hi! can i request Headcons about kita and osamu with their s/o in online class or google meet and forget to turn off the camera stuff. i like how you've done for suna, daichi and akaashi hehehe your hc is cute and i love it! đ„șâ€ïž
LEAVING THEIR CAMERA ON WHILE BEING SOFT WITH THEIR S/O PART IIÂ
âą includes: osamu , kita , iwaizumi | PART I
âą genre// cw: fluff , f!reader // suggestive, iwa bites youÂ
âą wc~ 1K
a/n: please yess i loved this prompt sorry for taking so long i just idek why i left this on my drafts for so long SORRY nonnie !!
reblogs are highly appreciated <3Â
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Osamuâs eyes drift from the laptop on the counter to you, softening when you loudly yawn entering the kitchen, he must admit that seeing you decked into one of his grey sweaters is making his heart beat a little faster than before.
âgood morning to you tooâ he says between a deep chuckle as he presses a button on his earbuds. âNice to see that you slept so wellâ
Your eyes adapt to the light and notice Osamu sitting in front of the screen, his notebook resting beneath his hands. You tilt your head, sleepiness still fogging your mind as you move behind him.
âIâm hungry âSamuâ your head falls on top of his muscular shoulder and your arms wrap his torso
Osamu, quickly taps the button that deactivates the camera, or at least he thinks he did, before looking over his shoulder with half lidded eyes.
âYouâre always hungry Y/Nâ
âYouâre always hungry too!!
He shakes his head, stopping a small giggle to come out of his lips as you nuzzle your nose against his neck, leaving soft kisses and mumbling âcook me somethingâ in the process. Osamu closes his eyes, enjoying your caresses before turning to face you.
âI didnât know I had such a whiny baby as girlfriendâ he lays his pen on top of his notebook before cupping your cheek with his big palm, âWhat am I going to do with ya?â
You pout at his mocking tone and Osamu sees the opportunity to kiss your lips, drawing a little moan out of you. Your eyes flutter closed as you hug him tighter, enjoying the warmth of his body against yours.
âMiya-kun! You are still part of this class!!â a female voice rings in Osamuâs ears making him stiffen, you, on the other hand, are brushing your lips on the sensitive skin of his neck searching for his mouth again, causing the spiker to blush violently as he apologizes. He looks at you with pleading eyes, using all his willpower to hold back the urge to kiss you.
âbabes-please, stop.â
âShin, can you help me with this real quick?â
Kita sees you from the corner of his eyes, standing on the entrance of his room, holding your math notebook and tapping your feet, waiting for an answer. He activates his microphone not facing you yet, addressing his classmates with a  stoic tone.
âExcuse me, Iâm gonna leave for a bitâ he explains to his group before deactivating his camera and mic to take off his earbuds, leaving them on top of the desk. Kitaâs face softens as his eyes squint a bit to give you a tender smile, patting his lap for you to use as a seat. âCome, angelâ
You eagerly move your feet in his direction before plopping your weight on his thighs, sitting horizontally. One of his palms caresses your back while the other rests on your legs.
âWhat is it, darling?â he whispers, leaning to pepper your cheek, making a bubbly laugh burst out of your throat.
âI-help me with math please, I donât understand this right hereâ you whine, pointing with your pen at the equation on your notebook, an angry frown settling on your face as you reread the problem out loud.
âPoor baby, of course Iâll help yaâ, Kita smiles before his nose tickles your neck and plants a little kiss over the exposed skin. âOkay, this goes like this-â
âKita! Your camera is still on!â Aranâs yell coming from the earbuds is loud enough for you both to hear it, your face starting to burn as you look directly at the camera, finding the ace covering his eyes.
But Kita is calm, he gives a shy smile at the screen before plugging his earbuds back, squeezing softly your thigh in an attempt to relax you.
âThank you Aran, I apologize for the scene but⊠I couldnât help itâ his cheeks redden a bit as you hide your face in your palms, muffling an apology before trying to stand up. Kitaâs quickly grip your thigh stopping you for moving off his lap.
âI havenât explained ya the exercise yetâ
âAre you still in class?â
âI have a little break, need something?â
You look at your boyfriend from your chair, giving a worried look that makes his thick, brown eyebrows to furrow together before he huffs. He looks away, hiding the red flush that started creeping on his face.
âNo.â, You notice by the way heâs standing there, shifting his weight from left to right and hiding his hands in his pockets that heâs lying so, you lean back, offering a teasing smile.
âOh! In that case I better do some workâ, you drift your attention back to your laptop but your chair turns to the side, finding Iwaizumiâs greyish eyes staring deeply at you as his hands grip firmly the arms of your chair, caging you in your seat. âWhat is it Haji?â
âWant youâ two simple words that make your heart flutter. One of his palms moves behind your neck to secure his hold on you as his lips crash against yours in a passionate kiss.
There room is silent except for the sounds of your wet and sloppy kisses.
âIwa-chan!!â your boyfriendâs eyes snap open, and he freezes, lips still latched at yours, as the voice of seijohâs captain bounce against the walls, âyou are gonna hurt her lips if you keep biting like a rabid dog! â
Iwaizumi grunts, shooting daggers to the setter across the screen, and you swear heâs about to smash your laptop with his own hands.
âWhat the fuck?!â
âIf you need advice I-â
You quickly hold onto his arm, dragging him towards you to place a chaste kiss on his cheeks, giggling at the whole situation as your free hand closes the laptop, leaving Oikawa talking to himself.
Iwaizumi huffs and curses, wearing blushy cheeks, pressing  his forehead against yours. He stares at your red, swollen lips before tracing them carefully with his calloused fingers, worried.
âWas he right? Did I hurt you? Shit. Gonna be gentler next time, princessâ
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â peep show | m.
pairing : hanamaki/reader
wordcount : 2.395
genre : fluff, smut, pwp
cw : established relationship
tags : voyeurism, reading doesnât know sheâs being watched but makki does????, oc roommate, daddy kink, squirting, riding, fingering, soft!makki, praise kink, dirty talk, multiple orgasms, overstimulation,
note : ive had this idea rattling around in my brain for ages. itâs got lit the BARE MINIMUM of plot itâs lit just pwp tbh so ENJOY
+ summary : makki overhears his roommate talking trash about how he canât pleasure you, his girlfriend. so he puts on a little show to prove just how well he can treat you.
It started out with mumbled whispers in the spare bedroom. Makki was passing by, water bottle in hand as he made his way back to his own bedroom.Â
The voice was familiar â the masculine tone of his roommate, Kensuke. If he had to guess he was on discord, chatting with some gaming buddies as usual. He was a nice enough guy, did what he was supposed to do in terms of pay rent and bills â thatâs all Makki could really ask for. They had become roommates when Makki put out an ad and the rest was history. They were, by no means, friends and to be quite frank, they both liked it that way.Â
And Makki wasnât usually in the habit of eavesdropping but when he heard your name muffled through the wood, he paused.Â
Pressing his ear against the door, he closed his eyes to block out all other external stimuli â focusing on the words being spoken by his roommate.Â
âYeah dude, Hanamakiâs girlfriend,â he muttered, âSheâs a total babe, I donât know how he managed to get her. Sheâs way out his league,â he was quite for a second before laughing, âNah, she prances around in these little lounge shorts that just make her ass look great, trust me, itâs a sight.â
Makki rolled his eyes. Of course it would be that. He wasnât insecure or worried about his roommates apparent attraction to you, no, he was pretty used to it. He knew you were pretty and, to be quite frank, it boosted his ego to hear how other men lost themselves over you. But Kensukeâs next words truly irked him and had him storming back to his bedroom with his jaw set in irritation.
âI can hear them banginâ sometimes â like the bed moving and shit but she never makes any noise so heâs probably not even that good,â Kensuke laughs, âAnyone with eyes can see sheâs too good for him â he canât even get her to moan in bed, I feel kinda bad for himâŠpoor guy. Anyway, letâs get this game goinâ!â
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Two teachers of different stories joined by 3 difficult students and white hair.
