content warnings: fem!reader, fluff, sfw headcanons
XAVIER - PHYSICAL TOUCH
Xavier knows he is smart, and witty enough. But when things get a little too real, he finds it hard to express himself.
And the feelings he has for you are the most genuine ones he has felt in his long, long life.
While he might not be someone who can wax poetic about his affection for you, he shows it in other ways, and physical touch in his favorite way to get his feelings across.
When you walk next to each other, he sticks close, arm brushing against yours. Occasionally, the back of his hand makes contact with your own. It's almost as if the tension builds and builds, until he finally connects your fingers, either intertwining your hands together or linking his pinkie with yours. No words leave his mouth. His touch says enough.
If the train is too crowded, he will pull you closer to him with a firm touch on the small of your back, making sure you don’t receive any unwanted bumps from strangers.
For a few weeks in your relationship, he developed a strange habit of pinching your cheeks and lightly pulling on them. You let him do it, knowing he would eventually move on and find some other part of you to focus on. Though the action did make your face heat up.
Another weird hyperfixation he has is nibbling at your fingertips absentmindedly. He plays with them often, but when he is distracted by a movie you two are watching, he will bite at them every so often. Sometimes, he is so focused on the screen that you doubt he even realizes what he is doing.
(He realizes. He just thinks every part of you deserves love. Don’t question it. It makes sense in his head.)
Cuddling with him is the perfect gift for your senses, stimulating you wonderfully.
Small nips on your skin, little lingering touches. He traces your skin with eager yet gentle hands, as if trying to memorize every curve and dip.
He buries his face in your neck and breathes in deep, and in that moment, bodies tangled with each other and the sheets, vulnerable and open, he will whisper, “I love you”.
It’s an affirmation more than a revelation, since his actions up until this point have all shown you that he really, truly does love you. So you whisper it back, trying to pour all your love into it, before slotting your lips together and using physical touch to convey your feelings right back.
RAFAYEL - WORDS OF AFFIRMATION
Rafayel is, in the simplest of terms, a yapper.
This man could talk for hours if you don’t stop him. About his art, about the meaning of life, about his experiences. He can express so much while also having an impeccable talent of being completely vague. Sometimes, you don’t even understand the things he says. And you’ve given up trying to decipher his every word.
But when Rafayel is talking about you, he makes himself abundantly clear. There’s no ambiguity about it; he loves you. And he will say it a million different times in a million different ways. Whether it be a bold declaration of how much his heart yearns for you, or endless teasing that is meant to rile you up and get a reaction out of you.
“I don’t think your talent lies in art, babe. It’s a good thing you’re a walking art piece yourself. No wonder I’m in love with you.”
“You’re leaving so soon? But I don’t think I’ve admired you enough for today. Don’t leave me!”
I’m impressed, Miss Bodyguard. You’re talented, and easy on the eyes. No wonder you captivated me from that very first day we met.”
Expect to wake up with a lot of voice notes on your phone. Minutes long. Sometimes rambling, sometimes actual ideas for new pieces that he wants to run by you. You better reply to all of them individually.
When you cuddle at night, you can talk for hours. No topic on earth is off limits with him. He will lay you down on a blanket on the beach, and as you watch the stars, he will tell you stories from olden times about star crossed lovers and tragic fairy tales. And he will turn to you, tell you how beautiful you are, how ardently he loves you, how he will never forget any moment he spends with you.
It’s almost like you can tell the exact moment he falls in love with you. Because he tells you. He never stops telling you. He voices his fears of you leaving him, he makes you promise you will never go away. He is clingy and he is whiny, and he is so endearing.
It’s hard to dismiss him when he is so loud about his love. And it’s hard to not fall for him just as he falls for you.
ZAYNE - ACTS OF SERVICE
This is an indisputable fact. Dr Zayne shows his love through acts of service.
He is intensely aware of your needs, and is miles ahead of you in determining what you require at any given moment.
It’s his way of showing you that he cares. He worries for you, and born from that worry is the urge to take care of you.
If you have had a long day, you will come home to a text from him saying he has ordered takeout and it will arrive at your house shortly, since he knows you are too exhausted to cook anything. It is always something different, but it is always food that he knows you enjoy. He will mix it with some healthy options too.
If you ever crash at his place, you will wake up to a tall glass of water and two aspirin on the side table, along with a note in his neat handwriting telling you that there is fresh cooked breakfast in the oven (he made it before he left for work).
Once you two are in a steady relationship, he keeps his house stocked with products you use. A spare shampoo and conditioner, toothbrush, a bathrobe of your size, a hair brush, you name it.
When you mumble something about the hand cream in your purse that is nearly running out, you will find a brand new tube next time you open the purse, and there is no need to even ask. You know Zayne put it there.
He is intensely observant. Even after knowing him for so long, it catches you off guard. He knows which of your clothes need to be dry cleaned and which ones are good for the washing machine. He knows which scents you use. Which products are harsher on your skin. He knows that contacts irritate your eyes after long hours of wearing them, so he keeps a small bottle of eye drops in your side table for that very purpose.
He scolds you for neglecting yourself, and he won’t hold back the harsh tone if he thinks your behavior is particularly destructive. To him, the best way to show love is to make sure your beloved is living the best life they can.
It is the littlest things, the tiniest details. And it shocks you, even after so long.
This was a request made by @sadfragilegirl for a comfort fic! Thank you for the request, this is for you <3 Concept: Xavier notices you struggling, all he wants is to be there for you. Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, a wee bit of angst, burnout, anxiety, gn! reader Wordcount: 1010 Masterlist
Xavier started to notice the signs a couple of weeks ago, at first brushing them off as a bad day. That bad day turned into two, then three, then a week. The sparkle in your eyes started to fade as the days went on, but every time he tried to bring it up, he only received a weak smile and an even weaker assurance that you were fine.
Fine. He grew to dislike that word, because you were not fine. Cancelling plans, taking longer to reply, sleeping more, your smile that once lit up the room not quite reaching your eyes. He opted to support you on the side, after many failed attempts to get you to talk, waiting patiently for you to open up to him about the worries and thoughts that plagued you, being a silent pillar of support, ready to catch you when you fall.
