I Love It When I Can See My Collar Bones Properly…

Other issue is I don’t even know what weight I would actually have a properly flat stomach at

I’ve literally been overweight since I was a kid

reminder that even if you have an ED, it’s not okay to fat/food shame others.

Also ate wayyy more of the Chinese takeout than I’d originally planned 😅 at least I haven’t eaten anything else today though… I guess…

And before anyone says anything:

No, I don’t 100% trust him

I have very good reason for that

I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access

My boyfriend just got back home, by the way

I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af

me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes

No idea how I’m gonna cope during my 48 hour fast though 😅 recently I’ve been exhausted by like 4pm despite sleeping pretty well, and that’s with me eating three decent meals a day (kinda have to while my boyfriend was off). The lack of energy while I’m fasting might literally kill me

Maybe someday (hopefully sooner rather than later) I’ll be able to post pics of my own collar bones rather than a random Pinterest pic

all i can think about is how everything is on hold until i’m skinny. does anyone relate like?? this isn’t real like this doesn’t count i’m not a person until i’m thin

To The Bone (2017) dir. Marti Noxon