This Is A Lookbook / Illustrated Guide To @42donotpanic's Amazing Fic Titled "Not Just A Mask" In Which

A title card for powerpoint show by daisytarget about 42donotpanic’s fanfiction, “Not Just a Mask.” The title card has a large image of an arrow in great detail, and reads “Disability. Vulnerability. Growth.” The color scheme is cool colors with a pale purple background and darker sage green text. The text font is rather large and is in all caps, a serif, semi-calligraphy font.
The slide is also light purple. The title reads, in the same green calligraphy-type font, “contents,” all lower case. The body of the text is a thin san-serif font also in green; it is a bullet point list of one through five. They explain five stages of a relationship.
One says “Fervor, the honeymoon phase.”
Two says “Denial, the fear phase.”
Three says “Bargaining, the questioning phase.”
Four says “Hesitance, the Learning phase.”
Five says “Peace, the growth phase.”

There is an image of Bucky Barnes’ dog tags from the Marvel Cinematic Universe to the left. They dangle midair with the top-most tag in focus in the center and the other a bit blurrier at the bottom of the image.
A section-title card for Fervor, the honeymoon phase. The background is a darker sage green, with a longer flat oval (light purple) in the middle surrounding the title for the slide. The slide is minimalist and calming with a sans-serif font for details and a fancy-looking, calligraphy-type for the title.  This slide reads at the top: “Excitement, tension (the best kind), foot-in-mouth.”
This slide includes a photo-set for the honeymoon phase of the fic. The slide is pale purple. In big sage green letters at the bottom, it reads “it starts on a park bench,” referring to the opening scene of the fic. 

Four images are lined up in the top half of the slide: from left to right, we have
One - two men’s hands. The man on the (viewer’s) left is reaching for the one on the right. Their fingers brush hesitantly. The person on the right is wearing a leather jacket and a striped shirt underneath; the man on the left’s outfit is black. This image has a darker sage green border.
Two - a series of four texts incoming on an iPhone that read: “Really, I just enjoy you,” then “I like talking to you,” then “I like looking at you,” then finally, “I like being around you”. This image has a darker sage green border.
Three - a golden dog paw high-fives a large man’s hand. On the hand is a ring on the right-hand ring finger. Underneath this image reads “Lucky’s Rating: five stars.” This image is shorter than the others to accommodate its accompanying text, and has a dashed dark green border.
Four - a sign that reads in shaky handwriting, all caps: “It’s all going very well, no problems at all”. This image has a dark green sage border. A song recommendation sits at the bottom of the slide: “My Type,” by Saint Motel.
A section-title card for Denial, the fear phase. The background is a darker sage green, with a longer flat oval in the middle surrounding the title for the slide in light purple. It is the same style as the previous section-title card.

This slide reads at the top: “Anxiety, insecurity (the worst kind), fear.”
This slide is another image set of four on a pale purple background. On the top in a thin green font, all caps, reads a quote from the fic. It says "“I’M SORRY, JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE.” BUCKY SAID IT AGAIN, FROWNING EVEN MORE AS HE STUDIED CLINT FOR A MOMENT." The images from left to right take up 70% of the slide.
One - a man sits in a warm-toned brown leather chair on the viewer’s right side of the image. He wears a black long sleeve, and his right hand rests on a pale wooden cane. The image is starkly lit with dark background. In the same fashion as the last photo set, this is one of three images with a green border. 
Two - a series of four band-aids overlapped at angles in purple. They read “Bitch” in clouds, the second “Fuck” in all caps in white on purple background, the third “OW” with three exclamation marks in purple on white, and the last “SHIT!” in white on purple. Beneath this image reads “Lucky’s Rating: One Star.” To accommodate this text, this image is shorter than the others and has a dashed green outline. 
Three - The reverse of the hand-written sign from the Honeymoon phase which reads “It’s going very badly it’s a terrible disaster” in the same handwriting. This image has a green border. 
Four - A glitching image of a man, horizontal lines obscuring his face. He is wearing all black, shorts and a hoodie. It appears to be security footage. This is the final image with a green border. At the bottom of the slide is a song suggestion: “What If It Doesn’t End Well,” by Chloe Moriondo.
A section-title card for Bargaining, the questioning phase. It is the same style as the previous section-title cards with green background and purple oval. 

