Prompt : In a cozy mountain chalet, you and Xavier escapes the chaos of everyday life, enjoying lazy mornings and homemade breakfasts. Genre: Fluff Warnings: slight suggestive content Words count : 1506
The small things you notice when you wake up is the gentle warmth of the sun warming the white sheets, the sweet breeze slipping into the room through the French window making the curtains fly before settling into the crook of your neck, and the comforting smell of breakfast in the making.
Itâs mainly this smell that pushes you to get out of this cozy bed, your appetite being stronger than your need for relaxation. You escape the covers, taking a moment to stretch before leaving the bedroom.
It was going to be a very good day; you were sure of it.
Your bare feet caress the wooden floor of the chalet you rented in the mountains at three hours from Linkon City, you were told it was the best spot to stargaze at this time of year. You wanted to spend time with your boyfriend without having to think about all the responsibilities you had back in Linkon, the last year had been hectic enough. Well, no use thinking about it for now, let's get back to your boyfriend.
As you step into the room, the smell you were following since you were awake washed over you, but now you could distinguish it more subtly, it was a mix of bread toasting, the smell of red beans and scrambled eggs. There was some jazz playing in the background, and you could also feel the heat of the sun reverberating through the windows of the living room, the kitchen of the rental being open, it opened directly onto this room with a cozy atmosphere.
Your eyes finally paused on the back of Xavier, and what a back, he was wearing a plain white t-shirt clinging to his skin in some place, probably because of the steam who had gradually settled in the room. Your eyes travelled down his body, his soft hair, his strong arms, those little shorts that highlighted his legs... and not only his legs. You approached him discreetly, before sneaking your arms around his back, nestling your face against him, smelling the perfume you bought him for the new year. His body tensed up a little before letting out a soft, husky laugh as he took one of your hands to kiss it.Â
âGood morning, sleepyheadâ he whispered before letting go of your hand.
âYouâre the sleepyhead in the relationshipâ you teased, squeezing him a bit tighter. It was common knowledge that Xavier slept a lot, but you didn't hold it against him, he was one of the best, if not the best, Deepspace Hunter.
âMaybe but youâre the one waking up after me, so youâre the official sleepyhead todayâ he responded smiling before going back to his cooking. You stood on tiptoe to look at what he was doing, resting your head on his shoulders to find some balance, he was folding some dough.
"What are you doing?" you asked, trying to reach for the dough but unable to grab it as his body acted like a dam between you and the dough.
âSome Red Bean Buns, with some toasts and scrambled eggs⊠donât touchâ he said laughing, pushing gently your hand away.
âPleaseâ you purred, pressing a kiss against his neck and sliding a hand under his shirt, caressing his belly and tracing his abs.
He melted against your touch, grabbing back your wrist and holding it against him. âNo, you go back to bed, and I handle the breakfast, I promise I wonât burn anything this time.â He turned toward you, moving your hand to his upper back before crouching slightly, sliding his arms around you and kissing your lips softly.
 It was your turn to melt, you closed your eyes, losing yourself in the kiss before you felt a thick texture on the tip of your nose, you opened back your eyes in surprise, looking straight into the mischievous gaze of the culprit.
âWhat is it?â you asked, pouting before moving one of your hands from under Xavierâs shirt, touching the thing on your nose and looking at the reddish-brown paste on your finger.
âRed bean paste, I told you I was making buns, right?â he replied before licking the tip of your finger. You looked at him like he just killed someone. âWhy do you look at me like that?â he smiled, pinching slightly your cheek.
âYou just tricked me and then you steal my paste, who am I in love with ?!â you joked, taking a step back dramatically, clutching your imaginary pearls.
âA monster, now go back to bedâ he said, rolling his eyes with an exasperated smile.
âIâm going back to bed because I decided to, not because you told meâ You said with a face falsely annoyed, leaving the room before coming back a few seconds later, sticking your head out from behind the hallway wall. Xavier tilting his head back to look at you.
âI love youâ you grinned before disappearing behind the wall, walking down the hallway you heard him replying to you. âI love you too!â he exclaimed loudly enough to make sure you heard him. Xavier usually had a soft-spoken tone, so as you let yourself fall on the fluffy bed, you canât stop yourself from kicking your feet and giggling.
Ten minutes had passed since you went back to bed, you were scrolling on your phone while enjoying the sun. You heard the door opened, his back walking before the rest of his body as he walked into the room backward, turning around once the door was closed.
âGood morning, again, Missâ he walked toward the bed, holding the plate carefully, settling down on the cover, making sure not a thing spilled. You looked at the plate more closely, there were some of those delicious buns he was making,a few toasts, some with jam and butter and others with avocado and salmon, the scrambled eggs were in a big egg-shaped bowl.
âLook at this feast! You outdone yourself!â You grab his arm pulling him in bed, next to you, his weight making the glasses of juices almost spilling. âOops, sorryâ you said as he carefully leaned back against the headboard.
âBut you didnât even eat anything yet.â he grabbed one of the buns, splitting it in half and giving you a piece of it, the smell was divine.
âMmmh, thatâs so good!â you moaned as you took a bite, the soft dough and the red beans paste melting against your palate.
âIf you continue to make those noises while we eat, I think we will have to postpone breakfast for a few hours.â
You almost choke as you looked back at him, he was innocently tilting his head before starting eating his bun.
âXavier! You canât say that while Iâm eating!â you laughed, playfully hitting his arm.
âI did breakfast, I have all the right my dear.â He kissed your cheek before reaching for the juice.
You spend the rest of the morning eating those delicious delicacies, while speaking about everything and teasing each other, as always.
It was now the afternoon, a little rain was cooling the weather, the breeze still moving the curtains of the room. You and Xavier held each other close, your head resting on his shoulder, one of your legs wrapped around his, his arm around your shoulders while the other was holding a book. You were helping him, turning the pages when he needed to.
âAnd done.â He put the book on the bedside table, he had just finished the new book he bought at the library last week.
âSo, was it as interesting as you thought?â you asked, hugging him tightly.
âYeah, it was but I have a more interesting rightâŠâ he touched the tip of your nose âhere.â
He turned toward you rapidly. You let out a yelp of surprise as he positioned himself in such a way that you ended up beneath him. He didnât waste a second before trailing a series of soft kisses across your face. When he finally kissed your lips, you pulled him into a more languorous kiss, your legs wrapping around his waist pushing him into you.
His hands found his way under your shirt, while yours ended up on the back of his neck. His warm hands were a contrast with the coldness of your body, making you both shivered.
 You tried to pull back from the kiss to catch your breath, but he trapped you bottom lip between his teeth. âI guessâ a kiss âthe breakfastâ a kiss âwas not enoughâ another kiss âfor you because I feel like you tryingâ an encore kiss âto devour meâ you ended up saying breathlessly, a smile on your face.
âWhat can I say?â He nestled his face in the crook of your neck. âIâm an insatiable manââ you felt him smirk against your skin as he said that before you felt his hands travel down your body.
