Wisest Words I've Ever Heard

PLS I NEED PEOPLE THAT ARE GOOD AT WRITING FANFICS TO HEAR ME OUT OKAY???

Sirius Black as Osamu Dazai.

You don't understand, I'm OBSESSED with this idea 😭 I'd write a fanfic but I'm shit at writing, so least I can do is give y'all an AU to work with if y'all want (pls I'm begging)

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So:

*Let's just say that the prank happened earlier* (or that Dazai's older in cannon, whatever you want, I'll just go with this) *and he felt so unbelievably guilty for betraying the love of his life* (I'm a Wolfstar shipper 😭) *in such a way and because of that he decides to stay away from the dorms for a while.*

*But the guilt became too much for Sirius to bear. He wrote goodbye letters, apologizing for his actions, confessing his love for Remus and explaining his reasons. He snuck into the dorms, laying the letters onto a table in the Gryffindor common room before leaving again. After some contemplation he decided to leave Hogwarts in order to do this because he didn't want them to find his body or, god forbid, someone finding him before he's dead and helping him.*

*He went to a bridge* (if you wanna use something else, go ahead, I didn't really know which to use) *and just as he was about to jump off, a man in a white coat approached him. He talked Sirius out of jumping and offered to give him a purpose and something to ease the guilt.*

*So Sirius black became Osamu Dazai.*

*Mori Ougai took the boy to Japan, and that's when all the cannon stuff happened.*

*Alright, but then also consider this. Some time later* (maybe a year or two?) *Soukoku being sent on a mission to Hogwarts* (idk why, maybe to investigate or sum?) *because Mori still knows who Dazai used to be and that he used to go to Hogwarts. So Sirius Black comes back to Hogwarts, but as Osamu Dazai.*

*So what will the Marauders and Regulus do when they find out that Sirius Black isn't actually dead and still very much alive, and that he's back but very very different.*

(and maybe if y'all want to, then consider this:)

*Remus, after finding out that his dear Star is alive and back, being jealous when he sees Soukoku together because their dynamic and closeness can have people questioning whether they're dating or enemies.* (they're dating, trust) *only to find out, later on, that Skk is very much not just a friend/rivalship. They're dating.*

*BUT ALSO, consider JAMES to be also jealous when he sees how close Skk is. Because Sirius was his best friend, so who is this short ginger dude with anger issues to steal his best friend away like that?! Who does this guy think he is, joking around, laughing, having inside jokes and all the stuff he used to have with Sirius/Dazai?!*

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If anyone wants to write a fanfic, pls tell me 😭 I'm dying for this.

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Some of my favourite Nicos I’ve drawn over the years!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICO!

I miss Tenjiku

Full look at light Knight Sanzu!

Okay yeah, this pic goes super hard

drawing fanart and writing fanfics isn't enough I need valgrace to be canon and injected into my veins

I actually needed this sm, thank youuuuu

hey when you make posts, i just want you to know, thou/thee/thy/thine/ye are like he/you(object)/your/yours/you(subject) okay? "thou art wearing shoes," "i will wear shoes for thee," okay?

you say thine if the next word starts with a vowel and thy if the next word starts with a consonant and they both mean "your" so "thine own shoes," "thy shoes," okay?

and ye means you and refers to the subject of a sentence, "ye members of the brotherhood of shoes," okay? you need this information to create better knight yaoi. i'm personally more interested in nun yuri but we are a community

I miss them :(

Yokohama Tenjiku: a summary

Gonna throw up If I can't talk about them-

Bunch of Aiden analysis under the cut because he's just SO OBSESSED CODED AND NOBODY TALKS ABOUT IT 😭 (I will be very weird about it)

The way it's so doomed from the start. He's already so fascinated by her. It's in the little jump he does when she sits in front of him, like a secret they're both in on, like her sitting in front of him is some obscure way of her inviting him into a conversation.

Why is he like this (not positive but not negative either)

He has such a cocktail of personality traits and, most certainly, mental disorders, and his own history that makes it so, when he's in love, that it WILL blow up in his face.

The fact that he's been homeschooled for his entire life- he has no idea. HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW. He doesnt realize that its not normal. of course he doesn't :( His parents obviously leave him alone for long stretches of time and he doesn't seem to mind this. He hasn't had the chance to develop his social skills at all-

It's why he's so, let's be real, creepy. Ash makes it very clear she's not interested and he just keeps worming his way into her life. He plots so that she'll go on the field trip, he follows her around, he goes to her fucking house on the first day. LIKE, HELLO? RED FLAG?

