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So, it's the first fic I decided to translate :D

I'm doing it mostly just for my dear Xiao (szia!) so you must know there is no appropriate editing :D

Fandom: MXM, AB6IX

Pairing: Youngmin/Woojin(one sided), Donghyun/Youngmin, Woojin/Daehwee

Summary: "Because Yeonmin has a beautiful "Kim Donghyun" on his shoulders by Hangul, and only "Woojin-Woojin-Woojin" in his mind"

Yongmin's got it all fucked up.

Warning: soulmate AU, soolmates's name on skin, K-pop, ex member, rude words, not good text, maybe no plot, maybe bad explanation, no editing, translated in 5 am so no judge :D

Busan Tech. - means Busan College of Information Technology, since all characters are in Busan

Park Woojin has a beautiful smile, even with crooked teeth and malocclusion. He has a rough voice, a purely boyish character and a willingness to protect his loved ones, even though he is not even twenty. He is a small tanned sun with still childishly plump cheeks, and he is the stabbing pain of Youngmin's heart.

They have known each other since their parents met as new neighbors and became friends with families. Buddies - since baby Woojin sat down on his bed and called Youngmin's room cool, even though he was only five and didn't know a thing about hip-hop of the nineties. Best friends - since Yeongmin protected him from annoying classmates who were bothering him because of the name under his ribs.

Park Woojin is his first love, which Youngmin nurtured in himself, stubbornly ignoring the hangul on his shoulders and Woojin's dreams of the destined. Woojin became his unhealthy obsession and Yeonmin pursued him for ten years until a fucking fate destroyed everything.

- Hyung, I found him! I found Daehwee!

Everything was perfectly fine, until Woojin's dreams became enthusiastic real stories, when Lee Daehwee appeared on the horizon of their future.

Lee Daehwee.

The one whose name is burned under Woojin's ribs, Hangul on Woojin's sun kissed skin.

His fucking destined one. A long-awaited dream.

- I'm Lee Daehwee, Woojin's soulmate, nice to meet you. Please take care of me, hyung.

Youngmin would like to hate him. Try a little harder, make some efforts and separate this couple. It's not that difficult, Youngnmin just has to be more selfish. But he gasps, he can't find words when he sees how happy Woojin is, just holding Daehwee's hand. Love and adoring look in his eyes, trembling hands and this sweet awkwardness between them. Youngmin sees, how Daehwee is nervous, though he is as happy as he should be, Youngmin sees his fears and anxiety. He understands that Dehwee really wants to please him, as a close person of Woojin. How Dehwee tries to make Woojin happy, and it breaks Youngmin's heart.

Because, after all, he isn't crazy enough with his love to ignore how Woojin pronounces Daehwee's name.

Softly, adoring, with love in every sound and gasping a little. Right the way it happens to the most important people in your life.

And that's why he says:

- Please take care of Woojin.

Thus, Park Ujin, Yeonmin's first and only love, became the one who broke his heart into small pieces and kept destroying his life with his happiness: hugging, having fun and chatting incessantly about his Daehwee.

Yeonmin's life was like walking on broken glass and endlessly waiting for his happiness.

Until Kim Donghyun showed up, flashing with his smile and Yeonmin's name right around his neck.

- You are my destined one? My soulmate? - Yeonmin's heart does not dance, nor does his breathing stop. There is no stars in his eyes, no butterflies in his stomach and no will to please this young guy with pure smile and adoration in his eyes. He feels nothing but irritation and endless fatigue, and he doesn't even want to talk to Donghyun. He looks too enthusiastic, too joyful, and there is so much hope and self-confidence in his gaze that Yeonmin is physically ill.

Because Donghyun looks at him the way Woojin did to Daehwee.

- Sorry, man. Not interested. I already have someone.

Youngnmin is literally sick of all this soulmate shit. He snaps at Donghyun, he doesn't allow to come closer than a meter, and ignores him in every possible way. He washes his hands of it.

Because Yeonmin has a beautiful "Kim Donghyun" on his shoulders by Hangul, and only "Woojin-Woojin-Woojin" in his mind.

Yongmin's got it all fucked up.

- Hyung, we have decided that we will study in Seoul. Dehwee wants to go to that stupid singing school.

Youngming gasps.

- What about… what about Busan Tech*?

- Come on, Hyung. You said they would take me anywhere. And if not, I will go to work, with my bike I'm welcome in every delivery service.

And Park Woojin has "Lee Daehwee" under her ribs and fingers in Daehwee's hairs, lips on his skin, a life together and a promised nasty "happily ever after" in the plans. There are just just him, his beloved one and dreams about their future.

Park Woojin is doing insultingly well, and it's ruining Youngmin's life.

But it gives a good chance to Donghyun.

- Alright, hyung, just give up. Let him go.

Kim Donghyun is a headache that cannot be ignored, at least because of the eternal itching on the skin and an overwhelming sense of guilt.

- Don't you dare to order me what to do. What are you waiting for, huh? I already told you…

- You're not so selfish as to ruin his life. Right, hyung? You won't mourn your first love forever, I know. I will wait. I have enough patient for you.

Kim Donghyun is a soothing "it's okay" before the first shared kiss and a confident "I'll wait." He is the slanted cunning eyes and a serene smile, warm hands and a lot of touches, a firm shoulder and an inadequate desire to be around at any time. He looks at Yeonmin with a knowing look and never once condemns him for his choice. But he does not give up on his own.

(He doesn't give up on Yeongmin.)

- Whatever you want, - Lim Youngmin is too tired to fight against him, though there is no willing to mess up with this guy.

Kim Donghyun is the most stubborn and persistent person Youngmin has ever known. And 'cause of his personality, Yeonmin wants to prove him wrong, refute his every word and kick him out of his life. But he can't, because he stumbles, bumping into a loving look and finding himself in Donghyun's apartment far too often, where they soon find themselves without clothes.

(Surprisingly, when Donghyun hugs him from behind, burying his head in his neck, their names touch.

And Youngmin's skin stops itching.)

Yeonmin would like to go after Woojin, tear him away from this nasty boyfriend and give Woojin his heart. He wants to say, go on, it's already yours, broken as fuck, you can hardly glue it together. Youngmin could have spat on his maturity, turn on his selfishness and force Woojin to take responsibility. After all, how long have they known each other?.. The whole life?

But he won't do anything. Because he finds his heart in Donghyun's hands, carefully patching up his wounds. And then Youngmin realizes that Donghyun understands what it's like to have unrequited love better than anyone else. After all, he looks at him the same way Youngmin looked at Woojin.

Maybe that's why only he manages to erase the name "Park Woojin" from Youngmin's head little by little?