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~A Letter To a Autobot~

I’m not a poetry or brief summary type of guy.

When I talk about something. I like to go ALL in.

In this letter, I hope that I can say all I need to say about your…poem.

I loved you too Orian. Deeply.

I wanted nothing more but to drop everything, EVERYTHING for you!

You made me feel safe & happy, things in my life I never experienced much of.

I wanted nothing more but to be yours.

But I couldn’t because they needed me. I needed someone like me. I am in a position where I can change things.

And I did.

Bots started to care about the ones that slaved away at those mines. Bots started to care about me. A lowly caste slave that fought & killed. And…I was ”blessed” with the name Megatronus.

I did what I had too to survive. I spoke out and did what I had to do for change. For not just me, but for the other bots that suffered far worse then I and those bots that died horrid & cruel deaths..But when I met you, I was selfish.

I finally had something I could call my own. Love.

How it can blind you more then sulfur, believe me I would know.

I wanted you.

But Orion…Optimus…WHOEVER YOU ARE ANYMORE YOUR CONFUSING ME.

Your letter was confusing because I don’t know what you want?

You want me to surrender? Truce? Make up? Keep fighting? DIE?!

You yourself are confused at what you truly want.

Well…I know what I want.

I am not giving up all this work, all this pain all this progress just to run back to you.

This ends when one of us is dead, Optimus.

I miss you. But one has to win.

And one has to fail.

~A Letter To a Decepticon~

To think…to think I loved you.

Of course I love you…but…

I don’t know how I feel about you anymore.

I miss those optics that looked into my own.

I miss the way you put an arm around me.

I felt so warm.

I miss how your laugh could light up a room.

I miss how tired you were and how you would nestle into me.

I miss having you beneath me.

I want you back.

But yet I can’t.

As a prime I can’t let my emotions & past effect me and my autobots.

But when I look into those optics and see your face.

I wish to see your smile.

I wish to see that passion you showed me that night.

I wish I could hold you.

I wish…I wish I still loved you.

…Bro…

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