He racked his brain about what had happened to make you like this, but nothing came to mind. The frustration that built up in him was almost overpowering. He wasn’t frustrated at you, never, but at the fact that he couldn’t figure out how to make this better, how to stop whatever was hurting you. And so he invited himself over to your place often, bringing food and making sure you ate said food, to ensure that you slept well and knew that he wasn’t going anywhere.
It all came to a point on one of these visits, when you seemed to shut down further, not even having the energy to joke around like you usually would. He needed to do something, anything. He wanted so desperately to be there for you, it killed him to see you so down. So he made his move when the two of you sat on the couch, a movie playing in the background. Your eyes were glazed over when he glanced at you, not paying attention to the movie even slightly. With a sigh, he moved to turn the tv off, turning to face you fully. You snapped out of your daze, confusion painted on your features.
“Okay, wanna tell me what’s on your mind?” His voice was soft, the serious tone and furrow in his brow a striking contrast to the usually easygoing attitude he displayed. Your eyes widened slightly as your breath caught in your throat. His hand settled on yours, thumb stroking across your knuckles in a way he hoped was soothing.
“What do you mean?” You tried to laugh it off, awkwardly glancing to the side. You felt that if you met his gaze, he’d see right through you, and that was the last thing you wanted. You didn’t want to worry him, to burden him with your problems.
“Please look at me darling,” He says, his other hand gently guiding your face back to him, “Something’s been bothering you for a while now. I tried to give you your space, but I can’t anymore. Talk to me, let me be here for you. Please.” The pleading look in his eyes made guilt stir up inside of you. Has it been that obvious?
“Xavier, I’m fine. You don’t need to worry about me.” A weak argument, you know it was. The hand on your cheek pulled you forward slightly, until he rested his forehead against yours, eyes closed.
“Don’t shoulder your burden alone, I’m here aren’t I? Your trustworthy partner. Rely on me a little. Don’t shut me out.” With his words, your will began to crumble, as you inhaled shakily. Your hand turned to grip his, as the burn of tears welled behind your eyes. Resignation seeped into your voice as you gave in and told him everything that has been running through your mind these last couple of weeks, the anxiety, the stress, the burnout, the way nothing ever seemed to go to plan. You were drained. Physically, emotionally drained. And you didn’t know how to get out of the pit you found yourself in, not for the lack of trying.
Tears soon streamed down your face as you got pulled in closer, right into his lap, arms coiling around you in a firm, yet comforting embrace. Your face smushed into his chest as you let go, the more you talked the more tears streamed down your cheeks. He stayed quiet, letting you take your time to unload everything, only letting you know that he was here. He was listening. He wasn’t going anywhere. He was right there with you.
When you finished venting, he pulled you away slightly, just far enough to brush your tears away, soft kisses left on the corners of your eyes.
“What can I do for you right now? Do you need comfort? A distraction?” He finally spoke up, his soft blue eyes scanning your face. He already travelled through time for you, he would move mountains, he would scorch the world for you, if you just asked.
“I… I don’t know. Can… can you just hold me?” Your voice was weak, but the grip on his hand did not let up.
“Of course darling. Come here.” He guided you gently back into his arms and you quickly nuzzled in closer. He was warm, comforting, exactly what you needed. One of his hands traced across your back as he started humming softly, and you felt the adrenaline leave you. Your shoulders sagged, the tension that had built there so long escaping, exhaustion taking over.
“I love you, my darling. Please, don’t let it build up again like that. I’ll always be there, so don’t try to go through it alone again, because you really don’t have to.” At his words, your arms around him tightened, pulling yourself even closer.
“I love you too Xavier. I’m sorry for keeping this from you.”
“You don’t need to apologise to me. Just rest now, I’ve got you. We’ll work it out in the morning.” You felt a kiss press into the crown of your head as you finally let yourself fall into the enticing lull of sleep.
Xavier x Reader
Sweet nights, him holding your hand, the world didn’t matter. You were both on the ground staring up at the stars, your boyfriend, Xavier, gently rubbed small circles on your hand. Everything was perfect, he loved telling you about the different stars and constellations, you've never seen your boyfriend so happy.
“Look! There, the constellation of Leo,” Xavier said happily as he pointed at the stars. You tried to see it, but you only saw many stars. He didn’t have to know that, though; he was having the time of his life, and that was the only thing that mattered to you currently.
“Did you know that Leo was one of the earliest recognized constellations in the sky? Back then, the summer solstice was observed exactly in this constellation. Which means it begins the flood of the Nile in Egypt.” He said as he looked at you, as he was so eager to show you his knowledge.
You nodded, showing that you were listening to his talk as he yapped about the stars. “Is that so?” You responded, looking into his eyes. He nodded eagerly as he smiled again, you saw the little sparks of light of his evol dancing around you guys. He was telling you random facts or just amazing things about space and different exoplanets that exist.
“There's a theory of a 9th planet, yet they say that this planet is far away and it is bigger than Jupiter. This theory was started due to you needing things on two sides to balance something out. Which would be the same as the solar system.” He explained, looking far into the distance. Silence grew between both of you only the wind was heard. Then he turned around to look at you.
“My star…” He said, looking at you, his eyes showed a soft look at you. “There are billions of different stars out there..Yet I found the only star that really matters to me.” He spoke gently, his words with deep affection as he gently put a strand of hair behind your ear.
hii, im really a sucker for arguments/angst imagine HAHA can I please have a request for LaDS guys where they made you flinch in an argument (^_^;)
pairings: Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel, Sylus, Caleb x Reader
content: arguments, hurt/comfort, misunderstandings if you squint
a/n: small break from the silly
Xavier usually didn’t get worked up during arguments, he’d just observe.
He’d listen to everything you had to say, taking the words to heart but trying not to engage too much, especially when he noticed you were starting to get more animated.
This time, however, was different.
He was upset and he wanted you to know.
He wasn’t raising his voice, he wasn’t being mean or mocking but his face gave his inner conflict away.
You weren’t backing down and neither was he.
“I can hold my own and you know that Xavier, you’ve seen me in action.”
