of hurting people, of breaking their hearts and leaving them. it feels like i’m not capable of loving someone for a long time and i can’t do anything about it — i just have to wake up every morning, knowing that my feelings are slowly fading, until one day i open my tired eyes and understang — all i feel is an eternal emptiness in my chest.
‘i don’t love you anymore,’ i say quietly into the darkness.
‘please, stay. we can still make it work. we are a perfect couple. i love you.’
‘no,’ i reply with a cold voice. it hurts, and i can’t handle it. i am sorry. i am sorry. i am so fucking sorry.
i can’t afford to love someone anymore — it would be incredibly cruel to them.
did its people want too much, too? did its people want too much?
watching 2x05 of dead to me and their relationship is literally This and tbh i’m living for it
— 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙨.
on my 5th cup of coffee today #DEATHCORE #VIOLENCE #MALICE #HATRED #CHOMPING AND BITING #DESTROY #KILL
hannah, ulrich and egon be like:
can we please just admit that zelda praying to lilith is the top of homoerotism
you're allowed to be messy, you're allowed to fuck up, you can be emotional and stupid and frantic and confusing and weird and any other embarrassing thing. anyone who makes you feel otherwise, or who makes you feel like you're walking on egg shells, like you're doomed if you slip up, they shouldn't be such a big part of your life.
Hey! I was wondering if you knew more poems about fathers (in relation to having a difficult relationship with one?)
Let Your Father Die Energy Drink by Daniel Lavery and Cecelia Corrigan
Do You Consider Writing to be Therapeutic? by Andrew Grace
Real Estate by Richard Siken
This Be the Verse by Philip Larkin
Backwards by Warsan Shire
My Father's Hands by Dave Harris
Boy and the Belt / Poem to Take the Belt Out of My Dad's Hands by José Olivarez
My Father Writes From Prison by Ocean Vuong
actual footage of me post-season two trying to figure out who ISNT related at this point: