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Though I feel so human at times, it feels as though there is a fundamental part of being human missing from me. This is where my music begins to become louder in my mind than any other internal thought sensory. I turn to be human towards another, yet at a loss. Then music may come. Or my love burns through velvet blankets and I crave through notes. Such fires and fires put out are equal. Their smoke is the mystery that fills the back rooms with lavender and long trails of endless thought.
Mike Liebo (via mikeliebo)
MISTAKES WERE MADE
aaaughhh dont get mad at me but... i fforgot to make a post today AND i forgot my laptop at home so oops. basically yesterday was pretty good i made some apple pies and practiced my sax a TON super happy with that basically mastered what i was told to learn. a few mistakes here and there but i got this. i went to a instrument repair place and basically i got a "job offer" so imma work there in the summer. gotta start on my drivers license so i can y'know.... have one. yayyy. today as i said earlier i forgot my laptop at home and i just luckily didnt have to use my laptop that much whoo. band went well but my teacher got lowkey mad at us bc we werent putting in effort bc the music was easy. im tryna learn how to sight read (still cant lol) but im getting better. gotta do a fit check 4 tmr and make some waffles for my frieends:)))) . anyway goodnight/goodmorning to all and im glad u tuned in again. should i make a closing image????
10:22 : apparenly i messed up :(. my post that i scheduled didnt frickin save but wtv lol. yesterday was pretty cool bc my mom came with me to band (being deadnamed wasnt fun but whatever) and i was laughing at her hahahah. i also had my sax lesson yesterday and my teacher basically layed into me real hard :( about how i need to actually apply myself and practice like (as he said) "as long as it takes for you to get it" (3 hours lol). i feel like he actually knocked some sense into me.
2:38 : so to finish my rant from earlier, since dr wits knocked some sense into me, i went home relazed for like an hour and then i practiced my saxophone even more (1 more hour). it was an okay night. i ate some good food and just felt generally content. i have chosen a solo (for solo & ensemble) and i really really like it. im excited to learn it. also i am in chemistry and i hate it. im dying. this teacher doesnt even teach us bruh, but im so smart i figure it all out suuuuupppeerrrr fast :) . i have so much stuff to do but i can get it done, imma use my planner and do everything that i need to do :) .
i have decided
im gonna start a studyblr bc i think it would be fun and help me be a bit more productive. well more like just a daily blog but with extra spice. idk lol. i will post stuff like what i did all day (with time stamps hopefully) and stuff i need to do. daily updates at (around) 8pm. school sux but i wanna try to make it feel a little better with this. i hope anyone who finds this will enjoy it and find my ramblings fun :3.
I’ll make a list of songs I feel relate to schizotypal personality disorder
Maybe you prefer if I was in pain? Do you like to see me cry? I know you do, you love it when I’m hurting which is why you kept doing it :)
Mike Liebo - Of Life & Death [full album]
Chapter 3 from "Kingdom Of Nowhere"
1. Your Life, Our Life 2. I See love 3. Killing Me 4. So Long (Need Someone Now) 5. Who Needs Suffering In The Streets? 6. Day After Day 7. End Of The Line 8. The Hardest Place To Find 9. Good Times And The Bad 10. Holy Feeling 11. Oh Well 12. Eye, Eye, Eye
SADDERDAZED IN DREAMLAND [full album]
chapter 4 from Kingdom Of Nowhere
1. Wake Me Up (Covid-19) 2. Sweet Desire 3. Myself To Blame 4.Birthdays 5. Paradise Lost 6.Thinkin' About Her 7. The Truth About Regret 8. A Balance Of Love and Hate 9. Looking For Heaven On A Blurry Day 10. Strangled Angels 11. Jump 12. Help Is On The Way 13. My Hallelujah 14. Good Day (For Sure) 15. HAPPY! JOY!
Pre-recording vibes🔮
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