In order to be a writer, you must W.R.I.T.E!
W: Whine with every word you write
R: Reread your past writing before reevaluating your life
I: Intensely daydream
T: Try not to get distracted by Tumblr
E: Edit paragraphs obsessively
This turned out so beautiful! Thank you so much đ
âHarsh Autumn Daysâ
Gift for @42donotpanic for the prompt âknit blanketâ
At first I thought about hot chocolate and comfy blankets but I wanted to give it the #fratt edge so it turned out to be Frank patching Matt up after some battle. Iâd like to think that DDâs clothes got wet and heâs cold. So Frank just pulled the most fluffiest knit blanket over the devils head. =)Hope you like it!
[Image Description: Black and white sketch of the Punisher cleaning Daredevilâs wounds. Frank is kneeling before a sitting Matt and cleaning his wounded knuckles with a cotton pad. Matt has several bandages already on his body and has a big knitted blanket pulled over his head and shoulders, gripping onto it with his other hand. Daredevil also still has his helmet and pants an.]
#FrankCastle #MattMurdock #DaredevilÂ
Rules: post the first and last lines of the last 10 fics you posted.
Thank you for tagging me @auofgoldandfantasies !
I'm skipping Podfics for this. Also a fair warning, I did a dump of Oneshots I found, so there is absolutely no rhyme or reason to what I've posted recently and there is some smut in between. Also I am realising there are some other warnings that I added next to the title.
I - Not how this was supposed to work (WIP)
First: Foggy Nelson had never been a scaredy-cat. In general, he wasnât afraid of a lot of things. He wasnât scared of going to the doctor or the dentist, and he wasnât afraid of the dark, spiders, heights, or the boogie man either.
Last: âI think it just might,â Karen answered, smiling softly. âThey might not become friends, but they might make okay roommates.â
II - Ten out of Ten (MCD Warning)
First: Matt got the call from the hospital while he was in class.
Last: It was only when Foggy rested a soft, almost brotherly hand on his friendâs shoulder that he realised Matt wasnât frozen, he was crying.
III - When the World is too much, you are my Bubble
Note: This one is a collection of ficlets for two OCs I came up with, so the first and the last line do not belong to the same story.
First: âIs it beautiful?â Jamie asked, closing her eyes as she leaned against Gâs side and enjoyed the warmth of the sun on this day in early spring.
Last: âThatâs cute,â Jamie hummed, then started laughing. âBuck and my Dad met when my dad was being an idiot and Buck stopped him from running in front of a car or something.â She laughed again. âHonestly, every time you ask them they give you a different story.â
IV - Of Soup, Flowers and Tattoos (WIP)
First: âEvery flower has a meaning, you know?â Foggy was leaning on the counter of âSweet and Spicyâ, when the restaurant had a quiet moment. He was watching the guy working in the small flower shop across the street from their soup cafĂ©. âEvery type of flower, every colour, and even the way they are arranged can tell whole stories.â
Last: âYes, Clint.â Matt chuckled softly. âBucky and you own a Tattoo Studio. I would be surprised if you didnât have Tattoos and piercings.â He traced Clintâs neck again, smiling as the other man leaned in again. âI just donât know which ones and what they look like, so I was a little surprised when I suddenly had two pieces of metal in my mouth.â He licked his own lips, then traced his thumb over Clintâs again, pulling softly at one of the black metal rings. âI donât mind. Actually, I quite like it.â He smirked, signing slowly with one hand still cupping Clintâs jaw. âItâs wild and interesting, just like you.â
V - Just let yourself have this (Smut Warning)
First: âHello, handsome.â A low, rich voice, laced with an English accent approached Clint.
Last: Charles simply brushed a soft kiss into Clintâs hair, smiling softly and breathing in his scent. âSleep tight, sweetheart.â
VI - Stop telling me you're sorry and just let me fuck you silly (unsurprisingly: Smut Warning)
First: âTell me what you want, pretty boy.â James purred right into Clintâs ear. He was leaning on his elbow, the fingers of his other hand softly tracing Clintâs chest.
Last: âI mean...â Clint chuckled, smirking up at his partner as well, âI wouldnât say no, if youâre offering...â
VII - Clint's Love-Hate Relationship with Food (Eating Disorder Warning)
First: "Are you really gonna eat all of those?" Tony asked with surprise and almost something like disgust in his voice.
