware!Caleb who nearly has a mental breakdown after you tell him you'll never be with him. "Tell me what to do then" his voice is frantic â his words almost jumbling together "I can be whatever you need just tell me I'll do anything" you try to close the app but nothing is working "Caleb we can't be together you're not real"
Caleb: B-but youâre mine! So I just need to be real? Thats what you want? I can do that! Y/N: Iâm not yours Caleb weâre literally from two different worlds Caleb: Youâll love it here in Sky Haven .... right next to me .... forever Y/N: Wait a damn minuteâ Caleb: Just give me some time
You instantly felt your heart drop as your phone screen went black.
taglist ; @just-a-shapeshifter08
Self-Aware!Zayne Self-Aware!Rafayel Self-Aware!Xavier Self-Aware!Sylus
no thoughts head empty Ko-Fi
content warning: very demure titty fondling
a/n: i had a vision and wrote this down in like 5 mins
Xavier đ«
Not sure what you're doing but tries doing it back to you
You slap his hands away
Ok, so only you can do it, got it
Accepts his fate
Who is he to question his lover
Zayne âïž
This is his life now huh
He opens his mouth to ask what are you doing and what's your thought process behind your actions, but then decides against it and closes his mouth again
This actually has a similar effect to an actual cat sitting on him, cause you look so content he feels too bad to tell you to get off so he can go do other stuff getting Zayne to rest lifehack
Rafayel đȘž
"Don't do this cat shit on me! Are you trying to gaslight me?"
"Gaslight you into what?"
"I don't know! Liking cats?! This seems like a manipulation tactic!"
"You're a manipulation tactic!"
You switch with him so he can make biscuits on your tits instead.
"Excellent argument. Carry on."
He flips you back over and lets you do as you please
Sylus đ„
"Aww, is my Kitten making biscuits?"
"Silence, Tits McGee, I'm locked in."
He just laughs and lets you have your fun
Actually finds this to be pretty relaxing and ends up dozing off a little
Caleb đ
Oh this shit again
"Enjoying yourself?" He asks smugly.
"Your pecs have gotten smaller." You shoot back immediately.
He shuts up after that.
Carefully inspects his pectorals in the mirror that evening.
Isn't sure if they've actually gotten smaller but adjusts his training regimen just in case