⚝ NEVER MINE TO BEGIN WITH

⚝ NEVER MINE TO BEGIN WITH

⚝ NEVER MINE TO BEGIN WITH
⚝ NEVER MINE TO BEGIN WITH
⚝ NEVER MINE TO BEGIN WITH
⚝ NEVER MINE TO BEGIN WITH

Synopsis- yn loves yeonjun who is unable to reciprocate yn's love, because yeonjun is still in love with his past lover who now, lives among the stars

Warnings- angst, complicated writing

⚝ NEVER MINE TO BEGIN WITH

Yn was handed a broken heart, which would never belong to him.

Married off to mend the shattered pieces of a heart that were never his. The vows spoken, the promises made, were like heavy chains binding him to a reality where he was a passenger, not the captain of his own destiny. The love he harbored for yeonjun, his chosen one, was a flame that flickered against the gusts of life's harsh winds, refusing to be extinguished.

In the shared spaces of his abode, yn discovered very early on that devotion alone to his lover, wasn’t able to bridge the gap that had formulated in between them. The echoes of his efforts reverberated back to him, a reminder that love, despite being genuine, isn’t always reciprocated.

Yn had always almost been there- yn had always almost never been enough though.

People often say, that to die while loving is glorious- is the epitome of true love! but is it truly? Yn asks himself shielding his fragile heart from constant winds of barren lands of love; envious of yeonjun’s object of love that had stolen each and every piece of affection from yn even after years of passing away.

“I love you, yeonjun,” yn offers to his husband- his loved one, but the only thing echoes back is his own words. Yeonjun brakes free from yn’s hold, and yn’s resolve to love yeonjun for eternity breaks a little. Chipping away at the edges of his heart like fragile porcelain, leaving behind hairline fractures that whispered of the silent agony he endured.

Afterall, yeonjun's love was never his to begin with.

⚝ NEVER MINE TO BEGIN WITH

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⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS

@/gyumibear had made a TXT doordash au way before I did please go read it as well linked here!

TXT Choi line x gn! Reader (except for one chat where yj calls you 'who's a hungry boy')

SYNOPSIS- texts between your dashers and you

WARNINGS-slight cursing

⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS
⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS
⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS
⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS
⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS
⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS
⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS
⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS
⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS
⚝ CHOI LINE AS DOORDASHIANS

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8 months ago

LDS boys x reader who's quite oblivious to their feelings?!?

| Partner who is quite obvious to the boys’ feelings |

Lnd boys x gn! Oblivious! Reader

Xavier

Xavier will wait for you to realize your feelings on your own terms giving you time and affection

He will be so soft and sweet to you, the man’s just happy to spend time with you

Sometimes while training together, he’d purposely let you win so can watch to celebrate.

When he does something a bit flirty, you’re dumbfounded- ears red eyes unable to meet his.

Though he isn’t the best person around to have in the kitchen, he makes an effort to learn how to cook your favourite dish.

A particularly strong hit from you caught Xavier off guard. He stumbled backwards, feigning a loss of balance, and fell to the floor with a dramatic thud. Concern immediately washed over your face as you rushed forward, your weapon forgotten, to check on your fallen comrade.

"Xavier! Are you alright? I should have been more careful," you said, worry etched across your features as you held him still.

Xavier lay there, seemingly dazed, looking up at you with a mysterious glint in his eyes. A whisper echoed through, "Woah... you look pretty from here."

Your concern shifted to confusion, and you tilted your head, trying to make sense of his words. "Hm? You said something? But I can't believe I was able to defeat one of the top-performing hunters today!" you exclaimed, once you registered the accomplishment, your attention torn between victory and the well-being of your sparring partner.

"Congrats on the win, you did great," Xavier replied, his hands reaching up to gently cup your face. The touch was unexpected, and you blushed slightly at the unexpected closeness. His eyes sparkled with a mixture of admiration and devotion.

Zayne

Zayne, although busy throughout the day, would set aside time for you to spend it with you even when you insist on him utilizing it to rest

His type of love would be acts of service and gift giving, getting you small things

^^ for example when you unconsciously ramble on how you were recently into doodling and sketching so he brings in a sketchbook for you to fill up )):

Or when you wanted to have crushed ice in the middle of the summer, he’d use his evol to help you out

He’d keep in one of your doodles on his office desk- a constant reminder of you that put a smile on his face

Dr. Zayne peered over the rim of his glasses, his expression a mix of concern and amusement. The soft hum of medical equipment echoed in the small examination room, creating an oddly serene backdrop to the unfolding conversation.