It was going to be a very good day; you were sure of it. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ A/N : it was my first long fic i hope you all enjoyed it ! đ
Hey guys! I come bringing tooth-rotting fluff. In this there's only Xavier and Raf (Separately) as I work on the other guys' fics, which will be in part 2 of this :)) Concept: A cosy morning with your boyfriend. Tags: Fluff, very fluffy, fem reader Word Count: 1060 in total Masterlist
Xavier
Music plays softly in the background as you sway to the beat. The sweet smell of pancakes permeates the air around you, the morning sunlight beaming through the open windows, the breeze cool on your skin. You flip the pancake in the pan before moving to prepare the fruit ready to top off your breakfast. Xavierâs hoodie hangs off of you like a dress, keeping you cozy in the morning daze, your hair still a mess, sticking up in odd places.Â
Itâs the most beautiful sight he has ever seen. He wouldnât mind waking up early every day if it meant he could see you like this, in his apartment, in his clothes, swaying to music, a carefree atmosphere surrounding you. His blue eyes, still hazy from sleep, track your movements as you move around his kitchen, the sunlight illuminating your figure. He leaned against the doorway, giving himself time to admire you.
You were ethereal, a goddess walking the earth. You chose him, again and again, in this life and in the past ones. He was the luckiest person in the world to have you by his side, he never doubted that. A gentle smile was etched into his face as he pushed off from the wall until his arms wrapped around your waist, his face pressed into your neck.Â
âGood morning love.â You smile sweetly, your voice was quiet in a way that added to the cozy atmosphere. His lips pulled into a full smile as he pressed a gentle kiss to the side of your neck.
âGood morning honey.â His voice was muffled, but the contentment that echoed through it was clear as day.Â
âBreakfast is nearly done, could you set the table?â He grumbled slightly about having to part from you, but the complaint was quickly chased away with a soft kiss to his lips. He did as you asked, making coffee and setting up the cutlery, before turning the music up on your phone.Â
You look at him curiously, turning the stove off once the last pancake landed on the stack.
He reached out his hand, grasping yours and pulling you into his embrace, swaying to the lyrics of the song. You giggled, wrapping your own arms around his neck as his snaked around your waist.Â
âThe pancakes are gonna go cold.â You whisper, not willing to break the serene atmosphere that settled around the two of you. A grin spread across your lips, heart skipping a beat. Instead of a reply, youâre greeted with a slow gentle kiss, his arms tightening around you. You sigh into the kiss, unhurried, content with just holding each other as you move to the music. Pulling away, you gaze into his eyes, deep blue and filled with admiration, overflowing with the love he held for you.Â
Rafayel
The sky was still dark when you arrived on the beach, the waves crashing on the shore. You jogged ahead, pulling him along with you. The breeze hit you, chilly in the morning hour, fresh with the smell of the wide ocean in front of you. You take a moment to breathe, to take it all in, before turning to Rafayel, a wide grin already spread across your face. His smile is amused, an eyebrow arcing.
âWhereâs all this energy coming from, Cutie?â He chuckled, letting himself be pulled along the sand until the two of you stood by where the waves greeted the land.Â
âWell, Iâve been wanting to see the sunrise with you for a while. This is the first time weâve managed to get up on time, let me be excited about this!â You laugh, pressing yourself closer to his side, resting your cheek on his shoulder as you look up at him. You get a chuckle back in response, as he presses a kiss to your hairline before taking a sip of his coffee.Â
âBesides, youâve been looking for inspiration right? Maybe this beautiful sunrise will help with that.â You say as you turn to look to the horizon, any minute now the sun will come up and will paint the sky into a stunning array of colours.Â
You adjust your scarf before taking a sip of your own coffee, letting the warmth spread through you, nuzzling closer to Rafayel. His arm rests across you back, the hand on your hip holding you close as a comfortable silence fills the air between you.Â
Within minutes, the first pinks and oranges spread across the sky, a breath getting stuck in your throat in awe. The sun rays finally peak across the ocean, showering the two of you in a golden light.
Rafayelâs eyes drop to you, as you admire the scenery. The view heâs more interested in is you, how the hue of the light brightens your face, how your eyes are full of joy, the small smile on your rosy lips. You are glowing, a blissful sort of comfort settles inside of him as he studies you.Â
You were here, with him. By his side. He had found you again, his beloved bride, his most devout follower, the person who held his heart. After so many tragedies in the past, he finally had his happy ending, the love of his life by his side. His sunset coloured eyes donât leave your face for a second, even as you turn to look at him.Â
Oh. He has found his new favourite colour. Your eyes met his, shining with pure glee, before softening at the sight of him, a smile permanently planted on your lips. He must be making some sort of funny expression as all he receives is a soft laugh from you, before a gentle kiss is planted on his lips. Your soft lips glide across his for a moment, before you pull away, a hand coming to cradle his cheek.
âThe view is over there, Love.â You say, a teasing tone in your voice. He huffed a laugh.
âI prefer the view over here.â He replies, a smirk appearing on his face, before his lips meet yours once again, his arm pulling you closer. The kiss was gentle, content. You bring your arms around his neck, pulling away to meet his eyes. His gaze was filled with mirth, full of love and joy and admiration. In that moment, he had found the inspiration heâs been searching for.
fiction | xavier
synopsis : What happens when your fiancé turns out to be a guy who walked right out of one of the fanfictions you read? Tall, handsome, and surprisingly, not emotionally constipated. Time to find out.
content : arranged marriage!au, fluff, mentions of OC, comedy
writerâs note : soooo, sylus has an arranged marriage au (ahem two), so does rafayel, zayne? Not yet. Itâs xavierâs turn first :D
âWow,â Xavier whispered, almost like he hadnât meant to say it out loud.
You blinked, caught off guard. He was staringâno, gazingâlike you were something out of a dream.
Or maybe a particularly poetic hallucination.
You instinctively took a small step back, your fingers twitching at your sides as a shy warmth bloomed across your cheeks.
âIs there something on my face?â you asked, voice quieter than usual.
Of course, that snapped him right out of it.
He coughed, his expression smoothing into that carefully polite, vaguely princely calm you assumed was his default setting.
Stoic. Controlled. Maybe a little embarrassed.
You were currently seated across from him at a long, ridiculously ornate dinner table that looked like it belonged in a museum rather than someoneâs actual home.
Your parents had brought you here for the grand unveilingâyour fiancĂ©. Surprise.
It was an arranged marriage, one you hadnât really protested.
Mostly because the alternative involved crawling back to school, where existential dread roamed the halls like a vengeful spirit.
So, marriage. Sure. Why not.
You hadnât seen a picture. Not a single hint of who this man might be. Just your motherâs breezy, âHeâs charming, calm, and mature,â like she was describing a limited-edition tea set.
But as you sat there now, staring at the man who would somehow become your husband, you realized charming didnât quite cover it.
Because Xavierâsilver-haired, blue-eyed, and carrying that whole otherworldly melancholy like a tailored suitâlooked like heâd stepped off the cover of a novel where people fall in love and die tragically.
Great. Now you had to marry that.
His mother, seated gracefully beside him, clasped her hands together with the kind of delight only aristocratic women and overzealous matchmakers could muster.
âOh, what a lovely girl your daughter is,â she beamed at your parents, as if you werenât sitting right there, very much alive and blinking.
You offered a polite smile, the kind you reserved for distant relatives and overpriced waiters, while Xavier glanced your way againâthis time with something almost like amusement flickering behind those calm blue eyes.
Apparently, being praised like livestock was the beginning of romance now.
Dinner dragged on, the distinct hum of polite chatter between your future in-laws and your parents filling the air like a background track you hadnât asked for.
Voices rose and fell in curated excitement over wedding venues, family values, and the excellent weatherâas if any of that would help you survive this evening.
You tried to focus on the plate in front of you.
