I Just Need Something That Tastes Of Something That Isn’t More Black Coffee Or Herbal Tea Tbh

The need to look like this is actually killing me…

Mainly because I know it won’t happen anytime soon 😭 even if I restrict and fast as much as I can, it’s still gonna take time. Ugh, this sucks

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He wants to have a Chinese takeout for dinner tomorrow night 😭 what do I even get?? Omg

me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes

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i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way

The real challenge tomorrow is gonna be baking the chocolate cake for my boyfriend’s birthday without caving and eating anything 😬

Is it ridiculous to hope I’ll be decently under 200lbs by the time this 48 hour fast is over?

My 48 hour fast has begun!

Start weight is 204lbs 😭

all i can think about is how everything is on hold until i’m skinny. does anyone relate like?? this isn’t real like this doesn’t count i’m not a person until i’m thin

I need to look like this someday

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