Awww imagine reposting and translating someone work.
So, an anon informed me that my work was reposted and translated onto wattpad by the account: yukobit0. While in the process of looking for my post, I found many others who are big in the hashtag tokyo revengers. I just wanted to inform you all incase you were unaware. On my blog it specifically states my work is not to be reposted onto other platforms!! The person running the obit00 account did credit the original poster in the beginning of each ‘chapter’ on wattpad. Even so, many of these creators specifically say they do not want their work reposted. Please report the account or dm them so that they may take it down. Below are images. I tagged some people who’s @‘s I saw. Though I only got up to chapter 38 (my post) and I did not @ everyone I saw. If you see others please @ them!
@hqnma @mitsukeys @kazuluvr @kawaragi @bonten @zvnphoria @antagluv @swaggybaji2 @chifiru @himeno-exe @tokyo-fukushu
ーOur favorite characters are streamers who play the game Genshin Impact and somehow fall in love with a particular character, you.
ーChilde x gender neutral reader
ーHeadcannons, Fluff
ーWarning: Childe content, cursing, usage of childe's real name
ーNote: AS USUAL @alberivh HELPED ME WITH EVERYTHING AND ALMOST HALF OF THIS ARE THEIR IDEAS TOO CHECK EM OUT
•Ah yes, Ajax (derogatory)
•His streamer name would be "Tartaglia"! He doesn't exactly remember where the name came from but it stuck and he doesn't really want to change it
•He's one of those people who everyone loves but makes fun of. #tartagliaslander is a commonly seen popular hashtag that comes up even few days
•Often is seen playing PvP games and is known for his fluid emotional state while playing games aka they love seeing his expressions and reactions because he's very.. expressive
•One time, they somehow convinced him to play a horror game and they were rewarded with comedy gold
•"HOLY FUCK *voice crack*"
•"NONONONONO WHY THE FUCK *voice crack* IS HER HEAD BACKWARDSー"
•"*insert high pitched scream* oh wait nevermind I thought it was Scaramouche"
•ehem, I shall skip over those details
•He ended up discovering genshin impact after someone in his stream compared him to a certain character
•"Oh really? I bet my mora that I'm better than this character you're talking about"
•He honestly speedruns the start of the game, he's really good at adapting to new games and learn how to play them
•And now! The moment he's been waiting for, he's finally in Liyue and he shall finally see for himself the person everyone has been talking aboutー
•"Hey sweety, hold still"
•Oh dear Ajax, you don't have a thought behind those eyes do you?
•His audience could practically see the gears turning in his head while he's watching you fight. He's usually very expressive but his face was all blank until the cut scene ended
•"...you guys win the betー" and it all went downhill from there
•Practically BEGS mihoyo for your banner daily after getting a few minutes of screen time of you
•"@Mihoyo when are we getting [name]'s banner" His wish gets granted.. a few months later
•“The unlucky whaler! Ajax” #PROUD
•He's one of those people who you can't help but wonder just how much money he has because he's always spending it for you almost like an investmentー
•Of course, there is a bad side. He has shit luck, he could spend a bunch of money for a character but lose the 50/50 to someone else. Though his bad luck only applies to characters, he had really good luck regarding artifacts
•He's unintentionally really good at building characters! He could casually just do 200k damage while putting random artifacts on a character
•But when it comes to you? Oh boy.
•He has like 15 different tabs with many different builds regarding you comparing each and every one of them to see which one is the best because only the best for you my dear <3
•He's one of those players who have a slightly inappropriate signature
•"Twerks sadly in no c6 [name]"
•Probably steals resources from friends and only asks to get some after he's already taken them. He and Kaeya have a mutual agreement to take each other's resources without telling each other.
•“Kaeya can i get a—“ “Starconch? Sure”
•Giggles innocently after spending 3 weeks to save up all of your materials aka stealing his friend's resources
•He simped for your hand in your trailer next question. Him talking about how beautiful your hands would be if you had a ring thereー
•Him absolutely losing it in that one scene where u destroyed a bunch of ruin guards in like a few seconds
•Everyone just sees him cover his mouth and he slowly sinks into his chair. He's usually very vocal when it comes to showing how down bad he is but he just gotta catch his breath for a second, somebody give him a cold glass of waterー
•Him reacting to your foul legacy form LIKE IT WAS A LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE
•"Oh fuck they could step on me, I mean they could step on me, oh wait no I mean they could step on meー"
•“oh my god…THEY LOOK HOTTER THAN BEFORE??? MOM THIS IS YOUR FUTURE KID IN LAW, DO YOU LIKE THEM????”
