How Do I Befriend Myself?  I Am [after All] The Now Who Hurt Me The Most.

I don’t know who is this monster wearing my skin

BAHAHAHAHAH SAME

"fuck you my child is completely fine"

Your child has 8 pencil sharpeners yet none of them have the blades in them and wears hoodies in the summer

It's me I'm the child

I've tried it once and samee

you know what i find interesting? those stories about suicide survivors that say they realized every one of their problems could be solved without suicide as they were attempting (and obviously failed). they were glad to have failed, and use this to encourage others not to commit suicide.

but for me, i’ve personally attempted twice. I’ve only felt even sadder that I didn’t die. so yea, pretty much guaranteed that suicide is what it’s gonna be for me.

*nothing happens*

me: this is too much

Torn between slicing myself to death and getting better.

Hit a little too close to home

They don't think I need help, but I'm scaring myself.

Me at night wondering how I fucked up my life so bad