I Don’t Feel Like A Person I Feel Like A Disorder With A Body

there are people who love and tolerate me more than i deserve

I really cannot wait until the 24th when I can just fast for like two full days and restrict the rest of the week as well because he’ll be back at work

When you use him getting home early from work as an excuse to go for a long walk together 😊

And burn some calories before Chinese 😫

Managed 12,135 steps today! Haven’t exactly had a great day calorie-wise since we ate out for lunch (again 😫), but at least I’ve done a decent amount of exercise to burn at least a little bit of that food..

Yeahhh, I’m 27 😅

feeling really old rn bc so many of the ppl here are teens (which i fully should have expected since that was me in the 2014 tumblr days) but are there any 4n4 accts in their 20s here?? i’m not trying to encourage this shit with the youths 👴🏼

Oh yeah! If anyone was curious, I was 204lbs on Monday when I started fasting & am now 196lbs! Don’t worry, I know some of that is likely to just be water weight… but I’m still pretty happy 😄

sorry for looking like i just cried for an hour. it’s just that i cried for an hour

Just over 9 hours into my 48 hour fast. Feeling pretty good! Only issue so far has been intense boredom… with my boyfriend gone and not eating anything, I’m just really bored haha