•He let out the highest, loudest, girliest scream when you finally came home, it doesn't matter if he lost the 50/50 like 5 different times, it was worth itー
•He literally got u at lvl 90 and 4.8k damage after a few mins of getting you and crowned you twice
•HE HAS YOUR NAME CARD AS SOON AS POSSIBLE AND EVERYTHING THAT WAS RELATED TO YOU
•Another one who collects all your ascension materials even thought he doesn't need them anymore
•“Guys…I can’t do this, /pulls for c6 [name]/“
•*Gets random other five star /slams head on desk/*
•“Mihoyo fuck you /pulls again/“
•/gets your weapon/ "I WANT THE CHARACTER NOT THE WEAPON"
•Then he goes to absolutely destroy the abyss with you
•Cries over your lore and then he goes like “YEAH LET'S THE ABYSS TOGETHER!”
•Probably named himself "Sweetheart" so that you would call him sweetheart in the game
•Childe would be this one dude who babysits Teucer and streams at the same time. So technically….he’s fighting over you while feeding teucer his food
•He's basically hypnotized teucer into loving you
•“do you like [name]”
•“Say yes or i’ll tell mom we’re eating vegetables tonight—“
•“Yes”
•He probably shows teucer pics of you on the TV and makes him wear a shirt that has y/n supremacy written on it
•He makes teucer watch ur trailer the way toddlers watch cocomelon
•“Teucer this is the new cocomelon”
•Sometimes when he's babysitting Teucer he just deadpans and goes
•"Look, I'd be a great dad so [name] if you're hearing thisー"
•You know how Childe is a boss right? You're a boss too. He wouldn't attack you the first time because he's dying inside because you're basically flirting with him while fighting oh my fucking god lord have mercyー
•“Surrender is a valid option, I promise I’ll be gentle—“
•“Kiss me”
•Fighting your boss is literally the highlight of his week
•"WEEK 13 OF FIGHTING [name]!!"
•I know he would get jealous if you're shipped with another character
•“This fucking bastardー“ *never plays their story quest
•Loses 50/50 cause of said character, equips them and makes them fall to their death multiple times
•HE’LL DO THAT DAILY AND TREAT THEM AS A PRISONER ON THEIR TEAPOT
•“No lunch for prisoners like you” aggressively attacks them
•He technically lives for you. So see him building his whole teapot for you and you only
•He has a part in his tea pot that looks like a wedding ceremony and puts you at the altar
•I know he be begging mihoyo for a new skin for you after seeing after seeing fanart of you in a suit, Mihoyo isn't surprised at this point
•He made a little prison for everyone who stole his pity and regularly attacks them or equips them to make them fall off a cliff
•He cried when the teapot voice lines were about you wanting to introduce him to your family cause we all know how much of a family man he is
•He would make a whole lake for you in his teapot
•Him collecting your fish at your teapot world and then says shit like “everything for you beloved”
•Insert that one meme "anything for you Beyonce"
•HE GOT SO SCARED BECAUSE YOU ALREADY HAVE DEATH FLAGS SINCE THE BEGINNING
•"HUH? They might die? What do you mean?? they're safe in my teapot" *aggressively makes you a safe bunker in his teapot*
•Watches sad animations of you and your sibling and hugs Teucer for emotional support
•“Hahahaha guys they d-don’t have death f-flags! Alright!!”
•The first stage of grief: denial.
•Childe getting frustrated because your cooldown is a fucking menace to his irritation and he's terrible with archers
•“Why did I pull for them? Well….they’re hot”
•The comments: I thought you like archers
•“No?? I only pullled for them because they’re hot and have you ever saw me playing an archer aside from y/n though, I GUESS YOU HAVEN’T” cue him running away from the mitachurl as soon as ur ult ends
•HE ALSO LIKES TO SLANDER YOU BUT IN A LOVING WAY LIKE “HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FAVORITE LITTLE SHIT!”
