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Cleaning up before committing something filthy.
That is deliciously awesome! You will be much happier and fulfilled. Your owner must be very proud.
Live your purpose!
I’m a dumb edged out cunt. I never deserve to cum.
You are fine. You are healthy. You are good. Relax and enjoy yourself.
“…Many people fear their fantasies signal immorality, perversion, or mental illness. Here it’s vital to distinguish between sexual thoughts and actions. Some sexual actions are illegal, but all sexual thoughts —even if they’re disturbing— are normal, healthy, and fine. Your fantasies are no reflection on your morality, mental health, or ability to maintain loving relationships. Sexual fantasies simply exercise the erotic imagination—with all constraints removed.
…In addition, no matter what their content, sexual fantasies are normal, i.e healthy and sex-enhancing. Solo or partnered, sexual pleasure depends on deep relaxation, which opens (dilates) the arteries in the central body, ushering extra blood into the genitals. This extra blood produces penile and clitoral erection, vaginal self-lubrication, sensitivity to erotic touch, and pleasure. But those who fear or revile sexual fantasies don’t relax. Instead of dilating, their arteries constrict, which reduces blood to the genitals and impairs sexual function and pleasure.
If you want to be all you can be sexually, fantasize more often and more vividly. Instead of feeling guilt, shame, and self-loathing, understand that everyone has sexual fantasies, that many are wild and beyond anything people would do in real life, and that whatever your fantasies, they’re normal, healthy, and fine.”
If you really want to indulge fantasy and don’t already do this, just record yourself as you rub/edge.   You may notice that you love knowing you're making yourself into porn, even if the recording is not for anyone else.
Even more excitement ripples through your body and mind as the humiliation loop fuels your fantasy.  It’s like the more you rub & make your own porn, the filthier of a slut toy you are.  Then the more of a dirty edge toy you are, the more you need to touch yourself. Â
Finally you will then edge to how much more of a pathetic slut you made yourself, how desperate you now are, how filthy you are as you observe your recorded porn.  Don’t forget to use caution.  Congratulations now you are your own little pornstar. Â
I've used and *abused* enough of these to know... The experience WILL change your life...and is quite impossible to resist for long. 1 minute is fairly easy - assuming you do not have one of the newer, not really for wearing in public versions that sound like a hive of bees under your skirt but which can drop you in mere seconds 2 minutes will make you sweat 3 minutes will have you dancing around in your seat exactly like this 5 minutes and you will honestly stop caring what those around you think, all you can focus on is the pleasure 7 minutes and if the first orgasm has not already hit, your mind is becoming mush and you are becoming a simpering hot mess ready to obey anyone and everything 10 minutes - only a firm and proper hand on the controls will ever allow you to reach this point. A point where you will surrender ANYTHING to Me in order to hold onto the edge and ride the waves of pleasure now coursing through your very soul...
You are OK. If you’re unsure about how far you let your kinks go.. If you surprise yourself how far your kinks go.. If you are still discovering new levels to your kinks.. You have no need to worry when you just take a moment to realize.. You’re trapped. You’ll always want this. It will probably only get worse. The more you fight it, the more your need for it gets stronger. The more you feel it getting stronger the more you feel you need it. Your body isn’t lying to you. This is who you really are.  Have an amazing day.
use my cunt
Is that how you ask?