Dr Scripting - Blog Posts

This is kind of a rant about what the hell I'm scripting in my main bnha reality (and also a little rant about how much I love the people in my dr- but it's not the 'hehe I love them so much' kind of post, it's more like 'I'd literally die for them', so be careful I guess-). Also a little update about the post in which I talked about me and the lov becoming immortal because fuck death.

Also you know the drill: making this post helped me better organise my thoughts and all that!

So in my main bnha reality I'm literally Shigaraki, so my script MUST have safety things for trauma and things like that...BUT...

I've been feeling like absolute shit lately and that's because I feel like an horrible fucking human being specifically for scripting these safety rules. Because what do you mean that I go through horrible shit and feel fine while my friends, who also go through horrible shit, will live with it for the rest of their lives? (+ I scripted that we become immortal, so even worse).

Who do I think I am? I'm not above them, so why would I script that I get to not experience trauma and they do?

"Just script that they also don't get traumatised" alright, what are we fighting for then? If our experiences don't affect us then why are we trying this hard to change society and create a better world? For fun? No. Absolutely not.

"You don't need to be incredibly scarred to want change" true, but would we fucking sacrifice ourselves for it? No, because there's a chance of us having a 'if it doesn't affect us that much then it isn't really our problem' kind of mentality- but even if we didn't (because I can just script that doesn't happen), as I already said, I doubt we'd be willing to die for it.

"Then don't shift there" I don't wanna fucking hear it, I have my reasons to shift there.

The thing that I want you to understand is the fact that I love the people in my dr and I would do anything- ANYTHING for them. And if that means going though hell and back and risk my life then I'm gonna fucking do it. If being equal to them means scripting out some safety rules then I'm gonna fucking do it.

I feel like this is the only way for me to feel at peace because OH MY GOD- THIS HAS BEEN EATING ME ALIVE FOR A LONG TIME- I didn't want to do it, but it's the only thing that feels...'right'- I feel like it's fair to my friends and also anyone that goes through horrible shit in my dr too. Because I'm not more important than anyone, we're all in this together god damnit.

At first I thought of scripting that yes, I feel completely fine but I still act like 'canon Shigaraki' would, but I feel like such a big liar- I don't want to lie to my friends, especially about something serious like this. It'd feel like I'm making fun of them or something.

Also, reminder that where I shift and what I script doesn't affect you in any way, so I don't want to hear anything like "are you stupid or something?" or anything similar. I know that I'm stupid and that it's going to be horrible, but for me it's worth it + I'm not coming back to the cr, so if I regret this decision I can always shift to a reality in which what I experienced doesn't effect me in the slightest, so I'll be alright. Hell, I could even script I don't remember it at all if I want to!

So what am I scripting now?

Keep in mind that I'm never going to come back here. Once I shift I'm going to spend 90% of my time in my main bnha reality and the rest 10% will be spent in other realities including waiting rooms. In all of my realities (drs and wrs) I scripted that not only I can't 'bring back trauma' but my mind is 'made of steel', so even if I go through horrible shit I won't develop anything like PTSD/C-PTSD or other similar conditions. So basically I can't get traumatised.

But there is one exception and that is my main bnha reality. Obviously I didn't just erase all of my safety rules regarding trauma, but almost.

So what am I doing?

I'm still scripting this, so I apologise if it's messy.

Basically when I first shift to my dr it'll be the 4th of April 2124. For a week I'll be completely fine. After that week, in a span of about two weeks my mind will gradually 'go back to what it's supposed to be like', so the trauma will be there.

"That's not how it works" 80% of the population in my main reality has superpowers, I don't want to hear it.

The reason why I scripted this is because it'll basically help me decide if I want to stick with it or if it'd be better to go to a waiting room and modify my script.

I scripted that I forget my script while I'm in my dr and I remember it whenever I'm in a different reality. But just to be sure, I scripted that I'll never forget that I shifted and I can shift whenever I want (and every attempt is successful + I remember my other realities, especially waiting rooms, but I'll forget the 'plot' of the ones that are kind of similar to this one, just to be sure); I always remember what I scripted for safety and for the lifa app; I'll never confuse memories; I remember that I'll never die, I know that everything is going to end well no matter how fucked up the situation is and I know that what I scripted about trauma and similar things is for a good reason, it's 100% worth it in the end and I'll never regret it (+ I know that it's temporary- continue reading to understand.)

I'd also like to add that if I went through the same things that my dr self went and will go through in the cr I wouldn't last a second. But my dr self is WAY stronger, both physically and mentally. My dr self deals with these kinds of things WAY better than my cr self. So there's also that.