•"Aww, my favorite menace to society"
•I know he gets all pouty when he finds out you're rich cause he wants to spoil you
•he would also flirt with your character using stupid puns
•“Are you water cause I'm thirstyー”
•Childe seems to be the type to flame you for your damage in co-op but is always so understanding when you're not good at the game and carries you
•I know his room is filled with merchandise you cannot convince me otherwise
•he has a whole shelf of plushies and figurines of you, he even had a narwhal plushie custom made inspired by you
•He hugs your narwhal plushies and pretend as if it was you #touchstarved
•Your narwhal plushies is literally in every corner of his room
•All in all, Teucer needs a break from his big brother's shenanigans
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Shitted myself while reading this, that fuckinf twist
#FFFAFA | GHOST.
genre | angst, fluff, platonic relationship au, grumpy dad x eager child dynamic
word count | 2754
warning | mention of death, mention of pain, mention of human trafficking, mention of kidnapping / i know absolutely nothing about this game and this man.
note | i just thought his appearance and the little personality i can tell from tiktok fit the description of this scenario. also i like this trope. i apologize in advance but this thought just had to go somewhere other than my head.
“Where’s the kid.”
A stoic voice matched with an even more intimidating stance—the medic did not need to turn around to know it was Simon Riley (or Ghost, as he liked to be called) talking behind him. He calmly turned around to face the sudden speaker, and his brows raised. Despite barely healing from severe unattended injuries and dehydration, Ghost remained tall and demanding; nobody should expect anything less from him.
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[author’s note] sanzu is a toman boy too, but I’m excluding him because there’s a limit of 10 photos per post (5 character banners and 5 breaks is 10 🤷🏾♀️)... should I just stop using breaks or...?
toman boys reaction to dreaming of dead s/o | mitsuya, hakkai, kazutora, smily, angry.
warnings: angst, cussing, panic, death of reader in dream, brief mention of vomit, gn!reader.
@voldyshit-1997 said: “How do you think the tokyo revenger characters reacting to dreaming of their dead s/o”
part 1 (mikey, draken, baji, chifuyu, takemitchi)
— I can actually see him getting seriously ill over this, like damn near tripping and falling to get to the bathroom before he throws up.
— or he could be really surprisingly chill about it.
— he could just wake up and feel as though the room is incredibly hot for no reason.
— probably tosses the sheets off of his bed because it feels like he’s suffocating.
— scared.
— trembling a bit, but laughs at himself because he swears he’s been through worst.
— tries to talk himself out of calling you, or going to see you, or telling you to come over in the middle of the night.
— but he can’t. he ends up dialling your number wrong several times because his fingers keep shaking and he almost gives up and goes back to sleep but then the phone begins to ring and he just wants to see if you’ll answer.
— and you do.
— he finds himself trying to force a smile so that he doesn’t cry as you sleepily say, “hello?”
— he says nothing in reply, afraid that his voice’ll break and that you’ll know that he isn’t as strong as you thought.
— he gets kind of tired of being the big bro all the time.
— sometimes he needs to be comforted too.
— “... takashi?” you whisper, unknowingly bringing tears to his eyes as he wipes them away with an annoyed sigh. he shouldn’t cry, it’s not who he is, but he just can’t help it.
— “takashi, you there?” and he knows he should let you hang up, he knows that he should just let you believe that maybe he dialled you up by accident late at night, but he can’t stop himself from speaking.
— “m’here.” he says quietly.
— “do you... do you need something?”
— he wants to say no. god, he really wants to say no.
— he wants to leave you alone so you can get that sleep you so desperately need but he can’t stop himself.
— “hey, uhm, (y/n)?” stop, stop, stop.
— “yea?”
— “do you think you could, uh...” stop. stop it. just leave them alone and go back to sleep. stop it. “do you think you could come over?”
— he waits in silence for what feels like an eternity before you let out an exasperated sigh and he hears rustling, like you’re pulling on clothes.
— and he finds himself scrambling to tell you not to come, and that it was stupid of him to ask, but you reassure him that it’s fine and that you’ll be there soon.
— but when you go to hang up, he lets out a panicked, “wait.”
— and he doesn’t bother to explain himself or say anything, he just sits in silence while you leave the call open.