Tried being the keyword.
But cutting through steak while sitting across from your unnervingly beautiful, maddeningly composed fiancĂ© wasnât exactly conducive to concentration.
Especially not when you could still feel his occasional glancesâcurious, measured, and far too calm for someone whoâd said âwowâ like heâd seen a shooting star five minutes ago.
You stabbed at a green bean with a little more force than necessary.
Romance was off to a fantastic start.
ââą
After dinner, you were gentlyâread, forciblyâescorted onto the terrace by none other than your future husband. The orchestration, of course, courtesy of four overly enthusiastic parents and their favorite phrase of the night.
âGo spend some time together, dear. Itâs important to foster relationships.â
You could practically hear the wedding bells in their eyes.
Xavier walked beside you in silence, his steps unhurried, posture perfectly straight like heâd been trained for these situations.
He didnât seem flustered at all.
Meanwhile, you were trying to remember how breathing worked.
The air outside was cooler, quieter.
The terrace opened out to a garden bathed in moonlight, which wouldâve been romantic if it didnât feel so much like the set-up to an arranged marriage-themed reality show.
You stopped near the railing, resting your hands lightly on the cold stone.
âSo,â you started, âshould we awkwardly pretend this isnât weird, or lean into it?â
Xavier looked at you, a slow flicker of amusement tugging at the corners of his lips. âI vote for leaning in.â
You felt the heat creep up your neck, crawling right into your cheeks like it owned the place.
You looked away quickly, pretending to be incredibly invested in the night sky, only to nearly choke on your own spit.
Smooth.
Then, as if the moment hadnât already thrown you off balance, Xavier spoke againâcalmly, casually, like he wasnât currently dismantling your ability to function.
âYouâre nothing like I imagined.â
That time, you actually choked.
You coughed, spluttered, and did your best to recover whatever shred of dignity you had left, eyes wide as you turned toward him. âIâwhat?â
He tilted his head slightly, watching you with that unreadable expression of his. âIn a good way,â he added, the faintest hint of a smile tugging at his lips. âYouâre⊠unexpected.â
You werenât sure if that was a compliment or a polite warning.
Either way, your heart decided to skip a beat just to be dramatic.
âUnexpected⊠how?â you asked, narrowing your eyes just slightly, curiosity now outweighing your embarrassment.
Xavier didnât answer right away.
He turned his gaze toward the garden below, thoughtful, like he was sorting through a mental checklist he hadnât realized heâd made.
âI thought youâd be quiet,â he said finally, âshy, maybe. The kind of person who keeps their head down and says yes to everything.â
You raised a brow at that. âWow. Romantic and flattering.â
He glanced at you, lips twitching. âI meant that as a compliment.â
âOh, sure. Everyone dreams of being described as âmeek and agreeable.ââ
That earned you a proper smileâsmall, rare, and slow to form, like he wasnât used to sharing it. âBut youâre not,â he said. âYouâre⊠sharp. Funny. A little defensive.â
You blinked. âAgain, not really selling it.â
âAnd honest,â he added, eyes lingering on you now, softer somehow. âVery honest.â
The way he said it made something flutter in your chestâannoyingly poetic and completely inconvenient.
You smiledâjust a littleâas you turned your gaze to the moonlit garden below. The flowers were in bloom, the air carried that faint, earthy scent of late spring, and for a moment, the world felt quieter than it had been all night.
âWhat did you think of this arrangement?â you asked gently, not quite looking at him.
There was a pause.
Long enough that you began to wonder if heâd heard you, or if he was calculating the safest answer.
âI didnât think much of it at first,â he admitted finally, voice low and steady. âJust another political tie. Something expected of me.â
You nodded. Fair. Youâd thought the same.
âButâŠâ he continued, and you glanced at him from the corner of your eye, âthen you walked in. And suddenly, it didnât feel so transactional anymore.â
Your heart gave a traitorous little lurch. You told it to calm down. It didnât listen.
ââŠRight,â you said, managing a soft laugh. âWell, thank you for not calling me a tax write-off. Thatâs reassuring.â
Xavierâs lips quirked again, eyes warm despite his usual calm. âIâll do my best to exceed expectations.â
You both fell into a comfortable silence, the kind that didnât need to be filled. The soft rustle of leaves in the breeze, the distant chirp of cricketsâit all felt oddly soothing.
For the first time that evening, the weight of obligation on your shoulders began to ease, replaced by something quieter, lighter.
Maybe⊠this arrangement wasnât so bad after all.
Xavier shifted slightly beside you, and out of the corner of your eye, you saw him glance your way again.
There was something hesitant in his postureânot nervous, exactly, but deliberate. Like someone unused to starting conversations that didnât involve diplomacy or battle strategy.
âSoâŠâ he began, carefully, âwhat do you like to do when youâre not being ambushed by marriage proposals?â
You turned to look at him, amused. âOh, you know. The usual. Read. Nap. Avoid emotionally loaded dinners.â
He gave a soft chuckle at that, clearly trying to mask it with a cough. âSounds like a full-time job.â
âItâs exhausting,â you said with a mock sigh. âBut someoneâs got to do it.â
He smiledâgenuine and easy this timeâand leaned his elbow on the railing. âAny books youâd recommend?â
That caught you off guard. âYou read?â
âIâm not just a pretty face,â he said dryly.
âWow. Multitalented and humble.â
He shook his head, but his eyes were fixed on you now, open and interested. âIâd like to know what you like. What makes you laugh. What makes you⊠you.â
The words werenât romantic, not in the obvious way. But the sincerity in his voice, the way he said them without trying too hardâit stayed with you.
Just like the quiet warmth growing in your chest.
âI hope things go well then,â you said with a small smile, the kind that lingered even after you looked away.
Xavier was quiet for a beat, watching you like he was memorizing the curve of that expressionâsoft, a little unsure, but hopeful all the same.
âThey will,â he said, not with bravado, but quiet certainty. âIâll make sure of it.â
It wasnât a promise wrapped in poetry, but it settled deep in your chest, heavier than you expected.
And for once, you didnât feel like running from it.
ââą
Back at home, the moment the front door clicked shut behind you, all the calm dignity youâd maintained on that terrace evaporated like mist.
You spun toward your mother with wide eyes and a completely undignified squeal. âOh my god, Momââ
She barely turned from where she was removing her earrings, already smirking like sheâd won some secret bet with the universe. âLet me guess. You like him.â
âLike him?â you repeated, pacing in chaotic little circles.
âHeâsâheâs calm and composed and smart and he actually smiled at one of my jokes, and he said I was unexpected in a good way, andââ
âI knew youâd like him,â she interrupted with maddening satisfaction, crossing her arms and raising an eyebrow like a smug matchmaking oracle.
You stopped mid-spiral. âYou set me up.â
Her smirk only widened. âTechnically, you agreed.â
You groaned, burying your face in your hands as your mother chuckled softly in the background, utterly pleased with herself.
And okay, maybe you did like him. Just a little. Maybe.
You settled into your room with all the grace of someone experiencing a slow, romantic meltdown.
Your motherâs chuckles echoed down the hallway like the smug laughter of a triumphant mommy duck whoâd successfully nudged her chick into the pond of marriage.
You groaned and faceplanted into your bed, limbs sprawled dramatically as you tried to suffocate the feelings spiraling inside you.
Unfortunately, your brain had other plans.
It conjured him againâXavier, standing on that terrace like heâd been carved from moonlight and good intentions.