His sharp inhale didn’t go unnoticed by you,
“I’m not doubting that, not doubting you, I just need to know that you won’t get hurt.”
It’s like you two were talking right past each other,
“I won’t, we don’t need to be attached at the hip for you to know that!”
He turned around quickly,
“Yes but I want to be able to reach you quickly, to get to you in time-“
He took a fast, heavy step towards you, wanting you to see the sincerity and genuine concern on his face, what he didn’t anticipate was for you to flinch at his sudden approach.
He stopped, his words catching in his throat as he just… looked at you.
You stared up at him, hands balled up in front of you and he felt immense regret wash over him.
“You…”
He started but couldn’t finish the sentence, being at a loss for words.
You lowered your hands, trying to adapt a more relaxed stance,
“Xavier, I didn’t mean to…”
His head hung low now, his eyes covered by his bangs.
You could see his shoulders rise and fall with uneven breaths.
Silence stretched between the two of you.
“Xavier…”
You tried again, softer this time.
He didn’t respond, he was standing there, the internal conflict in his mind clear.
When his gaze finally met yours again, his expression left you breathless.
It wasn’t what you had expected, it wasn’t anger, not disappointed but aching.
“I would never…”
The words left him quietly, not able to voice out what exactly had gone down just now.
“I need you to believe that.”
“I do,”
You blurted out,
“It’s not your fault. You just surprised me and I-“
“I scared you.”
He finished for you.
“Even if I didn’t do it on purpose, I can’t just say that, that’s okay with me.”
You took a careful step closer, tension between the two of you starting to ease.
Xavier didn’t move, he just watched.
“I know you’re not trying to control me,”
You said.
“But I need you to trust the decisions I make. And that I can take care of myself and still come back to you.”
“I trust you.”
He murmured,
“But what if something happens and I’m not there? What if I won’t be able to reach you in time-“
He swallowed the “again” that was about to slip him,
He took a small breath and then looked down at his hands.
“…can I touch you?”
He asked, hesitantly.
“Just- your hand. If it’s okay.”
You immediately softened at that.
You nodded, yes.
“Of course.”
He inched closer, steps slow, making sure you took in every one of his movements.
His hand reached for yours, getting a hold of it as if it were something fragile.
He brushed the back of your hand with his thumb in an attempt to ground himself.
“I’m sorry.”
You held onto his hand tightly, squeezing.
“I’m glad you’re being open about your concern but don’t try and decide for me. You want to protect me and I want to protect you.”
The ghost of a smile showed on his lips.
He leaned closer, close enough for your breaths to mingle.
He whispered,
“I want to figure this out with you.”
And this time, when his hand lifted to touch your cheek, you leaned into it without hesitation.
The silence between you and Zayne hung heavy in the hospital room, occasionally interrupted by the soft hums of the equipment around the room.
Your boyfriend had been trying, trying to get through to you.
Telling you to stop pushing your limits, to stop taking unnecessary risks.
Yet you brushed him off everytime.
And now the consequences sat between the two of you.
“You could’ve gotten seriously injured.”
His voice was laced with restrained emotion.
Your eyes were looking at everything but him, hands clenched into fists at your sides.
“I know. I just didn’t think-“
“Exactly. You didn’t think.”
He interrupted you, voice sharper than what you were used to.
His eyes were cold behind his glasses,
“I kept trying to tell you-“
He went to adjust his glasses, hand raising.
But out of instinct, you flinched at the sudden movement.
It wasn’t a big reaction, barely a twitch but it was enough to gain Zayne’s attention.
He froze.
His face fell and any trace of anger and disappointment gone.
Instead, it was replaced by hurt.
He started,
“I wasn’t going to-“
A shaky exhale left him,
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you.”
Zayne stood awkwardly, his shoulders were tense, guilt reflecting in his eyes.
You looked up at him.
“It’s okay.”
Your eyes met, relief finally easing onto his face.
Still, he didn’t dare to move.
“…are you sure?”
You nodded, a small smile gracing your lips.
That’s when he stepped forward.
This time, not to lecture and to fight but just to be there.
A storm cloud was starting to form in the room.
The tension thick because of something more akin to a misunderstanding than an argument. At least that’s how Rafayel saw it.
He was gesturing animatedly, his voice was getting a little more heated than intended as he tried to explain himself, it was unusual for him to get so worked up over something he himself considered trivial.
Your arms were crossed, your brows were furrowed, frustration written on your face.
With one especially sudden swing of his arm, you flinched.
You stepped back a bit and Rafayel felt himself freeze as his words were caught in his throat.
He was staring at you, confusion and concern displayed on his face.
“Why?”
His voice had quieted down, soft.
“What… why did you react like that?”
You couldn’t immediately answer.
You were standing still, feeling guilty at that urge that had overcome you.
It was an instinctive reaction, not something you had realised in time to stop.
Rafayel hesitated, he could feel his hands twitch with the urge to reach out to you, wanting to comfort you but doubt filled his mind.
He was torn between wanting to pull you close and giving you the space you might’ve needed.
“Have I ever made you feel unsafe?”
His question wasn’t meant to make you feel guilty, it was sincere, making your heartbreak even more.
The raw vulnerability in his tone simply had your heart aching.
His question hung between you two, it was his way of asking for reassurance.
You shook your head, whispering,
“No,”
You put your hand over your heart,
“No, Rafayel. Never. I wasn’t expecting it. I didn’t mean to react like that.”
You could see some of the tension leave him.
The next time his eyes found yours, they were filled with the light echo of relief but also a hint of regret.
“I shouldn’t have gotten carried away like that.”
He stepped closer, gently wrapping his fingers around your wrist, an attempt to test the waters.
“Can I… hold you? Or do you want some space?”
You offered him a small, comforting smile,
“Come here, you big baby.”
A sigh of relief left him and he stepped closer to pull you into an embrace.
His hand brushed through your hair, as if attempting to make all your pain and sorrows go away.
“I’m sorry.”
He whispered against your ear, his voice low and sincere.
Sylus and you stood opposite of each other, his face was devoid of any emotion but you could see his eyes, dark with frustration, showing his true feelings.
You went on a mission he warned you about, recklessly pushing ahead without considering any risks.