— you can tell he’s worried and that he doesn’t want you to hang up so you don’t, making you way over to his house.
— once you get there, he immediately opens the door and pulls you in.
— the two of you make your way to his room and he pulls you into his bed without much thought.
— he doesn’t say anything, doesn’t hang up the phone either. he just tries his best to relax now they you’re in his presence.
— crybaby central.
— let me not clown him like that.
— anyway, mans most definitely sheds a tear or two. either that, or the second he wakes up, he’s flinging himself out of the house and going to find you.
— he likely tries to seek comfort from yuzhua first so that he doesn’t have to come and bother you, but yuzhua isn’t very good at comfort and her “comfort” isn’t giving what it should have gave.
— she probably bats him away in her sleep and he ends up coming to find you anyway.
— is very quiet and calm when he comes to knock on your door.
— just smiles at you, content to see that you’re alive and well.
— but please do not ask him if he’s okay.
— mf WILL start bawling.
— and he’s a rather loud crier too.
— low-key hopes that you invite him in because he wants to be with you right now.
— if you do let him in, expect him to be super clingy upon entry because he is here for comfort.
— most likely doesn’t bother telling you what’s up, just needs your presence to relax him enough to where he can get back to sleep because he is most definitely tired.
— probably falls asleep before you and wakes up late the next day because your presence is just so comforting to him.
— will definitely overplay the nightmare thing so that he can sleep over again. :)
— shocked and scared at the same time, but not really.
— kazutora has had a very rough life, he has seen worse in reality than anything he has ever seen in a dream.
— but even still, the sight of you pale and lifeless in a fleeting dream might work him to tears.
— you mean a lot to him. way more than he’s willing to admit.
— he likes to think that he can be there to protect you but he knows he won’t be there all the time and that’s what worries him.
— texts you to see if you’re up.
— please reply or else he’ll call.
— if you don’t answer, best believe he will show up to your house and will break in.
— don’t play with him 🖐️
— answer the phone 🔫
— he will pick the lock to your window, he doesn’t care.
— all those years in juvie surely taught him something about a lock or two.
— don’t freak out if you catch him staring blankly at you at 2 in the morning.
— most likely was watching you sleep to see if you were breathing or not.
— had to make sure.
— you know, just in case :)
— might tap you gently to wake you up because he’s selfish and would like to talk to you for a moment.
— “hey, (y/n)... (y/n)?”
— wake up 🔫
— will not leave until you wake up, even if you don’t, he’ll just slide into your bed anyway.
— make himself comfortable and all, sliding his arm under your head to make sure you’re supported and then just catching the rhythm of your breath and heartbeat until he too falls asleep.
— probably wakes up to you screaming because what tf is he doing in your house anyway?
— like mf, get out. lmao
— will not leave though. will guilt trip you into letting him say the night for another night or so.
— will milk it as long as he can.
— let him stay the night :)
— gets pissed off at his brain for making him see that?
— he is more concerned about his own mental state than he is about you for a second.
— has a “what the fuck did I just see” kind of reaction.
— has to tie his hair up into a curly top knot and rub the sleep from his eyes because he is so out of it for a good half an hour.
— once he has a chance to get grounded, he most likely either calls you and tells you he’s coming over or just comes over without saying anything
— he does NOT care whether you want to see him or not, either leave the window open or be at the door by the time he arrives because he’s coming regardless
— don’t try to turn him away, he’s spending the night whether you like it or not.
— “nahoya, what the fuck? it’s like, 1 in the morning!”
— “okay, and? 😑”
— deadass pushes you out of the way.
— better make room for him on your bed or he will shove you, he does not care.
— but once you two settle down, he might tell you about the dream and you can see he has a hard time doing so.
— he keeps swallowing like there’s a lump in his throat and you offer to get him water but he grabs you so suddenly and shakes his head.
— “but don’t you need something to drink?”
— “uh, no. I’m...good. don’t worry about it.” with an uneasy grin on his face, his grip tightening just a little around your arm.
— please don’t leave, he’s a lil’ sensitive right now.
— won’t admit it, but he is actually very worried.
— he knows that he can protect you but he worries about when he’s not around.
— might let you learn to fight from toman, or might just as them to look out for you.