You remembered the way his absurdly long lashes cast faint shadows on his cheeks, so delicate it was almost unfair. His blond-silver hair had swayed in the breeze like it had been choreographed.
And those pale blue eyes⊠gods, they were unreal. Like someone had trapped the entire sea inside them just to make your life harder.
You let out a strangled sound and shoved your pillow over your face.
You were engaged. To that.
And worseâyou liked it.
ââą
The first date was⊠heartwarming.
Not in the overly romantic, violins-playing kind of way, but in the unexpectedly gentle kind of wayâthe kind that crept up on you and made your chest ache a little without warning.
Xavier sat across from you at a table set for two in the center of an otherwise empty, dimly lit restaurant. A chandelier hung above, its golden light casting a soft, intimate glow over the polished silverware and the quiet space between you.
It was like stepping into a scene from a movieâone you hadnât realized youâd auditioned for.
You glanced around, taking in the surreal quiet, the absence of clinking plates or murmured conversations. âIs⊠is this entire place just for us?â
Xavier rubbed the back of his neck, a hint of color rising to his cheeks.
âMy parents insisted I rent out the entire evening,â he admitted with a sheepish smile, looking both apologetic and awkwardly charming.
You raised a brow. âOf course they did.â
âI told them weâd be fine at a cafĂ©.â
âBut why settle for awkward silences over coffee when you can have awkward silences under a chandelier?â
That made him laughâsoft, but real. âExactly,â he said, and for a second, that serious, guarded façade of his cracked wide open.
And just like that, the nerves in your chest loosened.
âSo, what do you do? Like work and the likes,â you asked, casually between bites of steak, trying not to sound too curious or too investedâeven if you absolutely were.
Xavier looked up from his plate, pausing for a second like he was deciding how much of the truth to hand over.
âIâm with UNICORNS,â he said simply.
You blinked. âUNICORNS?â
âUnited Nations Intelligence and Covert Operations Reconnaissance Network Squad,â he recited, completely straight-faced.
You stared at him, fork frozen halfway to your mouth. ââŠThat spells UNICORNS?â
He gave the faintest shrug, as if he wasnât aware how ridiculous that sounded. âAcronyms arenât really my department.â
You snorted. âRight. So basically, youâre a space prince turned secret agent.â
He blinked. âThatâs⊠technically accurate.â
You nearly choked on your steak.
âYouâre joking.â
âIâm not.â
You stared at him for a long moment.
Silver hair. Calm voice. The whole mysterious aura thing.
Of course he was a secret agent. Of course.
âOkay,â you muttered, setting your fork down. âAnd here I was thinking Iâd have to make small talk on this date.â
Xavier smiled into his glass, and you caught the flicker of amusement in his eyes. âYou still can. Iâm excellent at pretending to be normal.â
âIf youâre a secret agent,â you said, narrowing your eyes at him as you leaned forward slightly, âthen how is it okay that you reveal yourself to me?â
Xavier lifted his gaze, the corners of his mouth twitching like he was holding back a grin. âClassified,â he replied smoothly, taking a sip of his wine.
You raised an eyebrow. âThatâs not an answer.â
He set the glass down with infuriating grace. âLetâs just say⊠my clearance allows for certain disclosures under specific circumstances.â
You crossed your arms, pretending to be skeptical even as your curiosity prickled. âAnd thisââ you gestured between the two of you, ââis one of those circumstances?â
He nodded once, almost solemn. âYouâre my fiancĂ©e. Itâs only fair you know who youâre marrying.â
You stared at him. âSo if I were, say, a barista you had a crush on instead, you wouldnât be allowed to tell me?â
He hesitated for a split second, then said with mock seriousness, âIâd have to fake my death.â
You burst out laughing, nearly knocking over your water glass.
âWell,â you said once you caught your breath, grinning now, âIâm honored to be cleared for top-secret fiancĂ©-level intel.â
Xavier smiled softly, and this time it wasnât sheepish or politeâit was warm. âYouâre worth the risk.â
You blushed at thatâviolently, of courseâquickly masking it with a cough and an exaggeratedly casual bite of steak, like that would somehow neutralize the weight of his words.
Youâre worth the risk.
Nope. Still devastating.
The evening flowed gently after that, the tension between you easing into something quieter, more natural.
You found yourself laughing more than youâd expectedâsoft bursts of amusement over his dry remarks, while he watched you with that calm, almost amused smile, like he was cataloging every expression you made.
He didnât talk much, but when he did, it was thoughtful.
Measured.
Like he was actually listening. Really listening.
You told him about your hobbies. How you loved reading, writing, getting lost in stories and then furiously threatening to strangle fictional men for breaking your heart.
âTheyâre not even real,â you said dramatically, waving your fork in the air, âand yet they ruin my week. My mental stability. My skin.â
Xavier tilted his head, eyes crinkling just slightly. âSounds like a dangerous habit.â
âIt is,â you agreed solemnly. âBut Iâm too far gone.â
He nodded. âNoted. Iâll try not to become the inspiration for your next emotional breakdown.â
You paused mid-chew. âWow. That might be the most romantic thing anyoneâs ever said to me.â
And just like that, he smiled againâslow, rare, and entirely disarming.
Xavier dropped you off at your estate, the sleek car rolling to a gentle stop in front of the stone steps.
The lights from the veranda cast a soft glow across the driveway, and there she wasâyour motherâwaiting with the patience of someone who definitely hadnât been peeking through the curtains for the past ten minutes.
As you stepped out of the car, she descended the steps with a far-too-innocent smile.
âOh, please join us for a while!â she called out brightly, clasping her hands together with the enthusiasm of a socialite and the subtlety of a sledgehammer.
You nearly tripped on the gravel. âMom.â
Xavier blinked, caught slightly off guard. âOh, I wouldnât want to intrudeââ
âNonsense,â she beamed. âWe have tea. And leftovers. And years of awkward silence to fill.â
You gave Xavier an apologetic look. âSheâs not usually thisââ
âYes, I am,â your mother interrupted, already turning on her heel. âCome along, dear!â
Xavier glanced at you, a flicker of amusement dancing in his eyes. âShould I be worried?â
âTerrified,â you muttered under your breath.
But when he followed you up the steps without hesitation, you felt that warm little flutter returnâjust slightly out of rhythm with your heart.
Once inside, your mom wasted no time nudging the both of you toward the couch with all the subtlety of a seasoned matchmaker on a mission.
âSit, sit!â she chirped, practically shoving you into place before plopping herself down across from you with a cup of tea and that glint in her eyesâthe one that said she was thoroughly enjoying herself.
You landed on the plush cushion with a small huff, Xavier sliding in beside you like this was perfectly normal, like he hadnât just spent the last two hours slowly dismantling your emotional walls with his quiet charm and devastating smiles.
You gave your mom a weak protest. âThis is⊠not necessary.â
âNonsense,â she waved off with a grin. âIâm just enjoying the company of my future son-in-law. Thatâs not illegal.â
You side-eyed her, but honestly, it wasnât a big deal. You had just had a wonderful dinner. He was polite, thoughtful, andâsurprisinglyânot emotionally constipated.
Still.
He was sitting very close.
Not touching you, technically.
But the cushion dipped slightly where his thigh rested against yours, and suddenly you were acutely aware of everythingâhow warm he was, how tall he sat, how his cologne smelled like cedar and rain and danger to your composure.
