Hello, Good Sir! I'm Not Sure Why You Followed Me Or What Exactly This "en Ebime" Is, But I Have To Say

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Mew!

Just asking who are you? Who’s Henry? I am new to this blog :3

Name’s William! I mostly hang out en abime.

Hooray! Slightly spooky guy is back! I am so pleased!

Hello! Glad to be back as well! Wahoo!

they call you spooky on here?

Sure they do! Can't figure out why for the life of me. Perhaps the mystery and allure of the "Internet"!

hm. i don't think you're spooky at all

Thank you, darlin'.

你的中文名字是什么？我叫李柔嘉！

哦，我……我记不清...没有印象…道歉！

ps st. i th in k yo u sh ou ld go ta lk to he r .

Aw, she doesn't want to hear from me. We took her lil' slice of heaven right out from under her!

t his is n't heaven. an d this is the first time i' ve h eard her ad mit th at since.... you k no w.

Hm. Fair point!

is it so hard to find somewhere where i can be l o v e d? 🖤

someone to take my hand and actually mean it when they smile at me. like someone who wouldn’t rather be anywhere else in that moment and something about the way their eyes crease as they smile makes me so sure of that like it’s some kind of truth buried in the dirt stuck in the soles of my converse.

i promise i’ll care about you that same way in return. or i’ll try my best.

maybe what i need is r e b i r t h. maybe i’m not the life destined for a blissful eternity. like maybe if i hadn’t come in here i’d be giving another version of myself a better shot at heaven.

it’s not like i’ve done anything to deserve it HERE. 💒

i guess i just thought with all the bad happening to me something g o o d had to be at the end of the tunnel, you know?

but i don’t think so.

baby birds fall out of their nests and get eaten and run over and stuff all the time. and i don’t think they deserve that, if they’ve only been alive for a few days or something. sometimes the world is just s h i t 💔

or maybe there’s just something about me something wrong like, i’m not stupid. i know i wasn’t, like, popular in school. but it was fine. i wasn’t bullied either. just kinda ignored, i guess.

but i had friends online. even if they were, like, a bit inconsistent. they got tired of me too, after a while. but by the time they did, i would’ve already found the next one.

you don’t really run out of people when you’re online. and you control what they see, from the moment you meet them. 🖤

like i don’t really know what my classmates in real life saw like maybe i had really bad b.o. or never closed my mouth when i chewed or talked way too loud in class or something

but i don’t know. i’ll never know.

i guess i do know i was annoying in other ways to my online friends annoying in ways that were harder to hide like when you fill up something glass with something too hot too fast and it just shatters

but online you can always try to change, right? you can always try to improve yourself for the next person. you can always mold your reality. and if you heard that kind of h e a v e n could be your f o r e v e r, wouldn’t you come in too?

spoilers: it’s not all that. and you can’t change yourself from the trash you are.

l m a o.

sorry.

WHO ARE YOU like genuinely we're mutuals butnI have NO IDEA who you are or WHAT this blog is about. I think you are VERY WONDERFUL but I also DO NOT KNOW who or what you are!!!

See for yourself, pal!

I know where Billy went.

Where?

I can only imagine! It sounded like you did have more company previously though, before. Did the others leave when you started hiding? What are you hiding from? Are you not in contact with any of them any more?

I won't be getting into specifics. But it's quiet around here!

Kid, it was in the pages ya sent! Better make sure you know what you're sharin' before you share it with everyone next time, I s'pose.

'Sides, it ain't a great quality in the first place for a research assistant to be sharin' confidential documents that way! Even a former one. Where's your respect for the norms of a professional workin' relationship?

handing this to william Instantly

WOW! Henry, take a gander! It looks just like you!

h e y... may b e.

You know what, yeah, an evil biographer. It’s a hypothetical, like the ship of Theseus thing, so it doesn’t have to completely make sense. If you know that an evil biographer was responsible for putting you here, would you be angry at them?

Huh! S'pose I can't really remember being outside clearly enough to say one way or the other. No comparison point, so no way to say personally how I'd feel, really!