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12/15. I knew I was absolutely a loser but clearly I've made great progress down that rabbit hole the last few years! Yay me!!

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Becoming an enlightened beta loser is all about a personal journey towards acceptance of yourself. It is only when you realize who and what you are that you will be set free, and happiness will ensue. It's okay to be a loser and to be at the very bottom of the sexual food chain where women will provide you with a lifetime of rejection, scorn and denial. It's okay that you will be eternally pussy free. Obsessing over impossible to attain women (the crueler the better) and showing them just how pathetic and disgusting you can be is all you need to concern yourself with. In other words, all you need to do is be yourself!

Who doesn't love a pair of cuckold husband's sitting at home and passing the time together and playing while their wives are out with real men having a great time that will also inevitably involve hours of hot passionate sex? A sexless cuckold husband at the bottom of the food chain has needs too and they sure aren't ever going to be met by a woman's touch. Not ever. Once you start, it never stops. On the plus side this sort of behaviour becomes very very natural in no time at all. You don't even need to be passable to feel the lust grow and swell (no pun intended) ♥️

An enlightened beta loser is proud of feeling this way. The mere thought of pussy terrifies me now. That is so far out of my league and wheelhouse. Pussy is for real men. Not losers. I'm very proudly beta sex for life

These are very natural feelings for beta losers. We don't deserve sexual gratification in any form from women and we are being selfish if we have any expectations at all that a woman will provide us with one of the above gratifications the OP shared. We are disappointments in the sexual world and not "curable". It is only natural for a beta male to work hard to back off of these thoughts and train his mind to be free of thoughts of being touched. Now certainly you can and should be free to imagine your wife/gf/crush touching OTHER men and fulfilling all of the desires of OTHER men in the most carnal of ways. Just never thoughts of her touching you. Your own (insert your favorite beta term for you penis here) should only be satisfied by your own hand or by an inanimate object that's guided by your own hand. These are important beta lessons to learn and embrace

Fraud

The rare times my penis would get pussy, a HJ or a FJ it would feel good, sure... but during and afterward I could never escape the feeling, the thought "I don't deserve this". After cumming I felt like a fraud. My penis shouldn't have came this way, it didn't deserve this, I'm being selfish expecting her touch. This is what real men get not me.

The only way that feels right for a beta like me to cum is with my hand. I'm nervous, but looking forward to a masturbation only 2023 for my little dick!

Every enlightened beta has long known that he will never have sex with a woman...and if he did by miracle have sex with a woman she would be left beyond disappointment. Therefore fondling, licking and kissing a woman's worn shoes is in fact the closest to sex and intimacy a loser can ever get. So when opportunity presents itself, a loser will allow his list and base nature instinct take over and give himself entirely to the moment and make love to the beautiful shoes no matter the risks of being caught

Shoe cleaning is never seen as a punishment by an enlightened beta loser. This is the ultimate reward for all of your hard efforts. This Is an opportunity to show her how much you obsess and crush over her and a way to be intimate with her since she won't ever touch you. A beta loser with an opportunity like this laid before him knows what he has been given and approaches this task as if he's been given the gift of the best sex he'll ever have

My wife has a pair of ankle boots with exactly this platform and tread pattern. Embarrassingly I can absolutely attest to these being the most difficult to tongue clean, particularly if there is any mud or funk on them. Having debased myself at her request and cleaned them several times they do in fact take a LOT of time consuming work and more importantly, effort

Every useful beta knows that the bottoms of her shoes and boots is absolutely the most important place for your tongue to be. Given she won't ever let you touch her flesh, this is essentially the same as her asking you to lick the bottom of her feet. Besides, what beta wants his wife/gf/crush to leave the house wearing dirty shoes or boots? That would just get her evening of man hunting off to the very wrong start. While it may seem an insignificant detail, it is not. By licking her soles clean you reinforce to yourself and her that you truly are the lowest of the low and entirely unworthy of sexual attraction while at the same time she gets clean shoes and boots that are ultimately going to last longer. That seems like a win-win. So if she ever asks, drop to the floor immediately and get to work. Clean that sole like it's the most important thing on earth

When youre a loser and your hot bitchy coworker leaves her shoes under her desk for the weekend, don't think...just act.. take them. This is an opportunity for a full weekend of sniffing, fondling and licking them while you picture her being fucked by a real man. An entire weekend of staying at home alone and having countless hours of beta sex with her heels... Then on Monday, after sleeping with them, loving them, exhausting yourself from pampering and treating them right, you can head into work early and return those very well loved and well cleaned heels right to where you stole them from and start her week off right with very clean shoes ♥️

When you're a beta, the first thing you see in this image is the dirty shoe that isn't going to clean itself. Before you even scan the rest of the image your mouth is already watering and your thoughts are already swirling with lust about what you'd do with that shoe if you came across it unattended...

