Woodsywander - Figuring Out Adulthood

Free will is realizing i can dip chicken nuggets in nacho cheese instead of ketchup

what i've been up to the past 20 minutes

Grumpy little rant:

I'm so fucking tired of trying to juggle a full-time class schedule as a student while also working full time. I work all day then come and I have to do MORE work for school and MORE work trying to clean up after myself which for some reason is obscenely hard because I'm the messiest person to ever exist and I'm SO FUCKING TIRED of not being able to cook a real fucking meal and I just keep eating chicken nuggets and pasta and I spend like 2 hours EVERY DAY thinking about how much I should be vegan or at the very LEAST vegetarian and I'm not and so here I am eating shitty food in a messy house and I'm Still overwhelmed ALL THE TIME I feel like I'm making compromises on everything instead of some things and getting nothing out of it and I'm just fucking tired. Oh, and did you hear the world is ending and I belong to the country that's fucking torturing people and fucking over literally everyone?? Sorry guys! Wish I had the time or energy to do something about it but I can't even put my fucking dishes away and I have 6 weeks worth of laundry on my bed. Fml

my gf said something sooo insane about helly the other day and i cannot stop thinking about it. she was like. helena and helly’s relationship is almost maternal. the way helena created helly as an extension of herself, to serve her interests, to try and impress her own family. she scolds helly, talks down to her like a child. “i understand you’re unhappy with the life you’ve been given” “i am a person, you are not”. the way she envies and resents helly’s freedom. the way she feels entitled to helly’s life and is now living vicariously through her in the most literal sense. what if you created life and now they’re experiencing the things you’ve always wanted for yourself. what if you created life and they were flawed and loud and demanding and they were loved more than you’ve ever been. and you hated them for it. the mother/daughterisms are insane my girlfriend is insane