Rafe Cameron X Black!reader - Blog Posts

IN MY HEAD

PT 2

rafe cameron x kookfem!blackreader

Warnings: Angst

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you didn't expect to see him so soon, not after what he did.His hands in his pockets and a nervous look on his face. As he approached, where you were, you could see popes reaction to him. His cool demeanour changed to uneasy, uncertainty painted on his face.

" You have a lot of nerve showing up here, rafe," your tone cold and harsh

" Listen, I need to talk to you please y/n," he said guilt laced in his tone.

" No rafe, you made your choice ." you say standing up.

"Listen y/n I- I never wanted you to find out this way. it all happened so fast. She was there when I needed someone," he said, stepping closer to you.

"And I wasn't?i was the one you came to when you and ward would go at it, i was the one taking care of you when you where coked out of your fucking mind ,I was there when he died i held you in my arms, me!" you say tears streaming down your face.

"But u went behind my back and slept with my best friend. How shallow can you go" shaking your head

" I- I know ok, I just needed a fresh start, someone who wouldn't remind me of my past, ok," he said, running his hands through his hair.

"A fresh start rafe really wow. I was so stupid to believe you changed," you say, shaking your head and laughing sarcastically.

"y/n, please, I know I made a mistake of doing that to you, but my feelings for her are real ok she makes me happy," he says, looking at you.

"And i didn't rafe hm? how about you go to hell and take sofia with you," you say walking away from him "sorry u had to see all of that," u say, looking at pope then rafe as you walk away.

leaving both of them watching you walk away. " fuck I have to get my stuff from rafes house," you say groaning " fuck my life," you thought, as you walked aimlessly around the beach.

IN MY HEAD

rafe cameron x kookfem!black reader

warnings: angst,cheating

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The beach was quiet today apart from the sound of the waves, it was peaceful far from what you came from , you loved him u did you've been with him since his coke days , his constant lashing out , his father , all of it u were there.

what you couldn't seem to understand is why, why he would give up on you so easily. Why would he do this.

you two were perfect, right? he changed for the better for you, or that was a version you created in your head that you tried to but couldn't fix.

Earlier that day

"Rafe , I'm home i-," You say opening the door

you're suddenly interrupted by soft laughter. listening where the sound is from, you approached the room , opening the door.

shock written all over your face , a mixture of confusion , sadness, and anger welling up inside you the scene in front of you, unforgettable.

Your boyfriend and close friend , sofia in each others embrace kissing and teasing each other both bright smiles on their faces. 'He's never look at me like that,' u thought.

" Rafe , sofia," You croak out , tears welling in your eyes

" y/n,I-," sofia says, a look of pure horror on her face.

" y/n wait, listen -" rafe calls, but before you can hear what he said, you ran out of the house, drowning him out with your own thoughts.

present

That's how you found yourself here , head in your hands, questioning your worth whether you're good enough or not, but all your thoughts are interrupted by a cough.

you look up only to find none other than pope Heyward looking down at you, with an akward smile.

" Hey uh, are you ok ?" he asks you, rubbing the back of his head.

"No, I'm not. Can't you see that? My mascara is running, and I'm at the beach by myself, crying," you say agitated

he lifts his arms with an apologetic look on his face

"I'm sorry I- I'm going through something right now, and I'm just mad at myself for not seeing right through it ," you say with a hoarse voice from crying. Flash backs of lingering looks and not so friendly touches from rafe and sofia crossed ur mind amplifying the hurt you felt

" I get it," he says, looking towards the ocean.

just then, the grumbling of an engine interrupts the quiet moment, with a familiar face in the vehicle.