Mentally A Living Corpse

every femme should automatically get one (1) vintage nightgown. as a treat.

girlhood

some house md images for everyday of the week

i tried to get everyone in

helter skelter (2012)

call me “pretty girl” and i will combust. don’t play with my life like that

love the idea of having a gf who comes up behind me just so she can wrap her arms around my waist to gently sway the both of us

i want to lean back into them and relax into their arms

maybe there’s music playing in the background or maybe we’re swaying in complete silence 

either way we are together and completely at peace <3

I have been misled I thought that everyone in yellowjackets was gay what do you mean lottienat and jackieshauna aren’t canon

some people will never understand the vulnerability but also femininity that comes with a wlw relationship.

i’m reading my book as you write.

you’re doing your makeup as i curl my hair.

i’m cooking the food as you set the table.

youre talking while i’m listening.

i paint your nails while you paint my face.

your singing while i’m watching.

the fire that ignites when our eyes meet.

or the static when we hold hands. almost likes it’s dangerous to be this close.

dressing each other in our clothes.

waking up beside eachother.

gossiping and understanding each others feelings deeply.

they never understand until they have it, and sometimes… they just won’t get it.

Losing my mind over how tragic it must have been for everyone coming back. Bright kids with futures on the way to nationals and then they come back with scars and haunted eyes and they won’t talk about any of it

Like think about it from the parents’ perspectives. To lose your kid for 19 months and then they’re found but they’re either dead or they’re so irrevocably changed they might as well be dead. To hear the news they’ve been found and you get hope and then it’s crushed again because yours didn’t survive

And imagine having to break the news. Imagine Shauna telling the Taylors their daughter is dead, imagine Travis meeting his mother again and having to tell her about his dad and Javi. Or imagine Lottie who went nonverbal after rescue and got whisked away to the psych ward, but not before seeing how Laura Lee’s parents reacted

But also like… Nat and Van, do you think their moms even showed up? Maybe it’s not totally realistic but imagine them just waiting to meet the mothers they wanted to go home to so badly and it’s just hours and no one’s showing and eventually Tai or someone has to take them home. And they realize all of a sudden that nothing has actually changed with them being away