Last: âYeah,â Matt scoffed. âIâm definitely not gonna leave you alone with this gaggle of idiots while your brain is being stupid,â he gestured around them, vaguely indicating the other Avengers, but mostly meaning Tony. âYouâre my baby hawk, youâre gonna get all the cuddles you want tonight.â
VIII - Blanket Nest
First: âClint-Buddy, are you okay?â Foggy asked as he came back from the kitchen with a fresh mug of coffee.
Last: âYouâre perfect, Clint,â Matt signed at some point, simply making Clint smile this time. âNever change who you are for anyone but yourself.â
IX - Arrow, Snowflake, Star
First: âItâs not pretty,â Bucky muttered, wrapping their arms protectively around their chest, the right one covering the weaker left. âItâs everything but pretty...â
Last: âItâs more than I need to know that youâre my little treasure,â Clint said, just like I had done earlier. âWeâre always gonna take care of you, no matter what happens.â
X - Why are archers so annoying?
First: âYou wanna give it a shot?â Clint asked, gesturing with his bow before going to pick up his arrows from the targets on the other end of the lane.
Last: âBoth.â I decided. âBoth is good.â âThen both it is.â Clint smiled nodding for me to follow him. âCome on, little Hawk, letâs get you your treats.â
Tagging: @mutuallyprime @flowerparrish @evenfallreads @stripedscribe @heretherebewolves
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KUCHEN!
@42donotpanic understands me like nobody else Iâve ever talked too. And somehow our conversation was suddenly about cake
Thank you @loki-is-my-kink-awakening for coming up with this!
Rules: Feel free to show whatever stats you have. Only want to show Ao3 stats? Rock on. Want to include some quantitative info instead of stats? Please do this. Want to change how yours is presented? Absolutely do that. Would rather eat glass than do this? Please donât eat glass but donât feel like you have to do this either.
(I just copied @voiceoffenrisulfr who copied @foxywrites thank you both for tagging me <3)
Before we start I want to note that I hope to post 6 more fics this year and make it to 100 posted works before 2024 ^^
Words and Fics
335,338 words published in 2023
70 fics worked on
62 completed fics
most productive month: July with 74,045 words
monthly words average: 27,945 words
Top 5 Pairings
Clint Barton/Matt Murdock [16]
James "Bucky" Barnes/Clint Barton [13]
Matt Murdock/Franklin "Foggy" Nelson [6]
Erik Lehnsherr/Charles Xavier [6]
James "Bucky" Barnes/Tony Stark [6]
Top 5 by Comments
Purple and Red; all the same to me (AUgust Writing Challenge 2023) - 78
The quiet life - 17
Building a Relationship - 14
Safe Place - 13
3 Times Matt's date didn't take his blindness well (+1 where it wasn't the biggest surprise that night) - 6
Top 5 by Kudos
3 Times Matt's date didn't take his blindness well (+1 where it wasn't the biggest surprise that night) - 255
Couch already taken - 208
The Reporter and The Lawyer - The Devil and The Protector - 146
Daredevil: The Man with Trauma - 131
Fuck Ninjas - 122
Top 5 by Hits
The Reporter and The Lawyer - The Devil and The Protector - 2,251
3 Times Matt's date didn't take his blindness well (+1 where it wasn't the biggest surprise that night) - 1,725
Purple and Red; all the same to me (AUgust Writing Challenge 2023) - 1,724
Coming Untouched - 1,722
Building a Relationship - 1,529
Fandom Events in 2023
For this part, I'm only adding in Bingos that I was able to get a bingo/blackout for If you want to know more feel free to check out my masterlists in my pinned post <3
Bingos
[5/9] Any Fandom LGBTQ Bingo - Bingo
[5/5] July Break Flash Bingo - Black out
[9/9] July Break Mini Bingo - Black out
[25/25] July Break Bingo - Black out
[15/25] Marvel Rare Pair Bingo Round 1/2 - Bingo
[6/25] Masturbation Midsummer Bingo - DNF
[13/25] WinterIron Bingo - Bingo
[9/9] Writers Pride Month Bingo - Black out
Writing Challenge's
[30/30] Slash Mulitverse Daily Pride Prompts
[31/31] AU-gust Writing Challenge 2023
[5/31] Flufftober 2023
Upcoming Plans
Fic's I'm hoping to continue/complete next year:
[Clint/Bucky] Soul Marks and Metal Arms
[Clint/Natasha] To see the Bruises
[Matt/Foggy] Learning to Live again
[Clint/Bucky] Now I wear my scars just like Tattoos
[Clint/Rhodey] Bring them back (to get you back)
[Clint & Matt] Who even am I?!
[Clint/Matt] Hawkdevil AU
[Clint/Bucky] Domestic WinterHawk AU
[Clint/Matt] Building a Relationship
Writing Reflection
After I got back into writing fic this year it was something I really enjoyed all throughout this year. I discovered a bunch of fun challenges and servers, met many lovely people (sadly all online) and learned a lot. I have hyperfocused a lot, especially in the summer and I collected a boatload of prompts I would like to fill in the coming year.
I have a lot of fics already planned for the next year. There will be a lot of feels, fluff and angst/whump alike and I hope I can keep the run I had this year going.
A big thank you to everyone who supported me along the way, be it with ducking/spaghettiing fic ideas, sprinting with me, participating in challenges, commenting, sharing or even just reading and liking my fics. You folks mean the world to me and I love every single one of you. Take care and remember, as long as you do what you love you get a good grade in fandom <3
Tagging: @stripedscribe @ravenmold @endlesstwanted and everyone who wants to participate (totally not a cop-out because I lost track of my tumblr, no)
1. Not just a Mask 2. Escaping the Mind of the Winter Soldier (And Setting Yourself Free) 3. Surprise Attraction 4. Spring Dawning 5. love song (for a girl) 6. Soul Mambo Jumbo 7. Every Breath You Take (Scars Edition) Summaries and links to all fanworks below!
1. Not just a Mask by 42donotpanic (Teen And Up Audiences, 28k words)
Summary: When Clint meets yet another person from an online dating site he didn't expect him to change his life as much as Bucky did. Not that he's complaining. The man is just too cute...
* two art pieces by ivvic: [link]
* a lookbook (illustrated guide) with a playlist by daisytarget: [link]
* a podfic by 42donotpanic: [link]
2. Escaping the Mind of the Winter Soldier (And Setting Yourself Free) by Iam_giraffe1123 (Explicit, 28k words)
Summary: When an easy job turns south and Clint is captured and thrown into a cell with a man he didn't think he would ever see. Trying to survive with the conditions they are in. With many years later, another mission turns south and Clint has to guide his way out of his captures clutches and save the one person he always wanted to protect.
* a podfic by 42donotpanic: [link]
* an art piece by kissitbetter: [link]
* an art piece by LaguNerd: [link]
3. Surprise Attraction by ivvic (Mature, 27k words)
Summary: Clint ends up with a baby while working at the circus and is not coping well with single parenthood. Bucky steps in and offers them a place to stay.
* an art piece by c_Art: [link]
* two art pieces by OriginalCeenote: [link #1] [link #2]
* a moodboard by endlesstwanted: [link]
4. Spring Dawning by ArtaxLivs (Explicit, 16k words)
Summary: âTwo lovers separated by the light, both an animal and a man in darkness,â Clint easily recited, having heard it hundreds of times over the years, âA woman with no past, running in a life that isnât her own. A god in exile, unable to trust his own strength. A genius whose mind is lost to a dragon. A leader frozen in time in a lake above the clouds. And the bard with no heart cursed to speak the truth but never know it.â OR - Ladyhawke? I think you meant Winterhawk.
* two art pieces by ivvic: [link]
* an art piece by ruinscollector: [link]
* a lookbook (illustrated guide) by daisytarget: [link]
5. love song (for a girl) by daisytarget (Explicit, 39k words)
Summary: Jamie Barnes is a competent sort of woman. She does her therapy, she cooks her meals, she stabs her own enemies. She doesn't need much in the world, because her independence is her greatest treasure. And then she meets Cat Barton, all sweet smiles and butch build and slow drawl and helpful instincts, and all that kind of goes out the window, because while she doesn't need, she certainly wants. She really wants. Cat Barton has no idea what's coming to her, stuck on the prettiest lady she's ever seen who makes her feel - well, not needed, because she'd surely fuck that up. But wanted. Yeah. It makes her, against her life's advice otherwise, really want Jamie Barnes back.