This slide reads at the top: “wonder, trepidation, indecision.”
A pale purple background with an image of a CD on the left. The CD has written in sharpie: “Everything I could never tell you.” The image is outlined by a dashed green circle. 

The slide is titled “Could I really have this?” in quotes on the right side of the slide. It is in darker green in a large, calligraphy-type font. Underneath this title, it reads in a smaller, thinner font, “Bucky and Clint circle each other, disbelieving of the reality of their connection. Curious, lonely, yearning, they must each decide: “Could I really have this?” Trust, or walk away?” End text.

At the bottom, a song suggestion: “Walk Above the City,” by the Paper Kites featuring MARO.
A section-title card for Hesitance, the learning phase. Darker sage green with light purple oval. 

This slide reads at the top: “surprise, curiosity, desire.”
The slide’s title is the three words from the previous slide in large green calligraphy-type font: “Surprise curiosity desire.”

Above the title, which is on the left side of the slide but vertically centered, there is italicised smaller text with a quote from the fic: “Yeah, Pretty Man?” Clint asked, brushing a kiss on the side of his head.” End text. The slide is pale purple. 

The slide is split 67/33 with the smaller chunk on the right being an image of two men naked side by side. The image cuts off at their belly buttons and midthigh, focusing on their hands about to touch between them. Though they are naked the image is not sexual. The taller man’s left hand almost brushes the paler, shorter man’s right. The image is in greyscale. The border splitting the slide is a green dashed line, with a circle outlining a second circular image of two young men sitting side by side on a grassy cliffside overlooking a park. The two men, one raven-haired, one blonde, rest their heads on each other. 

At the bottom of the slide a song suggestion is listed. “Please,” by Noah Kahan.
The final section-title card for Peace, the growth phase. It is again darker green with a light purple oval. 

This slide reads at the top: “nurture, reciprocity, safety”
The slide is split vertically 40/60. The smaller chunk on the left is a dark sage green box that reads the title and body text in pale purple font, which are as follows:
Title: Accessible affection
Body text: learning to coexist with each other’s fears, anxieties, and quirks, Clint and Bucky continue to choose each other, for better or worse, every single day. End text.

The larger chunk is pale purple with a dark green dashed border. It has a large screengrab of a comic square - in the first panel of two, Clint says “Barnes.” as he looks at Bucky beside him in a green hoodie. In the second panel, they hug, Clint’s purple shirt clearly visible. Clint says “Missed you.” Bucky has a bag over his shoulder. 

At the bottom is a song suggestion: “Grow as we Go,” by Ben Platt.
This pale purple slide, titled "Listen | the playlist," is a collection of the song suggestions with one bonus track, “Razor’s Edge” by Semler. 
On the right are two separate comic panels cropped so they are circular in shape. - one is Bucky meditating with his legs crossed, Alpine stretching beside him. The other is Clint in a tactical suit hitting the ground, stars and lines coming from him as he impacts. This one is more cartoonish. Both are labelled with their respective characters. 

MY TYPE - SAINT MOTEL
WHAT IF IT DOESN’T END WELL - CHLOE MORIONDO
WALK ABOVE THE CITY - PAPER KITES, MARO
PLEASE - NOAH KAHAN
GROW AS WE GO - BEN PLATT
BONUS: RAZOR'S EDGE - SEMLER
This slide is titled “learn | the representation” and is a darker sage green with a pale purple circular pie chart cut out. 

The title is shadowed, in the same calligraphy-type font in green with a pale purple drop shadow for an interesting visual effect. 

The pie chart is labelled on each wedge. The biggest wedge, 50%, says “use of mobility aids and accommodations (i.e. cane, service dog, sign language, caffeine)”
The next biggest, about 20% on the bottom left of the chart, says “meds (or lack thereof)”
The next, about 8%, says “scarring”
The next (about 15%) is covered by the title, and so the label is listed outside the chart. It reads “lipreading masks”
The final wedge, about 8%,  says “boundaries”.
The final slide is titled “look: the timeline” and is light purple with green font. Along the bottom is a horizontal timeline in green with evenly spaced events that read as follows:
ONE First Date, Prospect Park. TWO First Videochat. THREE Second Date, Prospect Park. FOUR Third Date, Clint’s Place. FOUR-AND-A-HALF this is much closer to “Third Date” than the following event, and has a heart. It reads in quotes “Eat your ice cream, boyfriend.” FIVE End of Fic with a greater-than symbol and a number three to read a visual heart. SIX Game Night, virtual, followed by SIX-AND-A-HALF a final bullet point which also has a heart and reads “Bucky meets Clint’s friends”. This event takes place after the end of the fic and is hinted at within the story. 

