Monday, February 24th: Hello, everyone. I’m Gem, a bi, mentally ill, and disabled woman in desperate need of help as I'm struggling to pay off my debt before I receive my welfare (28th).
I apologize for asking for help again. As most of you know from my previous posts, I have been struggling to make ends meet while on welfare. And due to my outstanding bills and ever-increasing debt, it has been difficult for me to get by. These past few months have been absolute hell, and with no other income, I've been relying on the kindness of others to get by.
I am in desperate need of that kindness again as I managed to get some of my debt written off, however, due to my remaining debt, I have 30 days to pay £351.54 and I received this letter over the weekend stating that I am £156.04 in rent arrears both of which I can't possibly pay off on my own with the limited welfare I receive.
I don't receive my welfare until the 28th and if I can't pay these balances off by then, my welfare will be taken and I won't be able to pay this month's rent and bills!!
Again, I know this is a lot to ask, but if anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just £1/$1/€1, it would save my life, and sharing helps just as much.
Hey beans, I have a bit of a hellish update.
Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. My grandma made a huge fight happen while I was on call with a friend, and things just escalated between me and her so badly I had to leave. When I came back home, my family was also on my ass about it all, despite knowing how she lies and how she instigates.
She threatened to hit me, she threatened to kill Sammy, she hurled insult after insult at me and this all started because I didn't get up in time to do something she asked (Which was locking the door. I waited three seconds too long and she went off).
When I came back after trying to let things cool down I was berated and told I had no right to be so “selfish” in the house, so on and so on, and the fight got so intense I had to just physically walk away, leaving the home and going two miles up the road because I did not feel safe.
They made me so sick I began to pee blood again, as well as my sugar spiking and causing me to have palpitations. My heart cannot take this stress anymore, and neither can my mental health. I wish I could explain how bad the situation was. I had tears down my face, gasping for air, chest heaving and in pain, I felt like I was on the verge of passing out.
I got in contact with some good friends of mine, who say they can help get me out of not only that home, but the entire state i'm in. But I need money to do so, for travel and gas and so on. As much as they can house me, they need me to pull my weight.
I hate having to ask for help, I hate that I'm even in this situation, to the point I'm so sick I might have to be seen in the ER or sent to ICU.
I need to come up with 700 dollars, and I'm willing to do some commissions, but with how sick I am I may take a bit to get back with you. I plan to leave by early June, if not the beginning of July, as that's when my friends are able to drive down and get me.
Donations are greatly appreciated, even if you can only afford a single dollar, it’ll be more help than you know.
If you’re wanting a commission, please don't send money and then ask, for your sake and mine. I’m incredibly overwhelmed, and I’ll do my best to get with you and explain rates.
And if you’re willing to donate anything, here’s my Ko-fi link.
Again, I can’t thank you enough for if you donate or even spread this post around, even well wishes mean the world to me because I know you beans care and want to help however you can.
This post was incredibly hard to make, I’m still all over the place and trying to figure everything out, so I apologize if this sounds like rambling and nonsense. There is a silver lining however, as I actually have a way out this time, and I pray I can get out before things can get worse.
-Mommabean
Hey guys! It's another depressing e-begging moment, but things are often serious for me. So! Here's a link to my PayPal fundraiser.
I wonder how The chain would react to a reader that is very distant because they don’t want to get attached knowing that they’ll have to leave eventually? They’re pretty friendly and all but that’s it, they don’t talk about themselves and don’t partake in any activities when offered to join. Maybe the reader even reminds them by making subtle comments like “When I get back I’ll finally get a proper rest on my soft mattress”. What would be their breaking point when they admit that they’ll never let them leave? Oh the forced affection would be strong, trying to prove to them that they’re worth staying for.
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I think some, e.g. Wind, would deffo pry to get you to open up about home and they all listen carefully on the rare occasion you do talk about home...
initially, they promise to get you home, but as time goes on...
well...
they find themselves more opposed to the idea of you going back, you can't just leave them after becoming so close to them! and your world sounds so dangerous! Car crashes? natural disasters? plagues??? No thank you!
you're better off staying with them!
after they consciously make the decision to keep you with them, they make offhand comments about how strange your world is and how unsafe it is, compared to Hyrule. They also make sure to mention all the best parts about living in Hyrule, and show you the prettiest spots much sooner than they initially planned.
They deffo think they're making an excellent case to you...
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"I... I wanna go home," you hiccuped, wiping your tearstained cheeks on your sleeve.
Wars cooed above you, making soothing hushing sounds as he shifted you in his lap to be more comfortable. Now that your tears had died down, his grip on you was laxer, but you had no doubt that the good captain wouldn't hesitate to tighten his suffocating grip on you if you made a move to slip out of his grasp.
