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Hey! It seems like a lot of people still donât know about our Call of Duty: Ghosts Discord server and keep asking aroundâeven though itâs already pinned in my post! and i have already written in my bio about it.
So, just to clarifyâwe have a SFW Discord server thatâs a safe space for minors. We share art, memes, chat, and just have fun together!
When you join, youâll need to stay in the verification room for a bit. Weâll just ask about your Tumblr account to make sure youâre not someone weâve banned before.
So, what are you waiting for? Here is the invite!
Hey! It seems like a lot of people still donât know about our Call of Duty: Ghosts Discord server and keep asking aroundâeven though itâs already pinned in my post! and i have already written in my bio about it.
So, just to clarifyâwe have a SFW Discord server thatâs a safe space for minors. We share art, memes, chat, and just have fun together!
When you join, youâll need to stay in the verification room for a bit. Weâll just ask about your Tumblr account to make sure youâre not someone weâve banned before.
So, what are you waiting for? Here is the invite!
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Relationship Alphabet series with Cod ghosts!
â§ Pairing: Romantic. â§ Genre: Fluff.
â§ Warnings: Light NSFW, and mention of NSFW content MDNI
A â Affection
Logan isnât the most outwardly affectionate person, but when he loves, he loves hard. His touches are subtle but deeply meaningfulâhand on your lower back as you walk, fingers grazing yours before he holds your hand, a quick squeeze on your thigh when you sit next to him.
His favorite form of affection? Forehead touches. Itâs his way of grounding himself, closing his eyes for a second, and just feeling you there. After a long mission, expect him to just press his forehead to yours and sigh, finally allowing himself to relax.
Light NSFW: Loganâs brand of affection can turn intense fast. It starts with lazy kisses, slow and teasing, before his hands moveâgripping your waist, pulling you closer, letting you feel just how much he missed you. He loves dragging his lips down your jaw, murmuring "Mine." against your skin.
B â Boundaries
Logan has firm boundaries, but itâs mostly because of his lifestyle. Heâs trained himself to keep emotions in check during missions, and he doesnât always talk about the things heâs been through.
However, he respects boundaries just as much as he sets them. If you need space, he gives it without question. He might not always know the right words to comfort you, but heâs always there. Sitting beside you in silence, a steady presence.
Light NSFW: While Logan is pretty private, he does have one ruleâwhen heâs in the moment, itâs just the two of you. He hates distractions, hates anything pulling his focus away from you. If you try to tease him with a playful comment while heâs all over you? His grip tightens. "Eyes on me, sweetheart."
C â Communication
Logan isnât a talker, but he listens better than anyone. He picks up on your emotions before you even say a word, adjusting himself accordinglyâif youâre stressed, heâs pulling you into his arms; if youâre mad, heâs giving you space before asking "Wanna talk about it?"
That being said, getting Logan to talk about his own feelings is like pulling teeth. Heâd rather show you than say it. When he does open up, itâs usually at night, in the dark, when itâs just the two of you and thereâs no pressure.
Light NSFW: Logan doesnât talk much during intimate moments, but when he does? Itâs deep, raspy, and straight to the point. Heâs all about action, letting his hands and lips speak for himâbut every once in a while, youâll get a low, "You feel so damn good, baby." whispered against your skin.
D â Devotion
Logan is unshakably devoted. Once you have him, you have him. Thereâs no half-measuresâheâs all in, fiercely protective, always looking out for you even when you donât realize it.
If you ever doubt his feelings, just look at his actions. Heâs the guy who remembers the little thingsâhow you like your coffee, your favorite songs, the exact way you like to be held when youâre upset.
Light NSFW: His devotion carries over into the bedroom. Logan isnât selfishâheâs focused on you, taking his time, memorizing every reaction. He takes pride in knowing exactly what makes you shudder under his touch, whispering, "Let me take care of you."
E â Empathy
Logan might be quiet, but he feels things deeply. He understands pain, loss, and the weight of things left unsaid. Itâs why heâs so gentle with you, even if heâs rough with the rest of the world.
He can tell when youâre holding back emotions, and while he wonât push, heâll make sure you know heâs there. If youâre upset, he wonât flood you with questionsâheâll just sit beside you, wrap an arm around you, and let you lean into him.
Light NSFW: Logan is in tune with your body. Heâs perceptive, catching every little hitch in your breath, every tremble. He watches, listens, adjustsâmaking sure youâre enjoying every second. And if youâre feeling particularly vulnerable? Heâll slow down, pressing his forehead to yours and murmuring, "I got you, baby."
F â Forgiveness
Logan doesnât hold grudges, but he doesnât forget either. If you hurt him, he needs time. He wonât lash out, but heâll go quiet, processing everything internally.
That being said, he doesnât stay mad forever. He knows nobodyâs perfect, and as long as youâre honest with him, heâll always work things out. Heâs not the type to bring up old argumentsâonce he forgives, itâs done.
Light NSFW: If youâve had an argument but made up, Loganâs version of making up is intense. He doesnât say muchâhe just pulls you in, kisses you like heâs making up for lost time, and reminds you exactly how much you mean to him without a single word.
G â Growth
Logan isnât the same man he was before he met you. Heâs spent so much of his life as a soldierâhis purpose was always about the mission, never about himself. But with you? Heâs learned how to live, not just survive.
It takes him a while to open up, to let himself be vulnerable, but he does it because of you. You push him in all the right ways, and he silently thanks you for it every day.
Light NSFW: Logan used to think intimacy was just about physical connection, but heâs learned thereâs so much more to it. He grows with youâlearning what you like, adjusting, making sure that every time feels better than the last. "Tell me what you need, baby." he murmurs, fingers tracing slow patterns on your skin.
H â Honesty
Logan is a terrible liar. He doesnât sugarcoat things, doesnât play gamesâif he says something, he means it. If he doesnât like something, he wonât pretend otherwise.
But when it comes to emotions? Thatâs different. He struggles to express them, to admit when heâs feeling off. Heâs still learning that itâs okay to talk about the things weighing on his mindâbut with you, heâs trying.
Light NSFW: Logan is honest about what he wants. Heâs not one for flowery words or elaborate speeches, but when he looks at you with half gazed eyes and says, "Need you right now." you know he means it.
I â Intimacy
For Logan, intimacy isnât just about physical closenessâitâs about trust. He shows his love in quiet ways: resting his head in your lap after a long day, tracing slow circles on your skin as you lay beside him, whispering your name in the dead of night.
Thereâs something sacred about being close to you, something grounding. Itâs the only time he can truly let his guard down.
Light NSFW: Logan doesnât rush intimacy. He takes his time, savoring every reaction, every whispered breath. He watches you more than anything, memorizing the way your body moves under his touch. Intimacy with Logan isnât just physicalâitâs a promise.
J â Joy
Happiness sneaks up on Logan when heâs with you. Itâs in the little thingsâthe way you laugh at his deadpan jokes, the way you reach for his hand absentmindedly, the way your presence makes the world feel a little less heavy.
His joy is quiet but deep. Itâs in the rare moments where he smiles, where he presses a kiss to your forehead and mutters, "Didnât think I could have this."
Light NSFW: Loganâs joy in intimacy comes from youâwatching your reactions, feeling your body relax under him, knowing that heâs the reason for your pleasure. He finds an almost smug satisfaction in pulling soft gasps from your lips, murmuring, "Thatâs it, baby. Let go."
K â Kindness
Logan isnât overly affectionate, but his kindness speaks through his actions. He doesnât always say "I love you," but you can see it in the way he makes sure you eat, the way he tucks a blanket around you when you fall asleep, the way he holds your hand just a little tighter when he feels like somethingâs wrong.
Heâs gentle with you in a way he isnât with anyone else. The world has hardened him, but with you? He softensâjust a little.
Light NSFW: Even when heâs rough, thereâs a tenderness in the way Logan touches you. He never takes more than youâre willing to give, never pushes too far. His kindness carries into every intimate momentâchecking in, making sure you feel safe, whispering reassurance between kisses.
L â Love
Logan loves deeply, completely, permanently. He doesnât fall easily, but when he does, itâs all or nothing.
His love is loyaltyâstanding by your side through everything. His love is trustâletting you see parts of him no one else gets to. His love is foreverâeven if he doesnât always say the words, you know.
Light NSFW: Love with Logan is slow, deliberate, consuming. He doesnât just want youâhe wants every part of you, every sigh, every whispered moan, every ounce of trust. "Be mine, please..." he murmurs against your lips, not as a demand, but as a promise.
M â Memories
Logan holds onto memories like old photographsâsilent, but deeply treasured. Heâs not the type to talk much about the past, but he remembers everything.
The first time you made him laugh so hard he had to look away. The way your eyes lit up when he gave you something small but meaningful. The moment he realized he was in love with you, staring at you when you werenât looking, thinking, God, Iâm in trouble.
Light NSFW: Some of his favorite memories? The way you whispered his name in the dark, breathless and wanting. The look in your eyes when he had you pinned beneath him. The way you fell asleep tangled in him, completely trusting. Those memories replay in his mind more than heâd ever admit.
N â Nurturing
Logan might not be overly affectionate, but he takes care of you in ways you donât always notice. He makes sure you eat, gets you water without you asking, pulls you against him when he feels you shiver.
If youâre sick or hurt, heâs silently hoveringâdoesnât fuss, doesnât baby you, but heâs right there. Holding your hand, rubbing slow circles into your back, making sure you feel safe.
Light NSFW: Nurturing carries over into intimacyâLogan takes his time, always attuned to what you need. If youâre stressed, he makes it slow and comforting. If youâre aching for him, he meets you where you are. He reads you like a book, and heâs always willing to give.
O â Openness
It takes Logan a long time to open up. Not because he doesnât trust you, but because heâs spent his whole life keeping things locked away.
But the more he loves you, the more he tries. He wonât always have the words, but heâll show you in the way he grips your hand just a little tighter, in the way he pulls you close at night, in the way he whispers a quiet "Donât go anywhere, okay?" when heâs half-asleep.
Light NSFW: Openness is harder for him hereâhe's used to staying in control. But when he lets go, when he trusts you completely? Itâs different. He tells you what he wants, tells you how good you make him feel. And if you ever whisper something soft and intimate in return, heâll never forget it.
P â Patience
Logan is patient, but in a quiet way. He doesnât rush things, doesnât pushâyou take your time with him, and he lets you.
If youâre upset, he doesnât demand answers. He waits. If youâre struggling, he doesnât offer empty wordsâhe shows you heâs there, steady and unwavering.
Light NSFW: His patience extends into intimacyâhe takes his time, savoring every little reaction, every sound you make. Heâs in no hurry. Heâll tease, pull back, make you beg if he wants toâbecause Logan knows that waiting makes everything that much better.
Q â Quality time
Logan isnât big on grand gesturesâhis love is in the small moments. Sitting on the couch in silence, driving in comfortable quiet, watching you sleep just because he likes the way you breathe next to him.
He prefers one-on-one time over anything else. No distractions, just you and him. Thatâs when he feels most at peace.
Light NSFW: Logan likes to take his time. Quality time in intimacy means making every second countâpulling you onto his lap, tracing slow patterns on your back, watching you with darkened eyes. Heâs not the type to rushâhe wants to enjoy every single second of you.
R â Respect
Logan respects everything about youâyour choices, your independence, your emotions. He might be protective, but he never tries to control you. If you say no to something, he listens.
If someone else disrespects you? Thatâs a different story. Logan doesnât yell, doesnât make a sceneâbut thereâs something dangerous in the way his jaw tightens, in the way he stands just a little taller.
Light NSFW: Respect carries over into the bedroom. He doesnât assume, doesnât takeâhe asks, listens, watches. Your pleasure matters just as much as his, and he never crosses a line. "Tell me if you want me to stop." he murmurs, his lips ghosting over your skin.
S â Support
Logan isnât great with words, but his support is unwavering. If you have a goal, heâs right thereâhelping, encouraging, believing in you more than you believe in yourself.
If you ever break down, he doesnât panicâhe just holds you. No forced words, no pressureâjust quiet, solid support.
Light NSFW: Support, for him, is about giving. Heâs focused on you, making sure you feel wanted, cherished, taken care of. He watches your every reaction, adjusting, always making sure youâre taken care of first.
T â Trust
Logan doesnât trust easilyâbut when he does, itâs forever. He doesnât just let anyone in, doesnât just rely on people, but with you? He does. He trusts you with his fears, his love, his life. He might not say it out loud, but he proves it every single day. Light NSFW: Trust in intimacy means complete surrender. Letting you see every inch of him, letting you touch him in ways no one else has. And if he ever whispers, "I trust you." in the middle of everythingâyou know just how much it means.
U â Understanding
Logan might be quiet, but heâs deeply observant. He picks up on the little thingsâyour moods, your small habits, the things you donât say out loud.
He understands when you need space, when you need comfort, when you just need to sit in silence together. If youâre struggling, he wonât pushâbut heâll be there.
If you ever argue, he doesnât get defensive or angryâhe listens. He might not be the best with words, but heâll try to see things from your side. "I get it," heâll say, voice low but sincere. "Iâll do better." And he means it.
Light NSFW: Logan understands your needs without you having to say much. He watches, he listens, he feels. He knows when to take things slow, when to be rough, when to hold back. If something doesnât feel right, he stops immediatelyâbecause at the end of the day, your comfort matters most.
V â Vulnerability
Logan doesnât let people in easily. Heâs spent too long keeping things bottled up, carrying burdens on his own.
But with you? Itâs different.
You see the parts of him no one else doesâthe quiet fears, the sleepless nights, the weight he carries. He wonât cry in front of most people, but with you, he might. And if he does, he trusts you enough to let it happen.
"I donât⌠talk about this stuff," he mutters one night, staring at the ceiling, your fingers tracing slow circles on his chest. "But I want you to know."
Light NSFW: Vulnerability in intimacy means trusting you completely. Letting his guard down, letting you see him undone. Heâs used to being in control, but when he trusts you enough to surrenderâto let you take the lead, to let himself be softâthatâs when you know how deep his love runs.
W â Warmth
Logan isnât openly affectionate in public, but when itâs just the two of you? God, heâs warm.
Heâs a silent protectorâpulling you against him without a word, tucking you beneath his chin, resting a hand on your back whenever he walks past. Heâs not one for grand romantic gestures, but the way he holds you, the way he breathes a little easier when youâre closeâthatâs love.
If you ever shiver, heâs already pulling you into his jacket. If youâre sad, he presses a slow kiss to the top of your head, lingering, silent, but solid.
Light NSFW: His warmth in intimacy is overwhelming. Heâs all-consuming, pressing into you, heat radiating from his skin. Even after everything, he doesnât let you go right awayâhe stays close, fingers lazily tracing your back, murmuring soft, unspoken affections against your skin.
X â XO (hugs & kisses)
Loganâs kisses are slow, deep, meaningful. He doesnât rush them, doesnât take them for granted. If he kisses you, he means it.
He loves forehead kissesâa silent Iâm here. He kisses your knuckles without thinking, absentminded and affectionate. He pulls you close by your waist, pressing his lips against your temple after a long day.
Hugs? He holds you like heâll never let go. Strong arms wrapped around you, solid and steady. He buries his face in your neck sometimes, just breathing you in. And if heâs been away for too long? Heâll pull you into him, grip tight, heartbeat steadying against yours.
Light NSFW: His kisses become desperate when heâs craving you. Rough, deep, needy. He kisses like heâs starving for you, like he canât get close enough. And when he finally pulls away, lips slightly swollen, eyes dark? God help you.
Y â Yearning
Logan isnât dramatic about his feelings, but God, does he miss you when youâre not around.
He wonât say it outright, but itâs in the way he keeps checking his phone, the way his fingers twitch when youâre not there to hold them. The way he breathes just a little deeper when he finally sees you again.
He doesnât send long texts, but heâll send things like: "You okay?" "Miss you." "Be home soon."
And when he finally is home? The first thing he does is find you.
Light NSFW: The longer heâs away, the more desperate he is when he returns. He doesnât even bother with wordsâhe just grabs you, pulls you in, takes what heâs been missing. Thereâs a hunger in him, a need that only you can satisfy.
Z â Zeal
Loganâs love isnât loud or flashyâbut itâs fierce.
He loves fully, deeply, endlessly. When heâs with you, thereâs no hesitationâheâs all in. He shows his love in every little action, in every glance, in every quiet, steady presence.