It's okay to be a loser. Not everyone was born to be an alpha. What's most important is embracing who you are and being the very best loser you can be each and every day. Love yourself for what you are and waste no time on what you are not ♥️

Prior to getting married, every relationship I was ever in ended with me being cheated on at one point or another. I used to believe it was just me making bad picks or being a bad judge of character when chasing after women. I've since come to learn that it was actually my own fault. I was a constant sexual disappointment and left women frustrated and longing for more. By cheating on me they were making the correct decision and the only decision they should have made. If I were a woman I would have cheated on me too. Now I accept my role and my place. I no longer have to anguish over performance or what I might be getting wrong. Being pussy free and openly cheated on by my beautiful wife and her boyfriend has brought freedom to my life and I wouldn't have it any other way. I was born a beta loser and I fully embrace myself for who and what I am. I highly encourage you all to do the deep thinking and come to this same place. Your life will be better for it. The truth will set you free

I would argue that when a loser comes to acceptance with his place in life, rejection, denial and suffering BECOME normal, and a part of living a normal life. When you accept who you truly are and what you truly deserve (which is nothing), a loser finds peace within himself

When you're a loser, these are the opportunities you learn to crave. While she would more than likely be disgusted to find out you've been licking and sniffing her shoes, a beta soon discovers that this simple act is indeed an opportunity to be intimate with her. When you're a loser, you can easily become preoccupied with a woman's shoes and even look for opportunities to snatch a pair from under a co-workers desk for a romantic alone moment in the company bathroom. This is natural and encouraged. Her shoes are in fact an extension of her and bare all the marks and scents of her. Making out with her shoes is an extremely intimate moment you should enjoy and approach with all of the passion you can muster. So be a good loser and do your job if she ever asks you to clean her shoes, or even if you've stolen them for a moment, return them to her well loved and spotless the first time. Don't make her ask twice ♥️

An enlightened loser looks at this image and just inherently knows he's unworthy of her attention and affections let alone sexual gratification of any form with her. An enlightened loser knows it's his job to obsess over her, fawn over her, buy her nice things, pay for her dates with other men, all while receiving literally nothing at all in return. An enlightened loser is happiest when being rejected and denied and takes comfort in knowing she's frequently out having hot passionate sex with another man. A real man that is not a loser. A real man that can make her scream and beg. A man that she drops to her knees in front of and worships his cock like it's a slice of pure heaven. A man she just can't get enough of. That will never be how she looks at or responds to a loser. A loser derives sexual pleasure from his fist, secretly pumping away to the scent of her shoes while thinking of her having sex with this man over and over and thinking about how grateful you are that she rejects you and will literally never ever choose you

Being a beta loser, my wife's boyfriend is the only one that gets all the fun. I've grown to be terrified at the mere thought about pussy. Pussy is definitely not for losers. A loser would only disappoint a woman with their ridiculous 'effort' and leave her extremely frustrated and unsatisfied. If you're a loser and miraculously in some form of relationship with a woman, you owe it to her to have 'the talk'. Sit her down and beg her to deny you all sex moving forward. Beg her to date other men. Real men. It'll change her life (and yours) forever and for the better. Do her a favor and become the sexless loser you were born to be. Let all your worries and performance anxieties fade away as she moves on to the bliss of being with another better equipped man. She will appreciate that you took the time to enlighten her to the world of good sex that awaits her

Such a simple yet powerful word. When you're a beta loser you inevitably hear this word from women often. In fact most losers seek out and obsess over the very women most likely to reject and deny them. Over time you learn to crave women's rejection. You know they're providing you kindness by being so direct and blunt with you. Being told "no" or to fuck off begins to feel like beta love. Your crush's rejection of you is painful yet deep down a loser understands that this is the sweetest way she could ever pay attention to you

This my fellow betas. This ♥️. This is the sense of freedom and relief I've spent a year or more preaching to you about. It does in fact exist...so if your wife/gf/crush isn't cheating on you already, make today the day you sit her down and beg her to make you the person in this caption. You owe it to her and yourself

The truth is – while this moment is deeply painful – watching your wife leave to go be with another man – you also feel a sense of relief that you will no longer feel pressured to try to satisfy her yourself. 