LEAVING THEIR MIC AND CAMERA ON WHILE BEING SOFT WITH THEIR S/O
 can you do a post where like the zoom call in which they accidentally have their camera on, they accidentally have their mic on while theyâre being soft with their s/o with akaashi, suna, and daichi đ„șđ„ș
A/N: Thanks for requesting, I tried to do something a little different with this one. I couldnât decide whether to make a headcanon or an scenario. Hope you like it! Thanks for reading ⥠⥠âĄ
Pairings: Akaashi x f!Reader, Suna x f!Reader, Daichi x f!Reader
Genre: fluff
WC~1028
âIâll be back in a few minutesâ
âWhere are you going??â
âTsk, you wonât die without Akaashi for ten minutes, will you?â You grin as you see Bokutoâs hair falling down when Konoha gives a sympathetic look at Akaashi.
Akaashi nods as he presses some buttons on the Keyboard before turning around, his tired look softens when he sees your figure standing in the door frame.
âY/Nâ his voice ghosts as you handle him a plate with boiled rapeseed plants, which you managed to make in record time.
âIt wonât be as good as the one from the store you like butâŠyou looked really tiredâ his mouth curves up slightly at the sight of the food, âand I wanted to surprise youâ
âYou didnât have toâŠâ
âJust-let me take care of you for onceâ you huff, sitting on his lap, placing your legs sideways. Akaashi lets his head fall on the crook of your neck as his nose brushes your skin playfully, making you giggle
âOpenâ
Akaashi obediently follows your command as you place a bite on his mouth, making him hum in response. You smile when his arms squeeze you as he leans closer to you. âThank you, Y/NâŠI lo-â
His jaw falls open. Feeling his shoulders tensing up, you cock an eyebrow at him in confusion.
âKeiji, what happened?â
âIt seems⊠I didnât turn the camera offâ
You feel your heartbeat drop at the sight of all the third years laughing, no sound coming out until Akaashiâs hand reaches the keyboard, a scared look snaps on his face, fearing about what might come out of his laptop.
âBoohoo you lovebirds go get a room!â
âWell, they already are-â
âI want a cute girlfriend that makes food for me too!!â
âW-Wait Akaa-â You blink at how fast he closes the computer, making his teammates disappear. You feel a giggle tickling your throat when you notice the blush on his ears.
âIâm never leaving this open againâ He mumbles, hugging you tightly before reaching your hand to kiss it, âHow embarrassed, Iâm so sorryâ
âYou looked really cute all flustered like that, tho!â
âY/N, I love youâŠbut stop, pleaseâ
âIâm gonna take a nap, care to join me?â
Sunaâs lazy gaze glimmers at your offer, making him fully turn his head at you.
âWhy torturing me, like this?â he whines as he forces himself to return to his previous position, watching the screen as his captain scolded the twins âLater, beautifulâ.
Your shoulders fall disappointed at his response, rubbing your eyes, you climb on his bed, curling yourself up between the blankets.
âKnock it off you two, we are helping you study!â
Suna canât refrain the long yawn that comes out, as he blinks a few times still looking at the screen. He turns his head to the back, catching your figure laying comfortably on his bed. The urge to lay with you becoming unbearable.
âGuys, there isâŠsomething really important I have to doâ
âItâs okay, Suna, see you tomorrow morning!â He clicks carelessly the keyboard, his eyes fixed on you.
Suna moves quickly towards the bed before collapsing over you, his limbs covering your body, trapping you. His chest lays against your back as he presses one side of his face against yours, feeling the air in your lungs escaping you huff with a sideways smile.
âRintarouâŠI canât breatheâ
âYouâre the one who offered me this, remember?â
âI donât remember offering me as your pillowâ
âToo bad thenâ He removes the blankets before pulling it over the two of you, his arms lock your waist as he kiss lightly your cheek, closing his eyes when he feels the smile on your lips.
â âSomething important to doâ, no shit, Suna!â
You snap your sleepy eyes at Atsmuâs voice, still processing the situation.
âThe cameraâŠâ you whisper
âHmmmâ
âI donât want them to see us, Rinâ his eyes remain closed as you pout, frowning, you try to remove his arms.
Suna tightens his grip on your waist before flipping you to the other side, making only his back visible for the camera. His eyes open slightly, and you catch a tiny smile on his lips as he squishes your cheeks.
âProblem solved, beautiful. Can we sleep now?â
âDaichiâ
He turns his attention away from his laptop, a concerned look takes over his features at the way you frown looking at his phone.
âUhm, youâve got a text from Suga andâŠthe first years are fighting with the basketball team over the gymâ
Daichiâs eyes go blank and you swear you saw his soul leaving for a second. He stands, taking heavy steps in your direction.
âThey what?â he takes his phone from your hands, closing his eyes, he feels irritation building up in his stomach, âThey are making me crazyâ
âDaichi Sawamuraâ his eyes open when your hands cup his cheeks, âIâm the only one supposed to do thatâ Daichiâs cheeks flush, letting out an airy laugh at the pout on you face.
âDonât be jealous, princessâ Daichi pockets his phone before placing his hands on your hips, you giggle as he pinches your sides softly. The irritation fades away when he feels your hands tracing the muscles of his back. He stares at your lips before leaning in, giving you a soft kiss.
A whistle makes the two of you break their contact abruptly. You see Daichiâs soul for the second time in the day, as he turns to the computer to see a mix of blushed and embarrassed faces.
âSawamura! We can see you!â Michimiya screams with her face covered by her hands, you feel your cheeks heating up as you move away from Daichi, âIâve been trying to tell you that for the last five minutesâ
âSorry!â Daichi yells as he bows at the screen, you copy him, bowing too. You share a brief look before looking away shyly, fighting the blush that was taking over your cheeks, you bow at him and then at the screen again before rushing away.
âHow didnât you hear us, Sawamura?â
Daichi sighs ,defeated. He looks at the human-shaped blanket on the couch, feeling his lips curving up instinctively as he pictures the blushed face you are desperately trying to hide under the covers.
âI wasâŠreally distracted, sorry again!â
Sorry for taking so long, but I have a pretty important oral exam this week and Iâve been feeling kind of insecure withâŠwell everything I do HAHAHAAHÂ
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Thanks for reading! âĄ
âłÂ ⎠Master List ⎠| PART II
All For One
TW: nsfw, noncon, yandere, captive reader, mind deterioration
fem reader
All For One has a habit of subjugating you for his own pleasure.Â
Itâs a game he likes to playâquite like chess, only⊠you start off with a single pawn, and you donât know any of the rules. And heâs been world champion ten years in a row. And he plays dirty.
Tonight, heâs dressed you up in a costume. Not any old Halloween costume, but a slutty one. Not a playboy bunny or a maid, nor a schoolgirlâthis was worseâa sleazy rendition of your old hero uniform.
Youâd barely recognized the faintly familiar design when he first laid it out on the bed for you. Silly and naĂŻve, you thought his games of derision would end when you finally offered your submission, but that was a foolâs thought. What fun were you if not proof of his undying victoryâa reminder, a trophy, a relic?
Itâs beyond degrading. Tight and revealing. Less than an actual costume, it was more something one would wear in the bedroom, cosplaying for some fantasy starring an overly sexualized you. Only God knows where heâd gotten it from.
Your steel armor, once with the dignity of a knight, had instead been swapped out for a silly silver bikiniâthe shimmery fabric tacky and cheap, allowing your nipples to peak forth. Covering it was a top and a skirt made up of silver chains, which only further mocked the appearance of chainmailâlooking more like the jewelry a stripper might wear.
Heâd forgone your helmet, boots, and sword entirely. Truly, if it werenât for the detailing of the pattern making the fabric vaguely resemble plated armor, it wouldnât have been much different from any other set of lingerie.
And still, itâs just similar enough to make it sting.
âLook at you...â he jeers, his voice sodden with tauntâcarmine stare faded and gleeful, thoroughly enjoying it. âWhat a sight for sore eyes.â
He stands behind you in the mirror, holding you delicately by the hips, intimately close, dressed in another one of his black suits, fully clothed in devastating contrast to you. His smile curls as he roams your ill-covered body, kissed with the flush of chagrin, leering at you in the reflectionâhis voice slithering right by your ear.
âThough I canât say I remember it being quite so revealing, can you?â he jokes, running his hands up and down your waist, fiddling some with the intricaciesâmetal daintily clinking and clangoring. âNo, thereâs something else thatâs different...â
You feel so humiliated, so smallâas if he could hold you up by the scruff of your neck with ease. It isnât just a feelingâyouâre well aware that he most likely could.