And lo and behold, it had gone sideways.
His arms were crossed over his chest and his breath came in sharp, controlled bursts.
“Do you think this is a game?”
His voice was firm, his words sharp.
“I told you not to go, not alone, and what do you do?”
“I could handle it.”
Cutting him off, you tried to stand your ground, though you could feel the anger radiating off of him.
As he let out a frustrated exhale, he threw his hand up, running it through his hair.
His movement was so fast and controlled, that you couldn’t help but flinch back, instinctively shrinking away.
The man facing you froze.
For a moment that felt far longer than it actually was, the room felt suffocating.
He stared at you with wide eyes, caught between something you couldn’t quite make out and something softer, something making his chest ache.
He felt overwhelmed by guilt.
“You know, Id never hurt you, right?”
His question was barely above a whisper.
His gaze softened, frustration replaced by something more vulnerable.
Your answer was caught in your throat.
You felt his gaze on you, watching you carefully, analysing your every move like you were something fragile, small.
Something to protect.
After a second, Sylus took a step back, creating some space between the two of you, giving you room to breathe.
He felt the weight of his actions making his shoulders sag.
He wanted to reach out, make sure you were okay but something in the back of his mind told him not, to not scare you further.
“I didn’t mean to scare you.”
The regret in his voice shining through,
“I was worried. And I often don’t know how to get that through to you without pushing.”
You lowered your head, letting his words settle, understanding him.
“I didn’t want you to think I wasn’t taking it seriously. I was just-“
You stopped yourself, inhaling, to collect your thoughts,
“I guess I just didn’t want to feel like I couldn’t handle it.”
Sylus watched you, his features softening.
He quietly said,
“You’re strong.”
A slow exhale,
“But you should know you have nothing to prove to me. All I ask for is to know that you’re safe.”
You searched for his eyes, finding worry and care still there.
They were always there.
Under all of it, even on the rare occasions that his frustrations got the better of him.
He muttered an apology, slowly closing the space between you.
“This won’t happen again.”
He kept up the eye contact as his hand reached out.
You didn’t flinch this time.
It came to rest on your shoulder, the slight pressure from his heavy hand grounding you.
It felt like an unspoken promise between the two of you.
He’d be by your side no matter what.
Caleb’s voice was thick with concern, frustration and something he tried not to reveal to you often: fear.
He wasn’t one to argue, never one to raise his voice or escalate things, not when it came to you.
But this, this was about your safety and he couldn’t just stand to the side and not do anything.
“You’re not listening to me.”
His voice was steady, yet the edges let his worry show.
“You could’ve been hurt and you don’t even seem to care.”
Your arms were crossed tightly over your chest, brows furrowed.
You didn’t want to back down, wanting to stand your ground but you knew he was only acting like this because he cared.
Yet the ache of knowing he still doubted your capabilities pushed you to keep going.
“I can take care of myself.”
You said, frustration overtaking your voice,
“You’ve seen me in action before.”
In a moment of bad judgment, he thrust his arm out to emphasise his point, the movement swift.
Before he could even finish speaking, you flinched.
Caleb halted at that, words dying in his throat, eyes widening in realisation.
He felt his chest constrict slightly, breath hitching.
No, I-“
His voice cracked as he took a step back, face twisted in a display of guilt.
“I’m so sorry.”
He murmured, struggling to look you in the eyes.
Before you knew it, he dropped to his knees in front of you, face pale.
The slight tremble in his hands didn’t escape you, as he reached for you, not wanting to overstep but trying to lay his heart bare to you.
“I didn’t mean to scare you. I would never-“
He stopped mid sentence, shaking his head,
“I should’ve thought before… moving like that, acting like that.”
Your heart was pounding as you watched him bow his head in front of you, remorse clear on his face.
“I’m sorry.”
He said again, voice desperate.
“Please, just… tell me you’re okay. I didn’t mean to hurt you...”
He trailed off, wide eyes looking up at you, searching for a sign, any sign that you didn’t fear him, didn’t hate him.
He had to know that he didn’t destroy something he held so dear.
Swallowing the lump in your throat, you reached out, patting his head.
He stiffened at first, he was hesitant, but your warm touch seemed to reel him in.
“I’m okay.”
You reassured,
“It wasn’t your fault. It was just a reflex.”
Unbeknownst to you, Caleb wasn’t looking for reassurance, he was looking for forgiveness.
“Forgive me? Please?”
His voice was low, unsure, letting his insecurities and vulnerability show.
You knelt beside him, meeting his gaze with softness.
Cupping his face, you felt the warmth coming off him.
His breath was starting to steady slightly.
“Nothing to forgive you for…”
Your quiet voice reached his ears,
“I know you’d never hurt me, Caleb.”
He closed his eyes and leaned into your touch, resembling a puppy.
You closed the last of the space between you two, resting your forehead against his.
You and Caleb didn’t need words to understand one another.
taking a shower with caleb, but for once, you're the one pampering him.
he's always the one washing your hair, but when you pout at him and threaten to leave the shower, he relents and sits on the shower bench in front of you. he sighs and tells you once more that "baby, you really don't have to, i'm okay," but you're having none of that. tilting his head up to meet your gaze, you press a kiss to his eyelids, and he tenderly places his hands on your hips — rubbing small comforting circles with his thumbs.
shielding his eyes from the water, you make sure his hair is thoroughly soaked through before squeezing some shampoo in your palms and massaging his scalp with it. caleb shudders a bit at first, your smaller hands much warmer than his. your touch is so soft, and for some reason, his chest feels like it's tightening a bit. when you push his hair back and laugh, whispering that "slicked back hair fits you, handsome," caleb looks at you as if you hung the moon and stars in the sky.
the feeling of your warm skin beneath his hands, your nails soothingly scratching his scalp, and your soft hums — this is love, he thinks. you're gazing at him with so much adoration, and you're treating him as if he was fragile. it's all so overwhelming, and caleb can't help the tears in his eyes. he was always content caring for you, never expecting you to do the same — your presence alone was a blessing enough. when he takes his hands off your hips to wipe his eyes, you grow concerned.
