Little comic based on my 4/20 post, aka jean deserves to relax
Felt like posting my thighs with the good news of starting hrt soon alsoooo dm to see the uncensored photođź’—
hey, girl with one eye
check failure...
PROBLEM
So you're having a totally fine day by all accounts and then it instantly goes to shit just because you pass by a fucked up beetle hidden in the grass. You've seen bugs dead all the time, so what. So what if its torn up wings and cracked shell definitely mean that some random kids fucked it up before it died. So what if your dad was drunk and high all the time and screamed at you and you fucked C over and you fuck everything up. SO WHAT. No amount of therapy or 'healthy coping mechanisms' or 'unpacking of trauma' will ever erase the ultimate truth underneath. You are intrinsically, hopelessly fucked.
-3 Volition: Fucked in the head
SOLUTION
You're going to wake up the next morning totally fine again. In fact, Harry's probably going to put some extra effort into making breakfast nice to cheer you up--which will actually kind of annoy you, but in a way that makes you feel all fuzzy and warm. Sure, you still get stuck in your head sometimes about sad shit, but you're dealing with it better and better, and the days where you actually feel like someone are beginning to far outnumber the days you don't. For now, you hug him a little bit tighter. You're safe now.
-1 Composure: Permanently a little bit fucked
+2 Volition: You're going to be okay
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VARIOUS CANDY WRAPPERS SPLAYED OUT ON THE TABLE: The label reads 'BLUE DREAM'. Unlike what its colour may suggest, it is not flavoured a blueberry or bubblegum, but vanilla.
[A red orb appears above Harry's head]
SHIVERS [Impossible: Success] - The air has been shifted ever so slightly. He's trying to breathe correctly, but blurs of thought keep flickering through his mind. This continued for the entire thirteen minute trek home.
PERCEPTION [Medium: Success] - A loud thunk rattles across the room as Cuno closes the door, he looks out of breath
EMPATHY [Easy: Success] - He's barely holding it together
CUNO - He looks up at you with a yelp, "Fuckin hell! Wasn't the pig supposed to be out investigating some shit?"
SUGGESTION [Medium: Success] - He didn't want you seeing him like this, answer his question, he'll leave if you ask him about it first.
1. "Did something happen?"
2. "You look like you ran a damn marathon kid, what's up?"
3. "I had to quickly come back to snag some important evidence for the case" (point to various candy wrappers)
CUNO - He scrunches his brow "That mean you're getting your ass outta Cuno's face soon?"
DRAMA [Easy: Fail] - Wow. He didn't even ask about the wrappers!
EMPATHY [Difficult: Success] - He doesn't want to be alone
1. "Did something happen?"
PERCEPTION [Difficult: Fail] - Cuno's hands tremble as he mumbles out a whisper of words you can't make out
1. Cuno?
[Harry reaches out to comfort him, but Cuno sees this and snaps at him]
CUNO - "NOTHING FUCKING HAPPENED ALRIGHT? THINGS HAVE BEEN FUUUCKIN PEACHY TODAY"
"CUNO GOT A FUCKIN A ON HIS ESSAY, ABSOLUTELY WENT DOWN ON A DELICIOUS FUCKIN KEBAB YA HEAR?
CUNO - He pauses. "Nothin fuckin happened today. It's all me. Cuno's the one thats all fucked up"
He starts choking up by the end of that,
(a yellow orb is seen above Harry's head as he looks at cuno breaking down [it's reaction speed])
Harry hugs him
CUNO - "Fuck"
KUUNO - He hugs back tightly
harry fails(?) a red check
disco elysium + sunsets
Bonus:
home privacy wreckers
Harry’s soul is vast and unfathomable (Please unmute)Â
Link to Youtube
Lee says:
Here’s a transitioning starter pack for all my trans folk out there!Â
Presentation:
Tucking
Chest area
Voice
Broad shoulders tips
Hair removal
Feminine walk
Curves
Waist training
Growing out your hair
Clothing
Makeup
Passing
Medical transitioning:
Not medically transitioning
Fertility
Puberty blockers
Estrogen & anti-androgens/testosterone blockers FAQ
The types of surgery available
Surgery: A guide for transfeminine people
Pumping (Silicone injections)
Facial Feminization Options
Breast Augmentation
Other:
Representation
Transfeminine period dysphoria
Yes, Transfeminine People Can Get Period Symptoms
Slipping into masculinity
Women’s restroom etiquette
Transfeminine people can breastfeed
Having sex or masturbating
Presentation:
Binding FAQ
Clothing
Facial hair
Masculine makeup
Getting short hair / Masculine long hair
If you can’t start T
Lowering your voice
Packing and standing to pee
Passing as male
Not shaving legs
Medical transitioning:
Not medically transitioning
Fertility
Puberty blockers
Testosterone FAQ
Top surgery
Facial masculinization surgery
Body masculinization surgery
Hysterectomy and oophorectomy
Bottom surgery (genital surgery)
Other:
Periods and related things
Help! I need to see a gyno
Pumping
Masturbation and sex
Using the men’s bathroom
Hudson’s FTM Guide
Height dysphoria
Hip dysphoria
What gender am I? A brief intro to questioning
Trans 101 for trans people
What is the transgender umbrella?