If someone ever tries to hurt you? God help them. Logan doesnât lose his temper often, but when it comes to you? He doesnât hold back.
And when he tells you he loves you? Itâs forever.
Light NSFW: His passion in intimacy is undeniable. He wants you, adores you, worships you. He doesnât just go through the motionsâheâs dedicated to you, body and soul. Every touch, every kiss, every breathâitâs all for you.
Because Logan Walker? He doesnât love halfway.
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Hesh fanart requested by @ll7esxs !! i really enjoy drawing him omege
fav cod ghosts character GO
DAVID "HOUSEWIFE" WALKER XD
If i see david "hesh" walker:
Me with those keegan stans who know the cod ghosts game very well, know every cod ghosts character and respect them and never put him in mw2 timeline.
Male teammate reader realizing that he is seeing elias as a father figuređ
When elias of course was caring but he saw that beneath his stoic personality
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Notes: getting shot, mention of the hollow feelings!
Elias Walker isnât a man who gives out praise easily. Heâs disciplined, tough, and expects nothing less than the best from his soldiers. But under that hardened exterior is a leader who truly looks out for his men, even if it means showing it in his own quiet, firm way.
The tension in the squadroom was thick. You and another Ghost had been angryâsomething about conflicting orders, a missed extraction point, and heated words escalating into a full-blown argument. By the time Elias stepped in, you had your fists clenched, jaw tight, and were about to throw a punch.
Eliasâ voice cut through the room like a gunshot.
"Enough! both of you!"
The entire squad went silent. Elias didnât yellâhe never needed to. His tone alone held weight, commanding immediate respect. He stepped between them, his eyes locking onto yours with an intensity that made it clear he wasnât playing around.
"You feel like fighting? You take it to the ring. But I better not catch my soldiers throwing punches like a couple of undisciplined rookies. Understood?"
âTell me what happened.â
It was an order. But Elias wasnât just here to disciplineâhe wanted to understand.
After you finished explaining, Elias studied you with that sharp, unreadable gaze. The other soldier just stared, silent, waiting. But Elias cut through the tension with a firm voice.
"You're frustrated. Good. That means you care. But losing your temper? Thatâs how you lose respect. Next time, think before you act like a meniac."
His words landed like a weight in the airâheavy, undeniable. Then, without another glance, he turned and left.
The soldier beside you muttered a curse and stalked off, but you stood frozen. Something inside you shifted, a flicker in your chest, like an ember catching flame.
After days of relentless training, grueling missions, and barely any sleep, you were running on fumes. your movements were slower, your focus slightly offâthings only a trained eye would notice. But Elias saw it.
During a weapons check, you fumbled with your rifle, dropping the magazine with a sharp clatter. The room went silent. cursed under your breath, bending down to grab it, but before you could, a pair of boots stopped right in front of you.
Elias.
He didnât say anything right away. Just stared down at you, arms on his hips. The weight of that silence was almost worse than being yelled at.
"How many hours of sleep have you had?"
You hesitated. "Enough, sir."
Elias arched an eyebrow. "That so? Because last I checked, âenoughâ doesnât leave you this sloppy." He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. "Iâm not running my people into the ground. Youâre no good to me half-dead, so youâre taking the next twelve hours to get some damn rest. Thatâs an order."
You opened your mouth to protest "Sir" Elias cut you off. "Say one more word, and Iâll make it twenty-four. Now go."
It wasnât kindness. It wasnât pity. It was an orderâone laced with a concern heâd never admit out loud.
It wasnât an immediate thingârealizing that Elias was more than just a commanding person.
You had been under his leadership for years, and it had always been about discipline, orders, and the mission.
But somewhere along the way, those orders started sounding less like a commander barking at a subordinate and more like a father looking after his own.
It was in the way Elias noticed the little thingsâwhen you were exhausted, when you were unfocused, when you were pushing yourself too damn hard.
You had spent so long looking for approval, for recognition, and for a while, you thought Elias was just another hardass CO who expected perfection.
But Elias wasnât just toughâhe cared. Not in a soft way, not in a way that he would ever admit outright, but in the only way a hardened soldier knew how.
It wasnât something you liked to admitânot even to yourself.
You never thought much about family. Not really. Life had been about survival, about moving forward, about being a soldier first and a person second. But sometimes⌠sometimes, that hollow feeling crept in when you least expected it.
Like now.
You sat a few feet away, absently cleaning your rifle, when you saw themâElias and his sons, Logan and Hesh, talking like it was the most natural thing in the world.
You werenât eavesdropping. Not really. But you couldnât help listening.
"You two are getting sloppy," Elias muttered, arms crossed. "Hesh, your stance was too open. Logan, you hesitated at the last second."
The words were sharp, but there was something else beneath themâsomething steady, something certain. A father speaking to his sons, knowing they would listen and believed in them.
"Câmon, Dad, we still completed the drill," Hesh chuckled, a small, barely-there grin on his face.
Elias let out a short huff of laughter. "Barely."
Logan and Hesh kept talking, their words easy, their smiles unguarded. Elias listened, shaking his head but smiling all the same.
You exhaled slowly through your nose, pretending to focus on your rifle, but your fingers tightened around the weapon.
It was normal. Family banter. Criticism softened by familiarity. A fatherâs voice carrying weight but never pressing too hard.
It was natural.
And you felt like a stranger watching through a window.
You told yourself it was stupid.
You were part of the team. You had earned your place. Elias respected you. The others had your back.
But no matter how many times you drilled that into your skull, there were moments that made you feel like an outsider.
Like the way Hesh could roll his eyes when Elias reminded them that they only had each otherâand still, Elias would stop, give him a look, half stern, half concerned, before offering a small, knowing smile. You had cursed Hesh and logan under your breath more than once, thinking how damn lucky they were to have a father like Elias.
Like the way Logan barely had to speak, yet Elias always understood him anyway.
And maybe that was what made the hollow feeling worse.
Because Elias was the closest thing youâd ever had to a father.
But he wasnât even related to you.
The mission was supposed to be cleanâget in, secure intel, get out. But things went to hell fast. The enemy had been waiting, ambush set, gunfire tearing through the air before anyone had time to react properly.
You had been holding his ground, covering Keeganâs six when the pain hit. A sharp, burning agony ripping through your torso.
You barely had time to register the shot before You were on the ground.
âY/N DOWN!â
Everything blurred. you could hear shouting, but it was distantâlike you were sinking underwater. The weight of your gear suddenly felt suffocating.
And thenâhands. Strong, steady, familiar hands pressing against your wound.
"Stay with me!" Eliasâ voice sliced through the noise, commanding, but there was something buried beneath itâsomething raw. Something youâd never expected to hear from him.
Panic.
Elias Walker didnât panic. Not in the field. Not in the face of death. Not ever.
Yet, his grip was relentless, pressing down on the wound with such force it almost felt like he was trying to hold you together. His hands, usually steady as stone, now trembled slightly, but his eyes never left yours.
"Merrick, Keeganâcovering fire, now! We need an evac, ASAP!" His orders rang out, sharp and urgent, Now his gaze was fixed, locking onto you as though he could will you to stay conscious.
Around you, the world exploded in actionâMerrick and Keegan firing, pushing the enemy back, their movements fluid and practiced. But Elias? He didnât move. He stayed there, kneeling beside you, a sentinel, refusing to leave your side.
You tried to breathe, but it came out as a wet, broken gasp. The air burned, the pain almost too much to bear.
Shit.
It was bad.
Real bad.
You were fading fast, the edges of your vision slipping into darkness. Everything felt distant, like you were no longer fully part of the world around you.
Your fingers twitched weakly, reaching for Eliasâ sleeveânot out of desperation, not out of fear. Just to hold on. To ground yourself in something.
Elias glanced down at you, his jaw tight, a muscle ticking beneath his skin. "Donât you dare give up, son."
And just like that, the words spilled out.
"I see you as a father, Elias."
It wasnât planned. It wasnât some grand confession. It was just the truthâsimple and undeniable. The truth youâd buried under years of discipline, of pushing forward, of convincing yourself it didnât matter.
But it did.
And now, as blood pooled beneath you, as Elias held you together, keeping you tethered to lifeâthose words broke free, and you couldnât hold them back any longer.
Elias froze.
Eliasâ grip on you tightened, his usually unreadable face cracking just slightly, betraying a flicker of something unspoken.
