i'm a substance abusing pseudo intellectual but you will respect me
i just watched something on the green river killer, gary ridgeway, and now i’m a mess. the youngest girl was 14. Wendy Stevens was 14. i could have been her if id continued down that road. she was 14. four-fucking-teen.
okay so my father had offered to take me out of the house (YAY) and to take me to a new fly fishing store (DOUBLE YAY) but i’m wondering if that means that i won’t be able to go to michael’s too (would like charms for my wheel of the year beads) so i will definitely ask <33
tonight i’m thinking about how having a pussy is inherently kind of degrading.
there’s no way to prevent a man from sliding his cock or fingers into me. it doesn’t matter if i’m not wet, spit will do. after all, my pussy is literally a hole designed to easily receive.
i can’t do anything to someone else, but a man can spend however long he wants fucking me. he can cum inside me and permanently alter my body. i’m built for his pleasure.
even my orgasms are for his benefit. if i cum, i clench, and then my hole just feels better for him.
i’m not designed to be taken seriously. i’m not designed to be an equal. i’m designed to be fucked into submission and bred.
okay so i age regress a ton (to ages like 2-4 i’ve never really worked it out) but im also into like age play nd dd/lg so its sooo silly to see what happened when ive regressed
So keep it shut unless a man wants to use it.