He's having evil thoughts here I swear 💀

And already so quickly after meeting her he makes Ash his priority. He asks to sit next to her, he engages and makes an effort to talk to her. Tries to joke around with her. Gives her a nickname. Touches her. He's so touchy.

And defends her!!! When Tyler gets pissed at Ash, he honestly goes off on him even tho he KNOWS Ash can defend herself- and he's so...dark about it. There's a threat hidden behind his words. He's MAD here, right? Tell me I'm not crazy, please-

He also very clearly has violence on the forefront of his mind 💀 He's the first one to actively attack the phantoms; not to defend himself, not to defend somebody else (well, he pulls Ash out of the way), but for fun. And he's disappointed when they don't scream. He's sadistic, he likes causing pain, it's something he relishes in.

I mean look at how he smiles!!! None of the other kids have such an...active ENJOYMENT in fighting the phantoms, but for Aiden, it's almost like he finds relief in it, some way to vent out his frustrations. He's eager for a fight, for a thrill.

That's how Aiden sustains himself, he pretty much operates under "I'm here for a good time, not a long time." Everything he does gives him a boost of adrenaline, no matter the consequences. He got into a fight? Eh, who cares about all the bruises, at least it got his blood rushing. Broke a bone while doing parkour or smth? Whatever, the way his stomach dropped when he was falling as totally worth it.

It's a very dangerous mentality to live with, obviously. He's an adrenaline junkie. He's an addict. More than anything else, Aiden wants something that makes him feel alive.

And what makes you feel more alive than love?

Like not to minimise or anything but he's known her for like. 2-3 months- and he's already SO scared of losing her. Like I just don't think he would have had this type of reaction with anybody else besides Ben. He would have absolutely lost his shit if Ash 'died'.

He's a straight up love junkie. He's obsessive. Nothing beats the high love can give you. It overrules everything else. If Ash (or whoever he's interested in) feels bad because of smth, he's done with it.

He LIKED dying. He LIKED the adrenaline rush. But he won't do it again. Not because he had some realization that he didn't want to die, that he still wanted to live and do things, but because Ash was upset. Because this, this rush of care from her part, the way she was so scared of him dying that she was shaking, nothing could fill the hole in his heart better than that. And now that he has a taste for it, he won't let go easy. He will keep on living- if it means Ash will be by his side.

Which is a very dangerous position to put her in. Ash already feels responsible for her friends, and she doesn't even know that Aiden has "put" his life in her hands, not that it's her responsibility, because it isn't, but she will certainly feel responsible if Aiden does something FOR her.

Like He's so fucking obsessed and he doesn't even realize it- like look at how he sees her 😭 THE HEAVENLY GLOOOOOOW, LIKE SHES AN ANGEL AND HE THINKS SHE CAN SAVE HIM. BABY SHE CANT, YOU HAVE TO SAVE YOURSELF.

He could spiral so fucking bad. He could do some absolutely heinous things. Because he just doesn't know. He doesn't know how to love truly, yet. For him love really is that rush of adrenaline, the knife carving out his heart, he could be putty in her hands, or her executioner. This love that can be so obsessive, that he NEEDS it to function, like its water, like its the air he breathes. Its a compulsion, a fixation, a longing that burrows into your very soul. Ash doesn't even know what she's getting herself into-

Godddddd, it makes me so sick/ pos, it's SO FUCKING INTERESTINGGGGGG. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.

I literally cannot function around this drawing 🫠

The. The hand. That way he's grabbing her. He's pulling her back. Towards HIM. like "this is mine. And I'm not sharing." And that little fucking look in his eyes, he just looks SO fucking pleased with himself. And Ash looks so...resigned. they're so doomed-coded, i love them so bad.

I don't know how I was supposed to NOT make a killer au, when he's just...like that around her.

Love is a wonderful thing. But love is also cruel, it is vicious, it is possessive and obsessive, and it will leave carnage in its wake.

Romantic love is an obsession. It possesses you. You lose your sense of self. You cannot stop thinking about another human being. -Helen Fisher

Relatable, I agree very much

i need more batshit crazy nico di angelo lovers. do you even understand the gravity of this situation. nico di angelo i love you you are everything to me you are the moon the stars the sun the atmosphere the ozone layer AAAAAAAAAGGGHGHHHH