Abbey Road (Remastered)

the side eye people give you when you’re a young person with an invisible disability who uses mobility aids 🥲

like dude mind you’re own business I already have to deal with 24/7 pain I don’t want to put up with your ableism too.

Shoutout to systems (highly specific version):

- Systems who feel like they're faking because they have memory keepers with horrible memory because the body has multiple other disorders that affect memory

- Systems who have abuser introjects who are really kind, nice and nothing like source

- Systems with struggling gatekeepers that barely can do their job

- Systems who have in-system romantic and/or sex life

- Systems who feel like their headspace is ever growing and expanding like the fabric of space

- Systems who have low-tolerance to stress and end up splitting a lot because of it

- Systems who have high-tolerance to stress and still don't know why they're splitting so much

- Systems who have a healthy family dynamic internally even though their actual family dynamic is not healthy

- Systems with morally questionable in-system dynamics

- Systems who physically turn around as a way to look at their headspace

- Systems with lots and lots of in-system pet NPCs

- Systems who despise fried eggs

dude, I wish there was a cane user emoji, I'm not blind so I don't want to use that one but I'm also not a wheelchair user, for the most part I can get around fine with my cane. There was a period of time where it was hurting me, but I hadn't properly adjusted it back after my fiance used it when she'd hurt herself (she's taller than I am so I'd adjusted it out as much as I could)

I feel like a frail old man at 19

a “horror” movie where the main character had DID/OSDD and they’re possessed by a demon but didn’t realize because the system just thinks there’s a new alter

A 4th century CE statue of Aphroditos. Her cock wards off evil spirits. Reblog to rid your blog of evil spirits.

This little girl loves her human enough to follow him in places kittens don’t go.

It should be illegal to have a bus stop without a bench I am 1000% serious rn

sometimes i start to slide back into the mindset of "what if I'm not really disabled and I'm just faking it" or "what if everything could be cured by just doing x, y, z" etc.

and then i remember that during lockdown in 2020 i spent 6 months — like every single minute of that six months — focused on taking care of my health and doing everything right

i slept 8+ hours, i drank lots of water, i got a decent amount of (non-straining) exercise, i went for walks and got fresh air, i ate balanced meals, etc. etc.

and my health got worse.

i did everything right, continuously, for months, and was still disabled. there is literally nothing i could have done to "fix it". i'm not faking it, i was alone (mostly) and trying to convince myself that everything was fine, and i was still in debilitating pain.

everything has been so much better with disability aids. having my cane has been life-changing. using sensory aids, life-changing! a non-disabled person wouldn't benefit this much from disability aids!!!

i think this is coming up again for me because I've become a relatively well-known person on campus for disability (and queer!) issues, and despite having all of my lived experience and the drive to deal with things, i still feel underqualified.

there are other people who are "more disabled", or have "been disabled" longer than me (since things were really only dealt with during lockdown after my experiment, it's only been like 3-4 years with a diagnosis). sometimes i feel like i'm taking away an opportunity from someone that would be more qualified to do things.

logically though, i'm not. most of these things i have either started myself, or other people have convinced me to get involved with because i seem "qualified" to talk about it. I've had four meetings this week about campus accessibility, people actively seek me out to ask questions, i do regularly deal with ableism and inaccessibility even if it's to a lesser extent than some other people — but the stuff i'm doing is to help everyone, not for personal gain. i'm not pretending to be disabled for selfish reasons. there are clear access barriers that directly affect me as well and i am doing everything in my power to take them down.

anyways you can't really fake being disabled, especially not to yourself. ;)

I looove when food is in a bowl. Frequently plates are being brought out and I'm thinking this could've been a bowl meal but nobody gets it

Imagine hearing this behind the bush and you thought its a cat 💀💀