should I make yall a playlist? It’ll mostly be vocaloid but I’ll have some random alt/ pop songs in there
chat. Is it normal to feel dizzy and hear a ringing in your ears and not being able to see for a few minutes - seconds when you stand up?
am I okay?????? Will I die??????
“my sentient sword came out to me as transmasc, i mean, talk about un-she/they-ing your blade!”
when I realize it’s taken me 7 YEARS to even BEGIN to understand how much k fucked with my brain.
I’m not saying that any of what I did was good, and all rape sa sh is horrible. But I need people to know that I have never raped anyone and never will. Most of what I did was sh but I did still sa J. This is not me making excuses, it’s just me making sure it’s known that I’m not a rapist. I understand what I did was not right and I deeply regret it, but please stop harassing me for something that happened a year ago when I’ve already been ‘forgiven’ by J. I say that in quotation marks because they are still hurt and should not forgive me, but we have made up. In case this was not clear enough for you: I’m not a rapist, I know what I did was bad and that I’m a horrible person, I regret everything, but please stop harassing me. This should fix the problems with me being harassed but if it doesn’t I guess I’ll just have to try a different route.
sometimes I’ll look down and remember I have tits and get terrified, but if I wear a binder and look down I get terrified bc I don’t have tits. Like does my brain think I have them or not???
This is in my own art style so please don’t judge me. I know it’s weird. I know the lips are big. I know it isn’t anatomically accurate. But I also know it’s my art style.
I’m genderfluid, currently he/they. But I feel like I can’t be considered a man sometimes bc I like my tits. Like not in a weird way, I just think it would be very uncomfortable to not have them but also slightly uncomfortable to have them??? It would make me more uncomfortable to not though. And I feel like sometimes that makes me a woman. I’m not a woman and I identify as a man but when I hear ppl talk about gender dysphoria and stuff I don’t really experience the same things they do. But male pronouns just make me feel more comfortable and I feel more like a man. I think this might be my brain starting to be influenced by my parents too though bc when I came out to them my mom said “no, I don’t think you’re trans. You’re always so girly and feminine. All the trans men I know couldn’t be caught dead doing anything feminine at all” but at the same time she’ll say that it’s okay for cis men who identify as fully male can do fem things and wear dresses and shit. Like genuinely what’s going on? Am I just confused abt my gender or some shit? I’m I too fem to be a trans man??? Someone please give me answers. (I feel like this has changed focus like 8 times lol)
the amount of misinformation abt the thing with me and J going around is wilddddd. We lit talked abt it today both of us agree it’s not rape like Chat yall are making up stuff by the second. Yall have gone beyond this being rape with the rumors like no? This is being blown wayyyyy out of proportion
this ain’t my main series so I don’t give this bitch much love, but it’s basically about this lesbian forbidden romance. And yeah it’s forbidden cause it’s lesbian but mainly because the main character is a Demi human (half human half wolf) and her girlfriend is forced by her father to hunt, capture and in extreme cases kill Demi humans. At first they hate each other because of that but the girl learns to love the mc and realizes what she’s doing is wrong. So like yeah also most people in the world hate Demi’s but Kami (the mcs lover) works for the biggest anti Demi company (owned by her father who will force Kami to take over) that’s basically it lol oh also yuki (the mc) is an assassin