You folded your hands in your lap, trying to focus on your mom rambling about wedding colors and seating charts, but Xavierâs presence beside you was magnetic.
Steady. Quiet. Very hard to ignore.
You mightâve leaned slightly away from him.
And then just as quickly, leaned back.
No use pretending now. You were officially doomed.
âMom, the wedding is four weeks away,â you groaned, slumping back into the couch like it could absorb your embarrassment. âYou donât have to talk about it every day.â
Your mother only sipped her tea, entirely unbothered. âAnd miss the joy of watching you squirm every time I say the word bouquet?â
Xavier chuckled beside you, low and warm, and you immediately regretted everything. Because that sound? That sound was now imprinted on your soul.
You shot him a look. âDonât encourage her.â
âIâm not,â he said, clearly encouraging her. âBut itâs⊠entertaining.â
You narrowed your eyes at him. âYouâre supposed to be on my side.â
âI thought I was.â
Your mother clapped her hands lightly. âLook at you two. Bantering already. Like an old married couple.â
You sighed into your hands. Xavier smiled againâcalm, amused, and entirely too comfortable. And even as you groaned, somewhere deep inside, a tiny part of you liked how it all felt just a little too natural.
ââą
âHe just smiled, Shaiya. Smiled!â you exclaimed, dramatically flopping onto your bed like you were in a period drama and the world was ending via attractive fiancĂ©.
Shaiya raised an unimpressed brow from where she sat cross-legged on your rug, holding her phone in one hand and wearing the most amused smirk youâd ever seen on her.
âSo youâve got a crush on the guy youâre marrying. Tragic.â
You threw a pillow at her.
She dodged it effortlessly, grinning. âNo, seriously. This is the dream. Arranged marriage and youâre catching feelings? Youâre living in a slow-burn fanfic.â
You groaned into your blanket. âNo, no, this is a problem. A very pretty, well-dressed, emotionally devastating problem. He said I was unexpected. He smiled. He rented an entire restaurant. Who does that?â
âApparently, your absurdly attractive secret agent fiancĂ©.â
You peeked at her through your fingers. âShaiya.â
âYes?â
âI think Iâm doomed.â
She tossed the pillow back at you. âNo, babe. Youâre in love.â
You let out a muffled scream into your blanket.
She just laughed. âIâm giving it two weeks before you start writing âMrs. Xavierâ in the margins of your notebook.â
You groaned, dragging a pillow over your face. âIâm used to writing fanfiction about fictional men, not marrying a guy who seems to have walked out of one.â
Shaiya cackled, absolutely zero sympathy in her voice. âPlot twistâyouâve been isekaiâd into your own arranged marriage AU.â
You peeked out from under the pillow with a glare. âThis isnât funny.â
âItâs hilarious. Youâre the main character. Brooding husband with mysterious past? Check. Hidden softness? Check. Devastating smile that causes existential crises? Check.â
You groaned again. âHe smells like a metaphor and talks like a deleted scene from a historical drama. I was not built for this level of emotional turbulence.â
Shaiya nodded sagely. âNo one is. Thatâs how you know itâs real.â
You flopped back onto the bed with a dramatic sigh. âIf I end up writing love poems in the margins of my planner, please stage an intervention.â
âOh, I wonât stop you,â she said, already pulling out her phone. âIâll just record it for the wedding slideshow.â
âYouâre officially disinvited from my wedding,â you deadpan, sitting up just enough to squint at her with all the fake seriousness you could muster.
Shaiya gasped, clutching her heart like youâd just stabbed her. âHow dare you. After I emotionally supported your descent into fiancĂ©-induced madness?â
âYou mocked me.â
âI documented history,â she shot back, already typing something suspiciously fast on her phone. âYour children will thank me one day.â
You narrowed your eyes. âShaiya.â
âYes, Mrs. Secret Agent?â
You threw the pillow again. She didnât even try to dodge it this time, just laughed as it hit her square in the face.
âFine,â you muttered, collapsing dramatically again. âYou can come to the wedding.â
âI knew youâd cave.â
âBut only if you swear not to make a toast about fanfiction.â
Shaiya looked up from her phone, absolutely glowing with mischief. âNo promises.â
You were so in trouble.
Soon after, Shaiya gathered her things, still grinning like sheâd won a lifetimeâs worth of blackmail material.
As she headed down the hallway, she called over her shoulder, sing-song and far too loud, âCanât wait to see adorable mini-yous and secret agents running around!â
You groaned from your doorway. âShaiya, go home.â
She just laughed, turning to wink at you before disappearing down the stairs. âGive my regards to Mr. Tall, Calm, and Tragic!â
You slammed your door shut with a huff, leaning against it as silence settled back into the house.
Mini-yous and secret agents.
You stared blankly at the wall, then promptly screamed into your hands.
This was getting out of hand.
ââą
A week before the wedding, Xavier surprised you with a calm, âIâd like to take you to pick out your dress,â like he was asking if you wanted teaânot subtly offering to participate in one of the most emotionally overwhelming rites of passage in existence.
So naturally, you said yes. And then spent the entire morning internally spiraling.
It was awkward at first.
Mostly because you were trying very hard not to be a complete nervous wreck. The boutique was gorgeousâwarm lighting, soft music, rows of delicate lace and silk that whispered life-changing decision with every swish.
And there Xavier was, sitting far too calmly in one of the velvet chairs, flipping through a bridal catalog like he did this every Thursday.
Meanwhile, you were trying not to combust.
You peeked at him between gowns. He didnât look bored or out of place. In fact, he looked⊠focused. Thoughtful.
Like this mattered to him.
When you stepped out in the first dress, hands fidgeting at your sides, you half-expected a polite nod or something neutral.
Instead, his gaze liftedâand he just looked at you.
Not like you were trying on fabric. Like you were becoming something real.
âYou lookâŠâ he started, then paused. A rare moment where words seemed to fail him. ââŠbeautiful.â
Your brain short-circuited. Your stylist cooed.
And you?
You forgot how to breathe for about seven seconds.
This wedding might just kill you.
You bit the inside of your cheek, willing your pulse to calm down as you smoothed your hands over the fabric, trying to act like you werenât melting under his gaze.
âDo you like it?â you asked, your voice more steady than you expectedâonly slightly breathless.
Xavier tilted his head, his eyes not leaving you. âI do,â he said, softly but certain. âBut the question isâdo you?â
You blinked, thrown for a moment.
âI meanâŠâ You turned toward the mirror, taking yourself in again. The dress hugged you gently, not flashy, not overly grandâjust enough detail to feel like you belonged in a dream. âI think I do.â
Xavier stood, walking over with unhurried steps. He stopped just behind you, enough distance to be respectful but close enough that you could feel the quiet weight of his presence.
His reflection met yours in the mirror, eyes still warm. âThen thatâs the one.â
Your heart betrayed you again with an uneven thump.
âOâOn second thought, Iâll try a few more,â you blurted, the words tripping over each other as your blush bloomed faster than your dignity could recover.
Xavier blinked, clearly amused, butâmercifullyâdidnât say a word.
You turned so quickly you nearly tripped on the hem of the dress, fumbling your way back into the dressing room with all the grace of a flustered Victorian heroine trying not to swoon.
Once inside, you let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding, pressing a hand to your burning cheek.
Pull yourself together, you told your reflection. Itâs just a compliment. From your devastatingly attractive, quietly intense, secret-agent fiancĂ© who might actually be perfect husband material⊠oh no.