You coughed, the taste of iron thick on your tongue, but you kept goingâbecause if you were going to die here, at least Elias would know.
"I never had one." Your voice was weak, barely audible over the chaos around you. "But youâyou were the closest thing I ever had."
Eliasâ throat worked, his chest rising with a breath he didnât release, like he wanted to say something, anythingâbut nothing came out. His hands stayed firm, steady, holding you like you were the only thing left in the world.
For a moment, you thought you saw something in his eyesâsomething raw, something real, something that wasnât meant to be there. But thenâ
Everything faded.
Darkness swallowed you whole.
The first thing you noticed was the silence.
No gunfire. No shouting. Just the soft, rhythmic beep of a heart monitor cutting through the still air. The faint, sterile scent of antiseptic clung to the room. Your body ached, a dull throb that reminded you of one undeniable truth:
You were alive.
With a groan, you forced your eyes open. The bright lights overhead pierced your senses, making you flinch. Your limbs felt heavy, leaden. But then, as you turned your head just enough, you saw him.
Elias.
He sat across the room, his posture rigid, arms crossed, his gaze locked on you the instant you moved.
Not just your CO. Not just your commander.
But your father figure.
A weak, dry chuckle escaped you. "Didnât think Iâd wake up."
Elias shook his head, his face still set in that familiar, unyielding sternnessâbut his eyes were different. There was something raw in them, something unguarded. "Neither did I."
The words hung in the air between you, heavy with unspoken meaning.
You licked your dry lips, the words escaping in a rasp. "Where are the others?"
Elias leaned back slightly, his arms still crossed, his gaze unwavering. "Merrick and Keegan are handling the debrief. Hesh and Logan are outside." His voice softened, just enough for you to catch. "They've been here since we got you out."
You blinked slowly, letting the weight of his words settle into you like a stone sinking into water.
They had stayed.
Elias had stayed.
A tight, painful lump formed in your throat. You swallowed, the motion feeling like shards of glass scraping against your insides. "Did I... actually say that shit out loud?" You said bringing the topic and what you have said.
The question hung in the air, thick with embarrassment, with uncertainty. But Elias didnât look away, his expression unreadable, as if your confession hadnât shattered anything between youâjust left it exposed, raw.
Elias gave a slow, measured nod.
You groaned, dragging a shaky hand over your face. "Damn. Thought I was just thinking it."
Elias exhaled sharply, not quite a laugh, but something closeâsomething that spoke of years of unspoken tension, of moments like these.
A beat of silence stretched between you, the kind that felt heavy, pregnant with something unspoken. Then, finallyâ
"You weren't wrong."
You turned your head slightly, your eyes locking with Eliasâ.
"What?"
The word slipped out before you could stop it, the confusion in your voice thick, unsure. What did he mean? What was he saying?
Eliasâ gaze was unwavering, steady, like the ground beneath you was about to shift. "Iâm not good at saying crab like this, butâyou werenât wrong. About how I see you."
Your breath caught for just a moment, the words landing in your chest like a punch.
Elias leaned forward slightly, resting his forearms on his knees, his eyes never leaving yours. "Youâre not just another soldier to me. Havenât been for a long time."
You stared at him, the weight of his words sinking deep into you, heavier than any bullet wound, deeper than any pain youâd ever known.
And for the first time in what felt like foreverâ
That hollow feeling, the one that had always lingered at the edges of your mind, wasnât there anymore. It was gone.
You let out a slow breath, still groggy from whatever meds were coursing through your veins. Your body ached like hell, every movement a reminder of how fragile you were in this moment, but your mind felt sharper now. You were awake, alive, and painfully aware of what had just been said.
And it felt unreal.
Elias Walker, the man who had trained you like a machine, who had pushed you harder than anyone ever had, who had made sure you never slackedâwasnât just admitting it, he was outright saying it. He saw you as something more than just another soldier.
But you couldnât trust that. Not right now.
You shifted slightly, wincing at the dull pain that stabbed through your side. âSir, you donât have to say that.â Your voice came out rough, quiet, the kind of sound that only comes from the edge of exhaustion. âI just got shotâI get it. People say shit when they think someoneâs dyingââ
âShut up.â
The command was sharp, cutting through your words like a blade. Elias' gaze locked onto yours, unwavering, and for the first time, you saw the weight of something real in his eyes.
You blinked, your gaze shifting to Elias, whose expression remained as unyielding as ever. His arms were crossed, posture firm, but the sharpness in his voice was impossible to ignore.
"I donât say things just to say them." His gaze held yours, unwavering, like a soldier scanning the battlefield. "Iâm not the type to sit here and sympathize just because you're lying in a hospital bed."
"If I want to say something, I say it."
You felt your throat tighten, the words settling heavy in your chest.
You knew Elias wasn't the kind of man to waste words. Everything he said had weight, had meaning.
So why did this feel so heavy?
Elias sighed, rubbing a hand over his face, before looking at you again, his expression unreadable. "You think Iâd go easy on you now, just because you took a bullet? I Have seen worse than your situation."
You let out a weak, dry chuckle. "Kinda hoped so."
Elias huffed, the corners of his mouth twitching into something like a smirk. "Not a damn chance."
Silence stretched between you, but it wasnât uncomfortable, not tense. It was simply thereâa quiet space filled with the weight of things that had been said, things that had been left unsaid.
You swallowed, shifting slightly in the bed, feeling the pull of pain in your side. Hesitation tugged at your words, but you pushed it down. âSo you mean it?â
Elias didnât hesitate. His response was steady, sure, like a command. âYeah.â
âI do.â
You let your head fall back against the pillow, staring up at the ceiling for a moment. Processing.
For so long, youâd thought you were alone in this. That the way you feltâthe way you wanted to see Elias as more than just your commanderâwas something youâd buried deep inside, thinking it was one-sided.
But now?
Now, Elias had made it clear.
You werenât just another soldier.
And maybeâjust maybeâyou never had been.
"No man's land hesh is the best"
"No it's the federation day!"
"Girl fuck you the hunted one is the best"
"Actually it is clockwork hesh"
GUYS GUYS GUYS I WANT THE BEFORE ODIN STRIKE HESH SO BAD GOD LOOK AT HIM HE IS GIVING GOLDEN BF
I'VE BECOME SO NUMB I CANT FEEL YOU THERE
Imagine (seperated hcs and story for both of logan and hesh) wanting to date s/o and wanna tell elias about it since he trained them hard with discipline, then them thinking he my not like it or thinking they are slacking in their life, but it turns out elias actually knew they like S/O and he is totally supporting them
(Sorry im really bad at english but i don't mean elias is a bad or controller fatherđđ)
I get u! I liked this ksjvauvhapreiu, They think heâll be strict, but he surprises them
anon: also they are talking about Fem reader!
Logan is not scared of much, but telling Elias that he wants to date you? That makes his stomach twist.
He knows Elias trained them hard, expected nothing but discipline, and he doesnât want him to think heâs losing focus.
He overthinks it for days, wondering if Elias will think itâs a bad idea.
Hesh notices. One day, he just gives Logan a flat look and says, "Youâre acting weird. Just tell him."
Logan finally works up the nerve but doesnât know how to start the conversation.
So logan heads up to elias, Telling hime he wanna talks about something important.
The campfire crackled in the quiet night, faint embers floating up into the cold air. Elias sat across from Logan, arms crossed, watching him with that unreadable expressionâ actually waiting for him to speak something. Logan cleared his throat, gripping the beer in his hands a little too tight.
"So," Elias finally spoke, giving a simple smile. "You gonna tell me whatâs got you looking like you just stepped on a landmine?"
Logan exhaled slowly. This was it.
"I⌠I wanna date someone," he said, voice steady despite the way his fingers fidgeted.
Elias arched an eyebrow, can't help but his smile widened a bit. "Oh?"
Logan hesitated, searching for the right words. "Itâs not just anyone. ItâsâItâs Y/N."
The silence stretched for a second. Logan braced himself for any kind of disappointing lecture that elias may give to him, for Elias to tell him that he needed to focus, that this wasnât the time for distractions. But thenâElias chuckled.
Not a mocking one. A warm, knowing one.
"Logan, son⌠I was wondering when one of you boys would finally admit it."
Logan blinked. "What?"
Elias leaned back, shaking his head with amusement. "Iâm not blind. I saw the way you look at âem...." Elias let out a sigh holding his beer "âs the same damn way I used to look at your mother."
