random desi chaotic academia things I've done:
spent the entire evening reading topics totally unrelated to my studies instead of studying and then panicking about how i hadn't learnt anything for the exam the next day.
wrapped my mother's saree haphazardly around myself and danced to my desi academia playlist at 3am and then collapsed due to the blood rush to my head.
spent an entire night reading my mother's Rabindranath-er Golpogucchho (A Collection of Stories by Rabindranath Tagore) instead of doing my homework due the very next day and ended up not submitting it.
sent random quotes of sylvia plath and f scott fitzgerald to my best friend at 2 in the morning and then talked all night about it.
danced to rabindra sangeet in my room while reciting his poetry
exhausted my 4 months worth of pocket money on books by indian authors and still not finishing even half of them.
stopped on my way back home from tuitions to buy jhumkas from a roadside stall and got yelled at for coming home late.
scattered all my books on the bed because i couldn't find the right book to feed to my emotional state.
added more and more accessories to my already unorganized jewellery box, some of them i wore once and some i have never worn till today.
had an unhealthy obsession with greek, roman and egyptian mythology for years and spent countless nights reading articles on them over a cup of masala chai.
intentionally tried to get my dupatta stuck in a guy's watch to get my very own om shanti om moment.
been overconfident in myself for an exam, spent the whole time reading articles about random topics that i will never require, thought i screwed it over and then topped the entire class.
filled up my notes app with poems at 3 am when i had an exam at 8 the following day.
fell asleep while reading a book on the floor, and woke up alarmingly early the next morning with smudged kajal, puffy eyes and a runny nose.
dried flowers from my backyard in between the pages of old books and used them as bookmarks.
had an unhealthy amount of chai to stay awake but fell asleep on my books halfway through and still passed.
2022 TBR π§Ώ (continuing in 2023)
On Earth, we are briefly gorgeous - Ocean Vuong
The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo - Taylor Jenkins Reid (π¦)
Twisted lies - Ana Huang (π¦)
Gender Queer: a memoir - Maia Kobabe (π¦)
Lanka's princess - Kavita KanΓ© (π«)
Forty rules of love - Elif Shafak
All my rage - Sabaa Tahir
Redacted : poems - Trista Mateer (π¦)
She gets the girl - Rachael Lippincott, Alyson Derrick
Pride & prejudice - Jane Austen (π·)
How much land does a man need? - Leo Tolstoy (π¦)
Terribly tiny tales, Vol. 1 (π¦)
God of Small Things - Arundhati Roy
The Secret History - Donna Tartt (π«)
The Forest of Enchantments - Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni (π«)
Love story - Erich Segal (π¦)
Raavan : Enemy of Aryavarta - Amish Tripathi
The love hypothesis - Ali Hazelwood (π¦)
No Regrets - Kaveree Bamzai
Great Goddesses - Nikita Gill
Beautiful World, Where are you - Sally Rooney
Crying in H mart - Michelle Zauner
Poetry is undead - Trista Mateer
Artemis Made me do it - Trista Mateer (π«)
Poems I sleep next to - Shelby Eileen (π¦)
Beach Read - Emily Henry
Menaka's choice - Kavita kanΓ©
Loveboat Reunion - Abigail Hing Wen
One last stop - Casey McQusiton
The Knockout - Sajni Patel
A Promised Land - Khadija Mastur
Daughter of the Moon Goddess - Sue Lynn Tan
Cheer up: Love and pompoms - Crystal Frasier ( π¦)
Tahira in bloom - Farah Heron
A Good Girl's guide to murder - Holly Jackson (π¦)
The invisible life of Addie LaRue - V. E. Schwab ( π«)
Rivals (American Royals #3) - Katherine McGee (π¦)
It ends with us - Colleen Hoover (π¦)
Persuasion - Jane Austen
Normal People - Sally Rooney (π¦)
Graceful Burdens - Roxane Gay (π¦)
I want to die but i want to eat tteokbokki - Baek Sehee (π·)
The fault in our stars - John Green (π¦)
When the stars wrote back - Trista mateer (π¦,π«)
Conversations with friends - Sally Rooney (π«)
Daisy Jones & The Six - Taylor Jenkins Reid (π¦)
Flower crowns & fearsome things - Amanda Lovelace (π¦)
The Bitter End - Kaliane Faye (π¦)
Rukmini - Saiswaroopa Iyer
Kate in waiting - Becky Albertralli
Simon vs the homosapiens agenda - Becky Albertralli
The Princess saves herself in this one - Amanda Lovelace (π¦)
The Song of Achilles (π«)
It Starts with Us - Colleen Hoover (π¦)
Here's to hoping I actually read all of them :')
(I have removed books that I know for a fact I will not read, so this is an edited version of the list! Also, finished TSOA today (18/4/23) and The Invisible life of Addie LaRue on 24/4/23 and absolutely fucking bawled, so I decided to add it to this tbr list to honour it :'), not to mention that I actually had planned to read it for a long time, just didn't include it in this list π)
( read in 2022 - π¦, currently reading - π·, read in 2023 - π«)
I'll be marking off the books when I finish reading them/ I'll be adding more books when I find myself wanting to read them!
bollywood really invented love. i have proof.
