I Think One Of The Most Depressing Things About Having Severe Mental Illness Is That I Spend So Much

i think one of the most depressing things about having severe mental illness is that i spend so much of my life observing, but not participating. i watch people get better jobs, join clubs, make other friends, go on outings, and cultivate hobbies. and what do i do exactly?

i rot in bed and scroll online even though i don’t actually like the internet that much. i’m too scared to leave the house regularly because i feel unsightly. i have no pictures of myself to look back on, and nothing that really marks the passage of time except which classes i’m taking that semester.

i wish i had a completely new brain.

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• pre- or non-hrt trans people

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• genderfluid people whose presentation is static but their gender is not

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• non- conventionally-attractive trans people

• non-conforming trans people

• non-"passing" trans people

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We don't all fit into cisnormative society's bullshit stereotypes!

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12thdoctorfan

2 months ago

This is what it feels like when youre unable to mask your autism

Harrison Wood Hsiang

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12thdoctorfan

2 months ago

Four arrows forming a circle with four interspersed statements in all caps, in the center is a simple drawing of a person lying face down, butt up, flat on the floor, the words read:

Faced with important adult task

Get scared by at least one part of it & avoid it

Blink

Months have passed & task is now even more important

Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job

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12thdoctorfan

2 months ago

Being autistic and also a Hyperpop/breakcore/ect enjoyer is really funny bc the sounds of being outside in the real world are often so tiring to me but if I wanna unwind and have a good time I will listen to the the most unnatural noises conjured up by evil computers and specifically designed to make your head explode. awesome