Logan swallowed. He hadnât expected this. Not this easy acceptance, or the mention of their mother.
"You⌠you donât think itâs a bad idea?"
"A bad idea?" Elias scoffed. "Logan, if thereâs one thing I regret, itâs not telling your mother sooner that I loved her... I fought it for a long time. Thought I had more time. But war doesnât wait for love, son. You grab it when you can."
For the first time that night, Logan let out the breath he had been holding.
"So⌠youâre okay with it?"
Elias grinned, reaching over to clap a heavy hand on Loganâs shoulder. "Hell yeah, I am. Just donât be a damn coward about it, yeah?"
Logan chuckled, shaking his head. He shouldâve known Elias would see right through him.
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Same as logan, he never opened up with elias about his emotions.
Having hard times to get to the point but then he got it!.
He runs through a million worst-case scenarios in his head.
What if Dad thinks Iâm not taking training seriously?
What if he thinks I'm slacking?
Of course he is gonna say yes but what if he feels kinda disappointed?
He practices how to bring it up but it always sounds dumb in his head.
He finally tells Elias when Logan gets tired of his whining and tells him to just do it already.
"Okay, okay, but what if he doesn't like it?"
Logan gave him a flat look. "Then what, he grounds you?"
Hesh groaned, running a hand through his hair. "Man, I donât know! I justâI respect Dad, yâknow? And if he thinks this is a bad idea, thenâ"
Logan cutting him off, deadpan "Then youâll be a grown ass man crying in his room. Got it. Just go talk to him."
So he did. Well. Kind of.
It took another hour of pacing outside Eliasâ office, logan swore that if he hadn't respected hesh he would have thrown him in the office and get done with it already, Then hesh finally knocked and walked in.
Elias glanced up, seeing Hesh standing there with his usual energyâbut there was something underneath it.
"Something you need, son?"
Hesh shifted, rubbing the back of his neck. "Uh⌠yeah. So. Funny thingâ" He broke with a very short chuckle.
Elias waited with a bit frowning eyebrows. Hesh cleared his throat.
"Iâm, uh. Iâm dating Y/N"
Silence.
Hesh Looked at everything but elias pretending he hadn't said anything.
ThenâElias just laughed.
Hesh blinked. "âŚWait, what?"
Elias leaned back, arms crossed over his chest, still smiling. "Son, Iâve known that since the second you started looking at her like she put the stars in the damn sky."
Heshâs face went red feeling the heat. "Hey now dad..."
"Oh, you do. You got my heart, Hesh. Wear it all over your face."
That shut him up. Elias softened a little, voice lowering.
"Your mother was the best thing that ever happened to me. Kept me grounded. Reminded me there was more to life than just war."
Hesh swallowed hard. Elias let out a breath, watching his son for a moment before nodding.
"Come on now...I had you in this life when i was only 23, you're 28 man up!"
Hesh wasnât expecting that level of support, but something about it made his chest feel lighter. He let out a breath he didnât realize he was holding and grinned.
"Man, I was so ready to start doing push-ups on command."
Elias chuckled. "Well, since you brought it upâ"
"Nope, I'm leaving." Elias laughed as Hesh bolted out the door.
And as Hesh walked away, he realizedâhe didnât just get his fatherâs approval.
He got his blessing.
Yeah uhm i'm bored and wanna share my very VERY fav characters from every cod game bye. (PLZ HMU IF YOU THE SAME THING)
iâm YEARNING for Kick x reader fics theres barley anyđđ i feel like those shaking chiwawawwaeas when i canât find any that i havenât read.
Ohh i understand you anon :(
Even tho i posted here like many? if you have something in mind you can send a request to me! and i will gladly write.
That is so Hesh-core. I can totally see it:
Hesh is in the kitchen, being his usual chaotic self, covered in flour because heâs "helping" bake something.
Riley walks in, wagging his tail, completely innocent.
Cue Hesh getting the dumbest idea ever.
He dips his hand into the flour, grinning mischievously. "Câmere, buddy."
SMACK. Full handprint right on Rileyâs face.
"There riley! Now youâre an official Ghost!"
Riley just stands there, blinking, while Logan sighs in the background.
Riley sneezed. Then wagged his tail.
But Hesh? He was beaming. "Logan, take a picture!"
And then there is a flour print on hesh's lips.
Because Y/n kissed him after they put flour on their lips.
WHAT? I'M PLAYING THAT'S IT BYE.
@gunnrblze this was anons video đŤĄ
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Use the phone + Text you!
Characters: Logan walker, hesh walker, keegan russ, kick, merrick.
X GN! reader!
notes: idk it's safe.
Logan walker:
Not big on textingâhe's more of a "call if it's important" guy.
He doesn't even remember how he got the phone.
Old but reliable Samsung Galaxy S21 (wonât upgrade unless it literally dies).
Phone case? Just raw-dogging that phone like a menace. The screen is cracked as hell, but Fix it everytime.
The lock screen of his phone: A stock wallpaper of mountains because he never bothered to change it.
He put it On vibrate 24/7. If it makes a sound, he's confused.
But ofc he feels it when you call or smth.
Battery is always at 5-10% even though he don't use it so much but the battery gone low by itselfđ.
He forgets to charge it and just borrows Heshâs charger.
One-hand texterâhis replies are short because he hates typing.
Probably doesnât have social media? He would have whatsapp, messages and instagram! you told him to make but he just leave it and never enter the appđ
But has Google Maps and a weather app for no reason.
If he texts you, it's short but meaningful:
"You good?" His way of saying he cares
"Will Be home soon." Which could mean in 3 hours or 3 weeks
Will shock you, because you were kinda hesitated to send him a meme, so when you did send him a meme, he'll react with either "đ" or "?" depending on if he gets it.
This shocked you asf cuz you didn't know he understand memes.
This gave you butterflies.
Doesnât use emojis, barely types full sentences.
You: "Did you eat?"
Logan: "Yeah. You?"
You: "What did you eat?"
Logan: "Food."
You: "Curse you i just asked."
Logan: "Y/n I have been eating for my entire life why i wouldn't now?"
Takes accidental blurry pics of stuff he finds interesting (like a cool sunset or a random stray dog).
You get unintentional thirst traps of him sweaty after training.
If you compliment him Logan: "Didnât mean to send that."
You: "Sure you didnât. đ"
You sent him cupcake remixes songs.
If you call, he picks up but doesnât talk muchâjust listens to your voice."Mhm. Yeah. Miss you too." (He smiles but doesnât say much)
He shrugs when you asked him if he will come back "Yeah, of course! Where i would go anywhere else?"
Hesh walker:
IPhone 12 Pro Max (YEAH FIGHT ME FIGHT MEđş) â Upgraded because he needed better battery life for all his texting.
Clear case with a germa shepherd on the back. Super protective case because heâs broken too many phones.
Homescreen: A Ghosts team Logo
Lockscreen: A picture of Riley sleeping ("He looks majestic.")
Ringtone: Something dumb like "Danger Zone" or an old classic rock song.
Sends way too many gifs and voice messages If he is lazy.
Has a million notifications but replies to you instantly.
Somehow has 100 unread messages from people he doesn't acknowledge them but they know him since he is kind of famousin the field but replies to yours instantly.
Camera roll? 90% nature pic and riley, 10% squad pics, and a secret album of cute pics of you (you don't even know abt it he is like so cool abt it too).
The most normal texter in the squad. Fast responses, actually uses punctuation.
Sends dumb jokes, random pictures, and voice notes of him teasing you.
"Dad just gave the longest speech ever, send help."
[Pic of Riley napping] "He stole my seat. Again."
Uses his phone for music, probably has a playlist of classic rock and hype songs.
Definitely texts you mid-work if heâs stuck waiting for something "Low-key bored. What are you doing?"
Yes he uses social media, especially whatsapp, insta and massenger!
Has a lot of messages from other people He doesn't even know.
Youâre his favorite person to text.
"You wonât believe what I fuckin' just didâDude I tripped over Rileyâs toy and tried to act like it didnât happen in front of logan."
"Mission sucked. But thinking about you made it better."
Sends selfies, pics of Riley, and random squad candids.
[Sends a pic of himself in gear] "Your man looks good today, huh?"
You acted like cupcake's remixesđđđť.