Har ishq ka ek waqt hota hai, woh hamara waqt nahi tha, par iska yeh matlab nahi ki woh ishq nahi tha
Tumhari yeh hasi, yeh masti, yeh gaaliyan agar bandh ho gayi na toh is duniya ka bahut nuksaan hoga
Joh dil jeette hai woh kabhi haarte nahi
Har din uski zindagi ki dua maang leti hoon aur har din khud thodi marr leti hoon
Tu saath hokar bhi saath nahi hoti ab toh rahat mein bhi rahat nahi hoti
Yadhaash bhi kitni ajeeb cheez hoti hai, kis cheez ko poori zindagi bhoolne ki koshish karo, woh bhoolti nahi kabhi ek choti si cheez yaad karne ki koshish karo, toh yaad nahi aati
Baarishon mein bedhadak tere nachne se, baat baat pe bewajah tere roothne se, choti choti teri bachkani badmashiyon se, mohabbat karoonga main, jab tak hai jaan, jab tak hai jaan
Teri aankhon ki namkeen mastiyan, teri hasi ki beparwah gustakhiyan, teri zulfon ki lehrati angdaiyan, nahi bhoolunga main, jab tak hai jaan, jab tak hai jaan
Tera haath se haath chodna, tera saayon ka rukh modna, tera palat ke phir na dekhna, nahin maaf karoonga main, jab tak hai jaan, jab tak hai jaan
Tere jhoothe kasme vaadon se, tere jalte sulagte khwabon se, teri beraham duaon se, nafrat karoonga main, jab tak hai jaan, jab tak hai jaan
like??? wtf???? i hate love????
Ye baarish ki khanak, ye baadlon ke ishaare,
Yaad aate hai mujhe, bachpan ke nazaaare,
Woh khaali se raaste, woh bhigi zameen,
Woh chai pakodon se sham hoti kabhi namkin
Road par boat khel liye maze loot,
Raincoat ki aad mein, paani mein chapchapate mere gum-boots,
Woh request par milte butte,
Woh school se free ki chutti,
Ab na mile woh mausam na milti ajab Khushi waisi,
Ban gaye fasane baaton ke
Reh gaye kahin khayalon ke kinaare,
Ab wahi baarish hai, hai wahi asmaan,
Aur yaad phir aata hai kahin woh guzre baarish ka samaa
Haan woh baarish ka samaa........π¦
you mention one (1) time that you're craving some dish and the next day he'll bring a special dabba with it for you
always carries extra hair ties for female friends
has extra money in case someone forgot their lunch
always makes sure you wash your hands or atleast sanitise before you eat
knows first aid
SMOKING HOT
lets you sleep on his shoulder during class or in the bus if you're tired
asks you if you want a hug if he sees you looking sad- best hugs ever
makes sure your notebook is completed by offering his own notes
CHEMISTRY GENIUS!!!!!
will throw hands with anyone who insults you, and will win
tells his mom about your favourite food so she'll make it when you come over
endearing nicknames for everyone that include 'nutella', 'gulab jamun', 'taara', 'sherni' and my personal fav: 'biryani'
mention one of your interests and he'll listen to you infodump for hours. literally. hours. (he listened to me overanalyse tangled for four hours straight, from 2 am to 6 am)
DID I MENTION HOT ASF
gives you small affirmations everyday, like 'i love your hair today behen', 'aree wah those biceps looking great today bro'
asks you about your favourite flowers if he's known you long enough and surprises you with them when you're sad
BRINGS CHOCOLATES AND YOUR FAVOURITE MOVIE KI CD DURING PERIODS!!!!!!!
ALSO HE'S AN AMAZING KISSER
Mein financeee bf bhi hoon
Mein to hellooo kitty bf hoon
Mujse nai hogaa muje vapas baarish mein cricket khelnaa
Tujhse kehna tha bohot kuch,
Lekin kaha nahi gaya.
Itne khat likhey teri yaad mei,
Lekin tujh tak pohchaya nahi gaya.
Ab vo saare khatt,
Mere dil ki almaari mei mehfooz hai.
K kisi na kisi din kahin tu mile,
Toh tujhe sunaenge,
Tere bin kya guzri,
sabb bataenge.
β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’
Kaash tum kuch kehdete,
Izhaar naa sahi koi ishaara kardete.
Mere intezaar ki inteha hogayi,
Baatein adhoori rehgayi.
Kuch nahi toh koi khat likhtey,
Mera haal puchte,
Ya kuch apni sunaate.
Jab dil mei koi baat ho toh kehdena chaiye,
Waqt rehte hi apno ko mana lena chaiye.
Should i post my forearms