“caleb, are you okay? did shampoo get in your eyes?”
in response, he just laughs and wraps his arms around your waist, resting his head against your chest. listening carefully to your heartbeat, he exhales deeply. your body heat is so grounding, and he can't help letting out a choked sob when he feels you wrap your own arms around him. you care, you care for him so deeply, and caleb never knew he could allow himself to be selfish in this manner.
oh, how lucky you were to have each other.
“just thinking about how much i love you.”
🍎 pomme's notes — his myth damn near made me kill myself i need to love him so bad.. also inspired by that one reddit guy whose girlfriend washed his hair and he cried.. that's calebcore!!
𝐗𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐑
You wake up early, stretching lazily before grabbing Xavier’s hoodie from where it hangs on the rack like it’s routine. He’s still sleeping soundly as you slip out of the bedroom. The hoodie envelops you completely, sleeves hanging past your wrists, carrying his distinct, comforting scent.
In the kitchen, you prepare a simple breakfast for yourself, and a plate for Xavier that you know will likely go cold. The morning news plays quietly on the TV as you settle onto the couch, legs tucked underneath you, swimming in the soft fabric of his hoodie, feeling wrapped in Xavier’s presence despite his absence.
Movement catches your eye as Xavier appears in the doorway. His eyes find you immediately, taking in the sight of you wearing his clothing.
“Good morning,” you say, offering him his plate. “I made you breakfast.”
Xavier glances at the food but doesn’t take it. Instead, he shifts closer, arm sliding around your shoulders to pull you against his side. “Later,” he murmurs, his voice still rough with sleep.
His fingers trace absent patterns on your arm through the fabric of his hoodie, and you can feel him breathing in deeply, as if taking in the sight of you wrapped in something that belongs to him.
You nestle closer, and within minutes, his breathing becomes more even. Looking up, you find his eyes have drifted closed, his posture completely relaxed. You smile, pressing a gentle kiss to his jaw. Even in sleep, his arm remains securely around you, keeping you close as if unwilling to let you go now that he’s found you this way—comfortable, content, and wrapped in his clothing.
𝐙𝐀𝐘𝐍𝐄
The mission had been longer than expected, and you’re exhausted as you make your way back home. Zayne had returned from his shift a few hours ago, and you’ve been looking forward to seeing him after days apart. You’re wearing his jacket—the black one with the subtle white trim that you’d taken from his closet before leaving. It’s become a comfort object during your mission, the lingering scent of his cologne providing reassurance during stressful moments.
You stop at the corner store for snacks before finally unlocking the apartment door. The place is quiet but warm as you kick off your shoes and pad toward the living room.
You find Zayne on the couch with journals spread around him. He looks up as you enter, his eyes immediately locking onto his jacket draped over your frame. Given his preference for professional coats, his collection of casual jackets and hoodies is small and meticulously maintained—making the absence of even one immediately noticeable to someone as detail-oriented as him.
“So that’s where it went,” he says. A small smile tugs at the corner of his mouth as he sets aside his work, creating space beside him.
You drop down next to him with a tired sigh. “Found me out.”
Zayne reaches out, fingers brushing against the collar of his jacket where it meets your neck. The touch is gentle, almost reverent. “It suits you better than me,” he murmurs.
His hand moves to your shoulder, pulling you closer to his side. “Next time,” he says, voice low near your ear, “take more than one. You know I don’t mind.”
His arm remains around you, a subtle but clear indication that while you may have his jacket, he’s pleased to have you.
𝐑𝐀𝐅𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐋
The gallery opening had been exhausting—too many people packed into too small a space, all of them wanting a piece of Rafayel’s attention. You’d smiled and nodded and played your part perfectly, but by the time you returned to his seaside home, you were completely drained.
Rafayel had stayed behind to handle some business with Thomas, insisting you go ahead without him. You’d grabbed one of his hoodies—the soft blue one with white pattern of waves—and changed into it the moment you got home. Now, curled up on the couch with the artsy duckie plushie he’d won for you clutched against your chest, you’d finally found peace in the quiet of the evening.
The sound of the door opening and closing barely registers as you drift between sleep and wakefulness. You vaguely hear the soft footsteps approaching, then a delighted sound that could only come from Rafayel.
“Oh, look at you,” he coos, his voice soft. “Absolutely precious.”
You hear the click of his phone camera and crack open one eye to see him standing above you, a fond expression on his face as he takes another photo to set it as his home screen later.
“Are you documenting my crime?” you mumble sleepily.
“I’m documenting perfection,” he corrects, sliding his phone into his pocket. “Move over a bit.”
You comply, and he squeezes onto the couch beside you, pulling you half onto his chest. His fingers thread through your hair, and you feel the tension in his body from the event slowly release.
“Did Thomas give you a hard time about leaving early?” you ask, voice muffled against the fabric of his shirt.
“Thomas always gives me a hard time,” Rafayel replies with a dismissive wave. “But I’d rather be here with you.”
You snuggle closer, the artsy duckie plushie squished between you, and feel him press a kiss to the top of your head as you both settle into the comfortable silence.
𝐒𝐘𝐋𝐔𝐒
Snow falls in thick flakes outside the window, blanketing the forest view in pristine white. You stand before the floor-to-ceiling glass, mesmerized by the winter snow cascading from the gloomy sky. Sylus’s dark jacket envelops you like a protective shell, the sleeves long enough that you can curl your fingers into them. It smells like him—a blend of expensive cologne and something uniquely his—and wearing it feels almost like being wrapped in his embrace.
You’ve been standing there for nearly twenty minutes, lost in thought, when you hear the door to the residence open and close. You don’t turn, knowing exactly who it is from the footsteps entering the room.
“Enjoying the view?” Sylus asks, his voice closer than you expected.
You glance over your shoulder to find him watching you with an expression that makes your heart rate quicken. His eyes track from your face down to the jacket you’re wearing.
“It’s peaceful,” you reply, turning back to the window. “Everything looks so quiet from up here.”
“Indeed,” he agrees, though you can tell from his reflection in the glass that he’s not looking at the snow at all. He moves to sit behind you, close enough that you can feel his warmth. “Though I must say, my jacket looks better on you than it ever did on me.”