âWhy yes, of courseâŠâ he hums with delayed realizationâyou know heâs faking for anticipation, chittering while wrapping his thick arms around your tiny midsection, giving you a firm squeeze. âYouâve lost all muscle.â
Itâs a painful truth. You donât know how many months itâs been. Perhaps a year has passed already, maybe even more. He keeps you well aware of his triumph in the outside world, but time still eludes you.
Youâd tried maintaining it in the beginning, even after heâd taken your quirk. Youâd been vigilant, keeping up your workout regimens just as religiously as before. But you couldnât pick what you ate, nor whenâand heâd only feed you cake. It wasnât long before all your hard-earned muscles had melted away like popsicle syrup off the stick, licked and lapped right up by the man holding you.
âMmh, yesâŠâ he murmurs gratingly while swaying you back against him, lips pressing against your ear. âAnd itâs left you oh-so-soft.â
His bulbous crotch slots against your upper ass, resting there as it grows fatter and warmâa sign of his enjoyment. The weight of him makes you feel all but paper-thin.
His voice rasps now. âIf I were to give you your quirk back, I wager you wouldnât even be able to use it anymoreâit would sooner rip your poor limbs apart.â
Itâs beyond cruel to suggestâas if disgracing your old costume wasnât enough torment already. You bite your lip, gnaw it harshlyâdonât cry, donât cry, donât let him see you cry.
âIsnât that just fascinating?â He gives your earlobe a gentle bite, and the whimper in your throat springs free like prey out of hiding.
A sniffle shortly followedâalong the dribble of the nightâs very first tears. Your diminished spirit has made you all too prone to cry as if thereâs nothing else for you to do but indulge in the small comfort it gives.
âOh, sweetieâdonât weep over prowess long since lost. It was never enough to challenge me anyway,â he coos, as if consoling youâswaying your smaller brittle body back against his looming chest, a cage that seemed to swallow you whole.
Steering your jaw, he holds your face still before the mirror, unable to look away as the tears dribble down your sorry cheeksâhe smears them further with a kiss.
âThe world would chew you up as you are now, fragile like glass.â The grin curling his lips makes you resemble prey caught on a predatorâs teethâyou canât help but shiver at the sight of it. You wish he wouldnât toy with you like food and just kill you already. âMark my words, heroâthe belly of the beast would not grant you as much comfort as I do.â
His other hand slips down to cup your moundâfirmly, with a squeeze that has you curl yourself back against him as he presses two tough fingerpads into your clothed clit, rubbing it tightly enough to make your thighs shake.
âYouâre better off like this,â he grunts, snickers at how your weak hands clutch the sleeve of his suit, curling the fabric in your palms until your knuckles whitenâwatching the furrow further crease between your cinched brows as you try and bite back your pathetic little sounds even as more tears come tumbling down your swollen cheeks. âMh, my pretty plaything.â
He makes you continue to look at yourself as he simply slides the panty to the side of your cunt. Encouraging you to place your hands flat against the mirror as he bends you forward, then to step back and stand atop his dress shoes.
âDonât be shy now,â he makes sure to tell you. âYouâre as light and negligible as a feather.â
He parts his feet and yours along with them, spreading your thighs enough to accommodate the fat heat he soon slides between them. Rigid and veiny, it competes with the size of your forearmâso thick that when he slaps it up against your slit, your knees buckle from the impact.
His chuckles rumble across your body like an earthquake. You only realize how much it makes you shake when he encloses your hip in his big hand, steadying you. Holding you still as he drags his engorged cockhead through your lips, catching your clit before resting on your entrance.
Youâre so sore from prior nightsâcountless hours locked in this room with his visits the only thing keeping you companyâeverything has yet to forgive you for the wreckage those visits leave behind. Your sorry little puss rues and dreads another defeat now as he sinks inside the comfort of your battered walls, one unyielding inch at a time.Â
You wince and tense, shoulders bracing, and yet he pushes deeper, sliding you down his shaft until you rest at the hilt of his base, kneading the tip into your gummy womb, giving it a deep kiss that bulges out from your poor belly.
The sight in the mirror is morbid, even more so than the feelingâthe way he molds your insides to fit him, to cater and house his length and size.Â
âAhâjust perfect, isnât it, hero?â he purrs, chest resting heavily upon your spine while dwarfing both your hips in a firm grip, chin-stubble scraping along your neck as his voice comes out hot against your ear, âObedience suits you so well, donât you agree?â
Your knees buckle once he starts the heavy paceâslowly pounding into you from behind, dragging out and pushing deep in womb-robbing thrusts. You pant from the toll of it, feeling your muscles giveâtoo tired and too broken to continue acting tough. Heâs the only reason youâre left upright on your feetâkeeping you standing with just his hold on your haunches. It seems like nothing to him, though it feels like the weight of the world to you.
âItâs only a shame it had to come with all these scars.â He clicks his tongue, eyes raking across your body as it takes him, resting on each mark disrupting the otherwise milk-smooth skin. âIf only youâd accepted your place sooner.â
The ember burning within you is all but a piece of cooling charcoal now. You feel it diminish every day, leaving you even thinner than before.
âBut then again, I quite enjoy you like thisâlittered with my battle scars from your toes up to your crown. Itâs rather intimate, isnât it?â he hums with a smile. âProof of all the times I couldâve quashed you beneath my foot like a pitiful bug but decided to spare you. Teach you how to worship like the weak ought to.â
There was a time when you still humored the thought of killing him, even with your quirk taken from you. You thought, in your foolishness, that being this close to him must garner an opportunity, any, however slim, just enough for you to take advantage and finish what you vowed to end so long ago.
Now, you almost donât care anymore. The world had moved on without you, and there was nothing more you could do about it.
You realize your promise had been as cheap as this outfit.
âThe greater the fall, the sweeter the surrender, isnât that right?â he states. âDoesnât it feel good to finally accept your place in the world, hero?â
You can only nod your head and agree.
âĄÂ BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA masterlist
yandere oikawa with a darling who hates him, so he tries bullying her into dating him. but darling is super resistant so he noncon tries to breed her đ€
i want oikawa to bully me
warnings: yandere, implied noncon, bullying
You could handle anythingâyou've fully convinced yourself that you could and you would.
Oikawa is rude, snarky, narcissistic, cocky, downright annoying and you would rather be dead than even be in the same vicinity as him. How he has the audacity to ruthlessly bully you when you rejected his advances is a concept that you'd never get, but Oikawa doesn't care. This is his world and he likes to believe that you're just living in it.
"You're full of shit, Oikawa," you spit at him as you pack up your belongings at your desk. You wonder how his brain worksâhe always insults you, but without fail, heâs asking for a chance to have you right afterwards.Â
"Princess, I wouldn't be this mean if you were mine," Oikawa smirks. It feels like bile will start burning your throat if you stay any longer.
"As if," you scoff, "Like I'd wanna be with a bastard like you. Iâve said it multiple times and Iâll say it again. I will never be fucking yours." You get up and pull your bag on to walk out of the classroom and leave Oikawa in the dust.
Except you don't make it out of the classroom. Your bag falls to the ground and the back of your head is pounding from hitting the wall. Oikawa grabs your arms and pushes you up against it, his limbs trapping you in as you gape at him in fear and surprise. But your fear is quickly turned into anger and you push at his chest. âGet off of me, asshole!â you screech.Â
âStop being so fucking stubborn,â he hisses at you, grabbing your wrists and holding them on the wall besides your head, âYou keep running away from me without giving me a chance. Iâve waited for too long and if you wonât give me what I want, then Iâll just fucking take it from you.â
[warnings] dark!stepbrother!rafe x stepsister!reader, daddy!rafe x little!reader, dd/lg dynamic, mentions of violence/blood, somnophilia, stalker!rafe, DUBCON, emotional/mental manipulation, little editing, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK 18+
A/N: happy OBX4! This was written before the new season :) Dividers by @/ghoulbloggerrr
In which Rafe knows your secret and just how perfect you'd be together.
word count: 7.2k
Rafe didnât catch on immediately. At first, he just thought you were strange, his expectations already tainted by what he'd assumed about you. Heâd been prepared for his stepmotherâs daughter to be a brat, and on the surface, you fit that mold perfectly. But there was something off about the way you acted around him. You never played innocent, never tried to charm him or win him over like you did with everyone else. You gave him sharp glances at the dinner table when he talked back to Ward and even angrier stares when he disrespected your mother. You never hung around after dinner, always rushing to go back to your room, and âcall your friends from back homeâ. Of course, Rafe listened at your door often and he never heard you making any calls. Having grown up in the house, he felt entitled to know what was happening within its walls.
