── ౨ৎ ‧˚ 𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭 (𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐞

can you do college bc texts with aonung? <3

(i love ur writing sm🫶)

˗ˏˋcollege bf texts | ao'nung ́ˎ˗ warnings: ao'nung being ao'nung (a menace) note: thank you sm anon!! (hehe ur making me blush🥰) i hope you like these, i was giggling making them

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Brewer Lake - Algonquin Provincial Park - 2:48am

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By kjp

Headcanons for Bill Kaulitz based on the SFW Alphabet prompts.

gender neutral reader

Let me know if you want part two with Nsfw headcanons 💗

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?) A physical touch! He is very affectionate and clingy, he never seems to get out of this phase of love and affection. So….yeah, he needs to hold you in his arms, he's totally into it.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship begin?)

I know this is very cliché and I've used this scenario before but I really like to think that you would be a new student who recently moved to Germany and because you don't know the language the kids would make fun of you but he and his twin would enthusiastically help you and be friends with you.

Bill would understand how lonely and hard it is for you because he too was bullied because of his unique style and he would love to tell you about his new ideas and dreams. You would have been best friends, the kind that never quarrel and always with pleasure seek to spend time together. Thanks to him you would discover your style and he would help you with it in every way possible. He would have helped you to realize yourself. Also, even though you were both kids you would often talk about deep topics and discuss your personal problems and it would actually be very surprising to people around you. All in all, he is a great and supportive friend.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

One more time: He's clingy so 99% of the time he's always hugging you, even if it's a small, insignificant, inconspicuous hug.

He loves to have you cuddle up to him, especially if you're shorter than him he leans over so you can wrap your armsaround his neck. He loves to hug you when you are alone, then he can fully squeeze either you or himself to you so that his head was on your chest and his arms around your waist and he enjoys that you stroke his hair. He'll hug you on stage, but it's more like he comes close to you and just holds you by the forearm, or at public events he may hug you more, like a full-blown nice hug. Also when he's upset or tired he wants nothing more than to put his head on your shoulder and fall asleep like that while you hold each other.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

He's never really thought much about it. He's ready to do it after some time in the relationship, but not now, when his music career is at its peak, even if sometimes it's hard and he gets really tired. But hey, for your sake he's certainly doing everything he can to make sure you don't feel lonely.

In the house he's, well not exactly neat, he's forgetful and absent-minded so if you're like me really like cleanliness and cleaning then in this case it's nothing and you don't have to worry about it that much.

He would be happy to help you clean, for example wash dishes or arrange books and clothes, he would be very active in helping you and asking for advice, in fact he likes to clean with you and he already knows how to do a lot because you taught him to do it.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?) It would have been hard for him to do that. He would think long and hard about the right way to talk to you about it, he knows it is wrong to break up over the phone, but he knows he can't contain his emotions if he sees you, but if it happens face to face he will try to be more serious and calm, he seems even cold and irritable but this is only because he is struggling not to break down infront of you.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

Because he is young he didn't think about it until you mentioned it, and since then he can't get it out of his head and often thinks about it, of course he would like a family with you in the future and he is sure it will happen someday, but for now he sees that you both are fine together without getting married so he doesn't want to rush things.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

He is very gentle with you, sometimes you may think he treats you as if you were something fragile and precious, and that is true. Just understand he is that kind of person, he is very graceful by nature and it shows in his attitude towards you. You are his baby, just accept that he is like that.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Of course he loves to hug you when you both are alone, he loves to be a little spoon but this can vary depending on his mood, he loves it when you hold each other and he snuggles into your neck and just lays there, he also loves it when you do the same to him.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

He doesn't want to throw this word around, but he often says it to fans, but to his partner he says it to you when he really understands the depth of both his and your feelings, gets to know you better and feels comfortable with you, then he will say it to you very often and it will not be just words, he is really sincere when he tells you that he loves you.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they're jealous?) He doesn't often get jealous of you, but if that happens he gets very upset, he's not very confident and is really afraid of losing you and that you'll find someone better. He's also going to pout and frown at the person who's flirting with you, he'll cross his arms and literally sizzle with his eyes, he'll stand next to you and try to show you're his.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

He loves it as much as he loves hugging you. Usually it's a light, butterfly-like kiss, a quick peck on the lips, but if he's especially playful or drunk then he literally kisses you with such passion that it's hard to calm him down. (Definitely whines during a passionate session 🙂 )

He loves kissing you on the cheeks, he used to do this a lot as a kid and it's a long standing habit between you, also due to the fact that he's tall then he kisses you on the forehead or the top of your head. He likes all kinds of your kisses, but especially he likes it when you kiss his neck and lips, sometimes you can playfully kiss his nose and he will melt from this.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

