WHEN ON PERIOD:

Being a lover girl is like spin-kicking your own stomach randomly just because. Being a karate master, full on black belt over here !!

"im a lover not a fighter" OH FUCK YOUUU man I CANT STAND LOVE SONGS

I'm going back to writing a diary, future me will be so glad she can reread and laugh at the existential crisis I'm having rn

~What do you mean it can always be worst???

UNSTOPPINGLY CUNTY--...!!...

Life been so incredibly sad lately. My chest hurts most of the time.

~ Is it too cliché to say i think i can feel my own heart breaking ? ... It is probably.

These on repeat !!!!

"I get high of feeling half alive"

I've found so many new songs yesterday, i already love this one too much.

I'd love to say everything that's on my mind but i know, no thought in this head should be said out loud.

Is it a bubbly personality or just a coping mechanisms (?) i guess we will never know

Man i miss my balcony time ... I need to sit down on a cold foldable chair and listen to the whole Trilogy album in one sitting, stare at one point on the horizon and watch the sun going down, in worst case, getting up.

I just need to find time.

Let's pick some and smear it on our hands like 10 years didn't just pass us by

"Got so sick of crying, so just lately; When I catch myself I do a 180"...

..."As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now; The dark covers me and I cannot run now"...

..."When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight; Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light; His face in my dreams seizes my guts; He floods me with dread; Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed; Pour myself over him, moon spilling in; And I wake up alone."