Outside, you could hear Xavier flipping pages in the catalog again, his calm voice murmuring something to the stylist.
No teasing. No smug follow-up.
Just⊠waiting. Patiently. Like heâd wait all day if you needed.
You stared at yourself in the mirror, then let out a very quiet, very overwhelmed laugh.
Yep. You were so doomed.
You stepped out in the second dress, holding your breath without meaning to. This oneâthis one felt different.
It wasnât over-the-top, but it shimmered just enough under the soft boutique lights, with delicate embroidery trailing down the bodice and a skirt that moved like you were floating.
Like a fairytaleâbut not the soft, gentle kind. More like Cinderella on crack, if she ditched the glass slipper for a knife in her garter and a comeback locked and loaded.
You felt powerful. Gorgeous. Slightly dangerous.
Xavier looked up the moment you stepped out, and for a moment, he didnât say anything at all.
Which, frankly, was worse than a compliment. Because he stared.
You shifted on your feet. âToo much?â
He stood slowly, eyes never leaving you. âNo,â he said, quietly. âItâs perfect.â
You felt your breath catch againâbecause somehow, he didnât say it like he was talking about the dress.
And suddenly, you werenât sure if you were ready to marry him⊠or fall headfirst in love with him.
Either way, you were spiraling.
Elegantly, of course. Like a fairytale heroine in heels.
Afterward, with the kind of effortless grace that should not be legal, Xavier handled everythingâhis posture composed, voice low as he spoke with the staff, arranging every last detail with calm precision.
You stood behind him, half-hidden near a rack of veils, watching the scene like you were in a slow-motion movie montage you hadnât signed up for.
He moved like someone born to command attention but never demanded itâunassuming, composed, elegant in the way only someone dangerous could be when they werenât trying.
And there he was, calmly signing forms and coordinating where to send your wedding dress, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Your wedding dress.
You, meanwhile, were standing there with your heart doing somersaults in your chest like it had zero survival instincts.
It wasnât just the way he looked doing it. It was the way he didnât look at you while doing itâas if this wasnât some grand gesture, but simply what he did.
Quietly take care of things. Gently, but without asking.
You pressed your hand over your chest as it fluttered againâannoyingly dramatic.
Yep.
This man was going to ruin you in the most inconveniently romantic way possible.
ââą
The night before the wedding, the world felt hushed. The air was thick with anticipation, the kind that settled in your lungs and refused to leave.
Everyone else had retreatedâfamily fluttering with last-minute details, planners running over final checklists.
But you found yourself out on the balcony of the estate, the moon casting silver across the garden, soft and endless.
And Xavierâof courseâfound you there.
He didnât say anything at first. Just walked up quietly and stood beside you, his presence grounding in that calm, ever-steady way.
For a while, the silence felt enough. The good kind.
The kind that didnât need to be filled with nervous laughter or pointless words.
And then, you exhaled. âYou nervous?â
He glanced at you, then shook his head. âNot really.â
You smiled, eyes drifting down to your hands resting on the stone railing. âI thought Iâd be. But Iâm not.â
He tilted his head. âWhy not?â
You paused, biting your lip, unsure how to say it without sounding like a complete idiot.
âI thinkâŠâ You hesitated, then braved a glance at him. âI think I might actually like you. Like⊠really.â
Xavier looked at you, his expression unreadable at firstâbut then something shifted in his eyes. Softened.
He didnât speak right away, and for a split second, your heart lodged somewhere in your throat.
But thenâquietly, gentlyâhe said, âGood.â
You blinked. âGood? Thatâs it?â
He turned fully toward you, his voice lower now.
âBecause I think Iâve been liking you for a while now. I just didnât know how to say it without making it sound⊠heavier than it is.â
You stared at him, a warmth blooming deep in your chest.
âIt is kind of heavy,â you whispered.
âI know.â He reached out, brushing a loose strand of hair from your face with a tenderness that made you still. âBut I donât mind carrying it.â
And under the silver night, with barely inches between you, that almost-confession settled between your hearts like a promiseâunspoken, quiet, but real.
The day of the wedding arrived with a kind of dreamlike hazeâeverything moving just a little too fast, yet not fast enough.
People buzzed around with clipped voices and half-screamed checklists, but all you could hear was the thud of your heartbeat as you stood behind the grand double doors, clutching your bouquet like it was the only thing tethering you to the earth.
Your dad stood beside you, his hand steady on your arm. âYou okay?â
You gave a weak nod. âYep. Totally fine. Just, you know⊠about to get married to a gorgeous secret agent Iâm pretty sure Iâm falling for. No big deal.â
He chuckled softly. âYouâve got this.â
You didnât answerânot because you didnât believe him, but because you were too busy trying not to throw up out of sheer romantic terror.
On the other side of the doors, Xavier stood at the altar.
Poised. Steady.
He wore a pale suit tailored within an inch of its life, silver hair catching the soft light from the stained glass above. And yet, despite the opulence around him, he looked only forwardâtoward the doors.
Toward you.
He wasnât smilingânot quite.
But his expression held that familiar softness, that calm warmth that only you seemed to bring out in him.
Like the world could be on fire and heâd still be there, waiting.
The music began.
Your hands tightened on the bouquet.
You met your fatherâs eyes, took a deep breathâ
And the doors slowly opened.
Warm golden light spilled into the chapel, catching on the soft fabric of your dress, the shimmer of the veil, the slight tremble in your hands.
Every pair of eyes turned toward youâbut you only looked at one.
Xavier.
The moment your gaze met his, the world seemed to still. The music faded to a low hum.
The pressure in your chest eased, just slightly.
He didnât look shocked or overwhelmed, didnât do anything dramatic.
He just breathed, like seeing you walk toward him was the most natural thing in the world.
But his eyesâhis eyes said everything.
There was awe there, yes, but also something gentler.
A quiet certainty.
Like heâd been waiting for you not just today, not just these past weeks, but his whole lifeâand only now realized it.
Your feet carried you forward, one step at a time, your father guiding you down the aisle, grounding you in each heartbeat.
You were aware of the petals scattered along the path, the subtle scent of white lilies in the air, the soft rustle of guests shifting in their seatsâbut none of it compared to the weight of Xavierâs gaze.
You finally reached him, hands trembling slightly as your father placed yours into Xavierâs.
Xavierâs fingers closed around yoursâwarm, steady, reverent.
âYou lookâŠâ he whispered, leaning just slightly toward you, enough for only you to hear, âlike you stepped right out of one of your stories.â
You smiled, despite the tears pricking the corners of your eyes.
âAnd you,â you whispered back, voice shaking, âlook like the ending I didnât dare write.â
He didnât smileâhe softened. Completely.
And as the ceremony began, as vows waited on the other side of breath and silence, you realized something profound.
You werenât nervous anymore.