— but either way, he’s gonna make sure you’re taken care of.
— he can’t lose you.
— it really fucks him up.
— he gets physically ill just remembering the dream, let alone experiencing it for the first time.
— kind of jolts out of his sleep.
— he isn’t really sure what to do.
— he tries his best not to bother you but he can’t help but call you up in the middle of the night.
— “...hello, sou?”
— he cuts you off, “can I come over?”
— you try to explain that it’s the middle of the night and that whatever it is can wait ‘til morning, but he starts hiccuping like he does when he’s about to cry so you immediately switch up and tell him he can come over.
— arrives surprisingly fast, and knocks on the front door rather than coming through the window like some people.
— will immediately crawl into your bed.
— you don’t even have to be in it, your lingering warmth and scent is enough to put him right to sleep.
— but if he has a lil’ bit of a harder time getting to bed, then he’ll quickly usher you over and then ask for you to run your fingers through his hair.
— his scalp is really sensitive, so every brush of your fingers has a nice lil’ chill running down his spine.
— it feels so good that he is probably to sleep in seconds.
— will wake up refreshed and likely won’t even remember the dream or how he got there.
— but he’ll be content, just seeing your sleeping face as you have yet to wake up.
— your fingers are likely stuck in his curls though because I swear he has serious bed head.
Kamisato Ayato x Reader
Notes: just a small something since he came home. Gender-neutral terms, blood & injury mention, protective boyf Ayato✨
Cornered, you considered your options. Run and risk the two men chasing you? Fight back and risk a black eye at the least, all while your lover’s jacket turned dirty with your blood?
You really had no way out, pressing yourself impossibly closer into the alleyway as though it were possible for the wall to swallow you and transport you elsewhere. To think all this happened over a misunderstanding.
“You scum, wearing the Commissioner’s coat like that.”
You opened your mouth to protest, a hoarse and cracked sound pleading for a break. “No, I - “
The man puffed out his cheeks, an ugly red colour popping through his face in profound anger. “Unless you’re some whore who ran off indecently with the Commisioner, threatening to tear down his reputation!”
The man accompanying him scoffed, adding in another sentence before you could get a word in. “So which is it, are you a filthy thief or have you seduced our honourable Yashiro Commisioner?”
You sigh. The men were harassing you over borrowing Ayato’s coat to keep you warm from the cooling winds. You only wanted to run your errands around Hanamizaka in peace, not be cornered and threatened for something clearly trivial.
“Ah, is there a problem here?”
Thank Narukami. Your shoulders immediately relaxed upon hearing the familiar cadence of your boyfriend as he directed the men’s attention to him.
“They think I stole your coat!” You called over the men, seeing the silent confusion written on Ayato’s face.
The two men’s eyes widened comically as they looked at one another and shook their heads. “Commissioner! We were simply looking out for you! We aren’t sure what they were doing parading around in your - “
Ayato held a hand in the air to stop them from continuing. Clearly, these scoundrels held no respect or foresight whatsoever.
“It appears to me that you’ve unnecessarily cornered my partner,” Ayato motioned to your form huddled against the wall, still shaken but less scared than before, “surely the two of you can see that I am not in my coat now, yes? I fail to see why any of this is worth scaring them.”
“Lord Kamisato, we - “
“A clear oversight on my part. It seems that I haven’t done my duty as well as I would have liked.”
Ayato walks past the two men, stance and posture upright, determined, graceful. He approached you and carefully leans to capture your chin between his fingers, tilting it ever so slightly to meld his lips lovingly against your own.
Pulling back slowly and softly, a satisfied hum reverberating upon seeing your shocked and confused expression and sensing the two men still present behind him, Ayato gives them a pointed look.
“My duty is to protect those closest to me. If either of you approach them again, it will be your last.”
“You can’t possibly threaten us, that wouldn’t be a good look for you, Commissioner - “
“Ah,” Ayato grinned, “the two of you look familiar. I believe… yes. You two have committed numerous acts against the Tri-Commission in the past through petty games - namely tax evasion. I protect Inazuma and therefore, you two have disrespected the Raiden Shogun by neglecting your citizen’s duty. You understand the consequences of directly harming a Tri-Commission member,” he motions to you, as you were his and thus affiliated with the Yashiro Commision, “Perhaps that is enough cause to, eloquently put, stay quiet?”