Your behavior puzzled Rafe to the point of obsession. He woke up every morning to check if your car was still in the driveway and easily memorized your schedule. On Tuesdays and Thursdays, you attended classes in the morning at the local community college. On the other days of the week you sat through your online classes. You never ate too early, always going for a late breakfast that usually consisted of avocado toast, a bowl of fruit, and you always came down to refill your âsippy cupâ. Thatâs what Rafe had dubbed it. It was clear, decorated with a stencil design of a baby lamb and had a flip-up spout for easy drinking. You didnât go many places without it.Â
It was the small things that fascinated him. The comfort items you clung to, the simple routines that made your life feel organized and secure. You usually took a bubble bath about thirty minutes after dinner, and when you forgot to lock your door, Rafe would slip into your room, drawn by the intimacy of your private world.
He picked up items around your room, like the frame you kept beside your bed. It held a photo of you and your mom: you in your old high school cheerleading uniform, hair pinned back in pigtails, while your mom smiled widely beside you. Despite her cheerful expression, your eyes in the picture looked wistful and lonely. Rafe couldnât help but imagine you now, with adult curves and eager eyes, wearing that outfit. The thought stirred something in him, making him hard, and he had to tuck himself away, cursing under his breath. At least if you walked in, he wouldnât be caught in the act.
The more he learned about you, the harder it was to quiet these thoughts. He had always found you pretty, but now his body and mind were becoming obsessed with you. He made a habit of collecting a pair of your panties from the hamper before leaving. He needed them for later, for the release that he craved, driven mad by the scent of you.
The sound of soft, melodic music flowed into your bedroom from behind the bathroom door. Sometimes it was girly pop songs, other times classical, but more often than not, it had the gentle, soothing quality of nursery music. Your bed was always neatly made, draped in a floral quilt, and you kept the same stuffed animals on top, meticulously placed. A small chesnut brown teddy bear, white bunny, and a tiny stuffed lamb. Each one had their own white ribbon wrapped around its neck, tied into a bow.Â
One time he caught a glimpse of your nighttime skin care routine. You removed the light makeup you always wore and used about ten different products that Rafe didnât recognize, nor could he guess their use. The last layer was always a light layer of lip balm and Rafe always leaned a bit closer when your puckered your lips in the mirror. His mind easily wandered to idea of your lips around him.Â
You wouldnât look so lonely, little lamb, if you just let me in.Â
He had his suspicions about the secret, kinky things you were into. There had to be a reason you spent so much time by yourself. He didnât get the answers he was looking for until one night when youâd left your laptop, unlocked on your desk. He took the opportunity to program his fingerprint into it too, just in case he needed to snoop again.Â
He combed through your social media, public and private, and started checking your messages daily, keeping track of who you talked to, what you were up to. Your public social media was perfect. A mix of selfies with soft lighting, photos of cute coffee shops, and other things you deemed as your âaestheticâ.Â
It was your camera roll that finally gave Rafe the answers he had been searching for. One folder, marked with a delicate pink heart, caught his attention immediately. Inside were photos of you, taken in front of your floor-length mirror. Each picture was eerily similar, the same vacant, wide-eyed expression on your face, as though you were lost in some faraway place.
You wore pajamas heâd never seen before, soft and childlike. Sometimes it was pastel-colored footie pajamas, other times it was nightgowns in soft shades of pink, lavender, or baby blue. In a few, you were bundled up in fuzzy socks or slippers with floppy bunny ears. Your hair was always styled with bows, either pink or white. There was a strange innocence in these details, one that clashed with the tension building inside Rafe as he scrolled through the images.
Sometimes you were biting down on your nails, others your thumb rested in your mouth, but most of the time you were gripping one of your stuffed animals tight to your chest.Â
You looked...adorable. But in a way that made Rafeâs pulse quicken with something darker. The softness, the vulnerability you displayed in those photos, fed his obsession.
Another folder marked with a unicorn emoji held more photos that youâd saved. He recognized some of the characters from childrenâs TV shows he remembered Wheezie watching. Others were pictures from Disney movies, and Rafe quickly realized you had a special preference for the princesses. You seemed drawn to Cinderalla, Belle, and Snow White. It offered a glimpse into your mind, into your fantasies, how you were drawn to things with an air of purity and sweetness.Â
Rafeâs heart slowed when a message popped up from someone named Mr. Hayes. Been thinking about you all day, sweetheart. The message said. A moment later, another one came. How was ur bath?Â
Rafe opened the text thread and began to scroll. Each word that he read made his blood boil. There were too many messages for him to read. Youâd sent him photos of yourself, let him call you pet names, and youâd even gone so far as calling him⊠Daddy. Heâd never sent you a photo but that didnât seem to matter. You were willing to share the details of your life with him.Â
Rafeâs vision blurred with rage. Daddy. This virtual fantasy, a stranger who you didnât even know, did not deserve your affection. He decided then you were his, whether you knew it or not.Â
Rafe decided then to also make it a habit to check your messages.Â
Several weeks later, youâd finally convinced Mr. Hayes to meet you in person. Rafe couldnât let that happen. As your stepbrother and your protector, it would be wrong of him to let some stranger hurt you. Besides, heâd become obsessed to the point where now he was dying to know exactly who this man was.Â
You didndât know any better, but he did.Â
âHey,â Rafe spoke to you the afternoon before your secret rendevouz, interrupting your fruit cutting, âMy Dad just texted. Him and your Mom arenât going to make it back tonight. There flight keeps getting delayed so theyâre going to stay the rest of the weekend.â
âOh, okay,â You replied simply, returning back to your task again.Â
âWheezieâs sleeping at a friends and Iâm probably going to a party at Kelceâs,â You gave him a look, as if it was strange to be conversating with him alone without the presence of the rest of their blended family, â...Do you want to come? Itâll be fun.â
You shook your head, âNo, thank you. Iâll just stay in.â
Rafe leaned on the marble countertop, staring across the kitchen island at you, âI donât think Iâve seen you go out one time since you moved in.âÂ
Rafeâs sudden interest in your habits had become more noticeable lately, but you figured it was nothing, just him being Rafe, always lurking in the background, watching everyone, everything. Your mother had warned you that she thought something was off about him and living with him over the past nine months had sealed the fact that you didnât trust him.Â
You didnât trust many people at all, actually, never having had a stable home life. Your mother had always had money, or at least latched on to men who had money, but those men came and went. Even your mother wasnât someone you could count on. Sheâd uprooted your life more than once, moving you across states just to be with a man who could give her the lifestyle she believed she deserved.
Mr. Hayes had offered you comfort in this transitional time. You had no one to confide your secret in accept for the communities you found online. It made you anxious to even think about finding a partner one day and having to explain this side of you. Friends on the internet wouldnât judge you.
But online, the stakes felt lower. The people you spoke with, people like Mr. Hayes, didnât judge. The risk of being truly seen, and rejected, was something you couldnât handle. Not yet.