"But what about you guys becoming immortal?" I scripted that the immortality quirk not only grants...well, immortality- but it also puts the target in a better condition to live forever. So basically we become immortal and we say bye bye to our trauma.

This doesn't mean that we forget what happened, but those memories won't affect us the same way they did before. Maybe they're a little uncomfortable to think about, maybe they make us feel sad, angry and sometimes scared, but they definitely don't have the same effect as before. They'll be easier to deal with, to not think about, etc.

Once I decided to script this I also contemplated what I scripted for physical pain- I'LL STILL HAVE A REALLY HIGH PAIN TOLERANCE, DON'T WORRY- but if you look at canon Shigaraki... that's basically it- got shot at least 4 times in a span of two milliseconds? grunted and didn't shead a tear. Redestro destroying his hand? Made a face, grunted, didn't shead a tear. The surgery to get All For One's quirk? Screamed at the top of his lungs, still didn't shead a tear. The war? Didn't shead a single tear.

With this I don't mean that he doesn't feel pain, he definitely does, but he deals with it REALLY well. His pain tolerance is incredible. It only makes sense for me to script that (+ after the surgery my pain tolerance will skyrocket thanks to whatever quirk is stored inside All For One.)

Obviously the same thing I scripted for trauma applies here: I know I didn't script it for nothing and it's worth it in the end.

In other words I'm a crazy bitch.

Me with Lazarus

Nothing like watching a new show, getting 5 episodes in and deciding shift there.

YouTube shorts kept showing me Star Vs The Forces Of Evil.... Started watching and now I can't stop and I started scripting already. 😶

I'm surprised I hadn't watched this show sooner. Owl House is next, and likely gonna be on the shifting list too.😂

ANOTHER DR INTRO <333

The first one I made was my drself intro (at the time in which I shift). This time it's for my aunt Jupiter ☆

"(blue)" = Earth-19 me adding comments nyehehe

"Heya, kiddo! Did ya miss good ol' Jupiter-? ⯎"

You can call me Taro! (pronounced the same as tarot lmao) I'm one of the founding members of this little thing we call "S" here, along with "princess bubblegum" [with siri] and "brawns-for-brains" over there... and wannabe torero, I guess... (gosh that guy gives me the ick...).

I'm from from over the west side (Mexico) so I'm like... fluent in several languages! ¿Que chido, no? (moved to Japan in like, preteen years?)

I work as an engineer, technician, and those among other things (such as clothing designing and whatnot; I'd say I have a pretty good eye for that (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧) Of course, besides my career, I have a strong passion for skateboarding! I've been practicing ever since I was in... what? Junior High? Uy, it's been a while.. (girl you're in your 20s y'aint that old) And because of that I met Kaoru and Kojiro. The wrecks those two were back then, I gotta tell you... well, they still are. (snicker) Recently, a (second) cousin of mine moved here, and I finally got to see my nephews again! Since I knew the younger of them (all of the sudden I sneeze or something lol) was into skateboarding, I thought it'd be cool to bring them here [to "S"]. He seemed to like it, but he was hesitant at the idea of coming often since... I mean it's illegal, hah! But trust, I got them covered. Maybe you'll even get to meet them! Anyhow, I hope to see you more often around here. Why don't you tell me about yourself, hm?

annnnd yeah! She's a relative of mine in like several realities lmao, I LOVE HER SM <3

She's the one who made my S outfit and the one who designed Carla for Kaoru (I mean at least in my reality).

The drawing above is mine from a while ago, I really need to make more drawings of her frfr...

Edit: my IDIOT AHH forgot she has a NICKNAME IN S!! :,DDDD MY BAD I EDITED THAT THO!! So sorry y'all, but yes say hi to my aunt

⯌ posting dr self sketches [unprofessionally] pt. 2:

"S" PERSONA DETAILS !

quality is so bad trust it wont be like this for long y'all 😭

🥨 for baked goods ask game

YAYYY ANOTHER ONE HEYY!!

Answering for my sk8 dr again ♡

"🥨 : PRETZEL . . . create a mood board of your home in your desired reality. your favorite rooms, the exterior, the interior, the vibe, etc."

Another moodboard!!! >:) Here ya go

It's probably somewhat out-of-place in my DR since I do live in Okinawa-

ANyhow, first image (top left) is the general look of our house

The top image to the right of the first image is my room, and the bottom one is like the way to the backyard <3

The middle two images are a window in the living room and the general bathroom respectively !