[Sends a pic of Logan asleep on the couch] "Took this at my own risk."
If you donât reply fast or didn't send him morning or evening messages he would go with: "Helloooo??? Whereâs my daily appreciation text??"
Calls you before and after missions."Yo, just checking in. You good? Need anything?"
When heâs tired, his voice gets softer: "Wish I was home with you right now."
His phone charge getting like 85-70% but then logan ruined his charger since he use it so much but hesh never complain abt it.
Keegan p russ:
Google Pixel 8 Pro Minimalist, good for low-light pics (probably why he picked it).
Black matte case, no design. Practical, sleek, untraceable vibes.
Homescreen: Dark-themed clockLockscreen: A night sky "Itâs calming."
Ringtone: Default Pixel tone, but itâs always on silent.
Turns off read receipts and disables typing indicators.
Only 5 apps installed: Messaging, maps, camera, notes, and WhatApp.
Camera roll? Basically empty except for surveillance photos and one random blurry pic of you.
Doesnât use his phone unless necessary when you call so much. Half the time, itâs either dead or on silent.
Dryest texter ever."Ok."
"See you."
But once he shocked you with a message showing he cares through text, i mean he is like logan save his emotions in real life!.
He really cares about you, you get slightly longer texts:
"Stay inside tonight. Got a bad feeling."
"Be safe." Sent at 3AM, no explanation.
If you call him, he might answer, but expect a "Whatâs up?" and then silence while he waits for you to talk.
Responds hours later but itâs never on purpose. Just forgets.
You: "You alive??"
Keegan: "Yeah." 6 hours later
You: "Thatâs all I get?"
Keegan: "Been busy."
Never takes pictures but if he does, theyâre surprisingly nice candid shots of you when youâre not looking.
"Thought youâd like this." (Itâs a picture of the night sky because he knows you love it)
If you send him a selfie, he just replies (after hours) "Pretty."
THEN ASAP SAVES THE PIC.
Phone Calls: Rare but deep."You donât have to talk, just stay on the line with me."
He say this if he got a brooding feelings inside.
If heâs on a dangerous mission, heâll call you before it and just say: "Donât worry about me. Just wanted to hear your voice." yeah he was desperate.
Thomas merrick:
Huawei Y9 bye.
Black leather caseâvery executive and no-nonsense.
Homescreen: A Ghosts insignia
Lockscreen: A motivational quote like "Discipline is freedom." (please yall tell me you see the vision)
Ringtone: Loudest default ringtone that woke up the whole base (so he never misses a call cuz he use it for job!).
Prefers calls over texts. If you text him something long, heâll just call, Doesn't do small talk over text but prefers actual phone calls when he has time.
Very formal texterâuses punctuation and full sentences.
Camera roll? Mostly mission photos, but has one saved picture of you (doesnât talk about it).
Barely touches his phone. Work comes first.
If he texts, itâs super direct and practical.
"Landed. Safe."
"You need anything?"
If you text him something dumb, heâll just leave you on read.
Might check his phone once in a while but never during briefings.
Youâll never catch him scrolling through social media. Ever.
Straight to the point, but sometimes softens up for you cuz once you notice he never eat like usual so you remind him.
You: "Donât forget to eat."
Merrick: "I wonât."
You: "I know youâre lying."
Merrick: "Fine. Iâll eat. Happy?" he didn't lol.
Doesnât take pictures unless you ask. If you ask for a selfie, he would be confused and stuff cuz here never did take a selfie telling you he will come back anyway.
But when he come to your house, he takes pictures of you, not himself.
Like i said her prefer phone calls especially when he is free.
His voice is calm and steady, but you can tell he relaxes when he hears you.
"You alright?" His way of saying he cares
If youâre upset and wanna yapp, he stays on the phone until you calm down. No rushed wordsâjust listens.
Barely on his phone unless heâs checking mission reports. If you text, expect a reply in 2-5 business hours.
Kick:
What if i told yall he's got the money to buy iphone 15 pro maxđ?you wouldn't believe me.
GUYS GUYS GUYS!, I know yall would come to me saying "GIRL WHO BUY IPHONE 15 HE'S BROKE IN THIS HALF APOCALYPSE WORLD"
Guys think abt it's 2027 there could be IPHONE 17!! SO kick broke ass bought IPHONE15!!
The only reason he chose it because he think ios is the safest program
fully jailbroken (probably has custom security software on it).
Some shockproof tactical case "Gotta be prepared." (for whatđ)
Homescreen: A digital clock widget with a custom UI.
Lockscreen: A sci-fi looking interface with data widgets yes he was excited abt his phone that he organized it.
Ringtone: Custom-madeâprobably a futuristic beeping sound made the gang looking around smoothly thinking they got into space or smth.
Has two phonesâone for work (Some random old galaxy) and one personal for you and other contact (the iphone)
"Yall don't deserve to be talked by this masterpiece".
He has all the social medias, talking with people he knows! but not that active.
The tech-savvy one. Probably has all the best apps and knows how to use them.
Can type ridiculously fast. His texts are fast and efficient but lowkey sarcastic.
Camera roll? Mostly encrypted files, but has a high-quality photo of you looking cool.
50% memes, 30% gym pics, 20% pictures of you.
Texts fast but types like a hackerâalways looks like heâs in a rush.
"KICK STOP COMING ONLINE THEN OFFLINE THEN DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!!" that's because he answer you but then disapper then answer you again like he leave the app so many times.
"ETA 5 min. U good?"
"Saw this and thought of u [sends a random gadget or meme]"
You know memes like a lot, but him, he send you stuff that u will never unserstand it.
The guy who helps fix everyone else's phones when they break them.
Lowkey a gamer. Might send you a "Wanna play something later?" text when he actually has time off and bored.
types in perfect grammar but all lowercase because heâs too lazy.
You: "What are you up to?"
Kick: "fixing some encrypted comms. you?"
You: "Being good ig."
Kick: "confirmed. always lookin' good"
Takes the best photos of you. Angles? Lighting? Perfect.
You: "Why do your shots look so good??"
Kick: "Not my shots cuz you're fint shyt"
Sends gym selfies like "Should I flex more? Nah, already flexing too much."
Again...cupcake remix.
"Don't have to say this, But be careful out there, okay?â¤ď¸"
Super chill over the phone. Probably calls you when heâs working on tech stuff just to have company.
"Talk to me while I work. Keeps me focused."
"There is no way..."
"way."
Reference for artists. draw logan hugging hesh from the last mission scene cuz he knows something will happen, you will do it? thank you.
art belongs to the artists!
THIS IS YO FAV??
When i see the memes in this fandom get more notes (like from 70-100 or higher) than ACTUAL good fic, and then yall say we are having a lack of fics and hcsđđđđđť
I want a movie or a series about two characters who train their entire lives and then are wronged when someone close to them is killed. Then they train and get exhausted from the fatigue in order to take revenge on the villain and they come to him only for the villain to fucks the hell out of them and they fail again.
oh nvm i found a game just like the sameđ
Cod ghosts react to S/O only wearing heels like everywhere and in everything (events and regular walking)
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Wearing heels!
Characters: Logan walker, Hesh walker, Elias walker, Keegan russ, Kick, Thomas merrick, Gabriel rorke, Ajax
Notes: NSFW!! MDNI!
"Step on me...."
All of them
"lemme search some kick icons-OPP!"
"my badđ"
What if i wanna tell yall that.
I don't mean he is a villian but he is dangerous.
MEMES TIIIIGHHHMMMMAAđŁď¸đŁď¸đŁď¸
HEADCANONS
Keegan is in love with a friend but won't admit it.
I will make the friend as a teammate!
iym "won't admit it" like he wouldn't confess and stay like this forver without expressing then hell yeah whatchu talkin' abt
and lastly before i start writing i don't wanna no one typing "Keegan would never be this emotionally gahook!đ¤đ¤" well guess what everyone fall in love and slip into it like a damn failure ballerina
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I'm staying with the mask...
Keegan is the kind of person who doesnât easily give in to feelingsâespecially when it comes to anything that might distract him from his duty. It takes a long time for him to realize what heâs feeling, and even longer for him to even consider acknowledging it. Here's how it could play out:
Keeganâs realization about his feelings for you takes a few years, especially because heâs constantly suppressing it.