You paused what you were doing, knife hovering over a piece of strawberry, âYou really want to spend the night alone. On a Friday night?âÂ
Rafe sauntered around the kitchen island, his eyes fixed on you in a way that made a shiver run down your spine. He knew he was handsome. With his short blonde hair and blue eyes that always had a raging storm behind them. His gold ring and his gold watch. Most important of all, he knew he intimidated you, his size being enough to make you feel smaller than you actually were.Â
âI have to study,â You spoke curtly, trying to cut off the line of questioning you sensed was coming. You moved to keep cutting up your fruit but you paused again when Rafe reached out to grab a piece from the cutting board. You looked up at him as he popped the piece of strawberry into his mouth.Â
Your lips parted in shock and Rafeâs lips pulled into a smirk, as if he was thriving on that power, the uncpoken tension in the air. The way he could make your heart race in that mix of fear and something else he knew youâd never admit.Â
âOh yeah?â Rafe placed a hand on the counter, âYou have all weekend to study. Câmon, have some fun, princess.â
You took in a breath at the sound of the pet name. He hadnât ever called you that before and for a moment it looked like he was seeing right through you.Â
âI-â Quickly, you turned your head away, refocusing on the task, as your cheeks heated with embarrassment, âIâm okay, thanks.â
âIt wouldnât kill you to come out,â Rafe continued, his voice smooth, almost coaxing, âYou got secret plans or something?â
âNo,â You said quickly, âI told you, Iâm studying.â
Rafe let out a dry chuckle, no real amusement behind it, âYou sure youâre not just hiding?â
âItâs not your business,â You snapped finally, your tone icy, âAnd I⊠I donât have to explain myself to you, Rafe. You donât even know me.â
âI know you, princess,â You dropped the knife, your heart beating too fast, and you quickly picked up your pieces of fruit and placed them in your bowl. Rafe leaned closer, watching your every move, and the intensity of his gaze was starting to unravel you, âYouâre so jumpy. Itâs just me. No need to be scared.â
âIâm not scared,â You muttered but your fingers trembled as you grabbed ahold of your bowl of fresh fruit and your lamb cup.Â
âCouldâve fooled me,â Rafe took another step closer and you backed away from the counter.
âStop it,â Your frustration flared, unsure of why exactly Rafe was trying to stir you up. Your lips pressed together and you tried to stop your reaction, but with him towevering over you, invading your space, you felt effectively suffocated. It wasnât until your back was pressed into the stainless steal fridge, your bowl the only thing protecting you from being pushed against Rafe, that you actually flinched.Â
âHey,â Rafe lifted on arm, casually bracing his hand on top of the fridge as he looked down at you, âWhatâs wrong, Y/N?â
You swallowed hard. His voice was deceptively gentle, âRafeââ
âIâm not trying to scare you, I promise,â Something flickered in his eyes, something you didnât recognize, and for a moment, you questioned if youâd read this entire situation correctly, âI know how fragile you are. How scary the world can seem. Iâm offering âŠyou know âŠbecause Iâd be there to protect you. I wouldnât let anything happen to you.â
You blinked up at him. Surprisingly, there wasnât even a hint of him trying to talk down to you. Rafe Cameon almost sounded caring. âYou donât need to be so on guard all the time,â Rafe continued.Â
âI just âŠâ You couldnât stop the way your voice softened, âI like keeping to myself. Itâs not that I donât want to be around people. I just donât âŠfit in here.â
Rafe nodded, his expression understanding, and it was the first time you looked at one another as real people, âI get it. Youâre not like the other girls around here. Youâre smarter, quieter ⊠softer. You can trust me though, yeah? You donât gotta hide from me.â
For a moment, everything felt like it would be okay. Maybe Rafe had managed to see you and was willing to understand you, unlike anyone else you had met on this island. It all felt real until you focused more on his eyes. Your expression had softened, melted from frustration to wide-eyed curiosity, and that had caused a shift in his eyes. You saw that flicker of darkness that youâd seen before.Â
âI can look after you, yaâ know?â He said, voice dripping to a lower tone, âHelp you. You donât need to worry too much.â
Before you could respond, his other arm lifted, and you felt his fingers graze your cheek, the touch startlingly intimate.Â
âWhat are you doing?â
âCâmon,â Rafeâs jaw tightened, the mask he was wearing beginning to slip, âDonât be like that, princess.âÂ
âStop,â You managed to say, âStay away from me.â
In just a few hours, youâd finally get to meet Mr. Hayes. None of Rafeâs games would matter then. When you went silent, you watched as Rafeâs hand balled into a fist and he turned his body away.Â
âSuit yourself,â Heâd said coldly, his void devoid of any of the warmth that was there before. Â
You stared down at your bowl of fruit dumbfounded for a moment too long. Princess. How did Rafe know how desperately you wanted someone to call you that?
Rafe stayed at Kelceâs party until eleven He finished his last pabst blue ribbon, said goodbye to only a handful of his friends, before he made his way to his truck. Knowing they would find it strange for him to leave so early, he mad the excuse that he was going to meet up with a girl at the Island Club.Â
In reality, Rafe was headed twenty minutes away, towards Winward Beach. Mr. Hayes wanted to meet you at midnight. One of the many red flags Rafe assumed you had ignored. You probably thought it was romantic, meeting at a secluded beach in the middle of the night. Like the two of you were fucking Romeo and Juliet.Â
Stupid, Rafe thought bitterly, gripping the steering wheel tightly.Â
Rafe parked his car in the small parking lot that sat near the boardwalk, turning off all of his lights, and waited for the creep to show up first. Rafe thought for a moment that neither of you might show when midnight started to approach. Maybe youâd wisened up, listened to your gut instinct that told you something wasnât right. He didnât believe it for long, you were too trusting. Too soft.Â
When a tan sedan that Rafe didnât recognize pulled up in a parking spot close to the walkway, Rafe knew who it was. In the dark and without any streetlights, he only saw a dark figure carrying a backpack make his way towards the beachwalk. He waited until the figure made it halfway before he climbed out of his truck.Â
The moon was high, casting a white glow over the empty landscape.Â
Anger simmered beneath Rafeâs skin as he watched the man from a safe distance. He moved with a nervous energy, often glancing over his shoulder as if he was expecting to see someone. Wooden planks creaked softly under his weight but Mr. Hayes didnât notice, not until heâd made it to the beach, and Rafe appeared behind him.Â
The man turned his head, eyes wide with confusion. For a moment, this was all a coincidence. Rafe was a nobody, just a stranger taking a walk on the beach, until Rafeâs lips pulled into a smile, âNot what you were expecting?â
âWho the hell are you?â
Mr. Hayes was certainly not what Rafe was expecting. A completely unremarkable middle-aged man with streaks of gray in his thinning brown hair, pale skin, lightly freckled and a slight paunch that rested over the waistband of his dreams. A complete creep. Someone completely undeserving of even being looked at by you.Â
Anger wasnât a strong enough word to describe what Rafe was feeling, âYouâre Mr. Hayes?â
âWhat?â Up close, Rafe could see the way the man's eyes started to dart around. He took another step further and the man stumbled back in the thick sand, âI-I donât know what youâre talking about. Iâm justââ
âYouâre just a coward?â Rafe finished, his tone mocking, âI mean, I understand now why you hid your face.â
âI donât know what youâreââ
Rafe interrupted again, snarling, his hand lashing out to grab the front of the manâs shirt. He yanked him forward and the manâs eyes went wild with panic, âMeeting up with an innocent girl in the middle of the night? Sneaking around like a creep? Whatâs in that fucking bag?â
âNothing!â Mr. Hayes struggled. Rafe couldnât believe how weak the man was. Strong enough to overpower you, maybe, but weak. As soon as the though of this man pinning you down in the sand crossed his mind, Rafeâs eyes went wild, âNothing, Iâm sorry!â
Rafe shoved him hard and the man stumbled backwards into the sand. He towered over the man, his shadow casting long across the beach. Waves crashed loudly in the background but Rafeâs voice boomed over the sound, âI donât think you are! You probably thought you could just take what you wanted, huh? Fucking answer me!â
The man scrambled backwards, hands digging into the sand, backward hanging awkwardly from his shoulder. Why didnât he just drop it âŠif he wasnât hiding anything, he would let it go, âI wasnât â I didnât mean, I didnât know!â
âYou didnât know what? That she was half your age? That she was too good for you?â Rafeâs lip curled in disgust. He knelt down, his face inches from Mr. Hayesâs as his voice dropped to a whisper, âSheâs not yours. She never will be.â
âOkay,â He nodded, holding out a hand as if to put distance between them, âI just wanted to meet her. I know I lied. Iâm sorry. I wonât âŠit wonât happen again. Believe me, it wonât happen again.â
Rafeâs head cocked to the side as he looked down at the trembling man. Without another word, he grabbed for the backpack. The man resisted, of course, a series of âWait, wait, wait,â leaves his lips. Rafe doesnât leave space to argue because he pushed his palm into the manâs chest, pinning him down, before he lets his fist connect with the side of the manâs face.Â
The man gasps, whimpers, as he curls into a ball on the sand, âF-Fuck!â The creep moans. Rafe pulls away the bag, ripping open the zipper, and dumping the contents onto the sand.