Above the timeline and to the left of the title, there is a group of four images all of small tattoos (meant to remind the reader of Clint’s various tattoos within the fic.) From left to right, there is ONE a vertical sword on someone’s arm, stabbing through three hearts (a reimagination of the tarot card, three of swords, which symbolizes being impacted by words, intentions, and actions of others, as Clint clearly is); TWO a pizza slice on someone’s wrist, cheese dangling off the corner; THREE a band aid in minimal detail, but with smooth lines, so not a stick-and-poke despite the simplistic art style (body part unknown); and FOUR a line of all-caps text on someone’s shoulder that reads “SUCK IT AND SEE”. End presentation.

This is a lookbook / illustrated guide to @42donotpanic's amazing fic titled "Not Just a Mask" in which Clint and Bucky, two disabled queer men, meet during / following the pandemic through online dating and explore themes of intimacy, vulnerability, and accommodation as they grow closer.

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The fic was created as part of the 2024 @winterhawkbigbang as was this lookbook. I had so much fun working with Panic and my fellow artists, whose works are linked on the ao3 page for the fic (AND ARE INCREDIBLE OH MY GODDD)! This lookbook was created using Canva and uses image descriptions. The playlist mentioned on slide #13 can be found on Spotify below!

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1 year ago

Stats Tag

Okay, we're on a roll here, apparently. Thanks to the wonderful @0nelittlebirdtoldme for tagging me <3

Rules: Give us the links to your fics with the most hits, most kudos, most comments, most bookmarks, most words, and least words.

Most hits: The sound and the colors of Leaves. Part one in my half finished Series following Matt and Clint through all four seasons and on Clint's journey to be accepted as a Deaf Team Member. Stats: Words: 2 467, Comments: 12, Kudos: 232, Bookmarks: 13, Hits: 1 930, Kudos/Hits: 12.02% (Followed by The Reporter and The Lawyer - The Devil and the Protector [Explicit] Stats: Words: 3 112, Chapters: 3/3, Comments: 6, Kudos: 111, Bookmarks: 2, Hits: 1 647, Kudos/Hits:6.74% )

Most kudos: Also Sound and Colors of Leaves (Followed by Couch already taken Stats: Words: 2 289, Comments: 2, Kudos: 167, Bookmarks: 10, Hits: 1 101, Kudos/Hits: 15.17% )

Most comments: Building a Relationship The main fic of my ongoing project that shows different way people can experince love. This follows Clint and Matt on their journey of Building a Relationship and all the obstacles they face on the way. Stats: Words: 24 965, Chapters: 11/?, Comments: 63, Kudos: 58, Bookmarks: 6, Hits: 1 201, Kudos/Hits: 4.83% (Followed by The quiet life Stats: Words: 17 941, Chapters: 8/8, Comments: 31, Kudos: 58, Bookmarks: 5, Hits: 970, Kudos/Hits: 5.98%)

Most bookmarks: Sound and Color of Leaves again. (Followed by Couch already taken)

Most words: Building a Relationship, unsurprisingly. (Followed by Safe Place Stats: Words: 20 522, Chapters: 9/9, Comments: 26, Kudos: 41, Bookmarks: 4, Hits: 567, Kudos/Hits: 7.23% )

Least words: Sweater A drabble and a Drawing of Charles stealing Eriks favourite Sweater (Stats: Words: 100, Comments: 5, Kudos: 20, Bookmarks: 1, Hits: 539, Kudos/Hits: 3.71%) and Sweet Pleasure [Explicit] a so far lonely drabble for Masturbation Midsummer (Stats: Words: 100, Comments: 2, Kudos: 3, Hits: 65, Kudos/Hits:4.62%)

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3 months ago

IT IS THAT TIME AGAIN!

Fandom-Free Bingo: Half-Baked Edition

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3 months ago

Happy Aromantic Awareness Week!!!