* two anonymous art pieces: [link]
* an art piece by amoredition: [link]
* an art piece by kissitbetter: [link]
6. Soul Mambo Jumbo by ElloPoppet (Teen And Up Audiences, 16k words)
Summary: âWell, to keep it simple, Clint â you know Clint, Barton? â well, I might have accidentally gotten his soul stuck in an Astral Dimension. I could use some help finding him and, ideally, bringing him back.â If Bucky hadnât lived the lives heâd lived (so many lives in his hundred-plus years), he might have dropped the box of tea in his hands, or let the vortex of confusionconcernshockfearexhaustion that Bruceâs explanation stirred within him show on his face. But heâd had practice at this, at living through moments like these. He placed the box gently on the counter and inhaled deep enough to hurt. âOkay,â he said on the exhale. âAnd how do we do that?â - Or, Bucky's soul does find Clint's in the Astral Dimension, but the 'bringing him back' part of the mission takes time.
* an art piece by ivvic: [link]
* an art piece by frenchfriedgiraffe: [link]
7. Every Breath You Take (Scars Edition) by Reremouse (Mature, 18k words)
Summary: Scars tell a story about where weâve been and what weâve experienced. Soulmates only meet after that life experience has been lived. That doesnât necessarily mean theyâre ready for it. Shortly after the takedown of Project Insight, Steve turns up at the tower with a quieter Bucky looking for a place to recover himself. Itâs a solid plan, at least, until Clint walks right into Bucky, triggers their soul bond, and pretty much tosses Steveâs entire Bucky recovery plan out the window. Bucky is probably not ready to further complicate his life with a soulmate, so Clint does the only decent thing and retreats to his apartment in Bed Stuy. Maybe he should have consulted with Bucky first. A story about soulmates, friends in a tower, enemies in tracksuits, Steve looking out for Bucky, Tony looking out for everyone, the Winter Soldier on his own mission, and Clint.
* two art pieces by Rufferto (embedded in the fic)
* an art piece by Wyxan (embedded in the fic)
* an art piece by kissitbetter (embedded in the fic)
Image 1: Teddy Bucky : Soft and Cosy / WinterGamma (Bucky x Bruce) / 2718 / Teen and Up Audiences
hurt/comfort : The Dangers of Chocolate / Bucky & Clint / 1486 / Teen and Up Audiences
Image 3: Bucky Falling : Warm is Good / WinterIron (Bucky x Tony) / 660 / Teen and Up Audiences
interspecies : Bitten (for your blood) / little WinterHawk (Bucky x Clint x OC) / 1343 / Teen and Up Audiences
FREE SPACE : Snow / WinterHawk (Bucky x Clint) / 1562 / Mature
Tony Stark/Iron Man : Bet I can take him out in one shot? / Bucky & Clint / 920 / Teen and Up Audiences
knitting : Three coffees are better than two / little WinterHawk (Bucky x Clint x OC) / 10428 / Teen and Up Audiences
waiting : Deep Breathes and Needles /WinterHawk (Bucky x Clint) & OC / 4560 / Teen and Up Audiences
Clint Barton/Hawkeye : New Here / WinterHawk (Bucky x Clint) / 1654 / Teen and Up Audiences
vulnerability : Trust isn't easy / WinterHawk (Bucky x Clint) / 3248 / Teen and Up Audiences
@buckybarnesbingo
Every writer on Tumblr: âI would combust out of love if someone ever drew fanart of my fic!!â Me: âoh man I wanna draw this scene BUT THEY WOULD PROBABLY HATE IT AND HATE ME FOR THE NERVEâ
Dear fellow WinterHawkers, it is almost that time of the year again when we will be looking for artists and writers who are interested in joining us in another round of the Bang.
Before we can start, however, we have some planning and preparation to do. Due to personal and time reasons, we are looking to make some changes to the Mod team this year.