A cheap blanket, a cheap bottle of wine, and then Rafeâs eye catches on the condoms and then then the thick, coiled string of rope. Without another thought, Rafe was tackling the man, grabbing a hold of his collar, pulling him up and slamming his head into the ground over and over again. Rafe didnât stop. He slammed his fist into the manâs face harder and harder. Each blow left a sickening crack echoing in the air.Â
Crack. Groan of pain. Crack. Whimper, âYou though you could hurt her? Touch whatâs not yours? Brutalize her?â Rafe snarled, voice low and vicious. When the man finally went unconscious, his body limp, face bloody and unrecognizable, âFuck you!â
Rafeâs chest heaved as he stared down at his work. Nothing about the blood and broken flesh bothered him. He looked down at his hand which were covered in the manâs blood and only felt satisfied.Â
Heâd protected you. His pulse spiked even more as he heard footsteps on the boardwalk. Youâd shown up. Rafe watched you kick off flip flops and run towards them. No matter how dark it was, you were easily visible in the baby pink dress youâd chosen. The contrast between you and the violent seen before you sente a surge of protectiveness through him. He stood from where he knelt in the sand and quickly crossed the distance towards you.Â
You slowed as you took in the scene before you, âRafe?â you whispered, âRafe, whatâs ⊠thatâs not âŠoh my god.â
Rafe grabbed you by your arms, turning your shaking body away. It was a gruesome mess, nothing you should have to see, âHeâs dead,â You spoke with wide, terrified eyes, âWh-Why? You killed him.â
âHeâs not dead,â Rafe said quickly, âHeâs still breathing ⊠I had to stop him.â
You didnât listen, you turned your head and saw the unnatural position the man laid in, âRafe, heâs dead!â
Rafe shook you slightly, âHeâs not. I promise.â
âWhat did you do?â You cried, tears beginning to stream down your cheek.Â
âHey, hey, itâs okay,â He tried to assure you, âI had not. He was going to hurt you, Y/N. Look, he brought âŠhe brought all that shit with him. There was rope in his bag, condoms ⊠I did this for you!â
You shook your head, trying to pull away from Rafeâs bloody hands, âYou beat him?â Your voice broke under the weight of your fear, âHeâs not moving. You canât âŠwhy would youââ
Rafeâs heart twisted in his chest. He wasnât the one you were supposed to be afraid of, âHe deserved it,â Rafe said, voice quiet and serious, âCâmon, we need to get out of here.â
Rafe tried to pull you but you resisted. Easily, he lifted you into his arms, bloody hands staining your skin and now your dress, âWe have to call someone!â You shouted at him, hiccuping through your tears, âRafe, put me down!â
Rafe ignored you, strides long and steady, carrying you back towards the beachwalk. It was better for Mr. Hayes if the police werenât involved. Undoubtely, a man like that had a record. Rafe was doing him a favor by only leaving him bloody on the beach.Â
In his arms, you were powerless. Your mind was reeling. Even in his bloody state, you knew the man there was not who Mr. Hayes had described himself as. Rafe could be right about all of this but it still felt wrong.Â
In Rafeâs truck, you sat curled up against the door, your knees pulled to your chest. A dark and empty road stretched before you, yacht rock played at a low volume in the background, and Rafeâs heavy breathing was louder than any of your thoughts.Â
Every few minutes, you stole a glance at him. The tension had yet to leave his body, though he was coming down from the adrenaline. His breathing was heavy but deliberate, as if he was attempting to calm himself, âI didnât want you to see that, you know that, right?â Rafe said suddenly, breaking through the heavy silence, âLike âŠI know that was fucked up. You believe me, right? About what I said?â
Your throat tightened so much that your words came out strangled, âI donât know ⊠what to believe.â
âHe was going to hurt you. If I hadnât stepped in â If I-I hadnât acted proactively, he wouldâve hurt you. He would be hurting you right now. You know that, right?â The brutality of Mr. Hayesâs alleged actions began to cloud Rafeâs actions. He said it over and over. You couldnât help that now you were imagining it. Maybe this was the only way to rationalize the situation. Maybe you had to believe him.
You saw the items in the sand. You saw that heâd lied about his age, about his appearance, and his intentions. He was the monster. That was the better version. Everything was a lot less wrong that way.Â
âY/N,â Rafe spoke again, his deep voice rattling your ear drums, âYou know that.â
You finally nodded, âOkay,â You agreed.Â
âGood,â Rafe seemed to let out a breath of relief. Hands still tight on the steering wheel, he tilted his head back, âHe wasnât some innocent guy. I swear that to you. Like I wouldnât lie about that shit.â
You nodded until your head started to hurt.Â
âI did this for you,â Rafe said, âIâm so fucking glad youâre safe now. Thatâs what matters.â
âThank you,â You whispered as you wiped the wetness from your cheeks. Your eyes caught on the dried blood that wrapped around in a band on your arm, â...Rafe?â
âYeah, baby?â Rafe voice turned gentler as he glanced over at you.
âDid you âŠlook at my messages?â
Rafeâs demeanor grew casual, like the worst of his anxieties had passed, âI did what I had to do,â He said, like it was a simple explanation. He didnât seem concerned at his obvious breach of privacy. Didnât seem to understand that the pit in your stomach was deepening.Â
âThen youâŠâ
âThen I know,â He finished and you watched a sinister smile pull at his lips, âArenât you relieved? I know and Iâm not judging you. Iâve been wanting to figure you out since I met you. And now thereâs no secrets between us.â
âRafeâŠâ You began, your voice trembling as you tried to find the right words, âHow could you?â
âI had to,â He insisted, âIf I hadnât, where would you be now? What if he had taken you? Killed you? What would that do to your mom?â
Your brows furrowed, trying to process his words, and the vile images that left in your mind, âThe stuff on my phone is âŠprivate. Itâs private for a reason. I donât understand.â
âI understand more than you think,â He countered, offering you a patronizing tone, âI know what you want, what you need. Iâm happy to give you that. And Iâd do a hell of better job than that waste of life on the beach.â
You connected the dots the moment those words left his lips. He wanted to be what Mr. Hayes had been to you. A caretaker. Someone to nurture your most innocent idea.Â
âRafe ⊠Ward is married to my mom,â The most logical reason that was a crazy idea came to your mind quickly.Â
âSo?â He replied dismissevly.Â
âYouâre my stepbrother,â Not even that registered with him, âI donât think âŠitâs not what I want.â
âYou donât know what you want,â Rafe reached across the console, gently but firmly grabbing ahold of your hand. You stared back at him with wide eyes, your fear obvious especially when he took his eyes off the road, âYouâre confused. You were willing to trust a man on the internet when the perfect person to take care of you is right here with you. No one else. Me.â
Feeling trapped, your next thought became calming him down. For fear of him crashing the car or never loosening his grip, you forced your expression to soften, âI know you can protect me,â You nodded your head, âAnd thank you for that âŠI shouldnât have done what I did. It was stupid. Iâm âŠIâm glad you care about me like that.â
Rafe squeezed your hand gently, âYeah?â
âItâs just a lot to take in. I had no idea âŠI just thought you were usually annoyed with me,â You said and rafe seemed to exhale, his shoulders loosening, âI trust you, itâs just a lot to process right now.â
âI get it,â Rafe let go of your hand, but gave you no time to feel relieved, because next he placed his strong, large hand on your thigh, âI think weâre good for each other. I just have to show you, Y/N.â
Tannyhill was empty except the two of you. Your heart raced as Rafe led you upstairs to your room, hand firmly on the small of your back. When the door to the bedroom softly clicked behind you, closing the two of you in, you felt like throwing up.Â
You started to imagine Rafe wandering around, looking through all your things, all without your permission. He felt out of place there in your sanctuary but it was clear heâd made himself comfortable a long time a go. He led you over to the edge of your bed, and shakily, you sat down. He kneeled down in front of you, a position quite to vulnerable and intimate for you.Â
âAre you hurt anywhere?â He asked, voice deep in concerning. Lifting one of your heels from the ground, he looked closely at your legs, as if checking for an injury.Â
You shook your head, know the most your body had been through tonight had been at his hands, âIâm okay,â You spoke, your voice small.Â
Rafe looked up at you, âItâs okay if youâre not, yeah?â Rafe said, voice softening as his hand slid further up your leg. When you pulled your leg back, his grip remained firm, possessive, âEveryoneâs gone. Iâm asking you to lean on me, princess.â
With no hint of asking for permission, you stared back at your stepbrother. You couldnât help but feel as if the timing of tonight had worked out eerily in his favor. Everyone in your family was gone for the night and there was no Mr. Hayes to text about your feelings.Â
âIâm going to run the bath for you,â Rafe decided, lips parted as if he was deep in thought, âYeah, stay right here.â
âIâm fine, I can do itââ You began as Rafe made his way towards your bathroom.