(16th-22nd February 2025)

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1 year ago

Past Challenges/Events - Masterlist

LGBTQ Bingo : Masterlist / @lgbtqbingo / Blackout

AUgust Writing Challenge 2022 : Masterlist / @augustwritingchallenge / DNF

AUgust Writing Challenge 2023 : Masterlist / @augustwritingchallenge / Completed

April Showers bring M-AU Flowers 2024 : Masterlist / @augustwritingchallenge / Completed

AUgust Writing Challenge 2024 : Feel my Signs and Watch my Words (AUgust Writing Challenge) / @augustwritingchallenge / Completed

Bucky Barnes Bingo Round 5 : Masterlist / @buckybarnesbingo / Bingo

Bucky Barnes Bingo Round 8 : Masterlist / @buckybarnesbingo / DNF

Comfortember 2023 : Masterpost / @comfortember / Completed

Flufftober 2022 : Masterlist / @flufftober / DNF

Flufftober 2023 : Masterlist / @flufftober / DNF

Flufftober Spring Edition 2024 : Springtime Fluff / @flufftober / Completed

July Break Flash Bingo 2023 : Masterlist / @julybreakbingo / Blackout

July Break Bingo 2023 : Masterlist / @julybreakbingo / Blackout

July Break Mini Bingo 2023 : Masterlist / @julybreakbingo / Blackout

Marvel Rare Pair Bingo Round 1/2 : Masterlist / @marvelrarepairbingo / Bingo

Marvel Rare Pair Bingo Round 3 : Masterlist / @marvelrarepairbingo / DNF

Masturbation Midsummer : Masterlist / @sniperjade / DNF

Slash Multiverse Daily Pride Prompts 2023 : Masterlist / @slashmultiverse / Completed

Slash Multiverse Daily Winter Prompts : Masterlist / @slashmultiverse / DNF

WinterIron Bingo : Masterlist / @bingowinteriron / Bingo


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1 year ago

Fall Traditions

Summary: Kate and Yelena have invited their friends to go on a day-trip with them. Clint doesn't quite understand how a mace made out of corn is supposed to work.

Pairings: HawkDevil (Clint Barton x Matt Murdock), Bisholova (Kate Bishop x Yelena Belova (QPR))

Word Count: 830

Rating: General Audiences

Tags: Corn Maze, Hedge Maze, Clint Barton has ADHD, Clint Dyslexic Clint Barton, Misunderstandings, AU - No Powers

Written for:

@flufftober : Day 6 - Corn Maze

@marvelrarepairbingo : N4 - Hedge Maze

Fall Traditions

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1 month ago

WIP Warrior

This is my first time playing this, yay!

Every vote = I'll add 200 words to the corresponding fic🥰 There's a bit of a mix here, mostly new WIPs with a few older ones / ongoing series' as well.

1 year ago

Masterlist 2024

Past Challenges/Events : Masterlist

Other Projects:

Different Kinds of Love : HawkDevil / Mixed / WIP

Sound and Color : Dumpsterbros / General Audiences / Completed / Casual Ableism, Internalised Ableism

Domestic WinterHawk AU : WinterHawk / Mixed / WIP / Dysphoria

Hawkdevil AU : HawkDevil / Mature / WIP / Panic attacks, Meltdowns, Autistic Matt, ADHD Clint, Trans Clint

Who even am I? : Dumpsterbros / Teen and Up Audiences / WIP

Bring them back (to get you back) : WarHawk / Teen and Up Audiences / WIP / Canon MCD (Endgame)

Now I wear my scars just like Tattoos : WinterHawk / Mature / WIP / Angst, Amputee!Bucky, Chronic Pain, Hurt/Comfort, Trans Clint, Nonbinary Bucky

To see the Bruises : Clintasha / Mature / WIP / Soulmates, Deaf Clint, Trans Clint, Budapest

Soulmarks and metal arms : Clint Barton & Bucky Barnes / Teen and Up Audiences / WIP / Soulmates, Angst, Deaf Clint, Trans Clint, Team as Family, Post Endgame, Grief

To touch the Star(s) : Jack Murdock x Una, Matt Murdock x Yvaine, Foggy Nelson x Marci Stahl / Hibernating / Crossover, Retelling, Blind Matt/Tristan

This is not the end (Oh, how I wish it had been) : Clint and the Avengers / Mature / WIP / Missing Scenes, Canon MCD (What If... Ultron Won), Hurt/no comfort, Amputation, Serious Injury

Nur ein Echo der Zeit : WinterHawk / Mature / WIP / Serious Injury, Blindness, Trans Clint

Gardening... : Clint Barton x Matt Murdock x Foggy Nelson / Teen and Up Audiences / WIP / Domestic Fluff