At first, heâs just focused on the mission, on the job. But over time, as you continue to be a steady part of his lifeâhis teammate, his friend, and the person he trusts mostâthose feelings slowly sneak up on him. Itâs something that builds gradually, like a storm he canât ignore.
but itâs only after 2-3 years that he finally realizes what heâs been feeling.
In the early years, Keegan is too focused on survival, on getting the job done, to think too much about it. The team dynamic is important to him, but his view of relationships is still influenced by his sense of dutyâno attachments.
Over time, though, the small moments between you, the way you laugh, how you handle stress, and the way he feels when heâs around you, start to make him realize that he feels something more than friendship.He doesn't recognize it as "love" right away, though.
At first, itâs just this pullâthis desire to be near you, to protect you, to make sure youâre safe. Itâs subtle but undeniable. By the time the realization fully hits him, itâs more of a feeling heâs tried to bury than something heâs consciously thought about.
Keegan isnât the type to openly flirt or be obvious about his feelings, but itâs the little things that give him away.
You get injured on a mission? Heâs the first one there, eyes scanning over you, jaw clenched.
âItâs just a scratch,â you try to joke, but he doesnât smile. Just hands you a med kit and mutters, âBe more careful.â
When youâre on base, he always sits next to you during briefings. Never says why. Just does.
If someone else makes a joke about you or gets too friendly, thereâs a shift in himâsubtle, but noticeable. His eyes linger, his body tenses. But he wonât say a damn thing.
Keegan doesnât do emotions. At least, not openly. So when he starts feeling something for you, his first instinct is to push it down.
If you ever get too closeâphysically or emotionallyâhe subtly pulls back. Keeps things professional.
âYouâre overthinking it,â he tells himself when his heart races after you brush against him.
If someone teases him about you? He just gives them a deadpan look and changes the subject.
Even when he knows heâs looking at you too long, when he knows heâs thinking about you too muchâhe convinces himself itâs nothing.
Youâre a teammate. A friend. Thatâs it.
He started to think he is so stupid and hating this.
It takes something big to crack through his walls.
Maybe itâs a mission gone wrongâmaybe you get separated, and for a few agonizing hours, he thinks heâs lost you.
When he finds you again, relief crashes into him like a punch to the gut. But instead of saying anything, he just grips your shoulder a little too tightly.
âDonât do that again.â His voice is low, rough.
âI didnât exactly plan on it, Keegan.â Youâre trying to keep things light, but heâs not laughing.
Thatâs when you realizeâhe was scared.
Not because he cared actually, he is caring for everyone is his team, but the times when sees you or anyone else in the team get injured he may lost it inside.
since *cough* ajax'x death *cough*
And that? Thatâs not something Keegan lets himself feel.
Keegan is sitting across from you, eyes trained on somethingâanything but you. The silence between you two is thick.
You try to break it. âSo⌠whatâs been on your mind lately?â
Keeganâs eyes flicker to you for a moment, before he shrugs, clearly unwilling to open up. âNothing. Just⌠tired.â
He doesnât look tired though. He looks distant.
Thereâs a pause, and you both continue to sit there in the quiet, and for a moment, it feels like he wants to say somethingâwants to talkâbut he canât.
"You sure?" you push, but when your eyes meet, Keeganâs gaze softens for just a split second before he pulls back.
âIâm good. worry about yourself.â typical he always talks like that.
But you know itâs more than that. And so does he.
After a particularly tough mission, everyoneâs gathered around, sharing drinks and stories from the field. Keegan, ever the lone wolf, sits in the corner, keeping to himself from talking to the others.
But when you walk past him, you notice something: a fresh pack of bandages sitting on the table next to his gear, alongside some protein bars you hadnât seen before.
âWhatâs all this?â
Keegan looks up from his seat, nonchalantly leaning back. âNothing. Just thought you might need it.â
âNeed what?â
âBandages, snacks... whatever. Youâre always running low on stuff after a mission.â
Itâs a small gesture, but it doesnât escape your notice. Heâs paying attention to you. And somehow, it feels more significant than anything heâs said.
âThanks.â You nod at him, unsure of what to say.
Keegan just gives a short, tight smile. âYeah. No problem.â
But in that moment, you know itâs not just about the bandages. Itâs about the care he doesnât know how to express.
sorry i gave yall some boring missions-moments but guess what be prepared for base moments when the fun would happen
Base moments:
Keegan doesnât mean to always sit next to you. It just happens.
During mission briefings, in the mess hall, even just sitting around waiting for ordersâsomehow, he always gravitates toward you.
At first, itâs subconscious. But then one day, Merrick calls him out on it. âDidnât know you two were attached at the hip.â
Keegan freezes mid-motion, his fork hovering over his plate. His response is as dry as ever. âI sit where thereâs space.â
But the moment he realizes how obvious heâs being, he starts overcorrectingâpurposefully sitting across the room, trying too hard not to make it look like he cares.
It doesnât last long. Eventually, he gives up because avoiding you makes him more irritated than anything else.
Being in the field means getting injuredâa lot. And while Keegan prefers patching himself up, there are times when someone else has to do it.
After a particularly rough mission, youâre the one tending to a cut above his eyebrow. He sits still, jaw clenched, letting you clean the wound.
The problem? Youâre too damn close. He can feel your breath, the warmth of your hands.
His brain tells him to pull away, but his body stays frozen. His heartbeat is a little too fast, and he swears the air feels heavier than it should.
âStop looking at me like that,â he mutters.
You gave a confused look with a smile, not missing a beat. âLike what?â
He doesnât answer. Just stares straight ahead, refusing to meet your eyes. The moment youâre done, he mutters a quick âThanksâ and bolts before he does something stupid.
Thereâs a new guy on base, and heâs been way too friendly with you. Keegan doesnât reactâoutwardly.
But you notice the shift in him. The way his responses are a little more clipped. The way he suddenly has a lot to say whenever this guy is around, mostly in the form of sarcastic comments.
The moment that really gives him away?
One evening, youâre joking around with the new recruit, laughing at something stupid like yall being just some sillies. Keegan, whoâs cleaning his rifle nearby, suddenly snaps the bolt back a little too aggressively.
Itâs not subtle. Everyone notices. Merrick raises an eyebrow.
âProblem, Keegan?â
âNo.â His voice is flat. âJust making sure my rifleâs working.â
He doesnât talk to you for the rest of the night, and you know exactly why.
Keegan doesnât hover. At least, he thinks he doesnât.
But you start noticing how often heâs the first one to check on you after a mission. Even if he doesnât say anything, even if he just passes by while youâre getting patched up, thereâs always a moment where his eyes flicker over to you, assessing.
One night, after a particularly bad op, you find him sitting in the common area, pretending to clean his gear HELP WHY AM I MAKING HIM ONLY DOING THATâbut itâs clear heâs waiting for you to come back from the med bay.
âYou could just ask if Iâm okay, you know.â
He doesnât look up. Just keeps working. âI know youâre fine.â
You shake your head with a small smile. âThen why are you still sitting here?â
He still doesnât look up. âGear needed cleaning.â
âUh-huh.â
âShut up.â
Itâs late, and the base is quiet. You and Keegan are the last ones in the training area, neither of you wanting to sleep yet.
Youâre sitting side by side, backs against the wall, exhaustion settling in after a long day.
âEver think about what comes after this?â you ask, voice softer than usual.
He doesnât answer right away.
When he does, his voice is lower than usual. âNo point.â
âWhy not?â
He hesitates. And for a split second, thereâs something in his expressionâsomething unreadable.
Then, he shifts, standing up abruptly. âToo much to do tomorrow.â
You watch as he walks away, and for the first time, you realize something.
Heâs not avoiding the idea of the future.
Heâs avoiding you in it.
The base was quiet, the hum of distant machinery and the occasional crackle of a radio the only sounds breaking the silence. You and Keegan sat side by side on a supply crate near the vehicle bay, the faint glow of the overhead light casting soft shadows across his sharp features.
It had started as another late-night conversation. The kind that happened when neither of you felt like sleeping, when exhaustion lingered but something unspoken kept you both awake.
You nudged his arm. âYou know, for someone whoâs supposed to be a ghost, you suck at disappearing when I need peace and quiet.â
Keegan huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head. âYeah? Funny, âcause you keep showing up in all the places I go to be alone.â
You smirked. âAlmost like you donât mind the company.â
He didnât deny it. Just glanced at you from the corner of his eye, his usual deadpan expression softening just a little.
