Willowanomaly - Huh...?

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Vent under the cut

God I feel like such a shit person I can't even do one simple thing I know she's hurting I know I need to help her but part of me wishes she'd never told me isn't that messed up? It's like I care more about myself than her life but I don't I swear I don't I'm surrounded by death all the time I don't want to lose her too but every time I think about her now I'm launched back to last year's late nights on the phone trying to talk my best friend off the edge while deep down I wanted to end it too god we're all so young why the hell can't I just be a kid? Why can't I help her? Why can't I help everyone? For fucks sake I can't even help myself I'm so pathetic and I'm failing as a sister all I want to do is make everything better but every damn time I run away and she's probably gonna kill herself and there'll be no one to blame but me cause I was too worried about myself to help her

edit: our parents know now but they don't know everything and they're really shit at this I'm scared they're gonna push her over the edge or make her feel worse and now every time they talk about it I can't even stand to be in the room I fucking hate my life but I shouldn't because I'm not the one suffering right now so why the hell am I making this all about me? I just want her to get the help she deserves this is all so messed up

Im not my blorbo's defence lawyer. I'm their rich mom at parent night and for the money I'm paying this place, my little darling treasure gets to bite as many classmates as they like

hey guys have you ever heard of THE CHARACTER. i’m thinking about THE CHARACTER. honestly can’t even get shit done because i’m thinking about THE CHARACTER. i’m listening to a song and imagining THE CHARACTER. all i know and love is THE CHARACTER

“What’s the point of a relationship if you don’t want kids?”

Idk, how about COMPANIONSHIP

A LIFE PARTNER

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I just went downstairs and within not even 5 seconds of existing near my parents, they made it 10× worse.

Kill me now.

Vent

TW: Suicidal thoughts, Self harm, Skin peeling.

Do Not Read if Any of These Things Trigger You!

Do you ever feel like you wanna peel off all of your skin, cut yourself into pieces and die but you're to scared of the unknown to do it and you can't talk to anyone because you're not the same depressed person that you actually are around your friends and your parents are shitty fucking Jehovah's Witnesses which means you can't tell them about half of the things that happen in your life so you just cry and ignore when people try to interact with you but you feel like the worst person in the world since there are other people going through worse?

Tomorrow's my birthday and I won't get shit so that makes it even worse.

Thanks for reading about my stupid problems.

I hate school

(I'm in class rn)

i remember learning the word melancholy at age 7 or something and thinking oh this word's gonna be huge for me