That was enough to send the two into a flurry of apologies, profusely bowing before they ran out of the alleyway with their tails beneath their legs.
Ayato gave a soft smile, turning back to you and trapping you between the wall and him with his arm next to your head.
“Now, where were we?”
Why is he ginger 😧
I found this blessing picture of lee and I just felt the need to share it. UGH the amount of detail in this... HEART FUCKING EYES MY GUY
DESTINY.
~warnings;; manga walhalla arc minor spoilers, canon divergence, death, blood, knife
~genre;; angst, hurt
~wc;; 1544
~characters;; hanemiya kazutora x gn!reader
~listen to;; one step forward, 3 steps back by olivia rodrigo
;;authors note at the end;;
what is he thinking? thats the first thing that goes through hanemiya kazutora's mind the second he steps in juvie. he just killed his best friend's brother. got his other friend in huge trouble. what is even happening to his life right now?
the two years in juvie feel like a lifetime. and the one person who believed in him all this time, was you. you, who was close friends with mikey and baji, you, who would give him the biggest smile. you, who would visit him everyday in juvie, tell him about your day. he noticed how you would never mention toman, scared to hurt him, scared to hurt yourself. he didnt even know why you bothered to even check up on him. each time he saw you, he felt more and more guilty, and he knew that was how you felt as well.
———
two years had finally passed, and you had stopped coming a few months ago. you would send letters instead, telling him about how your day was, though he couldnt help but realize how much shorter, how much vaguer they were then when you first started sending him stuff. its only fair to him, he thought.
he'd gone insane. and he knew that. the day he decided to join walhalla, you confronted him infront of his appartment.
"what the hell do you think youre doing? kazutora, youre better than this, i know that. i know you. please, dont do this."
he had only looked at you, eyes devoid of emotion.
"you, you dont know anything. stop pretending to know me. because you dont, ive changed, and you cant even realize. you call that "knowing" someone?"
he was nearly screaming at that point.
"you abandoned me in juvie! you left me to rot there, you sent meaningless letters, you shouldve just said goodbye once and for all. are you sure you even know me? or are you keeping up a facade because you feel pity for me? because if thats the case, i dont fucking need it. get out of here, i dont want to see you again."
and, hes done it. pitter, patter. was that the sound of the rain or the sound of your tears? you didnt know anymore.
those words hurt, not only him, but you. those were the last words he said to you before he walked away, eyes glassy. the next time you met would be the worst day of his life.
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kazutora leaves his appartment that morning instantly dreading the day ahead of him. its not gonna end well, thats all he knows. he keeps up his wall. he acts smug as usual that day though hes anxiously waiting the very moment he sees your face again. that day he screamed at you still haunts him. he can only hope it was enough to drive you away from him.
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toman vs walhalla. the fight starts in an abandoned parking lot. quite ironic that the sign behind them says "safety first", because this fight is going to be anything but safe.
both sides stand on either sides of the dirty lot. they stare eachother down, both desperate to win this fight. oh, and there it is. you stare at kazutora harshly, a slight crease of your eyebrows, and he feels like hes done for right then and there. hes already lost this fight, its already over for him. he feels like crying for a second, his eyes gloss over for a split second before returning to usual. he sets his mind straight, attempting his best to push the image of you out of his head for the sake of this "reputation" hes built up for himself. he could laugh at how pathetic he is in this moment. he steps forward, stopping right in front of draken. forces himself to smile wide.
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the fight is a whirlwind for him. all he registers is hitting mikey in the head, then collapsing himself. oh crap, is what he thinks when he picks up his pole to hit mikey. you would never forgive him for this. but what does he even care about your opinion?
right?
the first thing he sees when he regains partial conscience is baji. baji, talking to chifuyu. and a string snaps in his brain. again? again, has somebody left him? now he only has you, and he's not even sure if you can count as someone that's truly on his side.
selfish selfish selfish selfish is all that that goes through his mind. he has no control over his body, his personality has split, his hands moving on his own. picking up a knife, what am i doing? walking down the mountain of cars. looking at baji makes him irritated. looking at you, you, who was standing right next to baji made him even more insane. why, how could you forgive baji? why did baji deserve forgiveness when he didn't? what did baji have that he lacked?
then again, its not like he's met anyone's expectations before.