You were exactly where you were meant to be.
sorry i'm just a man and can only spare one set of clothes per drawing
me when someone experiences voilence and the lesson they learn is kindness
xavier:
since he lives upstairs, he teleports around his apartment on busy days so his footsteps donât bother you
he is the anonymous noise complaint demon in your complex. if something bothers you, heâs reporting it. and if your landlord doesn't do anything about it, he torments the offending tenants with blinding flashes of light every time they blast music at 1 am until they stop
letâs say your in-unit washer is really loud during the spin cycle. well, he comes over to sit with you until your laundry is finished. lets you use him as a stress ball so you donât panic
orders you matching fuzzy earmuffs. they have bunny earsÂ
if youâre eating at a loud restaurantâmaybe some guests are celebrating a birthday or a graduationâhe asks to be moved to a quieter section
zayne:
lets you hide out in his office when youâre overwhelmed: you lie on the sofa with the lights off while he's seeing patientsÂ
looks up expected noise levels, sensory guides, and accommodations in advance before you visit a new place
scarily mindful of his chewing. if you donât like chewing sounds he makes his almost imperceptible when you eat together. you wonder if his jaw is even moving
researches your sensitivity and symptoms, consults his specialist colleagues about the details (keeping your identity a secret, of course #HIPAA)
comforts you whenever you feel like an inconvenience, holding you close and reminding you that you are not your conditionââdonât blame yourself for something you canât controlâ (youâre one to talk, elsa)
sylus:Â
the gun silencer stays ON when heâs around youÂ
when you arrive at the base one day and open the door, a legion of construction workers comes out. when you inevitably ask âhey sylus? um. wtf?â he leads you down the hallway and boom. soundproof paneling in all your favorite rooms
will put one of his precious vinyls on pause if you come to cuddle with him and get overstimulated from the sound
mephisto taps on your door one day. he is there to drop off 3 different pairs of thousand-dollar noise cancelling headphonesÂ
if his men are working on a loud project while youâre with him, heâll supervise through his cameras instead of in person. heâll take you to a different room and hum to you to drown out the noise
rafayel:
i have decided that rafayel uses echolocation at times since his eyesight is bad. when heâs stumbling around his studio at midnight, heâll make some sharp noises to help him find his way in the darkâa clap or a stomp of his foot. BUT when youâre around he switches to quieter alternativesâa snap of his fingers or a click of the tongue
will Always ask for accommodations at the museums and galleries you visit. might get pissy about it if theyâre inadequateÂ
after seeing how your sensitivity affects you, he sets up a charity so a percentage of the proceeds from his exhibitions go to sensory disorder research and accommodations
wonât hesitate to ditch a showcase if you get overwhelmed and need to leave earlyÂ
if youâre at the movies or a play or anything that has an audience he will straight up ask people around you to be quiet. and somehow with this guyâs charm and allure it always works. no issue
caleb:
fixes up your childhood white noise machine and regifts it to you for your birthday
heâs like a bodyguard, ushering you out of loud areas when youâre in public. heâll even put his hands over your ears to muffle the noise, no matter how silly it looks
when you text him that youâre overwhelmed or have had a bad day, heâll prep your room so you can collapse in peace when you get home: he turns the lights off, sets out your favorite snacks, puts freshly washed blankets on the bed, and has the white noise machine going near max volume. basically makes your own sensory room for you to hide in until youâre feeling better
thunderâs too loud? heâs there. wraps his strong arms around you like a weighted blanket and distracts you with memories and stories until the storm has passedÂ
has a notebook solely for keeping track of your trigger sounds
if anyone at work or school mocks or questions your sensitivity, he finds a reason for The Colonel to pay them a visit and scares them out of their wits
đ Cookie Chaos
âą Xavier tries his best at baking, and though things donât go as planned, the day still ends with warmth and laughter.
đ Sylus đ Zayne đ Rafayel
The kitchen smelled faintly of sugar and butter, but it was far from calm. Chaos surrounded you: a cracked egg dripping onto the counter, a streak of flour-dusted across the stove, and somehow, a measuring cup wedged precariously in the sink.
âI donât think thatâs supposed to happenâŠâ you said, staring at the disaster that Xavier had managed to create in less than five minutes.
Xavier, standing amidst the wreckage, appeared entirely unbothered. His expression remained neutral as he wiped his hands on an already flour-streaked dish towel. âItâs fine. Iâm following the recipe.â
âXavier, youâre not following the recipe.â you replied, grabbing the half-cracked egg before it slid off the counter. âFor starters, it didnât tell you to whisk the flour. Or use a fork to do it.â
âThe whisk broke.â Xavier said, holding up the mangled remains of what was once a perfectly good whisk.
You stared at him, blinking in disbelief. âHow did you evenâ? You know what, never mind. Iâm not sure if I want to live in a world where that question has an answer.â
To be fair, youâd known this was a bad idea from the start. Xavier had a reputation for being banned from the kitchen by nearly everyone heâd ever cooked for, including you. But when heâd suggested baking cookies together, his calm insistence had somehow won you over.
âWeâre making memories.â heâd said in his usual flat tone, handing you a cookbook like that was a convincing argument.
Now, standing in the battlefield of batter, sugar, and broken utensils, you wondered if this was a memory youâd want to forget.
âOkay!â you said, rolling up your sleeves. âNew plan. Iâll handle the actual baking. YouâŠâ You paused, looking him up and down. âYou supervise.â
Xavier tilted his head slightly, considering your words. âSupervise?â
âYes.â you said firmly, grabbing a clean bowl. âThat means you stand over there, far away from anything fragile, flammable, or remotely edible.â
For a moment, you thought he might argue. Instead, he stepped back obediently, his expression as calm and unreadable as ever. He leaned against the counter, crossing his arms. âUnderstood. Iâll monitor your performance.â
You shot him a look but couldnât help the small laugh that escaped. âDonât monitor me too hard, or I might crack under the pressure.â
Xavierâs gaze flicked to the egg in your hand. âThe egg already cracked.â
You groaned, laughter bubbling up despite yourself. That was the thing about Xavierâhe could deliver a deadpan joke without so much as a twitch of emotion, making it impossible to tell if he was serious or just messing with you.
As you worked to salvage the cookie dough, Xavier watched quietly from his corner of the kitchen. Occasionally, heâd offer a completely unhelpful observation, like, âThat bowl looks unstable.â or âThe sugar distribution seems uneven.â
âYouâre really excelling at supervising.â you said dryly, glancing over your shoulder at him.
âThank you.â he replied, his tone so genuine that you couldnât help but smile.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, the cookie dough was ready. You scooped it onto the baking sheet, carefully spacing each mound to avoid sticking.
âSee? Easy~â you said, placing the tray in the oven.
Xavier straightened slightly, peering at the tray through the glass. âYou forgot something.â
You raised an eyebrow, pretending to be calm. âWhat?â
He pointed at the counter. âThe chocolate chips.â
Your heart sank as you looked at the bowl of untouched chocolate chips sitting smugly on the counter.
âWell, weâll just call these sugar cookies.â you muttered, trying to sound nonchalant.
Xavier gave a small hum of agreement. âAdaptability is a strength.â
âOr we just messed up?â you said, leaning against the counter beside him.
âBoth can be true.â he replied.
The two of you fell into a comfortable silence as the cookies baked, the scent of butter and sugar gradually filling the kitchen. Despite the earlier chaos, it was difficult to stay frustrated. There was something oddly endearing about Xavierâs quiet presence, his calm demeanor grounding even the most absurd situations.
Then you glanced over and realized heâd fallen asleep.
Somehow, heâd managed to drift off standing up, his head tilted slightly to the side, his arms still crossed over his chest. You blinked, torn between amazement and exasperation.
âXavierâŠâ you said softly, poking his shoulder.
