Hello! Slipping In For The Theme Ask Meme For Ageha💚

Trying to figure out how animation works bc I got CSP EX

When I do figure it out imma be the baddest bitch ever

" I love you, But that’s not true- The truth is that I really love you! I won’t ever hurt you. But I love you! I’ll love you with everything I have! "

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Happy White Day !

Today, I share with you one of my problems :

I make too many outfits.

I love drawing them too much, I've got so many for a single oc it's almost concerning at this point.

You get to see the ones I have so far for Kyoka

This felt so illegal to finish but uhhhhh

Official artstyle Kyoka art for u ?

I do not know how I feel about this actually, just that those eyes are the prettiest I've ever drawn I think,,

Ughhhh brain empty I don't know what to draw and even less what to try and animate,,

I have too many spoons to be doing nothing rn,,

do you have any tips for drawing side profiles of the face? specifically in a more stylized/simplified manner

idk this is how I draw them. I think the best way to simplify stuff is breaking down the shapes and going from there, so like circles and triangles ish

I DID IT I ANIMATED SMTH

AHAHAHAHA TREMBLE BEFORE MY PRODUCTIVITY

If my OC was canon what would their fanon version be like?

-----------Denial-----------

“We’re gonna have to tell her Ryohei, you know this. I know you want her safe and happy for as long as possible, and I do too, but right now it’s too dangerous a situation to just pull the wool over her and the other girls’ eyes like you all want to do. It didn’t go well the first time and it won’t this time either.”

“You know I can’t just let this happen to my little sister ! I have a duty as the older sibling to make sure she’s safe, how am I supposed to do that if we tell her and the others ?”

Ageha knew where he was coming from, but the situation was dire and his need for protection wasn’t something they needed right now.

“I KNOW ! But again, just not telling them is not keeping them safe, it’s endangering them ! You still feel guilty from what happened when you were children, I get that, but Kyoko has grown up since, and she’s capable of defending herself ! What you’re doing is just keeping her in the dark and babying her !”

“Babying her ? I'm not babying her, I'm trying to protect her ! Millefiore is hunting for all of us out there and you want me to tell the girls about how much danger there is just waiting to jump them ?!”

“YES !! Because again, Ryohei, not telling them puts them in danger ! We won’t be able to stay by their side the entire time, they will be wanting some alone time at some point and we won’t be there to do anything when it happens ! Why can’t you understand that ?! Yes they’re children right now, and none of them have training to defend themselves yet, but that's why telling them as early as possible is the safest option !

You have to understand that they're not weak damsels in distress waiting to be saved. They are scared teen girls begging for us to give them context on what's happening. More than that, you have to understand that they deserve not just the truth, but the chance to make the choice of getting involved by themselves. They will be targeted no matter what because of us, and that was the case already ten years ago when all of this started. You know this, you’re just trying to ignore it.

And they will find out anyway, and it won’t go well if we don’t tell them ourselves. You also know this, because it already happened in our time. You know I can’t keep things a secret from her like this when it’s so important, and even then she’s not stupid, far from it. You know that. Now will you acknowledge this fact and realize how dangerous it is to not tell them, or will you keep this on and stay in denial ?”

By now the both of them were panting from the screaming match, in a desperate attempt to make the other side understand their point of view. (Thank god they were in an empty room far away from where everyone else was sleeping.)

With a shaky breath and a rub of his hand over his face, Ryohei spoke, in a calmer voice.

“...I just… Kyoko is everything to me, I can’t bear telling her something like that… Why can’t she just have a calm and loving childhood, away from all the fighting and troubles we bring with us ? None of them deserve this when we’re the reason they were dragged in this in the first place.”

With another shaky breath and wiping her eyes from the start of tears, Ageha answered.

“...You think I don’t know that ? Of course I would love for them to enjoy the normalcy and fun they’re supposed to, that we were supposed to… But we just can’t not tell them. They’re confused, scared, and more importantly, determined to find out what’s going on. If we don’t tell them, they will find a way to figure it out themselves, and possibly put themselves in danger. But more than that…”

She sat on the table of the room, the exhaustion starting to make its way to her. Ryohei followed and sat on a chair.

Unknown to both of them, someone approached the door and settled to listen.

“Kyoko is your sister. People seem to forget it, even you, but she has a strong combative spirit, even if physical altercations aren’t her thing. I’ve seen it myself time and time again even when we were 14, she has determination and a sense of action that could easily rival yours, Ryo. And Haru too, she’s so resourceful and has such an incredible mind. And she has no trouble getting involved where she believes she should.”

They were both smiling, thinking of all the times the girls came through for them all with unexpected help.

“Not telling them is just doing them and us a disservice, Ryo. They will know one day, that much is certain, but we can at least make sure they learn it on terms and in situations that are safe and helpful.

I’m gonna go to bed now because we’re both tired and we need rest. I’m not gonna say anything more when you know my opinion on this. Just… think about it more, okay ?”

With quiet ‘goodnights’ and ‘sleep well’, the two guardians went their way, unaware of the girl who heard the end of their discussion and begging for more answers.

The night felt suffocating.

Kyoko was tossing and turning, the knowledge from earlier rattling in her brain.