You smile, watching his reflection. “It’s warm.”
“If it’s warmth you’re seeking,” Sylus says, his hands coming to rest lightly on your shoulders, “perhaps I could offer something more comforting than a piece of fabric?”
You turn to face him, still wrapped in his jacket. “Is that an offer or a command?”
His lips curve into that familiar smirk as he pulls you closer. “With you? Always an offer.”
𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐁
The DAA jacket is practically a relic now—Caleb hasn’t worn it in years, not since he became Colonel in the Farspace Fleet. But it still hangs in the closet of your shared place, and on the nights when he’s away on missions, you find yourself reaching for it.
Tonight is one of those nights. The bed feels too big, too empty without him, and the jacket is a poor substitute but better than nothing. You’ve wrapped yourself in it, breathing in the faint traces of his scent that somehow still cling to the fabric after all this time.
You’re reading through reports on your tablet when the door slides open unexpectedly. You look up, startled, to see Caleb standing in the doorway, still in his Fleet uniform, a day earlier than scheduled.
“Caleb! You weren’t supposed to be back until tomorrow,” you say, sitting up straighter.
His eyes immediately zero in on the jacket you’re wearing, and a slow, teasing grin spreads across his face. “Well, well. What do we have here? A thief in the house?”
You roll your eyes but can’t help smiling. “Hardly stealing when it’s been hanging untouched for years.”
Caleb fully enters the room and sits on the edge of the bed, reaching out to finger the fabric of the jacket’s collar. “I don’t know,” he says, voice dropping lower. “Looks like theft to me. I should probably report this.”
“I’ll give it back,” you offer, starting to shrug it off.
“Don’t you dare,” he says quickly, catching your hands with a grin. “It looks better on you anyway.” He pauses, then adds with mischief, “In fact, I think you should raid my entire closet. Take it all. Every last shirt and sock.”
You laugh, leaning forward to kiss him. “Welcome home, Caleb.”
“Home is wherever you are,” he replies, pulling you closer. “Stolen jacket and all.”
Based on this request.
Save me Lumiere~
📖⬅⬅⬅
When one goes out into the woods, perhaps it is wise to bring some way to defend oneself. Aurora had not learned that lesson, unaware of the danger watching her from the distance. As she bent down to pluck a wildflower, the snapping of a twig caught her attention. She turned, gasping as a lone Wanderer pounce. It was too late for the untrained woman to even dream of stepping out of its claws grasp. - @borealiscuriosities
The turning head of the wanderer told Xavier it had found a new target. Now that was distracted, he had an opening, the distraction wasn't met gladly. A new target could only mean another human was in the vicinity.
"Hey!"
He tried to get its attention, to no avail.
Reaching out he could feel the metaflux surge. The wanderer was fast, but Xavier was born to be faster. Just around his vision he could see a small figure, a black speck in the distance. Teleporting to it, he didn't have a chance to speak before he had the form wrapped in his arms and rolling out of the way.
"Don't move if you don't want to be Wanderer food." The instruction was sharp but his voice was soft, not intending to startle.
One whip of his blade and a flash of light composed the wanderer to dust and a brilliant green protocore was left behind. It was pretty. She was prettier.
"Are you hurt? Why are you in the No Hunt Zone? This area is off-limits."
ೃ⁀➷ WEARING HIS CLOTHING — rafayel, zayne, xavier x gn!reader
“c’mere it’s starting to rain harder,” rafayel says, huffing as he closes the door behind you. the scent of wind and rain stains your clothing as you look around his studio. he sighs, running a hand through his wet hair. his fingers soak up the raindrops before he turns to you.
though he stumbles a bit as he spots the white shirt you're wearing growing more and more sheer from the rainy weather. rafayel feels the tips of his ears and his cheeks burn before he tears his gaze away from you. "you're probably getting cold in that," he spits out, "wait here. i'll get you a change of clothes in the meantime."
you barely have time to reject his offer before he darts towards his room. he returns hastily with new shirt and a beige and red cardigan of his. any chance of your denial is shot down with his arms crossed over his chest. "just change into it," he mutters, still avoiding your gaze.
you shrug, stepping into his bathroom to slip out of your soaked shirt. the shirt fits decently but the cardigan is much larger than you realize. the sleeves cover your hands and feel like flaps. but it smells like the bothersome painter you've grown fond of.
stepping out of the bathroom, you find rafayel sitting in front of the fireplace. it seems he's changed as well but it's difficult to tell from the large blanket he's enveloped himself in. but he pauses, looking you up and down.
"what?" you laugh, "cat got your tongue?" his cheeks burn once more but he scoffs, pulling you down into his lap under the blanket. "don't you dare say that devilish name in my home," he mutters, burying his face into the crook of your neck. you smell like him now and there's a tenderness he finds himself embracing when his hold on you tightens.
“i’m home,” zayne calls out, shuffling out of his shoes. he pauses, expecting you to come rushing out from somewhere to greet him. but when nothing arrives, he feels his chest tighten. perhaps it’s a little silly to have been looking forward to your welcoming smile.
he finds himself looking around your apartment in all of your usual spots. but he doesn’t need to look too hard when he finds you in your room. you’re curled up atop a layer of laundry in deep sleep. it’s warm to the touch and the scent of linen is fresh in the air.
zayne feels the edges of his lips tug when he spots you wrapped up in a large coat he’d worn on a date with you last week. it engulfs you as you snuggle deeper into its depths.
he reaches out for you, pulling back your hair and cupping your cheek. there’s something both ravenous and adoring in his gaze as he presses a gentle kiss to your forehead. perhaps he’ll let you wear his clothing next time you need a little nap.
your name escapes his lips for a moment and your eyes flutter open. “z-zayne..!” you stutter out, sitting up quickly, “i didn’t realize you’d be back this early.”
“i am back on time,” he murmurs, bending down on a knee to meet your height on the bed. “i believe you are the one that lost track of time. doing the laundry, i see. did that coat give you a hard time?” the look on your face warms his heart as his arms reach under the coat to wrap around you.