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slowly, ever so slowly, stalking down the mountain of broken down engines, he takes up his knife, preparing to end whatever he had caused.
he has no control over his body, flickers between conscious and unconscious, dark and insane, in control of his body and being controlled by something known as insanity.
coming up behind baji, the moment takemichi decides to turn his head, he drives the knife forward.
only it doesn't hit who he thought it was. it doesn't hit baji's flesh, but what it does cut is yours.
the knife digs into your stomach and you spit out blood. your eyes are wide, not knowing why you did that anyway. perhaps it was so that kazutora wouldn't be blamed.
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the last time you talked with kazutora was the day he lashed out on you. you slowly walked back home, feet getting heavier and heavier by the step. the second you get home, you collapse on your bed, screaming into your pillow, blaming yourself for falling for someone so unstable, someone who could never love you back.
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the sound the knife makes as it punctures your back is disgusting. kazutora wants to die the second he realizes what he's done. everybody looks at him in surprise, not anticipating such a turn to the fight. your body crumples right in front of him, and its like a stab in his own heart when he knows that he's the reason that this, whatever this is, has turned into such a result.
his heart sinks right then and there.
———
everyone is wide-eyed. even kisaki stares at the situation, nobody dares say anything.
kazutora drops to his knees. letting go of his knife, which rolls down the pile of cars, occasionally screeching a bit, until it hits the bottom. mikey stares at it, before directing his attention back up to kazutora, his eyes full of hatred. he’s about to run up when draken puts a hand on his shoulder.
mikey shoots him a glare, the fuck are you doing? draken only stares forward and mikey decides to comply just this once. takemichi and baji look on at the unfolding situation with disbelief. nobody has fully registered the situation apart from kazutora.
said individual’s mood turns a whole 180. he grabs your body in his hands, and you look upwards giving him a small smile.
“kazutora, you finally look worried yeah?” you manage to spit out, eyes drooping.
“y/n, no stop talking, just- i am so so sorry please, hang on for-”
“kazutora, i’m not going to make this one. this isn’t your fault, it’s fine. promise me to leave me some flowers, the ones we saw at the park together, hm?”
“thanks, kazu.”
the use of his nickname is the last string that snaps. he bursts out in tears, his eyes running, he manages to nod his head.
“ill be waiting, but don’t come too soon you idiot” you grin up at him, giving him the biggest smile you’ve smiled in months.
“i love you”
and it’s the last thing he hears your voice say before your body goes cold and so does his.
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you guys used to walk home together, always passing by this one park. you saw a butterfly once who led you to a small pink flower, one so small but so vibrant. you called it destiny and he said it was “weird”. he wished he spent more time with you, let you know how special you were to him. little did he know that somewhere, you regretted every second you didn’t spend with him as well.
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the next day, kazutora walks alone to that park. no heavy backpack, no you beside him.
he follows another butterfly, one that was yellow. it reminds him of the yellow bracelet you always wore.
he picks a small pink flower, bringing it to your grave. he sits down, holding back his tears, and placing the flower right in the middle of the grave.
he looks up to the sky and says,
“i love you too.”
he leaves a small note on the grave. if somebody were to unfold the paper, it would read “destiny”.
though nobody ever did open the note.
a/n; MAJSHD okay so if you’ve read this far hi hello thank u
GHIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING AN ACTUAL FIC so yeah mhm this might suck HELP
BIG THANKS TO @rim0na BECAUSE SHE LITERALLY HELPED ME CRAFT THE ENTIRE THING SO YEAH THANKS RIM
@maik0u because angst (even if u don’t rly know kazutora) and @kodzukoi because she said she wanted to be tagged 😋😋)
Go cope mf 😂
IM VRYING WHY MUST IT BE BER AHHSHAJZJJZ IT COULD BE MONA OR QIQI BUT WHY WHY DID YOU COME HOME IN THIA ACC AGAIN FKNX YUO
*knock knock*
from
" Good afternoon, sir. I will bring your daughter at 8!"
to
" I never said AM or PM "
(footage/animation not mine obviously)
I realize I'm 3 days late to posting this on my Tumblr blog but eh who cares--