Bottom two are the living room and the entrance to the kitcheennnn

But iiii had a hard time trying to make it reasonable and not stand out because it wouldn't make sense to have an odd-one-out in the neighborhood... (so sorry this took so long to make vro I promise I didn't mean to take so long--)

(All images found on Pinterest!)

JOSHUA’S FAME DR

002 DISCOGRAPHY

Roses - Late 2022

Roses is more than just a debut EP—it’s the sound of raw talent meeting unstoppable ambition. created in the most unfiltered way possible, the six-track project is a fusion of dreamy melodies, heartfelt lyrics, and an effortless blend of R&B, pop, and ethereal beats. born from late-night experiments with borrowed instrumentals, Roses is a testament to passion over perfection.

TRACKLIST:

TITLE TIME

petals 2:38

nostalgia 3:21

pink parasol 2:40

echos of me 1:32

roses in the rain 4:21

dreams coated in ink 3:37

GENRES: Pop, Rap, RNB, Hyperpop, Experimental, Neo-Soul

Billboard Placement: —

Achievement: Started Joshua’s career.

Stardust - Early 2023 (Pop+Rap)

after the demand of new music from fans, joshua dropped his single, Stardust a track about his success, getting money, and thanking his best-friend/his manager. the track marked the turning point from internet sensation to a full fledged artist.

TITLE TIME

Stardust 3:56

Billboard Placement: #23-100 (Still charting since release)

Achievements: Started the official “PINKPRINT/PINKBANDZ” movement, Grammy Nominated (Lost).

COSMIC FREQUENCY - Mid 2025

joshua’s debut album. all the growth, criticism received, an experience, a sonic journey through fame, self-discovery, and the vibrations that shape our reality. following the viral success of Roses and Stardust, this debut full-length project cements its creator as more than just a rising star—this is the work of an artist shaping an era. every feature, every flow, every lyric. perfection.

TRACKLIST:

TITLE TIME

ECLIPSED (ft. Beyoncé & Solange) 3:57

VENUS (ft. Jhené Aiko) 3:21

CHERRY BLOSSOM SINS (ft. Lana Del Rey) 4:36

SILK AND GOLD (ft. Erykah Badu) 3:02

SIREN SONG (ft. Beyoncé) 0:53

NO SIGNAL (ft. Charli XCX) 2:43

ELECTRIC SUN 3:32

GARDEN OF SECRETS 1:45

MOONLIT MIRAGE 5:42

HEAVEN’S VOICEMAIL (ft. Ariana Grande) 3:33

COSMIC HIGH 4:26

MERCURY’S RIPTIDE 7:47

CF (Outro) 1:11

Genres: Rap, Pop, Country-Pop, Sigilkore, Hyperpop, Experimental, House, Electronic, Rock, RnB, 90’s Rnb, Alternative Pop, Alternative Rock, Jazz, Disco, Soul, Neo Soul, Bounce, Gospel, Dance, Techno, Fusion.

Billboard Placement: #1-20 (Still charting!)

Achievements: Grammy AOTY Nominee for 2025 Grammys, Rated 9.6 by Pitchfork, Highest First Week Sales Ever, Surpassing Micheal Jackson’s “Thriller”, selling 121 million copies, Promoting the “PINKBANDZ” aesthetic to high-fashion.

creds to: @violettqs for inspo!!

ive been wanting to draw my drself so bad but i always come at a stand still for poses.... also clothes mostly bc i LOVE designing outfits perfectly self indulgent to my tastes lol

I was searching for rooms on pinterest for my sk8 dr and then I found this

But... I live in Okinawa in my sk8 dr... and it feels so out of place😭🙏 what do I do lmao

I'm tired so I'm gonna do a rant on my DR self and random aspects of myself that I remember

(because yall oughta know by now that what you put down is what ya are and were and (if you did intend it) what you will be which means that you remember and continue to remember that you already shifted.. anyways moving on..)

Erm so since I'm sleepy there's no actual structure as to what I'm gonna explain about myself except that it's in a very incoherent elaborate manner.

Also this is when I first shift and nothing much has happened with the skittles squad yet🪄💫

Blue = "CR" self inserting notes

My name's Ryuusei Hoshiko and I'm from the US of A (MERICA RAAAHH/j)! My dad is a famous writer and my mom is a psychologist :9

(My name was chosen by my dad primarily and he's like what Japanese while my mom is Mexican? Yeah. Crazy.)