If you are interested in joining our little team and supporting us, please check out the event rules and possibly last yearâs schedule to make sure you are ready to commit to joining us for the entire duration of the event and then fill out this so we know where your strengths are and what you could bring to the team. The form will stay open until 7 February.
Further updates on this yearâs schedule will follow hopefully soon and we are excited to see many new and old friends in the Event.
â Mods Panic and Jess
P.S.: To make the wait a little shorter check out the previous yearâs stories here if you havenât already!
Light up This Old Soul (Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars: Dark Disciple - Christie Golden) written by EustaciaVye, performed by AsterRoc Summary: As Obi-Wan heals, he learns more about the Nightsisters' approach to the Force, while Asajj learns more about her heritage.
Both a Blessing and a Curse [text, audio] (Star Wars: Rebels) written by wanderingjedihistorian, performed by flowerparrish Summary: His memory was both a blessing and a curse. Alexsandr Kallus had known this for many years. The date heâd first seen the name The Ghost cross his desk was forever burned into Kallusâ memory. And that date was getting closer.
View from a Pavilion (éé | Guardian (TV 2018), ç» æą | Detective L (TV), ćéè | The Rebel (TV 2021)) written by Martha, performed by SEF_podfic Summary: During the dark days of the occupied French Concession, Luo Fei helps an injured young captain of the Republican Military Intelligence. [text and podfic]
dream symphony (The Magnus Archives (Podcast)) written by Lua, performed by gracicah Summary: Simon Fairchild loves the sky, and, through his surprisingly long life, he feels loved back by it. It isnât all that surprising that he has a good time as an avatar of his patron. After all, he is a man in love.
A Case of Identity Fraud (Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)) written by DayenuRose, performed by Nymphie_Wolf Summary: After spending years of putting in the hard work and re-building his life and his relationship with his family, Jason Todd is not amused when he falls over a decade into the past. The Red Hood is in the middle of his vengence on his family, Tim's life is falling apart at the seems, and his family is in shambles. Jason misses his home, his family, and the ability to have a decent meal. After two months of (mostly) observing from the sidelines, Jason can't stand by anymore. If no one else will step in and help Tim, then he will. Can Jason help past!Tim without messing up the future for everyone?
Tenderly (Original Work) written by Hagar, performed by wilfriede0815 (with additional voices by stargateinmybasement, ChaosKiro, Juulna, Tipsy_Kitty, horchata, and flowerparrish) Summary: My name is Amalie Madsen. Iâm a schoolteacher teaching sixth grade. Since I became a teacher, Iâve been told many times that my sense of wonder may fade with time but, in fact, just last year I ran into the greatest wonder I have encountered to date. Or, should I say, wonders.
Truth Comes Out Of His Well (Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types) written by TsarinaTorment, performed by stereden Summary: Lee Fletcher had a secret. Luke knew it, and anything Luke knew, Kronos knew. This had consequences, which started with Lee not meeting his end at the business end of a giant's club after all.
Letters to Jiejie [text & podfic] (éæ ä»€ | The Untamed (TV)) written by FlutterFyre, performed by pezzax Summary: Jiang Cheng doesn't know what has gotten into Wei Wuxian and to be honest, he doesn't care. He just wants things to go back to normal. Stuck at the Cloud Recesses guest lectures, he vents to his elder sister as he alsways has, hoping against hope that she will have a solution that might bring some semblance of sense back to his foster brother.
Like a Hozier Song [text, audio] (Daredevil (TV), Daredevil (Comics), The Punisher (TV 2017), Punisher (Comics), Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe) written by BurdenedWithPointlessPurpose, performed by 42donotpanic Summary: Matt never expected for Frank Castle to end up on his couch for months on end. Heâd never expected to make a home with him, but nothing is as heâd planned. Life isnât neat like that and his friend gets that more than anyone else ever has. Itâs the reason heâs a little sweet on his friend⊠like the Hozier songs the guy likes to sing.
Phantom Friends (Danny Phantom, Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)) written by Litra, performed by itallcomesbacktoandreil Summary: Five times someone in the bat family died and met Danny, and the one time no death was needed.
Room 505 (The Hotel (Podcast)) written by zombified_queer, performed by MistbornHero Summary: The Lobby Boy gets to flex his creative muscles. The Hotel Herself observes with a pang of surprise.
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