He stirred, his eyes opening slowly. âHm?â
âYou fell asleep.â
He blinked once, his expression as neutral as ever. âOnly briefly. I wasâŠmonitoring the cookies.â
You laughed, shaking your head. âSure you were.â
When the timer went off, you pulled the tray out of the oven, setting it on the counter to cool. The cookies werenât perfect some were a little lopsided, and they definitely couldâve used those chocolate chips, but they smelled wonderful.
Xavier picked one up, inspecting it with the same intensity heâd given the flour earlier. He took a bite, chewing thoughtfully.
âTheyâre good.â he said finally, his tone as even as ever.
You shot him a questioning look, raising an eyebrow. âThatâs it? Just âgoodâ?â
He glanced at you, his gaze softening slightly. âYou did well.â
There was a faint warmth in his voice, subtle but unmistakable. For someone as reserved as Xavier, it might as well have been a standing ovation.
You smiled, picking up a cookie of your own. âWell, we did it together. Guess youâre not entirely banned from the kitchen anymore.â
Xavier tilted his head, clearly considering your words. âI wouldnât count on that.â
Despite his deadpan delivery, there was a flicker of amusement in his eyes and together, you both sharing the cookies with occasional quiet laugh, you realized that maybe the chaos was worth it after all.
I've never fully understood why I feel so strongly in the manner of my death until very early this morning on a call with one of my good friends. I began to tell her how I wish to die, alone in the forest listening to the sound of wind blowing through the trees. Whatever age my death materializes makes no difference to me, as long as I have stayed true to myself, I will accept my end.
As I went on, I began to feel myself get excited at the idea of my body returning to the earth in a way in which the government would be most disappointed. I plan on disappearing, and every time I say it out loud, I'm met with uncomfortable stares and sometimes depending on who I say it to, I gain a lecture about how unfair that would be to my loved ones. Sure, whatever.
Why must people control every aspect of our lives in the name of loving us? I love you so you must... Even my own death wouldn't be mine if I allowed others to have a say in it. So much for final moments! The idea of dying in an institution meant for profit, then being placed in a plastic white bag to be brought down to a metal table, pumped full of chemicals, sounds exhausting.
Not to mention the viewing of my body in the morgue. Following with the wake, where everyone will show up in all black as if no other color exists, and cry as if losing me greatly affects how they wake up and make their coffee in the morning, ridiculous! Then there will be my subsequent burial or cremation, both are shit. Then a tombstone.
My tombstone would read something like Beloved Daughter and Mother. Is that all I amount to in this life, my titles? What about who I was? No, I'll gladly disappear into the woods and take my last moments away from prying eyes, medical supplies, and metal tables. Let my body break down into particles to enmesh with the earth the way it was intended to. Give me one final moment with the earth at the time of my death.
Source: At the Time of my Death
he's such a bully sometimes lol
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Thinking about how soft Xavier is with MC...
MC: That movie was so good, and the hotpot was yummy. All in all I feel like it was a good day off!
Xavier: âšïž Yes... it was a good date.
Xavier: *gently intertwines their fingers together and matches his pace with MC*
MC: âșïž yes, a good date.
Xavier: *pulls MC close*
Xavier: But I still... want to show you something... is that alright?
MC: Sure, what is it? đ
Xavier: Come with me.
Xavier: *leads MC to a small hilltop that over looks a cute park*
Xavier: Soon the fireflies will come, and this place will be filled with nature's light... but for tonight. Let's create our own.
*lights dance like stars in the trees below and in the sky above real stars twinkle, making it look like they are in space*
Xavier: I want... I want to give you this light tonight, will you accept?
MC: *stares at him and smiles*
MC: Of course, this light can be ours.
MC: *cups his cheek*
FADE TO BLACK đ
Brother ... someone at last.. wrote it
THANK YOUUUU
Omggg
Bookish MC .. lets goooooooo
Hello again May I humbly request hcs for the LADS with a bookish MC wherein they are a voracious reader and they love going to bookstores and book fairs to collect and read books
Sorry for the wait @yukiotacon hope you enjoy. sorry for any mistakes i didn't catch
Sylus
The moment he realized books brought you peace, Sylus took it as his personal mission to create a sanctuary for you.
He literally bought you a whole bookstore. Not just any bookstore a gorgeous, two-story haven filled with sunlit reading nooks, old wooden shelves, plush velvet chairs, and a built-in café that always has your favorite teas, pastries, and snacks.
The store's stocked with both modern titles and incredibly rare finds. You never know what's going to show up next on the "New Arrivals" shelf but it always happens to be a book you've been dying to read.
He never interrupts your reading, but he always makes sure your space is comfortable adjusting your blanket, slipping in a warm cup of tea, or brushing your hair back when it falls over your eyes.
Quietly watches you read with a small smile, because seeing you that content is his favorite view.
Zayne
Zayne isn't showy with it, but he's so deeply thoughtful. He remembers everything you say in passing, including those hard-to-find books you've mentioned once five months ago and somehow, they appear.
You'll come home to a package on your desk with a note in his handwriting
You said you read it once in middle school but couldn't remember the title. Thought this might be the one." And it always is.
Loves curling up in bed with you, both of you reading in peaceful silence under soft lighting. Sometimes your legs are tangled, other times he has an arm wrapped around you while reading over your shoulder.
he really enjoys discussing books with you. He asks thoughtful questions, and he listens because your mind fascinates him.
Secretly uses your favorite quotes in conversations. You catch him sometimes and it always makes you smile.
Xavier
Your shared love of reading is your love language.
You and Xavier have a weekly book club, just the two of you. You pick a book each week and meet in your favorite cafe or your living room floor with snacks to discuss it like you're presenting at a conference.
Sometimes you read the same book aloud to each other, switching off chapters. It often ends with him laying his head in your lap, eyes closed, just listening to your voice.
Your dates often involve indie bookstores, secondhand shops, and seasonal book fairs. He lives for seeing your face light up when you find something new.
Also the type to annotate books you've both read with little notes in the margins like "This reminds me of us." or "Tell me what you think of this scene....I had....ideas"
Caleb
Caleb's not a huge book guy, but you loving books? He's been supporting that since day one.
He used to save up his allowance to buy you books when you were kids and to this day, if there's a release you're excited about, he's already preordered it for you.
Has surprised you with signed copies of your favorite author's books more than once. You're still not sure how he managed it, but you caught him on the phone once saying, '"Yeah, she cried. Worth it."
Loves watching you get immersed in a book, your little facial expressions, the way you chew your lip or gasp dramatically and will absolutely tease you, "Don't fall in love with some fictional nerd when you've got the real deal right here."
Will carry your books for you without complaint and has mastered the art of finding a cozy spot to wait while you spend two hours in a bookstore.
Rafayel
he loves that you're a passionate collector of stories.
Uses his vast network of connections to do the most youve met your favorite authors, attended private book launches, and once, he surprised you with a signed first edition of a book you thought you'd never even see in person.
When you're stressed, he whisks you away to iconic libraries around the world
And he's always right by your side, letting you explore at your own pace, hand intertwined with yours.
Has a whole room in your shared space set up as a private library, complete with elegant shelves, hidden reading nooks, warm lighting, and a lounge that practically whispers "read here."
He may not always understand your love for fantasy or tragic romance novels, but he loves hearing you talk about them. His eyes are glued to you as you rant, theorize, or quote dramatic lines with flair.
Occasionally reads something you love just to impress you and of course he always pretends he didnt cry at the sad parts (he did).
loyal to my man ~Xavier .... Life is delulu at this point and other fixations
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