He held out a finger and you stopped your movements quickly, frozen by the intensity in his gaze, âStay.âÂ
He didnât have to raise his voice for you to feel the threat in his tone. Somehow, this version of him was scarier than the one that relentlessly struck a man until he was unrecognizable.Â
The sound of running water filled the room. Closing your eyes, controlling your breathing, the sound brought you to your routine. That sound of running water was always soothing to you. It was usually how your mind was able to slip into that comforting place on the other side of your mind. Things were lighter there, a place where you had no cares at all, and you enjoyed the things that youâd normally be embarrassed by. You pressed your feet into your fuzzy white carpet, your favorite place to listen to music and do one of your coloring books. You were almost there, the water having tricked you into falling deeper, until you caught a glimpse of Rafe standing behind the door, washing blood away in the sink.Â
You tightened your eyes even more, shaking your head. This was certainly not the time to let down your guard.Â
He appeared moments later, drying his hands with one of your pink washcloths, âCome on, letâs get you ready,â He said, his head tilted towards the bathroom, his voice deceptively warm.Â
Your feet betrayed you and you hesitantly crossed the room. Another door between you and your life before you knew Rafe felt this way. When it closed shut, you realized youâd sealed your fate. How could it be a mistake when this was the place in life where you felt safest? To accept something was wrong meant accepting that you had nowhere left to feel warm, innocent, or child-like.Â
Fingers caressed your skin, lifting the hem of your dress, gently raising your arms, until you were standing in your underwear. You hadnât realized youâd started crying again and it didnât register how badly your lips were trembling until Rafeâs thumb caressed your bottom lip, âYouâre okay,â He assured you, âYouâre beautiful, you know that?â
Youâd wanted this desperately, for someone to see you and not want to run away. You wanted someone to take care of you, someone devoted to nurturing you. Your eyes locked on Rafeâs and you felt his palm against your bottom, fingers traveling beneath the fabric of your panties. You kept your head tilted up as he leaned down, pressing lips that were softer than couldâve ever imagined, against your neck.Â
You melted against him.Â
Vanilla and strawberry swirled in the air, strong but gentle hands caressed you, and your tears started to feel more like a release than a burden. He kissed the spot on your throat that had gone sore from all tears.Â
âIâm gonna take care of you,â He whispered and you felt it everywhere.Â
After removing your bra and panties, he helped you into the bath. Quickly, the blood and tears seemed to leave your skin, as if youâd imagined them. He touched you in a way that more natural, human, than expected. With deliberate care, he moved his hands over you, an act that felt practiced.Â
Everything dissolved there in the warm bath, the heaviness of the entire night. Bubbles clung to your skin, and your fingers moved lazily over the surface of the water. Rafe washing you, moving a soapy washcloth over your skin, shouldâve felt strange but were left in that hazy place where things were simple.Â
âThis is how things are going to be,â You heard him say, âWeâll make it work, okay? You get to be yourself and Iâm the one who takes care of you now. Iâm your Daddy.â
Youâd never said that word out loud. Daddy. It was a faraway concept, a dream âŠjust like the cloud you were floating in right now. You hugged yourself, mind wandering to that soft bed with all of your plushies.Â
âSay it, princess,â you turned your head to him, mouth parted, eyes curious.Â
âSay what?â You asked in a whisper, an innocent haze in your eyes.Â
He smiled. You had done something right. You gave him a soft smile too. He leaned closer, âSay âDaddyâ,â He commanded softly, âPlease, princess.â
Part of you hesitated, knowing you were giving away something precious. The other part wanted to please him, after all, heâd brought you this sense of peace. And maybe the sooner you made him happy, the sooner heâd tuck you into your warm bed, and let this long day finally end.Â
âDaddy,â You tested out the word on your tongue and though it sounded fragile, his eyes seemed to light up, â...since you said please.â
Nothing could smoulder that spark of satisfaction in his eyes. The look made your heart flutter, a sharp contrast from before when it felt like exploding.Â
âYouâre perfect, you know that?â Your cheeks warmed and you turned your face to hide from him. You couldnât take it when he looked at you like that. That look made it feel like everything was okay.
âI made a mistake,â Your voice came out in a whine. Rafe ran the warm cloth across your back, a reminder of that peaceful bubble heâd created around you.Â
He shushed you, âYou didnât,â He assured you, âYouâre a good person, a good girl. I wouldnât have let anything happen to you.â
His words made you sink deeper. The soft strokes of the warm washcloth, the vanilla-scent against your skin, and the pressure against your most sensitive areas. You felt the tension in your body melt away further.Â
Slowly, gripping your knees to your chest, you turned your face back towards him, âYou canât tell anybody, Rafe,â You whispered.Â
âNever,â He said, leaning closer, âPinky swear?â
Rafe reached his other hand toward you, his pinky finger extended in front of you, moving like he was carefully dismantling some fragile, like a bomb. You stared for a brief movement, surprised and warmed by the gesture. You had no idea Rafe was capable of being so gentle. You unwrapped yourself a little bit, bring your closest pinky towards his hand. Your smaller finger wrapped around his and you were tethered together.Â
âThere, I promise I wonât tell anyone, princess,â He looked at you deeply, âOkay?â
Hesitantly, you nodded, your hand falling gently back into the water, âLetâs get you out of here before you wrinkle up,â He decided and you watched him cross the room to grab your towel hanging from the back of the bathroom door. He walked back with a quiet confidence and his grip was completely sure, deliberate, as he helped you from the tub, âIâve got yaâ.â
Heâd wrapped one arm underneath your shoulders and the other beneath your knees, lifting you gently. You imagined pressing yourself into him but a towel soon separated you. You shivered, and instinctually, you wanted to dry yourself but Rafe took responsibility of that as well. He was so close, so protective. It was awkward at first, being able to take care of that mundane task but not having to. You leaned into it, letting your body be soothed by the ritual.Â
You kept sinking.Â
âArms up,â Heâd said after bringing you back to your bedroom. He chose an oversized purple t-shirt, designed with small pictures of cartoon pandas. For your underwear, he chose a light blue pair decorated with rainbows. Your eyelids grew heavy and after your first yawn, Rafe lifted you onto the side of your bed, âThere you go. All set.â
You crawled into your cocoon further, settling underneat your quilt. You watched Rafe as you settled there, as he moved across the room. Your sleepy eyes widened for a moment, realizing his shirt was gone and that he was fiddling with the zipper of his pants.Â
It was a threshold youâd never expected to reach, with Rafe or anyone else. The lights flicked off and the bed dipped beside you, your nerves sparked. You grabbed ahold of your lamb stuffed animal, letting that bring you a familiar comfort. Rafe nestled closer to you, his body at ease, relaxed as he wrapped an arm around you.Â
You did your best to do the same, trying to lean into that same vulnerability you felt when he was bathing you. Warm skin against yours, strong hands on your waist, warm breath against your ear, it was overwhelming, âI-Is this okay?â You asked, breaking the silence.Â
Looking for reassurance, you turned your head until your noses were almost pressed together.Â
âYeah,â Rafe spoke low and smooth, âYou okay?â
You nodded quickly, nervously, âIâm okay.â
Rafe pressed a kiss to your forehead and you took a deep breath, letting the feeling sooth your anxiety, âIâve got you,â Rafeâs fingers ran down your arm then to your waist. He held you there, feeling your flesh there, squeezing, âDaddyâs got you, baby.â
He touched you in new ways, gripped you hard in some places and softer in others. The kiss on your forehead turned into a kiss on your nose and then he placed soft lips against your cheek, âRelax,â He whispered in your ear, âI know youâre sleepy. Iâll do all the work.â
In your state of mind, his words felt like a riddle. What did he mean? You knew you liked his touch and that you wanted to sleep. Rafe knew more than you, clearly, maybe thatâs what makes him a good Daddy. You should trust him.Â