I have an older brother named [idk I'm thinking abt changing the name it felt weird]. He's like around 17 so he's four years older than me :]

I have 3 beautiful gorgeous cute adorable loving lovable divine amazing crazy cats [I think I end up getting a fourth but shhh] named ... [redacted], Milo, and Somni! (I do NOT wanna say his name, it's not bad just... yes.)

Some of my hobbies include skateboarding (this is sk8 the infinity... what did you expect from me💔), roller skating, playing the keytar, and drawing...☆

My family moved from the US to Okinawa because my dad is nostalgic or sum... I'm not really sure, that's what I was told, but I was excited nonetheless because I love traveling 🛫

My brother was... pretty annoyed about it, but each time I look at him I feel that he's been more happy here than I've ever seen, weirdly enough.

The day after we moved in, I got to see a younger relative of my mom Jupiter who I've known for most of my life since she keeps herself in contact with my mom.

Jupiter, knowing I'm a skateboarder, introduced me to some abandoned mine where people skate in races... Apparently it's called "S" or something. Creative much..? But I think I'll be visiting the place more often, it seemed fun, honestly.

She told me that she and her friends had been the founding members of this place... but she seemed somewhat sour when she was telling me about one of them. I didn't pry, though. Maybe they've drifted apart-? <:/???

In either case, I'll probably be going to be disguising myself when I go, I don't really want to be recognized in an illegal racing circuit... Jupiter told me she'd help me with that, but I don't really know what she means.

Anyhow, it's nice to meet ya! Sorry about the long rant.. I wanna hear about you, now. :]

Annnnndddd that's it! Sorry if it sucks but yk I did give a warning anyways😞

My name was originally Ruru but since I'm a guy I thought like mmm nah I don't resonate with that name (for this dr) so I went name hunting and I loved this one🪄💫

I'll be making one for Jupiter next >:9

I'm never gonna recover the original files I had on my original device but here's the photo of someone in my sk8 dr that I still have from my other tumblr🪄💫

Side note should I make an intro post for my sk8 dr self (and maybe for her as well)???

I love answering these sm‼️‼️

(gives me a way to yap abt my drs hehe... I'm going to answer for my SK8 TI DR)

✦ Typical day in your DR?

Weelllll a "typical" day would be a school day for me💫 I wake up, do my little morning routine (yk typical ig I mean what'd you expect from me) and I get to school from a train after walking with my older brother💫 it depends on the so called "timeline" I'm in, but after all the new things are more familiar (I moved countries-) I tend to find myself with my friend at school and go on with my schedule (I still don't know what it looks like but imma have it the way I would prefer it yk!) Throughout the day I just pester my friend honestly, and yes I pass all of my classes (school stresses me out in my "cr" but I made sure I put that it's a breeze... school stress sucks.💔) After school I go with my friend to practice skateboarding (he hated it sm at first but I couldn't care less nor understood why)

After a while we would each go home☆

Upon my arrival😌, I would greet my gorgeous cats (considering having other pets but ehhh) and probably get changed from my uniform and have dinner😋 I live with my parents and brother (I contemplated not having a mom for reasons but honestly I want a healthy familial relationship😞) I'd do my homework afterwards if I had any (contemplating scripting that I don't)

And... I would write more but I've already written too much- sorry😥

✦ Night Routine

Yeah, though it's rather simple. When I don't go out to race, I get ready to sleep with all of my cats♡

✦ Morning Routine

Again, nothing special, just make sure to get ready for school and pamper my cats as well♡ (can't leave em unattended)

✦ Who do you hang out with everyday?

My oh so dear cat-like friend... I kind of just clung to him for a while

✦ Self Care Days?

I try to take care of myself as much as possible since I'm a skater but I definitely love to treat myself for entire days (though I tend to invite my friends many times)

Aaaannnnddd yeah! That's mostly it✨️ Sorry about the long rant btw!

ᴀ ꜰᴀɪʀʏᴛᴀʟᴇ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴇ

ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢ/ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀꜱ

ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ᴀ ᴛʏᴘɪᴄᴀʟ ᴅᴀʏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅʀ?

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ʀᴏᴜᴛɪɴᴇ?

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ʀᴏᴜᴛɪɴᴇ?

ᴡʜᴏ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴅᴀʏ?

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴀʏꜱ?

*feel free to make your answers as aesthetic or minimal as you want- i live for moodboards if u couldnt tell 😓

my scripts have gone from strictly organized to messy and not-gramatically-correct purple prose rants . i've abandoned all sorts of organization and sanity. and i prefer it that way

Being an uncreative shifter is so annoying, I feel like such a bum using everyone else’s ideas as my own