He loves children! He is very affectionate and adorable with them, especially babies, and if you have a younger sibling he would definitely be happy and excited to meet them and if you ask him to, he will definitely spend time with them, play, cradle them and so on. Although he hasn't thought about it yet because he is still young, he definitely wants you to get him one in the future 🤭

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

If he has a lot of work, concerts, interviews and photo shoots that day he will get up before you, but won't leave until he kisses you on the cheek or forehead goodbye, but if you wake up he will definitely give you time to make little romantic gestures while getting dressed and putting on makeup. If it's a day off and that means he has nowhere to be early in the morning, he'll cuddle with you and just lie there admiring you or discussing your general plans for the day.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?) He gets very tired and has no energy left for even the usual routine, so you always help him to change and wash his makeup, brush his hair or give him a massage, for which he is very grateful to you. But then again when it's a day off he's happy to be active and watch a movie with you or paint your nails or play a game with you. He'll always fall asleep in your arms but he's a restless sleeper, fidgeting around and picking up his blanket and limbs, so be careful and good luck.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

He will open up to you when he realizes that he trusts you and that you are not the one to judge him. And no, he won't literally tell you all his secrets the first chance he gets, you've had many personal conversations and you've learned more and more about him and he about you, so it takes a long time, but in the end it's something that will bring you even closer together and it will be a precious memory for both of you.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

He's hardly ever angry at you because he has nothing to be angry about, you don't do anything that might annoy him, but sometimes he can still be a little rude from tiredness and in that case he needs time to recover and calm down but he will feel guilty right away and apologize to you later.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

He remembers absolutely everything, sometimes of course he forgets things, but he would never forget your birthday, or your favorite song, book, movie, etc. Although he could forget details such as your favorite color but that was in childhood 🙄

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

He appreciates every moment and memory that is associated with you and it is hard for him to choose one favorite, but he still holds warmly in his heart the moments when you were children and shared deep feelings of affection and trust for each other that grew into feelings of love in adolescence.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?) He's very protective, he's very afraid that crazy fans or paparazzi might hurt you and make you feel uncomfortable, so he'll do his best to make sure you're always safe, he's always with you and tries to keep you close and not lose sight of you, if he can't accompany you he'll make sure you call him sometimes or write about how you are. As for him, he knows a lot of people don't like him because of how he looks and he's used to it but sometimes he can get a little upset because of what he heard or read on the internet or in the press about himself but you are always there for him to take his mind off it and let him know that other people's opinions are just stupid crap and convince him that he is the best boy in the world!

T = Try (How much effort would he put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

He tries very hard to please you and he can afford expensive gifts and often spoils you with them even if you tell him he doesn't have to. He often takes you on dates to restaurants, shops and clubs and goes on vacations with you to luxury resorts and so on. He wants you to not need anything else. You could say you are his sugar baby.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

Bill works very hard and it can be bad for his health, he literally forgets to take care of himself and you have to literally get him to sleep and eat normally, not that he is against this kind of care from you, he is very grateful and appreciative.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

This guy knows he is handsome, he has a bunch of fans and a lot of people praise his looks, but sometimes there are times when he doesn't see himself the way others see him and he definitely needs support from you in those moments.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

I mean yes, he's used to you and having you around or waiting for him at home and so on, and he would feel devastated if he had to be without you, you've been together a long time and of course it would affect him so much that he would feel sad and longing if he wasn't there for you.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

He has repressed his feelings for you for a long time because he was afraid of losing a friend like you and ruining your friendship, but then he confessed it to you and surprisingly you reciprocated and he was over the moon, though not much has changed in your relationship. He likes the fact that you are his best friend and lover all in one.

Y = Yuck (What are some things he wouldn't like, either in general or in a partner?)

He wouldn't want his partner to be indifferent to him, if you're not as invested in the relationship as he is then he will definitely feel bad and unwanted by you, so you don't need to be embarrassed by him and you just need to love him back, this is obvious.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?) He likes to hold your hand while he sleeps, or when you fall asleep before he does he will definitely admire your facial features and gently trace the contours of your face, nose, cheekbones, he just can't understand how a person can be so beautiful and how lucky he is to have you, he just admires you. And also before going to bed you both talk for a long time about what you did today, he loves your nightly conversations before falling asleep.