"Your heart's racing again," he remarked, the corner of his lips lifting in a half-smile. "May I ask why?"

"Really? I don't know, Dr. Zayne. This happens every time I'm near you. Do you think this is some kind of allergy?" you ask genuinely worried.

Laughter almost spills from his lips at the question, “I don’t think that is medically possible, perhaps this is because of some different matters..” zayne trails off, eyes hinting at something you aren’t sure of.

While you are left confused- oblivious even to his intentions!

Rafayel

This man will not stop pestering you, constantly throwing flirty lines at you even when you shoot him down again and again :(

Unlike the other two, immediately after he recognizes his own feelings, he’s all over you

Although when the topic of actually confessing comes up, he’s all shy and red in the face, and when you misunderstand his confession- he gets all pouty not talking to you for days

“y/nn!” he whines over the phone, “I need you here right now! You’re my bodyguard, right?! There’s this hideous bug near my canvas, please come quick,” he hurriedly says cutting of the call before you can even reply.

You roll your eyes as you hear his dramatic plea through the phone. It's not the first time he's called you for something trivial. Sighing, you decide to play along with his antics and head to his house.

When you arrive, you find him standing on a chair, gesturing wildly at the bug near his canvas. "Y/nn, thank goodness you're here! This bug is a threat to my masterpiece! Can you please get rid of it?" he says, looking genuinely distressed.

You can't help but chuckle at his exaggerated reaction. "Alright, alright, calm down. It's just a bug," you reassure him. You take a step forward and swat the bug away, making sure to make a show of it. "There, problem solved. Your masterpiece is safe," you tease.

He looks at you with wide eyes, a mix of relief and admiration in them. "You're my hero, y/nn! Always coming to my rescue," he says, a mysterious glint in his eyes. As you share a laugh, you notice a hint of vulnerability in his expression.

"You know," he starts, scratching the back of his head nervously, "I... um, appreciate you being around. More than just for bug emergencies, I mean." He glances away, his cheeks turning a shade of pink.

He hesitates and finally blurts out, "I like having you around, y/nn. More than just for emergencies." You raise an eyebrow, not fully grasping the weight of his words.

“I mean, I hope you do,” you start, giving him a small smile. Upon hearing your words, he’s not talking to you for the rest of the week, while you wonder if you had said something wrong.

LDS Boys X Reader Who's Quite Oblivious To Their Feelings?!?

Sorry you had to wait this late but I was busy with moving into uni and lyf happened, although be ready to be fed more often now!!


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1 year ago
8een, He/they, Enfj, Cancer
8een, He/they, Enfj, Cancer
8een, He/they, Enfj, Cancer
8een, He/they, Enfj, Cancer

8een, he/they, enfj, cancer

TOMORROW X TOGETHER: rockstar minus the star ⭐

LOVE AND DEEPSPACE: will they meet in the stars again? 💫

Reqs- open ! (male/gn! only)


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1 year ago

I honestly didn't think this would do so well, it's not even 12 hours since i posted this

But what can I say every one seems to love this fishie <3

Tysm tho !!

RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)

RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)

,, rafayel x gn! reader, established relationship, swearing, etc

,, he's such a brat I love him (I think there'll defoo be a part 2)

,,in the first Text sequence, the messages don't get delivered cus the FBI agent is trynna get us laid, evol flipped is love, yes the reader has severe mood swings

RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)
RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)
RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)
RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)
RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)
RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)
RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)
RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)
RAFAYEL AS YOUR BOYFRIEND (TEXTS)

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1 year ago

Shld i post some huekai fluff?


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1 year ago

Am i procrastinating? Yes.

Will i do smth abt it? No.


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1 year ago

I just wanna see him tied up and whimpering; is it too much to askk for?


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1 year ago

Working on a Christmas gift for you guys hope y'all like it <3


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1 year ago

ANNOUNCEMENT 📢

Firstly, I'm working on a new yr fic, which will be angsty (written)

Secondly, I think I'm going to stop the DRAW THE CURTAINS AU for a while, cause I have been getting no motivation for it + my finals are coming up in Feb so I'm studying for them.

I will be posting small fics or like the short smaus I do for fun!

Hope you've all had a great year and will be blessed with an even greater year!!


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