Nothing screams you're a pathetic beta loser more than realizing crossdressers are out and having more fun and more sex and more opportunities than any one of us. Being beta means accepting you're the very lowest of the low and being okay with that ♥️

When you're a beta loser, humiliation and constant rejection equals love and attention that you inevitably should crave. When youre a loser you actually don't want her to treat you with kindness. You want her to be honest and you want her to be disgusted by you

When you're a loser and a beta, reciting daily mantras out loud can be extremely empowering and helpful, particularly when you're mindset is still on the fence and you're trying to get over the hump. Daily mantras spoke aloud are a powerful way to ensure that you reach your goal of full acceptance and become proud of who and what you are. I highly recommend choosing any number of these and personalizing them and making sure you say them and remind yourself several times a day out loud. Before long you'll be living your best beta loser life

This is exactly the direct sort of conversation and choice my wife gave me. It wasn't a fun way of playing or exploring. It wasn't me that coaxed her into the idea. I was her girlfriends that kept insisting that her sex life with me was not normal and that being married didn't mean she had to tolerate a lifetime of disappointment. While I don't exactly profess to know the exact moment that all clicked for her, she certainly was more than direct when she sat me down to tell me she was going to start seeing other people with or without my blessing. For her it was a done deal and only one choice was left to make...whether I'd stay or go. Her knowing I'm entirely beta and a loser probably allowed her to hedge her bets in what my decision would be prior to even approaching me with all of this but in the end she was right. I stayed. I'm sure that lowered me even further in her eyes in terms of being a man, but I don't regret one second of my choice. I'm free from the shame and the pressures of knowing I'm a sexual failure. That's all someone else's job now. No more embarassment after cumming In under 10 seconds. No more warm cheeks from shame as I see that disappointed expression on her face. Just pure beta bliss for me now and it's better than I could ever have imagined. I love being a beta loser. It was what I was born to be. It's all so clear now.

The more my wife helped me to understand that I am a loser and incapable of ever satisfying her the more I have come to appreciated being downgraded. Downgrading me to my rightful status was very considerate and loving of her. I had been a chronic disappointment for a long while. How she tolerated my feeble attempts for so long is nothing short of a miracle. Nowadays even the mere thought of having to have sex with any woman fills me entirely with anxiety, panic and fear. Sex is not for losers. I urge all losers to rid themselves of that last ounce of pride you're stubbornly clinging too and be completely pussy free. Embrace who you were meant to be. Embrace the reality that you will always be a sexual failure and nothing more. This is your rightful place in life. Denied. Rejected. Looked down upon. Leave the sex to real men and women. It'll make you much happier ❤️

When your wife first told you that she and her boyfriend had decided that she would friendzone you, you though it meant losing her completely. So you actually feel a sense of relief now that you know what she really means by that.

As a completely faithful and pussy free loser, I fully support my wife and her boyfriend. It is my role and my highest responsibility day to day to ensure they have the absolute best relationship possible regardless of what that means for me. He makes her happy and that's all I could ever ask for

When you're a beta loser, this should be your only focus. Averting your focus to a woman's shoes and boots when you're in her presence tells her exactly what you are... nothing more than a loser that's unworthy of her time and attention. Women find this sort of behaviour creepy and gross. Regardless of this, you should endeavour to make this sort of behaviour so prevalent in your life that it becomes instinctive and natural for you to stare at women's shoes and boots. You should work on this to the point of not even thinking about it, just doing it. In the long run you're doing her a favor by identifying what you are without her having to do any of the work to figure it out. You lustfully looking at those beautiful boos while she looks at you in disgust is the only way it should ever be for you. Learn to love for and crave her disgust and rejection.

When you're a beta loser these are the women you are inevitably drawn too. These are the women who are disgusted by you, grossed out by you, want nothing to do with you...and yet they will become your deepest desire. You'll do anything even for a bit of negative attention. You'll grow to see being given the finger as love, and you'll deeply crave their scorn and rejection. When enlightened you'll come to appreciate that these are the women that see you for what you are and aren't afraid to call you out on what you are. In essence they're doing you a huge favor

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At this stage I could definitely pick out which woman is my wife by the scent of her shoes. An enlightened beta puts significant time and effort into obsessing over his wife/gf/crush's shoes and becomes intimate with their feel and their scent. This is a natural hallmark of a beta loser's sex life and one he should take great pride and reward from. #betalife

Since Eye Contact is Prohibited, Shoe Breathing is One of the Many Effective Training Technique to Recognize your Owner.