Going to sleep was hard, knowing how deeply the people she loved were in danger, and how simply being associated with them put her in just as much trouble too.

Her sweet future girlfriend was in the mafia.

And so was her kind brother.

And all of the friends she made that didn’t care about her as “The School’s Madonna”, but as Kyoko.

Everyone was in danger, and almost all of them wanted to keep this a secret from her and Haru.

Yeah, falling asleep was hard.

But the worst was what came after it.

Electricity was crackling across the skin of her beloved flower, her screams echoing across the walls of her mind. The scars were burning red on her throat and reaching deep inside her flesh.

How didn’t she notice the way she started looking around her with more purpose and constant vigilance since then ?

A hospital bed and missing teeth, covered in wounds he knew how to avoid in his usual fights. The beeping of the machines made her head ache along with her eyes stinging with tears.

How did she ignore how often he started fighting, and the seriousness of the wounds increasing ?

Gunshots echoing across the school's field, aimed at her dear friend in hopes of a fatal injury in his opponent’s favor.

How hard was she denying what she was seeing this entire time, following Takeshi’s denial of the truth explanation of it being a game ?

A dark shadow swallowed the room into darkness, leaving her with no knowledge or sense of the direction.

The ground was meant to be under her feet, but nothing felt solid there anymore. Still she stood, trying to keep herself from panicking.

Far away in the distance, a fire lit up.

It started a normal yellow, the expected color you’d see on a candle.

And then the flames grew taller, and with it the color shifted.

The center kept the hue of yellow it started with, but each new movement brought an indigo color to the fire, until it was engulfing the entire space in front of her, leaving her nowhere to escape.

No air to breathe, and a heat close enough to burn away her tears. She felt like she was dying. And maybe, she was.

She couldn’t help but remember simpler times, how everything was before all of this came into play. And then the fun times full of shenanigans Reborn kept instigating.

A particular one resurfaced. Not long after that kendo fight between Mochida and Tsuna, Kyoko had visited Tsuna at his house.

She doesn't remember the details of that day very clearly. She remembers anger, and then a determination and desire to rectify something, something that hurt her deep in her soul.

But the clearest thing in her mind from that day was the same fire glowing in her hair, colors inverted as if trying to hide and drown the indigo in yellow. She remembers how warm and kind the flames had been back then, and how different they felt now, trying to kill her from inside her mind.

She could feel the burn in her lungs, and heavy limbs being dragged down by the pressure, tears evaporating away before they even formed.

And then, a tingle went up her spine.

It was gentle, but she could feel it travel up to her nape clearer than the burns that were scorching her arms.

Slowly, the tingle traveled to the rest of her body. There was no hurt, just the feeling of something crossing across her skin like a drop of water would when it rains. It shouldn’t have been noticeable with how much the fire hurt and burned, but it was.

And with the tingle, breathing became easier. A breath in, and a breath out. One more. And one more. Just like that, she could calm down, concentrating on the feeling of the buzz caressing her skin.

The flames weren’t gone. Still they were travelling up her arms and legs, eating at her skin like a horror movie. But the burn wasn’t there anymore. The flames just sat on her limbs, swaying without an ounce of pain coming from them.

With a calmer mind, she admired the flames.

The colors were absolutely stunning. Something felt right with how they looked, sunny gold and dark blue mixing in swirls in the fire.

With a soft feeling of warmth clicking in her chest; the tingle faded, and her mind followed.

She woke up with a gasp, clutching at the closest thing in desperation. Her legs were tangled in the bedsheets, and she could feel the sweat making her hair and clothes cling to her skin. The phantom ache of the burns echoed in her limbs, and she couldn’t help but gulp as much air as she could, afraid it would leave her lungs again forever.

A soft and warm hand drew circles across her back. It reminded her of the tingle.

It took a bit of time, but slowly it was bringing her back to what was around her, grounding her.

The room was her own inside the Foundation base. The lights were off, except for the one from the hallway, peeking through the open door. The pillows were scattered around her, and the bed looked singed in some places.

Holding Kyoko to her chest was Ageha, hair braided back and in her pajamas. Her hand was still drawing circles on her back, while the other was gently holding her up to avoid her falling down.

“It’s alright Kyoko, breathe slowly, everything is fine. There’s no one here but us, nothing to harm you. I’ll make sure of it.”

The tears that were begging to fall while in her mindscape finally dropped, soaking the woman’s arm as Kyoko clung to her with all her might.

Ageha did not stop rubbing her back, soothing words and gentle voice chiming softly in her ears while Kyoko cried out all the fear in her heart.

From the corner of her eye, she could see indigo and gold flickering in and out of her view, gently coaxed away by a shine of green.

“I was born to protect, and I’ll do so until you feel safe again, my sunshine.”

Thought I should introduce yall to my main KHR oc, my baby who is heavily traumatized Hibari Kyoka !

(She is not part of the Novana story for curious ppl, outside of an AU where she's tied to @madkuroi 's Veronna 👀)

She has taken over my brain since like, 2019 and I am now up to at least 16 AUs for her,, (yes I've had more pop up since I made the sheet)

Pls pLS PLS ASK ME ABOUT HER I AM BEGGING TO TALK ABOUT HER TO ANYONE WILLING TO LISTEN