Until there's only one left : Clint x Laura Barton / Mature / WIP / MCD, Post Endgame

Not how this was supposed to work : Avocados & Frank Castle / Teen and Up Audiences / WIP / AU: Monster under the Bed

Finding your mind : Matt Murdock & Bucky Barnes / Mature / WIP / Hydra!Matt Murdock, Trauma

Mutants and Lawyers : Charles Xavier x Matt Murdock, Foggy Nelson x Erik Lehnsherr / Explicit / WIP / Explicit Smut, Disability, Insecurity

Podfics:

[Podfic] With Eyes to See and Ears to Hear : Original Author: @voiceoffenrisulfr / HawkDevil / Explicit / WIP / Fluff, Getting Together, Beginning Relationship, Trans Clint

[Podfic] Safe Person : Multivoice Project / HawkDevil / Mature / WIP / Pride, Community

[Podfic] Until there's only one left : Clint x Laura Barton / Mature / WIP / MCD, Post Endgame


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5 months ago

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11 months ago
Three watercolours featuring Matt in each one, along with Jake, Steven, and Marc. Detailed ID under the cut.

Moon Boys and Daredevil

Fic by @42donotpanic, art by @heroofashesnot

No Archive Warnings Apply

Daredevil (TV), Moon Knight (TV 2022)

Relationships: Matt Murdock/Marc Spector, Jake Lockley & Matt Murdock, Steven Grant & Matt Murdock

Characters: Matt Murdock, Jake Lockley, Steven Grant (Marvel), Marc Spector

Additional Tags: Dissociative Identity Disorder, Slice of Life, Getting to Know Each Other, Autistic Jake Lockley, Jake Lockley Needs a Hug, Protective Steven Grant (Marvel), Protective Marc Spector, Art, Blood and Injury, Injury, Stitches, Domestic, story and art inside

Words: 2,687

Summary: Matt Murdock is dating Marc Spector, but dating an alter in a system also means living with the other alters.

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Psst! Little secret: Various and delicious flavours of hurt/comfort are packed in this fic ;-) Delightful interactions between Matt, his boyfriend Marc, and Marc's alter!

A watercolor painting that was been split up into three scenes that are colored from top to bottom in blue, yellow and red. The upper scene depicts Matt Murdock reaching out to Jake Lockley who is in the middle of putting his coat on. In the middle scene, Steven Grant and Matt Murdock are at a table, Steven is standing in the midst of talking and gesturing while Matt sits near him, smiling while leaning his head against his hand. In the last scene, Matt Murdock and Marc Spector are on a couch together, Matt lays against the couch while holding an ice pack against his ribs, face contorted in pain. Marc holds Matt’s knee still while stitching up a wound on his leg.

1 year ago

Flufftober 2022 - Masterlist

The Flufftober 2022 Masterlist. The prompts listed below are ticked off.

Wearing Each Other's Clothes : Sweater / Cherik (Charles Xavier x Erik Lehnsherr) / 100 / General Audiences

Thick As Thieves : Thick as Thieves / Erik Lehnsherr & Peter Maximoff / 1184 / General Audiences

Supporting Silly Quirks/Hobbies : Purple Dinosaurs / Clint Barton & Matt Murdock / 552 / General Audiences

"Oh no, you're a Morning Person!" : The (very early) morning after / Cherik (Charles Xavier x Erik Lehnsherr) / 587 / Teen and Up Audiences

Candles, Lanterns, Fairy Lights : Enchanted dinner / IronStrange (Tony Stark x Stephen Strange) / 424 / General Audiences

Movie Marathon : Movie Night / Avengers Team / 979 / Teen and up Audiences / TW: Panic Attack

Shooting Stars : Family / Chapter 1 / Stark-Potts-Family / 1293 / General Audiences

"You kept this?" : Memories of Pain / Cherik (Charles Xavier x Erik Lehnsherr) / 682 / Teen and Up Audiences

Secret Family Recipe : Lasagna Saga / Chapter 2 / Cherik (Charles Xavier x Erik Lehnsherr) / 1173 /General Audiences

Alternates:

Falling Asleep Together : Safe House / Clint Barton x Laura Barton / 3218 / Teen and Up Audiences

Up Against the Wall Kiss : Workplace flirt / Cherik (Charles Xavier x Erik Lehnsherr) / 1074 /General Audiences

@flufftober


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