You closed your eyes as you let him press his face into your neck. He kissed you there, finding the most sensitive spot on your skin, and it made your lips part in a soft moan, âCall me Daddy,â He spoke against your skin, âPlease, baby? Just say it and Iâll make you feel good.â
âDaddy,â You whispered back hesitantly and Rafe groaned, âD-Daddy.â
âFuck,â Rafe cursed, grabbing a handful of your bottom, âThatâs exactly what I want from you.â
You felt hardness pressing against your upper thigh and you gripped your lamb tighter. You leaned into sleep, letting Rafe move your body as he pleased, only moving your lips to whisper, âDaddyâ in Rafeâs ear. He seemed please and you felt a warmness in your center that you wanted more of.Â
Soon he was on top of you, your legs spread as he sat in between them. He rubbed you there. His rhythm was perfect, his accuracy impeccable, so much that you didnât have to even move your hips to get the friction you needed. You panted and when you reached your peak, Rafe swallowed your moans, putting his mouth on your lips.Â
It didnât fully register to you when Rafe pushed your underwear aside and started to push inside of you. He was so gentle and you were so tired. He pulled your arms to the side, pressing his front against you, but you kept one hand wrapped around the arm of your stuffed animal, âDaddy,â You mumbled, âDaddyâ
You winced when you felt all of him, and instinctively, you pushed at his heavy arms, âYouâre okay,â He said, and his voice was louder to you than his heavy breathing or the sound of his skin hitting against yours, âYouâre doing so good. Daddyâs almost done. Youâre gonna make me cum so fast, Y/N. Shit.â
The satisfaction and pride in his words brought almost enough warmth to mask the pain of being stretched by him. You slowly grew used to the feeling but the feeling was so intense and you had so little energy to withstand it, to take all of him.Â
âDaddy,â You mumbled, âDaddy, Daddy, DaddyâŠâ
His thrust slowed but his weight kept you pinned there. He grabbed ahold of your chin and you blinked up at him with sleepy eyes. His mouth was parted, his eyes holding a darkness that you thought had gone away, âJesus, baby.â
As he shifted to his side, all you could muster was to turn away, pulling your lamb close to your chest and allowing your eyes to flutter shut. Rafe nestled against you once more, his hands gripping your hips until your bottom was pressed firmly against him. You felt the warmth of his lips against your hair, and then his sleepy voice whispered, âSweet dreams, princess.â
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ok so iwachan is the type of boy you bring home to show your fam, the type that has you and your fam wrapped around his fingers *literally*. imagine bringing him home for dinner one day and he reacted when you asked âdaddyâ to pass you the pepper??? AND CUES SOME NASTY SHIT HE WILL PULL. make it nasty
A/N:Â âmake it nastyâ man you are really putting a lot of pressure on me here (x
Warning: fingering, panty thieving, daddy kink
You were almost, no, you were certain that your parents liked your boyfriend more than they like you.
To think that the thought of your boyfriend having to win them over even crossed your head when you brought him home for the first time, how foolish of you. Credit where it was due, Iwaizumi was a great guy. Respectable, reliable, with his feet on the ground and held all his words with weight. But still, it didnât stop your saltiness at how your parents almost wanted to hand you off the moment they met him.
You wondered how they would feel if they knew that their perfect son in law was secretly a bit of a freak. But that wasnât entirely fair, after all, the gap in his demeanor the moment the bedroom door closed had you weak in the knees.
He could probably get away with most anything when it comes to your parents, letâs be honest. But it didnât stop you from feeling the dread when he casually reached over the table the moment you absent-mindedly asked for âdaddyâ to pass you the pepper.
Everyone froze in place, and you could see the brief panic in his eyes when he realised what he had done. The smile on your face was stiff as he handed you the jar, hoping and praying that your family would not get the connotation of the phrase. You wanted to die when you see your actual father opened his mouth as if he was hesitant to say something but before he could even articulate his confusion, your boyfriend rose up from his seat and filled your fatherâs glass with a smile that was too earnest for him to even say anything.Â
You were supposed to be relieved that your father was immediately grinning and patting Iwaâs shoulder at his thoughtfulness, but you could feel shivers running up your spine when he sat back down and shot you a meaningful glance.
He really, really could get away with anything.
You tried to brush it off when you felt his hand on your thigh, looking over to your side to see him grinning at something your mother said. The clink of your chopsticks falling onto the ceramic made everyone snap their heads to look at you, and your face was burning as you tried to pretend like you totally werenât caught off guard by your boyfriendâs finger dipping into your panties.
âAre you feeling alright?â he asked with a tone of concern, leaning over to place his palm on your forehead. Your hand was immediately clutching his forearm as the movement allowed him to press his fingers down onto your clit, biting your lips so that you would not make a sound.
He had his back to your parents, and you were the only one who could see the slight smirk on his face.
âIâm alright,â you said, trying your best to hide the way your voice was trembling as you pushed your chair back, abruptly standing up. Iwa was eyeing you in amusement as you chuckled nervously, âitâs just a bit stuffy in here, Iâll be better once I go splash some water on my face.â
You took a deep breath the moment you were along in the corridor, trying to calm yourself down. You were not going back in there until your skin stops burning up and the goosebumps on your arm eased. Your thighs clenched together was you walked, cursing at yourself for how the ministrations he did on you had such an effect.
âBaby girl.â
You jumped at the voice that was low by your ear, his hot breath tickling your senses as he cornered you. The way you rubbed your legs together as he approached you didnât go unnoticed and you knew you were in for it when his eyes darkened.
âHajime, what are you-â
âJust then out there, you nearly embarrassed me in front of mom and dad,â you loved and hated the way he addressed your parents like that, âyou know how I feel about you using that word...â
You wanted to argue that it was a reach, that it was unintentional but your voice came out as nothing more than a squeak when his hands slipped under your skirt to tug at the elastic of your panties.
âOff.â
The sheer dominance in his voice had you weak in his hands. Looking around to make sure no one was watching, you shuddered as he peeled the fabric off your legs, stuffing it in his jean pocket.
âNow thatâs a good girl,â he was quick to return to his usual demeanor as he took your hand in his before walking back out to the dining area but not without leaning down to whisper in your ear. The gravel in his voice made you shiver. âbehave, or else daddy will get very angry at you.â
The food was delicious, but your sense of taste seemed to betray you as your mind was not able to ignore how bare you felt. You hoped no one noticed that you were shifting in your seat but he sure did, ever so attentive as he was.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â he asked, nothing suspicious except for the fact that his hand was inching towards your now naked core. Your hand was gripping at the table as he traced your folds, collecting the leaking arousal at the pad of his fingers. âHm?â
âNothing!â you managed to choke out, quickly biting your cheeks so that nothing would slip out as he eased two fingers inside your walls, slowly scissoring them.
âYou have been acting very strangle today, are you sure youâre alright?â you mother asked, âmaybe you should go home and take some rest.
You could only force yourself to nod as the bolts of pleasure shot up your spine, the feeling of him gliding in and out of you painfully prominent.
âNo worries, Iâll take care of her.âÂ
You wanted nothing more than to glare at him for managing to sound so sweet, so caring as he toyed with you. The tingling on your scalp as he pulled away was enough to keep you on edge and you could feel your arousal gushing out at the sudden lost of friction.
âOf course we wonât worry, we know she is in very good hands!â There it was, your parentsâ near painful oblivion as to what was going on
âItâs nice to know that we can always count on you!â
Your motherâs voice rang by your ear as he walked you out of the restaurant with his arm holding you up. You were glaring daggers at him the moment you were out of their sight. âHajime-â
You gasped when you felt his hand grabbing your ass roughly.
âSh... daddy will take very good care of you tonight.â
Jamie Varon