books to read while Autumn is reigning

a warm cuppa in your hands, sitting near the window, enjoying the rain

with a sprinkle of amour

The Girl at the Lion d'Or by Sebastian Faulks

The Collector by John Fowles

The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by V.E. Schwab

The Tenant of Wildfell Hall by Anne Brontë

The Broken Wings by Kahlil Gibran

Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy

Tess of the D’Urbervilles by Thomas Hardy

Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë

Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë

with a dash of existential crisis

South of the Border, West of the Sun by Haruki Murakami

The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath

Notes from Underground by Fyodor Dostoevsky

Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky

My Year of Rest and Relaxation by Ottessa Moshfegh

Fish in Exile by Vi Khi Nao

No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai

with a pinch of dark academia

The Secret History by Donna Tartt

The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

Maurice by E. M. Forster

The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafón

If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio

with a side of je ne sais quoi

Before the Coffee Gets Cold by Toshikazu Kawaguchi

Death with Interruptions by José Saramago

Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke

Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro

On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong

Orlando by Virginia Woolf

After Dark by Haruki Murakami

Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami

God Of Small Things by Arundhati Roy

Autobiography of Red by Anne Carson

The Housekeeper and the Professor by Yōko Ogawa

The Woman in the Purple Skirt by Natsuko Imamura

If Cats Disappeared from the World by Genki Kawamura

under the covers, with a flashlight in your hands, in the middle of the night

Carmilla by Sheridan le Fanu

Dracula by Bram Stoker

Interview with a Vampire by Anne Rice

The Hole by Hye-Young Pyun

The Yellow Wall-Paper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman

Frankenstein: The 1818 Text by Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley

The Dark Descent of Elizabeth Frankenstein by Kiersten White

Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier

The Phantom of the Opera by Gaston Leroux

I’m Thinking of Ending Things by Iain Reid

Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia

The Maidens by Alex Michaelides

The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson

The Metamorphosis & Other Stories by Franz Kafka

SLEEPY HOLLOW 1999, dir. Tim Burton

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𝐒𝐘𝐏𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐒… “you like feeling my shit hmm?”

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: Tom Kaulitz x black fem reader

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: smut, p in v sex, drunk Tom, somnophilia (reader does wake up at some point, sleepy reader, non-con sex.

𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 666 Words

𝐀/𝐍: has been a while but I have missed you all 🫶🏾, having the worst case of writer block it’s bad 😭. Anyway listen to Tokio hotel.

You knew Tom would come home at odd hours during the night since he’d normally go out drinking to celebrate which was every other evening.

Every night, you would constantly hear the thudding steps of the band walking back into the dorms. Tom would always come back drunk, switching on the light with a hiccup as he got changed.

Today was no different, you were in a deep sleep. The sounds of Tom’s boots echoed throughout the room as he stood in front of the bed.

“B-baby you awake” he slurred, waiting for an answer but all he got in response was a furrow of your brows at the calling of your name and a groan as you turned over, breathing slowly.

He hiccuped, stripping into his boxers and walking over to the foot of the bed. You snored, fingers twitching as Tom climbed onto the bed and hovered over your limp body.

He pulled off the covers and you still had no reaction, you were only in a tank top and panties since it was hot but you barley noticed the extra layer of warmth being pulled off your body.

He smirked to himself, easy access.

He slowly, dragged down your panties till they reached your knees and pulled out his cock, pressing it against the wet slik your pussy created and he slowly pushed himself inside you, letting out a low sigh. You move a little, your face twitching a bit. He waited a bit, before moving into you at a slow pace.

You let out a moan in your sleep, face contorting and body moving but you didn’t fully wake up. He made small grunts at the tightness, feeling it compress around him.

He wanted more…he wasn’t satisfied with the small strokes and with that his tempo increased, the long strokes of his dick had you ferociously moaning.

Your eyes open, making eye contact with Tom. “F-fuck Tom what are you doing” you say, back arching as your hands flew to his back. “What d-does it look like I’m doing” he replied, pointing the obvious. You let out a breathless sigh, as he grabbed a hold of your legs propping them onto his shoulders.

This allowed him to go in deeper, pounding into your aching hole as you screamed. He places a cold hand onto your mouth, silencing your moans. “SSSshhh- you’ll wake the others…you don’t want them h-hearing how good I’m making you feel hmm” he whispers, plummeting deep inside you.

You could smell the whiskey tainting his breath as he licked his lips and his breath hit your face.

The cold sweat oozed off your neck, as the room became hot and humid, it was impossible to keep the loud screams of pure pleasure from spilling out, pushing your head into the crack of his neck.

Each stroke was rougher than the last feeling as if you were on cloud nine, the intense eye contact with Tom made you closer than you already were. He stroked the flying hairs from your face, sucking love bites onto your neck and bringing you into a anguished kiss. “Fuck- your still t-tight, you like feeling my shit hmm”

You moan at his words, the pupils of your eyes spinning back and your nails scratching at anything in your way. He knew you were close watching as your back arched and your lips whispered incoherent words, “Such a fucking slut” he degraded, gripping your hair.

His words sent you over the edge and you let out a silent scream, feeling the high of your orgasm at its peak as you released. he continued his violent plunges, whispering incomprehensibly to himself. “Shittttt…” he groaned, releasing his load into you as his movements slowed.

He gave you one last kiss on the lips, before passing out next to you. You took a moment to catch your breath, going to clean yourself up and coming back to the bedroom.

You kiss his cheek, before going back to sleep.