How do I choose a name?
How do I come out at work/school or to family/friends?
Dysphoria info and tips page
Mental health coping page
Being trans in school
Non-binary resources
Resources to send allies/friends
A page to send to parents/guardians
Convincing someone to respect name/pronounsÂ
Here is how to get hormones in the US
Here is how to get hormones in the UK
The NHS’s Guide For Young Trans People in England
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Here is a UK resource with info on changing legally changing your name and gender marker
What are the WPATH-SOC guidelines?
How to save money
How to buy a trans-related item online without parents knowing
I have to go swimming, what do I wear/do?
Trying to sleep when you have dysphoria
Airposts and traveling by plane
Gender neutral bathrooms
Getting insurance to cover your transition
Does transitioning help mental health?
Trans teen’s experiences with inpatient hospitalization
Trans identity isn’t a mental disorder
Vaping prevalence
Being religious and LGBT
Transgender Lives: Your Stories (to see trans adults)Â
Gender neutral pronouns in Spanish
Gender Variance Around the World Over Time
A map of gender-diverse cultures
American LGBT history by the National Parks Service
Crisis help:Â Suicide and crisis hotlines
Anyone can reblog, including allies!
I feel like doing a face reveal so yall get to see my face and hairy trans femme chest
I feel like showing off my hairy transfem body
Enjoy seeing my dumb fat hairy belly
1$ flea market score. Tiny glass 1960s perfume bottles. I love them.
the curious case of the shape of Kim kitsuragi’s spectacles
I made a starter pack for Harry! And then realized he needed his partners. (Jean has mystery boxes because he is very mysterious)
Owner who catches me touching myself and asks "aww puppy are you in heat? Let me help you" in a sickeningly sweet voice before fingering me and sucking me off through multiple orgasms until my mind breaks.
No one is saying that you MUST have sex with trans people.
Or fat people
Or disabled people
Or dark-skinned black people
Or or or….
When activists say things like “It’s transphobic to say that you aren’t attracted to trans women,” that doesn’t translate to “You absolutely have to find a trans woman right now and bone down!” Instead, what they’re saying is “The only thing that all trans women have in common is that they’re trans women. They all look different, act different, think different, have different bodies and are at different stages of transition. There is no way that you find every single one of them unattractive. To specifically single them out as a group that you dislike is based on stereotypes and bias, not reality.”
It benefits all of us to take the time to examine our internal bias. Recognizing that prejudice and reflecting on it is a good thing. Maybe your sexual or romantic leanings will never change. That’s okay. But let’s not just brush past these things by saying “It’s a preference” when really: these thoughts are based on a culture of discrimination, stereotypes and bigotry. Labeling them as such is a reflection on that culture, not on your love life.
He sure is direct, alright....
im sorry for liking jean
she could easily just …
“Are we still friends?”
“You do not even remember my name”
Just imagine your ex-partner has completely erased you from his mind. Then, he goes up on stage to do karaoke, and after singing, he decides to dedicate the song to his new partner. I MEAN AGHHHHH
a younger jean comforting a younger harry, he still has hope in him
i was listening to merry christmas please dont call and it was literally them đź’”so i had to draw them đź’”
Raccacoonie
it simply would not happen
(original)
yk what ill post the colored ver.
My part for the Disco Elysium “Cleaning Out The Rooms” Montage! There are a litany of things that I wish I had done differently, but this was such a memorably experience working with so so so many talented artists. Please support the video on YouTube :]
it simply would not happen
(original)
I just want a transfem butch or transmasc man to be mean and take advantage of me, be told I'm a good kitty, put in a cage, used to her hearts content
Had a lot of thoughts about Harry's wardrobe.
Descriptions in alt, my notes typed out below.
Image 1: Mid 20s
Gym teacher.
Around the time he met Dora. She finds his crooked jaw cute.
Kissed men while drunk at the club, but "This is manly and doesn't count as gay."
Posters of Contact Mike and Guillaume le Million in his apartment are not gay either. Harry just likes their physique.
Smokes hemp and sometimes drinks in the bars or clubs.
The last outfit is the one he met Dora in. Tight T-shirt for that muscle definition.
Image 2: Early 40s
~ Year '49 when he just started working with Jean.
Has a drinking problem, but "keeps it under control".
Drinks too much on Friday/Saturday nights and a little in the evening on weekdays.
"I can stop anytime & everyone drinks, it's normal."
Funny and charismatic, Jean likes to be around him and admires Harry to some extent.
Soon things will go south, but not now.
Less flashy clothes.
Lost some muscle and health problems are getting worse. Tries speed for the first time to help with the pain.
High-functioning depression/seasonal affective disorder?
Sometimes wears vibrant clothes, but within reason.
Gets worse in the winter.
Image 3: Autumn '50 - Winter'51
Washed out Disco star.
God, please take him to a good doctor.
Stopped caring about his clothes and appearance at this point.
Probably can't even dress for the weather because he's so wasted. Goes to work wearing a blazer in -15C and snowstorm. No winter boots, scarf or a hat. Jean has to keep an extra patrol cloak for him.
"Shitkid, if you freeze to death, I'm not digging your body out of the snow until spring comes."
Wears the first thing he picked up from the floor in the morning.