Pro Transharmed - Blog Posts

I’m not joking for like a year I’ve been convinced I’m a victim of CSA and last month I brought it up with my parents and they brainstormed until 12 AM and came to the conclusion I picked it up from something else so like transtrauma transition is super possible (and super valid xx)

^ THIS PERSON GETS IT!!!

PLEASE I WANNA DO THIS TO SOMEONE

purposely getting me to age regress and then violently fucking me while i sob and moan uncontrollably because i don’t understand what’s going on

plss send me more depraved asks!! 🥺

need someone in my life to make me throw up on schedule. make it normal. make me get used to the routine. make me crave it. i wanna throw up (almost) every meal i eat. make me so desperate to purge that i starve myself for you. make me develop an ed for you

thinking about bending my lover over and forcing my fingers past their lips, deep down their throat—until they gag, until they sob, until there’s nothing left in them but me. i want them to vomit all over the floor, purged of everything that isn’t mine.

they need to be cleansed.

id love to cut your stomach open and watch your guts slosh around while i fuck you -🪚

uwu,, that would be so cute!! the blood dripping out of me. i wanna moan so loud and wrap my guts around me while u rail me,,, choke me with them, let me wear them like a fancy dress accessory 🥺

pls someone do this to me??? really,,

I am not doing this because you did something wrong I am doing this because I can.

need a big bro to take out his anger on me, punch out some teeth,, then give me a big hug, tell me it won't happen again (it will), tell me how much cuter I am without the teeth i just lost, let's do it again

my mind deserves to be destroyed 🥺🥺 maybe we need a few more...dozen alters all fighting for control over the body,,, that'd be cute

siiiiiighhhh i need a cute lil pet to destroy ... who wants a cute jirai girl to ruin them ?? i'll destroy your mind thoroughly, i promise !!

when you derive deep and almost spiritual pleasure from serving someone, to be their emotional support pet, to see them at their worst but support them then you'll happily have the shut beaten out of you just to once in a while see them smile at you

Maybe I like the thrill of consensually abusing someone whilst also being a pathetic depressed dad in the process.

"No, mon cher, I would never lay a hand on your perfect skin." I say seconds before getting drunk and beating the shit out of them for my own enjoyment.

And I'll cry about my problems while neglecting theirs because I need the pity more.

In the end, though, they'll never get anything out of being with me.

If I make this blog a manual for how to stalk, manipulate and kidnap me maybe I'll finally meet the love of my life

∆ ««« System Overview

We're the L-System ("Leo" or "Lilly"), pychotic incel faggot-tranny loser (he/him, any).

We have relationships between system members (4-8, on&off for at least 4 years). feel free to ask us about it

We tried dating externally many times but it never worked. We're too much of a freak for normies and we never felt properly bonding with anyone else. i really just want to obsessively fall in love with a cutely controlling/manipulative boyfriend-girlfriend, is that too much to ask?!

»»» ∆ TransIDs and MUDs

Our body is an adult and our system and subsystems consists of 12 main alters, . : we're transitioning to psychotic and delusional with weed and adderall. : it feels nice when ppl online encourage us 🥺

cisids: autism, adhd, cptsd, ptsd, bpd, npd

Our transid list is always changing so some of these might change, altho others definitely won't.

radqueer, gay, genderfuck, aro/ace, transage, permahigh, permastoned, permadrugged, permateen, sex doll, prey, victim,

transharmed, transpsychotic, transdelusional, transamputee (?), transdentures, transabusevictim, transforcedsh, transsuibait, transed, transanorexia, transana, (corpse) )

We also experience "some" MUDs:

• Mirror Infatuation Identity Disorder

« ∆ » Other labels

Some of us identify with the labels retard, faggot, cripple and probably some other ableist slurs that I forgot rn.

DMs and asks open if u really wanna know. pls be nice 🥺

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(fuck nazis transphobes sexists racists etc etc)