There was a pause. A long, lingering moment where the air seemed different. He wasnât looking away this time. And for some reason, neither were you.
Something about the quiet, the dim light, the sheer familiarity of sitting next to him made everything else fade. His face was closeâcloser than usual.
âYou always do that,â he muttered.
You raised an eyebrow. âDo what?â
His eyes flickered downward for a second, barely noticeable, before he let out a slow exhale. âMake things... complicated.â
You tilted your head slightly, searching his face. His voice wasnât irritated, wasnât accusatory. If anything, he almost sounded... unsure. Like he wasnât sure if he should be saying this at all.
You swallowed. âIs that what I do?â
Keeganâs fingers twitched where they rested against his knee. âYeah.â
But he didnât move away. He didnât shift back into his usual guarded distance. If anything, he leaned in just a fractionâsubtle, almost imperceptible.
And you mirrored him.
It wasnât conscious. It wasnât something either of you planned. It was just happening.
His breath was steady, controlled, but you could see the tightness in his jaw, the way his body tensed like he was warring with himself.
âKeeganâŚâ you murmured.
His gaze droppedâto your lips, just for a second. His shoulders rose with a slow inhale, his hand flexing like he was fighting every instinct in his body.
The space between you was gone now, barely an inch left. Your nose almost brushed his, and he didnât pull back.
Didnât move.
Didnât breathe.
And for a moment, you thought he was going to close that last bit of distance.
But thenâhe stopped.
His entire body tensed, his breath hitching like heâd suddenly realized exactly what he was doing.
Like heâd been caught off guard by himself.
His eyes flickered with somethingâpanic, hesitation, restraintâbefore he pulled away.
Not fast. Not dramatic. Just slow enough that it felt deliberate. Like he was forcing himself to retreat before he did something he couldnât take back.
He cleared his throat, looking away. âIââ He shook his head. âForget it.â
Your brows furrowed. âForget what?â
He pushed off the crate, running a hand over his face, avoiding your gaze completely. âI gotta go.â
And just like that, he walked off, leaving you sitting there, your heart still racing, the warmth of his breath still lingering against your skin.
And wondering if heâd ever let himself stop running from whatever this was.
Keegan had already turned to leave, but you werenât going to let him walk away again.
Not this time.
Before he could disappear into the dark hallways of the base, you reached out, grabbing his wrist. His body tensed immediately, like he expected you to let go, but you didnât.
âKeegan.â Your voice was firm, unwavering.
He exhaled through his nose, not turning to face you. âLet it go.â
You scoffed. âThatâs it? Youâre just gonna walk off like nothing happened?â
Finally, he turned his head slightly, just enough for you to see his expressionâcalm, unreadable, but there was something underneath it. Something forced.
âBecause nothing did,â he said flatly.
You let out a humorless laugh. âRight. So you justâwhat? Lean in like that for fun? Just a casual thing between teammates?â
His jaw tightened at that word. Teammates.
You stepped in front of him now, forcing him to actually look at you. His expression didnât change. Not irritated, not angryâjust cold.
âI donât know what you think this is,â he said, voice steady, âbut you need to stop.â
The sheer calmness in his tone pissed you off more than if he had just yelled at you.
âStop what?â You folded your arms. âWant to spell it out for me? Since apparently, Iâm the only one here acknowledging the fact that somethingâs changed.â
Keegan didnât blink. âThatâs exactly the problem.â
You stared at him, heartbeat loud in your ears. âWhat does that even mean?â
He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. âWe were fine before. You, meâthis team. Things were simple.â
Simple. The word hit deeper than it should have.
You swallowed, voice quieter now. âAnd what? Youâre afraid that if we cross some invisible line, everything falls apart?â
He didnât answer immediately. Just stared at you, expression unreadable, but you could see the battle happening in his head.
Finally, he sighed. âIâm saying I donât want to do this with you.â
It was calm. Unshaken. Almost like he was convincing himself more than you.
Your chest tightened, but you didnât back down. âLiar.â
Keeganâs gaze darkened slightly, but his voice remained steady. âI donât care what you think you saw back there. I wasnât thinking. And I wonât make that mistake again.â
You let out a breath, something heavy settling in your chest. âThatâs what this is to you? A mistake?â
His fingers curled into a loose fist at his side, but he gave you nothing. No reaction.
âGo back to how things were,â he finally said. âBecause this? This isnât happening not with this kind of damn half apocalypse world.â
It was final. A solid wall thrown between you, built up in seconds.
You stared at him, searching his face for any crack, any sign that he was feeling what you were. But Keegan was a master at locking everything away.
And yetâŚ
There was something in his eyes. The way he looked at you, the way his shoulders were too tense, his jaw clenched a fraction too tight.
He was lying.
You knew it.
But you also knew that no matter what you said, he wasnât going to admit it. Not now.
Not yet.
So you stepped back. Swallowed the lump in your throat. âYou're a piece of shit keegan.â
Keegan didnât say anything. Just gave you one last look before turning and walking away.
And this time, you let him.
But deep down, you both knewâthis wasnât over.
angst
HEAR ME OUT
A GOOD GHOSTS ENDING
where fed! logan! gets back to his nature and fight rorkeđ!
I'v always thought abt this! when i started writing dual minds, single heart! but i felt ehh...no....
That's why i wrote this It's kind of not really satisfying fic? but i let out all of my angst lol.
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Imo this game is kinda hard and puzzled to write this level of good ending!
How would hesh scream if his bro got dragged by a fishđđđť
Bored so wanna describe cod ghosts characters stans! IN MY OPINION AND VISION!
Funny asf.
Post brain rot memes (hmu logan stansđ).
Probably relate to Loganâs quiet yet loyal nature a little too much.
Defend logan, like they will argue with anyone who disrespect logan.
Yapp and speak what is in their mind even if means fighting society.
"I can fix him"
Sucker for brotherhood The Hesh & Logan sibling dynamic is their favorite thing ever.
Golden Retriever Boyfriend Seekers, They love an extroverted, funny, protective guy.
Either have big brother or wanna a big brother like hesh
Biggest delulu minders (after keegan stans ofc)
Talkactive
They love to banter and never shut up.
They love the strong sibling bond between him and Logan, and will defend it with their life.
Some of em Will argue heâs the better Walker brother.
"He doesn't deserve this"
Some of em think elias not caring abt him
A cold, careless man barely speak they're obsessed.
âHeâs So Babygirlâ A grown ass man.
Love Keegan for his mask, quiet voice, and intimidating aura, but also think heâs secretly soft.
Love that Keegan is a stealth expert and probably smells like gunpowder and pine.
Hear his voice lines at 3 AM.
Put him in mw2 timeline what im playing lol
They would let Keegan ruin their life, no hesitation.
Think he is a green card.
DILF Appreciatorsâ You know why theyâre here (and itâs not just because heâs a good leader).
No shame in loving a rugged, experienced leader with dad energy.
Admire Elias for being a great father, a skilled soldier, and a natural leader.
Yeah yeah they will defend anyone says otherwise.
Surprisingly they have no problems with rorke.
Want a whole game or DLC about young Elias and early Ghosts.
Love the fact that he raised two men to be ghosts.
The villians lovers ofc.
I Never understood them tbh
Half of them think elias is already wrong let go of him and half of them liking the fact that he is a vendetta character
Not even sorry about him kidanpped logan.
Also half of them like elias.
Love his accent, and the way he talk.
Think he deserves better.
Love Merrick because he gives off strict but protective vibes.
Enjoys characters who take charge and donât tolerate nonsense.
50% because of his voice.
They love leadership roles and high respect characters.
Less unhinged, but still down bad.
There arenât many of them
Love Kick because heâs tactical, no-nonsense, and cool under pressure.
Loves Underrated Characters â Enjoys the fact that Kick is in the background but still awesome.
Organized people idk.
The "Why Does No One Talk About Him?" Crew â They feel personally responsible for making sure Kick gets love.
âThe main guys are cool, but this guy? Criminally underrated.â
Probably Read the Campaign Novelization â Just to find extra Kick content.
They are less than kick stans
Still mad that Ajax didnât get enough screen time.
Love the characters who deserved more but got done dirty.
Have read or written fics where Ajax survives and thrives.
They are also keegan stans?
The goats.
period.