"you're cold, aren't you?" xavier murmurs. a silvery autumnal breeze whirls past the two of you and another curious shiver curls down your back. xavier chuckles fondly, hand still enveloped in yours. it's likely the only thing providing you warmth save for the thin jacket you thought would do its job more properly.
"i'll be fine," you said quickly, "the apartment's just another block." your words don't exactly convince xavier. he pauses, dragging your hand back a bit to pull you into his chest. "i don't really have a use for my jacket right now anyways. how about you take it for now?" he says with a smile.
you avoid his gaze, unwilling to admit he might have been right earlier about the chilly weather. but you don't reject his offer when he slides his jacket off and wraps it around your shoulders. "there," he chuckles, "feel a little better?" you decide not to indulge a reply.
back at the apartment, you immediately float to the heater. xavier's sweater is still lovingly draped over your shoulders. his warmth remains despite everything. from the kitchen, xavier watches you wrap the sweater even tighter around you. it suits you.
a lingering smile tugs at his lips before you slide back over to him. "you can have it back now. i can grab one of my thicker jackets now," you say, though not exactly stripping it off yet. he shakes his head, tugging the sleeve slightly to pull you closer to him.
"i prefer if you keep it for now," he says with a gentle expression, "i had heard from someone that offering someone your jacket was a pleasant sign of affection." he pauses, admiring the way you're bundled tightly in his clothing. "i just wasn't sure how to bring it up..." then, he smiles knowingly. "i figured a nice walk out give me an idea."
09/29/24; 02:45pm
{ drabbles / headcanons }
[ when you’re on your period ]
featuring: sylus, zayne, xavier, rafayel + bonus
when sylus found you curled up in bed, unable to move or utter a sentence that didn't begin with a whimper-
he knew that it was that time of the month once more, causing you to trap yourself in a cocoon made from your blankets while surrounded by your favorite plushies. after finishing his routine for the day, sylus adjusts his tie, rufescent eyes filled with sympathy for you. with a gentle hum of your name, he settles himself beside your cocoon, feeling his added weight make the mattress dip in response.
you weakly peek at him from beneath the confines of your comforter, making sylus chuckle in response as he gently brushed back your hair. "hey sweetheart, how are you feeling?"
"i could be better..." cue another whimper escaping from you, the sudden jolt of pain felt rippling across your abdomen as you curled up even further into your cocoon. with a sigh of your name, sylus leans forward to press a lingering kiss against your hair.
"i know how painful this is for you, so you just remain in bed for as long as you need to. alert luke or kieran if you need anything, and i'll make sure mephisto keeps an eye on you as well."
"don't you think that's overkill, sy?" your grumbling words manages to earn a chuckle from sylus, with him leaning down to press another lingering kiss against your hair.
"please, nothing is too over the top for me, especially when it comes to you, darling."
while sylus wished for nothing more than to remain by your side as you went through so much pain, he had a busy day ahead of him and responsibilities he could not quite drop at the last minute. with his itinerary in mind, he says his goodbyes to you once more before leaving your shared bedroom.
while leaving the mansion, he gives luke and kieran strict orders to leave you alone and remain on their best behavior, reminding them that they were only allowed to enter his bedroom if and when you needed anything. the twins both give him a mock salute, promising him that they would take care of you and protect you when needed.
the hours go by, and despite the several meetings and conferences he attended with potential clients, his mind would always inevitably go back to you. when moving from place to place, sylus would stop by a gift shop or store, picking up some items he knew you would need.
by the late evening, sylus returns home with numerous bags in his hand. kieran was the first to greet him, letting out a low whistle. "wow, can i just say whipped much?"
"shut it." sylus grunts at him, demanding that he alert the cooks so that they can prepare dinner for you. giving him another mock salute, kieran's laughter was heard echoing throughout the hallways, making a vein pop against his forehead.
taking great strides towards the room, he opens the door, feeling his prior annoyance disappear and the way his heart melts with empathy for you. you were still settled in bed, with the blankets wrapped around you. "i'm home, sweetheart."
"sylus...!" happiness was seen in your gaze when you get out of your cocoon, making his heart race at the mere sight of you. he joins you in bed, pulling you into his lap while giving you the various bags. you giggle, setting aside the feminine pads, eyes taking in the various snacks he had bought for you. upon feeling an ice cold carton, your mood becomes significantly better seeing your favorite flavor of ice cream. you end up grabbing the ice cream as you tossed aside the lid and dug into it with the provided spoon.
your lover chuckles in amusement, tracing the tip of his nose against your hair, "do you feel better now?"
"yes." you answer him with a giggle, cuddling your body even closer to his as you felt the aches and pain of your period slowly melt away while in his embrace.
"ah, i see that you are menstruating."
heat was felt against your cheeks when zayne notices your sour mood and the blood stains seen against the sheets. this was your first month living together with him, and despite how you couldn't help or control the intensity of your cycle, you still felt embarrassed.
"s-sorry, i should have slept with a towel beneath me. i'll be sure to wash-"
but zayne cuts off your nervous rants while saying your name in a stern (but gentle) tone, "there's no need to feel embarrassed. what you're going through is just part of a female's anatomy. it's something you can't control, and i'm not upset with you at all."
you pout at him, hiding your face beneath the blankets while speaking to zayne, almost dejectedly, "i guess you're right."
zayne sighs, looking away from you all while adjusting his tie. "i have to work soon, will you be alright by yourself?"
you meet his gaze, your heart racing with anticipation. deep down, you wanted to experience what it was like to be in zayne's embrace, having him comfort you through your pain and discomfort that came with your cycle. yet, you didn't want to be a selfish girlfriend, or have him dislike you when your relationship was still so fresh and new to you and him both.
"n-no, i think i'll be fine, zayne. i'll see you tonight, okay?"
zayne gives you a stiff nod, already closing the door to your bedroom before stepping outside. you felt a little disappointed, watching as zayne left you with little hesitation. with plans to pout yourself to sleep, you let out a huff and ducked your head beneath the covers, curling into a fetal position to help with easing the excruciating pain that came with your cramps.
you were ready to close your eyes when the door opens once more, revealing zayne. sitting up in bed, you run a hand through your hair, trying to hide your pout, "what is it? did you forget something?"
he shakes his head in response, "no, it didn't feel right to leave you here all alone. even if i did go to work, my mind would be preoccupied with you and your sad face."
you were about to deny that you felt sad at the thought of him leaving, yet the words refused to come out of your mouth. instead, you watch as zayne takes off his tie, unbuttoning his shirt before rejoining you in bed.
