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“The wrong path?”

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i made a thing

US: What does it take to be your friend?

River Phoenix: Time.

[US Magazine, 1991]

Happy 47th Birthday, Dearest River “It is a very beautiful river. I have often listened to it, gazed at it, and I have always learned something from it. One can learn a lot from a river.“ - Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse

book squip: trying his best, but realizes he messes up and tells jeremy to get rid of him and apologize to christine

musical squip: total jerkwad who makes jeremy feel WORSE about himself and tries to take over the world

play squip: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

-What do I do with this information???-

WAIT

There was a post circulating a couple of days ago about Jared feeling guilty about the last words he says to Connor.

In the show, sincerely me reprise happens over skype. He says he’s going to hang out with his “real friends” but there’s an extreme lack of his friends being mentioned.

What if after Evan nixed the insanely cool Jared kleinman email, he finished it anyway and saved it. Not for them to use but so that he felt a little less guilty because this is him wanting to be friends with Connor. Wishing he were.

Not saying that the kid never did anything wrong, people do a lot of things to cope when their parents don’t believe them about their mental illnesses. They hide behind drugs or music…

Or mean words.

Just imagine Jared singing

“All that it takes is a little re-in-vention.

It’s easy to change cause I gave it my a-tten-tion.

What I wish I did, was make him believe he could be who he wanted to be.

Sincerely,

miss you dearly.

Sincerely Me.”

And closes the laptop and walks offstage.

hey are we gonna talk about this?? no?? okay

new hq image of evan and jared

rachel bay jones is an actual angel

I want to know if Mike got to pick out the pictures that were going to be shown of him during You Will Be Found, or if they just stalked his MySpace and took the one that looked the most like teen angst

no one talks about the finale enough but it’s so heartbreaking because it’s the kind of closure that’s not happy?? but then you think more into it…this kid who tried to kill himself, who’s dealt with crippling anxiety and gone through a horrible experience (at his own hand, but horrible nonetheless), saying “today is gonna be a good day because today you’re you and that’s enough”?? that’s groundbreaking. that’s inspiring. that might not be happy, but that’s development, that’s contentment, that’s the sort of soft, sound kind of ending and closure that happens a lot more in real life than the happily ever after that is so often portrayed in fiction. and i think that’s a large part of what captivates a lot of us about this musical; it is so real.

It took me a long time to get this exact moment, but I did it.

this was just supposed to be a doodle ok

this saved me

we built this city

str8 girl: two boys in a relationship is so nasty and slutty and gross god i'm such a sinner for shipping it

str8 girl: what do you mean i'm homophobic i have gay ships

@starlexie @waving-through-a-fynneog @boiugotmehopeless It gets stronger every day

someone: have you heard of the musical dear evan hansen?

me:

at precisely 3:06 am on a tuesday, i awoke to a rustling sound in my room. i sat up in my bed and turned on the lights to see tony nominated actor mike faist huddled in the corner of my room, chewing on one of my shirts. i looked away in shock and when i looked back, he disappeared

this is what it’s like inside my brain

He looks so confused at the beginning oh my

Olivia Puckett’s Instagram story has blessed us all

is this evan hansen

hey gamers

Dear Evan Hansen Today is going to be a good day and here's why:

BOTH BEN PLATT AND MIKE FAIST GOT A TONY NOMINATION!! 😍😍😍

i want to fucking die