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Happy Birthday, Dean Winchester ♥ January 24th, 1979

On their first date, Dean takes Cas to the movies. 

It feels weird and a little awkward; they’ve been friends for so long and even though Dean now knows that Cas is interested in more, he still doesn’t feel like he has permission to touch. 

He wants to hold Cas’ hand in the theater but he spends the entire movie working up the nerve and eventually chickens out. His palms are all sweaty anyway. 

On their second date, Dean takes Cas to a restaurant. 

It isn’t by any means fancy but it’s a lot nicer than the roadside diners they usually frequent. Cas orders some foreign dish with perfect pronunciation and Dean gets so tongue tied, he accidentally orders his steak well done.

Conversation over dinner is stilted. This time, Dean can tell that he isn’t the only one who’s uncomfortable. In a strange way, it makes him less uncomfortable. They’re in this together, testing the waters and trying to work out what their relationship is changing into. 

Dean crosses his legs at one point, bumping his foot into Cas’ underneath the table. Cautiously, he inches it back until they are touching again. Cas smiles at him but otherwise neither one of them acknowledges it. Their conversation starts to run smoother.

On their third date, Dean takes Cas to a museum. 

He isn’t expecting to enjoy it much but Cas’ enthusiasm is catching. They’re nearly halfway through the second floor by the time Dean realizes that at some point Cas grabbed his hand and hasn’t let go. 

They’re still holding hands when they get back to the Impala. It is then that Cas informs Dean solemnly that since their third date just ended they can now have sex. 

Dean laughs and is about to explain that the three date thing is more a guideline than a hard rule, when Cas pins him against the side of the Impala and kisses him breathless. 

Dean goes with it. Who is he to argue with the three date rule?

zhao yunlan can’t see, he can see, he can’t see, he can see…

👀 I always feel like somebody’s watching me 👀

Stiles: You know, they say it takes six seconds of sustained eye contact to tell if you're in love with someone or if they plan on killing you.

Derek: *stars at Stiles for six seconds*

Stiles: Should I be excited or terrified?

Jordan Elsass as Trip Richardson in Hulu’s Little Fires Everywhere. (2020)  

Just imagine how Cas must have felt during that prayer. It must have hit hard. He was in the middle of the battle and he hear Dean's voice. For a moment he must have thought he is losing his mind because Dean also prayed to him last time and Cas could have thought maybe I am hearing things maybe it's an echo of the past that I'm unable to let go. Because Dean can't be praying to me he hates me he is angry. But no it was real. Dean prayed and he cried. And Cas is shocked Dean's words vibrate through his body his grace. Cas had waited so long.

Cas comes back to Dean tells him he heard the prayer. But doesn't tell him that he was dying and he broke free because he heard Dean's words. It brought him back as he always does. Cas was dead to Dean and that how he had felt during their separation. Now with Dean's tears he was alive once again. No no leviathan no mother of monsters not even death can take that away. It was from Dean and it was for Cas. Just for him.

jk rowling: sirius and remus never dated

me: ok, boomer