"don't worry." a soft chuckle was heard against your ear, "i already called in and decided to use one of my pto days. another surgeon will take my place for the day, and i'll come back in a few days, when you feel better."
it takes you a herculean effort to hide your grin, and when you couldn't handle it anymore, you hid your face within his chest. "but you're the best cardiac surgeon akso hospital has."
"and there are other competent surgeons as well." zayne answers you, and you could hear the smile in his voice.
as he rubs comforting circles against your abdomen, you felt your eyelids grow heavier. unable to remain awake, you fell into a peaceful slumber while in zayne's embrace, smiling in your sleep when you felt something soft pressed against your hair.
a soft moan was the sole form of communication you could manage when xavier wakes up in the middle of the night, feeling your jostling movements against the shared bed.
"hey, what is it? what's wrong?" his voice was thick with sleep, blue eyes lazily looking down at you and how you were practically clinging to him. another whimper was heard coming from you, with your body practically curling up against his.
"sorry, these cramps seem to hit me at the worst times." you manage to admit to your hunter boyfriend, making his eyes go wide when he sees the spot of blood against his sheets. he hears another whimper coming from you, and finally decides to pull you even closer to him. knowing that you were in pain makes xavier hyper-focused on helping you feel better.
"sssh, it's okay, i'm here, i'm here." xavier adjusts his hold on you, purposely cradling your body against his. with your back pressed against his chest, he allows the palm of his hand to flatten against your abdomen, trying to massage the cramps that you felt.
with his gentle massages and soft words of reassurance, you visibly began to relax, letting out a soft moan while pressing yourself even closer to his chest. no words were spoken as xavier continues to comfort you. "it's late at night, so there's not much i can do, but when morning comes, i can take you out to get breakfast at your favorite café."
your pain manages to ease up, allowing you to practically melt against him. feeling drowsy now, you give xavier a nod, turning around so that you could hide your face within his chest. "mhmm, sounds good... xavier."
the young hunter chuckles, pressing one last kiss against your forehead, taking a moment to admire your sleeping features before closing his eyes once more, not daring to let you go as he keeps you pressed against him.
rafayel was able to sense when it was that time of the month for you. you didn't have to complain about your pain or how uncomfortable it was.
in fact, your lover actually takes a break from work, setting his artworks to the side while tending to your every need. him spoiling you so much makes you utterly giddy, unable to contain your happiness as rafayel took care of you during your time of need.
from ordering all of your favorite foods, to hand feeding you your favorite desserts, it was easy to say that he treated you like a queen while in his care. and it was thanks to his thorough care that you found your monthly cycles to be much more bearable.
at the end of the day, rafayel keeps you in his embrace, stripping both you and him of your clothes before preparing a bath for you. while the porcelain tub fills with water, the artist takes a moment to select your favorite scented bubbles before pouring it into the warm waters.
as the bubbles began to multiply with the rapidly filling water, rafayel shuts off the faucet, giving you a mischievous grin before entering the tub with you still in his arms. your giggles echo throughout the bathroom, and you felt so content and happy while hiding your face within the base of his throat.
with a hum of your name, rafayel places the palm of his hand against your naked abdomen, his touch becoming much warmer than usual. even though the slight heat was something that was new to you, you basked in it, allowing the heat to course through you, taking away the pain.
"rafayel... what- what are you doing?"
you feel the way your boyfriend shrugs, pressing a kiss against your damp hair, "i used a bit of my evol to warm my hands... it's something that i've been trying to perfect to help you in situations like this."
you were now filled with love for him, eyes gazing at him with absolute adoration. with your body practically seeking rafayel's warm touch, you eagerly press yourself closer to him, basking in his rich chuckles as he meets your gaze, leaning down to give you a searing kiss that conveys the depths of his love for you.
"don't you think you're being a bit too overdramatic?" caleb calls out your name in an exasperated manner, but you could only manage a weak glare at him in response.
"i am not being too overdramatic, i'm in serious pain right now, caleb! but of course, you wouldn't know since you never had to deal with this type of pain." your words send a wave of empathy through him, and he figured that you were right, that he didn't know what you were going through.
your boyfriend lets out a sigh, eyes trailing over your figure as you remained hunched over and curled up in bed. knowing that you were probably in too much pain to move, he starts searching through your apartment, grabbing the necessary items before bringing them to you.
"alright, time to scoot over." you grumble and whine some more, making room for caleb all while letting out soft whines here and there. caleb manages to place you within his arms, taking advantage of his strength when he sits up in bed, placing you on his lap while allowing you to cling to him.
he opens the cold bottle of water, offering you two tablets of your pain medicine to take. even through your pouts, you take the medication and swallow both tablets while draining the water bottle. along with the medicine, he offers you a bag of snacks he had bought for you earlier, unwrapping them for you. as he offers one of the snack cakes to you, his smile widens, watching as you cutely bite into it.
"that's my good girl." he teases you, cooing at you as you could feel the heat against your cheeks. enjoying just how close you were to him, caleb presses several kisses against your cheek, not stopping until you were left a giggling mess.
"how about we just stay indoors, and i can order some chinese takeout for both of us for dinner tonight?" your boyfriend asks you all while gently massaging at your tender abdomen.
you hum in agreement to his plans, already opening a chocolate bar as you bit into it, all while leaning into his form. basking in his warmth, you relax while in his embrace, already feeling better as your lover spent the entire day taking care of you without a single complaint.
and you couldn't have been happier at the fact that you had managed to capture the heart of someone so perfect.
end notes: i am on my period;;; and i am d y i n g 🫠 i would love to have these lads men spoil me in my time of need,,,,,, currently unedited but i’ll make any changes once this is posted ♡
all stories are written by rei; please do not repost, plagiarize, or translate my works!!
loyal to my man ~Xavier .... Life is delulu at this point and other fixations
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