"I know, my lovely," he cooed sympathetically, tucking you against his chest as he peered down at you with darkened blue eyes.
You could practically see the hearts in his eyes, and you cursed yourself for not seeing how obsessive they were sooner... if only you had known back then, you might still have had a fighting chance to get back home...
"Your world s dangerous, and you're better off with us." A raised eyebrow from the captain made you clamp your mouth shut as you made to argue your completely reasonable case. "We can keep you safe."
"But I don't want this..."
"You might not yet, but you soon will."
"Soon..."
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A/N: @yandematic I didn't intend to write this lil thing but it came out anyways - it was originally Time comforting Reader, but I think my mans Wars needs to shine too
Chainsaw man!!!!! Evangelion, and hazbin hotel (if it counts)
I’m quite close to hitting 7k followers and decided that I might as well add some new shows since I haven’t really watched much besides One Piece actively these past few months. Instead I’ll let you choose. Just suggest some Anime you’d like me to write about and I’ll make in about a week a poll where the two shows with the most votes will be added to the stuff that I write.
Thursday, March 6th: Hello, everyone. I’m Gem, a bi, mentally ill, and disabled woman in desperate need of help as I'm struggling to pay my bills this month!!
I apologize for asking for help again. As most of you know from my previous posts, I have been struggling to make ends meet while on welfare. And due to my outstanding bills and ever-increasing debt, it has been difficult for me to get by. These past few months have been absolute hell, and with no other income, I've been relying on the kindness of others to get by.
I am in desperate need of that kindness again, because even though I managed to pay my rent and basic utilities for the month, I still need help to get groceries and pay my credit card bill which is, unfortunately, due before I receive my welfare again on March 31st.
Again, I know this is a lot to ask, but if anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just £1/$1/€1, it would save my life, and sharing helps just as much.
Wednesday, April 9th: Hello, everyone. I’m Gem, a bi, mentally ill, and disabled woman in desperate need of help as I'm struggling to pay my overdrawn account and keep my utilities on!!
I apologize for asking for help again. As most of you know from my previous posts, I have been struggling to make ends meet while on welfare. And due to my outstanding bills and ever-increasing debt, it has been difficult for me to get by. These past few months have been absolute hell, and with no other income, I've been relying on the kindness of others to get by.
I desperately need that kindness again. I've tried really hard to put off making this post and deal with my overdrawn balance myself, but bills keep coming in, and I desperately need help, especially as my electricity is about to go off, and I don't receive my welfare until the 30th!!
Again, I know this is a lot to ask, but if anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just £1/$1/€1, it would save my life, and sharing helps just as much.
okay guys i feel bad for posting another crowd funding post like this but while me and my partner have been trying to save up to move out and we have a fund going for that because we desperately need to, i know we also mentioned his car having major problems and those problems have gotten worse leading to him soon being unable to drive it and having to walk to work (he deals with bad chronic pain/back/& leg issues) and we will need $1,500 to fix his car. that needs to be our primary focus now, so we are working on budgeting for that and finding a way but it is going to be difficult and slow and the stress has been eating us alive. on top of having to stay in a bad spot and struggling with our home life, we are struggling to save up for anything big like this and the car situation reaching its peak will hit us hard. any and all shares and donations will be greatly appreciated by us and will help us further and make sure we have a car which is extremely needed on all accounts.
$curtiswldr / cashapp
If you don't know me, my sweet little man Allister is 11 years old and he's been dealing with some severe constipation. He was taken to the vet last week to help evacuate his bowels, but he quickly became constipated again shortly thereafter, and last night I witnessed him struggling to produce urine, meaning the constipation is putting too much pressure on his bladder, and his bladder being full is much more dangerous than the constipation. I was given laxatives and medicine to help lubricate his colon, but he hasn't responded to treatment since returning home from the vet and, this morning, he didn't want to eat his food,which is the first time he's shown any loss of appetite this entire event
This fund is to help pay for the examination and x-rays that will be mandatory to check Allister's health and potentially determine if it is time for him to be humanely euthanized, as he is too old for certain procedures and surgeries that would be able to save him, but if the veterinarians think his body can take some more fluids and potentially more enemas, if they think this is just a weird case of constipation and he is otherwise healthy, then I'm going to fight to try and help him. However, it is most likely that he will need to be put down, and unfortunately I have already taken money out of my rent for the last visit. I need some help affording euthanasia so that he isn't in pain if his condition doesn't improve
You can find my venmo to help us out over here, and if you can't donate, helping spread the word is almost as good. This little furry friend is my family, and we've gone through everything from his birth to being homeless together. I want to be able to at least try and see what I can to help him after all the years we've spent together