torment
-B.E.
A/N: teeny tiny blurb🍓
ᝰ🖋️: suggestive duh?!
thighs clasped together, squirming on the couch with a fidget need at the tips of your fingers.
“whats wrong? something happen?” so caring, so sweetly worried,
“im tired, its getting late” so fake.
a head turning at the clock looking with a squint, a faint held-back smile with an undertone of amusement to it. “its winter, the sun is down but its eight. since when do you get tired so early?”
she knows, the avoiding of eye contact, the excess fidgeting, the subtle moving of your hips. just enough to get the energy out of them somehow, just enough to go by unnoticed if it weren’t her goal all evening to get you just like that.
“since the sun did too.” monotone, but pained. an ache at the cords to make your replied coherent. she wasn’t born yesterday, you’re not hanging out for the first time, its obvious. neutral facial expression with uneven breathing, focusing on anything ahead as long as its not her, blank stare, a deer in headlights.
but she wanted to hear it. “ohh is the poet becoming the poetry itself? well don’t let me stop you,” without looking at her you could tell she was smiling, “go on if you have to.” she knows.
no matter the courage or the amount of times you backwards count, you cant stand on your feet. you’ve been trying, for conversations now. “i-..” cutting your own self off, you tear your eyes off the frame on the wall, dragging them all the way to her. “i don’t think i physically can” cheeks set aflame, a shameful giggle making its way out your chest.
this friendship has always been playful, and each time it gets more and more effective - which is both good and bad. depending whose perspective you see it from.
even when she tries her best to not smile, her eyes always do. they always did, her mouth didn’t have to. “whys that? need help?” such a tone. what a tone. she knew just the right buttons to push, like a favourite video game, she knew just what to do, and she would know so even blind.
“fuck off.”
girls dont want boyfriends, girls want what enid and wednesday have
i have accidentally stumbled across a dom4sub, femme-appreciating, nsfw side of tumblr and i don’t wanna get out
it’s about time we change that! you deserve to have the cutest matching costumes with someone! (me) and to have the best halloween with someone! (me)
do you have other dream matching costumes i could fulfill? that’s what you deserve from your girl, of course.
in time, sweet girl. i have to get you hooked first! and i do have a sweet tooth fortunately, i could eat you up like a bat of chocolate.
then again, i’d probably enjoy that.
oh yesyes i do deserve all those things! (with you)
and i do have a dream costumes now that i think about it, like Caitlyn x Vi, Jinx x Lux, Catra x Adora/She-ra, and- did you just-
“your girl” so hehe, what are we.. lesbians, thats why we talk like this as a first interaction
you’re a fool if you think im not hooked already, you’ve stolen my attention and peaked my interest - and im not one to lie 🪽
i have a feeling the meaning of “eating me up” changed as the sentences grew longer. hm.
the feeling runs in my veins like it knows those rivers better than my own blood
so like ive never written smut and my writing is way different than any ive seen so i did some practice. and i expect feedback. 🧍♀️plus this isn’t about sm1 specific imagine it as you like
warnings(?): some pwp for the fuck of it, suggestive, sadomasochism, knife kink :3c, just a little sumsum
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cold. so cold.
shivers down your spine making you feel like a scared cat, if you could focus on that look on her face you’d think you also look like one.
a half smile, bent brows, so many emotions flowing in and out the current of your faces right in front of each other.
eyes don’t meet, lips don’t speak, breathing unmatched and trembling feet.
sound of clothes ripping interrupt the heavy breathing and unstoppable thinking
“you’re doing so good,” all in one sigh
no matter how wide your eyes are, you cannot see anything anywhere, yet she can see everything, even if you’re not speaking, she can hear every thought and choked word.
eyes on the hand
that hand that holds the knife
face flushed, legs weak, but you’re already laying down, how much lower can you go?
your hands gripping on your skirt are more prone to bleeding than your knife-teased neck
“do you not have trust in me?”
those eyes, so soft-bent, so shiny. you know they’re not sincere, their shine matches the knives and they look like they can break you.
Woaaah an art degree??
That’s so cool actually, that couldn’t be me. I think I’d fail like almost immediately.
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oh my no degree no way!! i just really like art in general, i don’t study it by choice :p every time i’ve tried to start i got bored and quit the extracurriculars immediately
and theres no such thing as failure, you either pick up on what you did wrong, do it again and fix it, over and over until its good, or you give up <- thats not implied to art only
a character is strong when they’re seen getting a punch and getting back up to throw another one, not when they only throw them - but when they have the courage to get up again, to me failure doesn’t exist
https://www.tumblr.com/yearningandstillnotlearning/766482397711810560/i-literally-dress-like-wednesday-on-the-daily
heyy its me again! your wednesday 🔪
i literally wear my hair in braids so much recently but my hair has purple on the underside so it’s like a twist between the black & purple. i’ve also envolved into more of a femme style as well and it’s mostly black dresses i’ve realised. i’m about to go cut my hair to look like wednesday more so hehe
i love that you sport pink!! i bet it looks so cute on you <33
you’re adorbs omfg, you sound like you look cool as hell and i wanna see your hair now :0
i would also dye my hair but god is it tiring to keep up, thats why i dyed it back to black before school started💔 i also wanna be something different each day so that wouldn’t be too good to my hair
Ohhh you’re old 🙂↔️🙂↔️ I still gotta finish up two years but I’m in it to win it. And that’s so fair honestly.
I’m surprised though! Greece has amazing architecture design. But I have no idea cause I’m not from there anyways haha.
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Greece is only fancy on some touristic places, but hey we got nice beaches though!
i appreciate a beach 10min by the house considering some people cant even be bothered to drive there from how far from it they live 😬
sounds like torture!